Authors: C. J. Cherryh
“Put these on, young gentlemen and lady,” Master Kusha said, “and then we shall do alterations, and I shall get my numbers for court dress, the very finest for allâwill they understand at all, nandi?”
“Put them on, nadiin-ji,” Cajeiri said, with a little wave of his hand. “Try. This all is yours.”
They were not happy at that. Not at all. He saw it.
“Something wrong?” he asked in ship-speak.
“Talk,” Gene said, setting down his stack of clothes. “A moment. Talk. Please.”
He was puzzled. Distressed. He gave a nod to Master Kusha, another to Madam Saidin. “A moment, nadiin,” he said. “Translation. One needs to translate for them.”
“Young gentleman,” Madam Saidin said, and quietly signed to Master Kusha to step back.
So they were left as alone as they could arrange. And something was direly wrong.
He should, he thought, call for tea. If he were his father.
Or if they were atevi.
But neither thing was true. So he just drew them over to the farthest side of the room, and turned his back to Madam Saidin and Master Kusha and all of it, trying to muster up his ship-speak, which had gotten a little thinner than it had once been . . . that, or human words were not as suited to things on the Earth, and were just not as clear to him as they had been.
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It always took a while for the lord of most of the world to do anything simple, what with staff to advise of his movements and arrangements to make. If Cenedi had blazed over here, leaving a conference with Tabini, it might have been Cenedi's briefing Tabini on the Padi Valley business yesterday that had prompted the personal visitâbut given the dowager's notions of invading the Guild herself, it was much more likely this evening's business under discussion.
This evening's businessâand maybe the document he had requested.
One did guess that if Tabini was coming here to discuss whatever matter Tabini wished to discuss, Tabini had certain specifics he didn't want to discuss in his own quartersâquarters which he shared with his wife, Cajeiri's mother, whose clan, Ajuri, was deeply at issue in the Padi Valley actionânot to mention directly involved in their upcoming business with the Assassins' Guild.
God, he
hoped
Tabini had found no reason to doubt the aiji-consort at this point. Tabini had maintained his association with Damiri when common sense might have dictated he divorce his wife as a political and security-based precautionâan action which, with Damiri no more than a week from giving birth, had its own problems. Tabini couldn't divorce Damiri at this point. He surely wouldn't set up a conflict with her.
Tabini
had
thrown out all Damiri's staff a number of days ago, so that now all the senior security in Tabini's apartment were the dowager's people . . . hence the dowager's very good grasp of what was going on in the world.
Discuss the imminent assassination of a Guild officer who happened to be Damiri's relative?
He'd personally rather not have that discussion in Damiri's hearing, either.
And probably that was exactly Tabini's reasoning in coming here to talk. He
hoped
that was all that was going on . . . but there were ungodly many possibilities in the political landscape.
Tano and Algini arrived in the sitting room, with Banichi and Jago following. Banichi was not moving briskly today, and Banichi would
not
keep the arm rigidly bandaged. The hand stayed tucked inside the jacket. Bren just acknowledged Banichi with a particular nodânot arguing with him, not with life and death matters afoot.
There were, thankfully almost immediately, the quiet set of sounds that heralded an arrival at the front door. Not one man, but maybe two or three, Bren thought, by what he heard. So Tabini had not brought his full security detail with him, maybe not even his own aishidâunprecedented as the visit itself, if that was the case.
Servants hurried about last-moment preparations. Narani opened the door, showing Tabini into the sitting room
with
Cenedi, and with Cenedi's frequent partner Nawari in attendance, not on the aiji-dowager, but on Tabini. Againâ
that
had never happened.
Protocol dictated the paidhi rise, bow, offer a seat.
“Aiji-ma. One is honored.”
“Sit,” Tabini said, with an all-inclusive sweep of his handâBren, Cenedi, Nawari, Bren's own bodyguard, everybody but the servants. It was an order, and Tabini was deadly serious.
“Tea,” Tabini said. Nothing of business was appropriate until they had had a cup, ritually delivered; and moods like Tabini's current one were precisely the reason for the custom.
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“Nadiin-ji?” Cajeiri said, and made it a question. His guests looked very uncomfortable.
“I
told
you,” Irene whispered to Gene and Artur. “We just have to
do
things. Don't make a problem.”
Gene and Artur did not even look at her. Or at him. Gene just drew a heavy breath.
“What?” Cajeiri asked.
“What?”
But Gene and Artur said nothing, and still looked at the floor.
They were upset. That was clear. And it seemed to be about the clothes. “Children's clothes look bad?” he asked. It was all that would fit them. “Master Kusha makes them right.”
“That's not it,” Gene said.
“What?”
he repeated, and then thought they might not understand the situation he could only explain in Ragi. “Nadiin-ji, our baggage may come tonight. Maybe not. And those are all country clothes. This is the
Bujavid,
nadiin-ji. You need better. You were always going to need better.”
“Whose credits?
”
Gene asked.
Whose credits?
Then
he understood. For an instant he saw the ship corridors again, where humans had to have a card to get a sandwich or a drink, where everything in all their lives had been measured so closely, and you were allowed so much and more could not be had, because you had to work on the ship to earn a larger share.
None of the station-folk had been able to work, and all the share they had had even for food was what the ship allotted for them, measured out by how old you were and whether you were a boy or a girl and how tall you wereâall of it calculated by a set of numbers atevi never had to calculate. If they were hungry on a particular day, they still could not get more. The station-folk had been really unhappy on the ship, which had been worse than the station. And sometimes people had been hungry.
Not his associates. Never his associates. He had brought them sweets from mani's kitchen. Sausages. And bread.
He remembered. For an instant they were there in the tunnels again. “This is not the ship,” he said to his guests, and made a wide gesture at everything, the sitting room, the whole world, if he could have thought of the ship-speak words. “My uncle. My guests. No numbers here. You need the clothes.”
“What can we say?” Gene said. “It's
your
birthday, Jeri-ji. We brought you
presents.
But
nothing
like this.”
“Presents.” Reunioners had come onto the ship with almost nothing, and it was painful to think how little they still must have, starting with nothing on a station where very few could earn extra.
But if they were his people, they had every
right
to match him, well, as far as lords couldâbecause they
were
his. It was a matter of pride, and the way everybody would look at them. They could not wear their clothing: the old people would be scandalizedâbut he could not quite tell them they would embarrass him.
If he were a grown-up, he would be sure they
could
match him in exactly the right degree. But he was just eight. And it was very good of Great-uncle and mani to step in to fix things. It was only right that they did, because he was
theirs,
and it was their pride involved if
his
people looked wrong or rude.
But clearly it was not right, in his guests' opinion. And one part of him hurt, as if they were pushing his gift rudely away, as if they were not wanting to be here today, and were upset and embarrassed.
But he was sure they really
did
want to be here. They were modest, and grateful, and always polite to him. That would not have changed in a handful of minutes. So he was the one at fault: he had to explain it in a way that would not embarrass them.
He shrugged, gave a second little shrug, and resorted to one of those stupid things they had used to say on the ship, when they were completely out of answers. “Atevi stuff. Atevi stuff.”
“Human stuff,” Gene said, the right answer and gave an answering and unhappy little shrug.
“Here!” he said, pointing at the floor underfoot. “You are here!” He wanted to say so much else to them, so very much else . . . but if there had been words they could understand to make it all work, he would not be atevi and they would not be human. And they just stood there, both unhappy, which was unbearable.
“Gene,” Irene said, trying to calm things down. “Just listen to him.”
But Gene just went on frowning, and it was not right, and nothing could make it right. Gene was the one who always measured shares of the food he brought, so they were exactly right.
Exactly
right, not a crumb off equalâbecause it mattered to Gene.
And here they were, measuring again, only there was no way for it ever to come out even.
Fair,
Gene would say. And it was one of the strongest things about Gene. He always was . . . fair. But sometimes you had to argue with him. And sometimes it was as if he knew Gene best of all of them.
“Hey,” he said, that word that meant
listen,
and he laid a hand on his chest, the way he had done when they had first met in the ship corridors, almost the first children he had ever seen. And they'd stared at each other. He said, solemnly, as he'd said then: “Cajeiri. I'm Cajeiri.”
Usually it was Irene that understood language things first, but not this time. “Gene!” Gene said staunchly, with the same solemn gesture. And Gene swept a gesture at Irene and Artur. “Irene. Artur. Human.”
“Ateva,” he said. It was their first meeting all over again. “No change!”
“No change,” Gene said. “No change, us.”
“Friends,” Cajeiri said in ship-speak, right across the room from Madam Saidin and Master Kusha and his own valets and everybody. “And,” he said in Ragi, “I can give
you
gifts for
my
birthday, if I want! Adults do. So I can. This is how atevi do. Yes?”
Gene gave a nervous smile. They all did, and touched hands the way ship-humans did, then laughed.
“Friends,” Artur said, and Irene, who followed the rules most of the time, said, “We're not supposed to say that, you know.”
“We still can,” Cajeiri said, and added somberly, because it was always true: “until we grow up.”
T
he tea service went around at its own deliberate pace, deliberately drunk, during which the mind had ample opportunity to race, and there was
no
light conversation, only a meditative pause.
“How is my son,” was Tabini's belated question, “in
your
view, paidhi?”
“Very well, aiji-ma,” Bren said. “I have inquired. He continues as unaffected and as uninvolved as we can manage.”
“A wonder in itself,” Tabini said darkly. He set his teacup down quietly on the side table. Bren set his down scarcely touched. So with all of them, immediately.
“You and your aishid intend to enter Assassins' Guild Headquarters,” Tabini said, “bearing an order of mine, with the intent to enter it in Council records. You intend to provide access for an assassination of the consort's elder kinsman and the forcible seizure of Guild records.”
“Yes, aiji-ma. One hopes you will lend your seal to such a document.”
“One understands that this is not conceived as a suicide mission.”
“One hopes it will not be, aiji-ma.”
“We have also had it suggested,” Tabini said grimly, “that this documentâwith many and conspicuous sealsâbe an official inquiry into the
Dojisigi
situationâfor official purposes.”
Bren gave a single nod. “The Guild Council will likely be dealing with the Kadagidi matter, aiji-ma. One believes the Dojisigi matter will be unexpected.”
“To throw the
Assassins' Guild
off its balance?” Tabini asked with the arch of a brow, and just then Cenedi put a finger to his left ear, atop that discreet earpiece, frowning as he did so.
“The aiji-dowager,” Cenedi said, “is on her way.”
“Gods less fortunate!” Tabini hissed, and cast a look at Cenedi, but Cenedi's face remained impassive. One doubted that Cenedi or Nawari, apparently having been in conference with Tabini, had yet had time to break the news to Ilisidi that the paidhi-aiji was going on this venture and
she
was not. But there were a number of the dowager's staff serving in Tabini's apartment, who might have found a way to know about the request for the document, and who
might
have relayed the information. There was a broad choice.
“I declined the aiji-dowager's request to come to her for a conference not half an hour ago,” Bren said quietly, not going so far as a complete denial of responsibility, “since I was about to come to speak to you, aiji-ma. Then Cenedi intervened with the news that you were coming to visit
me.
”
“Oh, we have no question,” Tabini said. “We do not ask. We do not need to ask how my grandmother keeps herself informed, granted her staff is
our
staff.” A deep breath. “Nand' paidhi, this mission is
your
request?”
“One certainly cannot permit the aiji-dowager to undertake it herself, aiji-ma.”
Tabini gave a short, sharp laugh. “One cannot permit! If you are able to deny my grandmother
anything
she has set her mind to do, paidhi-ji, you surpass my skills.” And soberly: “I am
not
willing to lose you, paidhi. Bear that in mind. Do
not
decide to protect your aishid. I know you.
Do not do it!
”
He could
feel
his bodyguard seconding that order.
“One will be cautious, aiji-ma.”
“Cautious! Caution has nothing to do with your decision to take this on.” A deep breath. “But you are right: you are the
logical
one to undertake this. There is no combination of Guild force more effective that we can bring within those doors, than the combination in this room. And I do understand your strategyâhaving this document regard the Dojisigi matter. Clever. I shall write your documentâit will take me far less than an hourâand set the seals of various departments on it. But I hope the cleverness of your choice of documents will
not
have to come into play. To that end, and in that spiritâ Take this.” He pulled off the massive seal ring he wore on his third finger, and proffered it.
No human in history had ever borne
that
object.
Bren rose. One did not ask even Banichi to handle that seal. He took it personally, and bowed, deeply. “Aiji-ma.”
“This seal I need
not
affix. I send it with you. If they refuse
that
at the doors, they will be in violation of their own charter, and on that refusal alone, I can bring the legislature against themâbut one fears any delay will give them time to destroy documents, and one does not even mention the threat to you. One hopes this will get you all out unscathed.”
“One is grateful, aiji-ma.” Bren settled back into his chair, and slipped the ring on. It was too large even for his index finger. He had to close his hand on it. “But should something happenâyou will have every legal grounds the legislature could ask.” He held up the fist with the ring. “This will not see disrespect.”
“We assure the aiji,” Banichi said, “if they disrespect your authority, those doors still will open tonight.”
“Besides the Office of Assignments,” Cenedi said quietly, “be it known, aiji-ma, nand' paidhi, that we have two problems within the Guild Council, and one more presiding whose qualifications to preside over Council are questionable. Those three will need to resign. We shall make that clear.” Cenedi, standing near the door, walked closer and into Tabini's convenient view. “The names of the problems, aiji-ma: the one you know. Ditema of the Paigeni.”
“Him. Good riddance.”
“Add Segita of the Remiandi.”
“We do not know him.”
“They are both senior. They came in after the coup. They have conservative views which are, themselves, not in question; but their support of the Office of Assignments has repeatedly, since your return, blunted all attempts to insist that Assignments should operate under normal rules and create an orderly and modern filing system. One interpretation is that they have felt a certain sympathy for a long-lived institution of the Guild, and they have
innocently
made it easier for Assignments to misbehave. Another interpretation is less forgiving. Their age and rank have completely overawed the less qualified members that currently fill out the rest of the body, and no one stands up to these two voices. They have pressed the matter of non-returning Guild. We, on the other hand have appealed to certain retired members to come back to active duty, and they
have
agreed to do so. This would include eight of the old Council . . .”
“Not
Daimano,” Tabini said.
“She
would
be in that number,” Cenedi said. “She is, in fact, critical to the plan, aiji-ma. If you support her return, three others will come, among them two other very elder Guild members that we most need in the governing seats. You know who.”
“Gods less fortunate,” Tabini muttered.
“Daimano is an able administrator. And whatever else she ever was, she is no ally of Murini.”
Tabini gave a wave of his hand. “We do not interfere in Guild politics. If the Guild elects herâmay she live long and do as she pleases. Not that I offer
any
speculation at all on the Council's composition, nor shall ever officially remember these names.”
“I shall relay that, aiji-ma,” Cenedi said.
“Key to the old Guild, you say.”
“She stood by you during Murini's regime, aiji-ma. She, in fact, directed the entire eastern network, when Prijado died.”
“Then we owe her gratitude for that, though one is certain it was reluctant. We shall owe her for
this,
if she can bring order.”
“Order,” Cenedi said dryly, “is certainly one thing that will result from her administration.”
“Not to mention needing a decade of hearings to get a simple document issued. Forests are in danger, considering the paper consumption with this woman in office.”
“We shall argue for computers in Assignments and Records, aiji-ma. We have had ample example of pen and ink filing systems. She
wants
to take the Assignments post for a year, at least, to supervise its operation, and to have the records under her hand.”
“Gods less fortunate. So beâ”
There was a distant sharp report, the impact of brass on ancient stone, right outside the apartment. And a subsequent rap at the outer door.
“She is here,” Cenedi said,
not
regarding the woman under current discussion. Cenedi drew a deep breath, and added: “Aiji-ma, regarding the Guild Council, and Daimano, we shall deal with the difficulties.”
“Let her in, paidhi,” Tabini said, and Bren nodded to Banichi, who said something inaudible, short-range.
The outer door had already opened, and one could hear the advancing tap of the dowager's brass-capped cane on terrazzo and on the foyer carpet as she passed the door. With that came the footsteps of her attendant bodyguard.
“The aiji is in the sitting room with nand' Bren,” Bren heard Jeladi say, out in the foyer, and heard the arrival head their way with scarcely a pause. Tap. Tap. Tap.
Jeladi opened the door and stood out of the way.
“Well!” Ilisidi said, arriving in the room with two of her indefinite number of bodyguardsâstaff hastened to move in a suitable chair appropriately angled, beside Tabini, and two more, beyond hers.
“Well!”
She sat down, upright, with the cane in hand beside the chair arm. It was Casimi and his partner Seimaji who had escorted her in. Seimaji moved quietly to take a chair at her right hand, while Cenedi and Nawari stayed where they sat, somewhat facing her.
“The document!” she said sharply, with a wave of her left hand.
Casimi, not yet seated, proffered to Tabini the rolled parchment he carried, a large one with abundant red and black ribbons attached. Nawari rose and took it, serving as Tabini's staff for the moment.
“That is,” Ilisidi said, “for your use, Grandson,
if
you are still in process of formulating a cause to take before the Guild Council.”
Tabini shot out a hand. Nawari passed it to him, and Tabini scanned the parchment, frowning.
“The paidhi-aiji has wanted a document about the southern situation.”
“Read on. It covers that matter. Abundantly.”
“What have you
done
with the two Dojisigi?” Tabini asked, reading on.
“Why, fed them, housed them, like any good host. I have requested them to stay politely to quarters and answer any questions we may have at any hour. Meanwhile, since the day before yesterday midnight we have liberated a Marid village from scoundrels, defused a bomb, dislodged a traitor from a lordship, taken down a Shadow Guild leader in the Marid, and brought your son safely home. What else should we do?” Ilisidi waggled her fingers, and Casimi produced a second ribboned and sealed parchment from inside his jacket. “This deposition, to be placed in evidence at the appropriate time, is signed, and witnessed. You may find it interesting readingâa detailed account of the actions of the Guild officers in charge of the Dojisigin Marid, how the local Guild were disarmed, how they were kept under arrest, then released and sent out as protection for their respective villages, units split apart, and most of all, sent into problem districts without so much as sidearms. These two were split from the other team of their unit, whose whereabouts we do not know even to this hour, nor what orders they may have been given, nor what hostages may be at stake. These two in our custody have asked permission to go south to find their partners. We have denied that, but we have warned Lord Machigi . . . who is one likely target of any second Dojisigi-based operation, and we have personally requested him to negotiate a bloodless surrender of the partners of these men should they come into his territory. We will urge Machigi to make a public statement of what happened in the Dojisigin Marid once our operation tonight goes forward.”
“I have no criticism of the plan,” Tabini said, passing the documents to Cenedi. “Well done, honored Grandmother.”
Everything was amazingly amicable. Bren almost began to relax.
“It is, however, an underhanded business,” Ilisidi said, her long fingers extending, then clamping like a vise on the head of the cane she had beside her, “an
underhanded business,
Grandson, first to thrust off on your ailing grandmother a flight of human children, asking me to extend
my
security to guard the East
and
the north, with
precious
little assistanceâ”
“I sent you the Taibeni!”
Tabini retorted, voice rising. “What more do you want? My house guard? No? Of course not! They are already
yours!
”
“Aijiin-ma,” Bren said quietly, unheard.
“I have my
own
bodyguard fully extended,” Ilisidi retorted, “watching your residence, guarding Lord Aseida and two Dojisigi Assassins,
and
assisting Lord Tatiseigi, who has
gallantly
opened a household filled with delicate antiquities to host
your
sonâ”
“Your
great-grandson, who has had as much of your rearing as mine! And he is
Lord Tatiseigi's
own grand-nephew! If the lad with
your
teaching cannot manage the situationâ”
“And three human guests who cannot even perceive a warning!”
“You
were supervising him when he routinely ran the halls of the ship unguarded, held clandestine meetings with the offspring of prisoners who had all but started a war in the heavens, a population who had to be forcibly removed from that place, and who to this day present a problem on the station! If you had prevented his association with these children in the first place, we would not have human guests in the middle of this crisis!”
“And you would not have a son well-acquainted with factions and powers in the heavens as well as the aishidi'tat! The boy has become an asset to the aishidi'tat, educated in all the politics that may foreseeably affect us! The boy has influence and alliances many a lord of the aishidi'tat would covet! Do you wish to pass
blame
for this situation? I shall not hesitate to claim responsibility for it!”