Penance (Dark Alpha #5) (7 page)
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Authors: Alisa Woods
“Oh my god,” she said, almost a whisper. “You’re in on this together.”
She knew.
Jak closed his eyes briefly, then opened them to stare Sarra in the face.
“You stop this right now,” she said, lips trembling.
“Jak?” Arianna’s worried voice punched him in the gut.
He squeezed her hand and threw her a soft look. “It’s going to be all right, Arianna. I promise.” Then he turned back to Sarra. “You always knew this was how it would go, in the end, Sarrabear. You even said it yourself. I was meant for someone else.”
Her eyes were wide, and her head shook back and forth in tiny movements.
He put his free hand, the one not holding Arianna’s hand, on Sarra’s shoulder. “This is the single best thing I’m ever going to do.”
She shook her head more fervently.
He grimaced. The bond was squeezing on him. “Don’t ruin it for me, okay, Sarrabear?”
She gaped at him, but he couldn’t wait any longer. He swung to face Circe, who was watching him with a razor-sharp eye, the ball of magic twitching and sparking in her hand.
“Do it,” he told her.
As fast as the lightning in her palm, Circe smashed her hands together then rent them apart, a piece of magic cloud in each. She quickly blew on each hand in turn, one long sweeping breath. The two clouds puffed over them, one into Arianna’s face and one into Jak’s.
Arianna gasped.
Sarra screamed, “No!”
Jak couldn’t pay attention to either one because it felt like his soul was ripping in two.
The bond he had with Arianna shattered. He fell to his knees, not so much with pain, but the sudden disconnection giving him massive vertigo. He reeled with the sensation of it. And yet… he wasn’t entirely disconnected. He still held her hand, but more… he could feel tenuous threads, like straws piping something, some essence, from her into him. It was like a thick oil sludge dripping straight into his veins, and each drip brought with it a welling up from deep inside him. At first it was an ache, like a toothache or a headache that nags at you all day, but never really makes its presence known. But it kept growing… and growing… each drip making it stronger, until it was the pounding, skull-splitting kind, the headache that lays you out for an entire day.
He tried to keep the groans inside, but it was getting harder.
Still the drips came, only now they were more of a pumping gush, filling him with a sludge that was drowning him, dripping into every tiny crevice of his body. Then the gushing stopped, and he could feel the entirety of it—almost like he had been wholly possessed by a dark spirit.
Mace’s wolf.
Jak’s wolf snarled and howled, but there was nowhere to turn, nothing to do. The enemy was
inside
him. He dropped Arianna’s hand and clutched at his stomach. He fell forward, but kept himself from falling on his face by bracing his hand on the cool concrete floor. He really didn’t want to throw up. He wanted the end to come with some kind of dignity… but the pain was really starting to escalate now. His wolf was howling in his ears.
Jak felt hands on him, urging him to turn, to lie down. His body was starting to cramp up, so he couldn’t resist them. His vision was blurred, white stars shooting across it from the rippling pain that was tearing him apart from the inside out. He blinked so he could see the faces hovering over him.
It was Arianna. Beautiful Arianna, her face all squished up and worried for him. Tears raced down her cheeks, but he couldn’t uncramp his hands to brush them away. Her lips were moving. She was saying something. But sounds seemed to come and go, like he was moving through a tunnel and cars were speeding past him, taking their blaring horns and near-misses with them. He tried to focus past the blinding pain. Tried to hear the things she was saying.
Somewhere in the background, Sarra was cursing like a sailor. It would have made him smile, except his face was frozen in a grimace. He strained to shut out the background and just focus on Arianna’s shining face above him. Her beautiful, brilliant blue eyes. If that was the last thing he saw in this world, it would be okay. It would be enough.
Her words leaked through the shrieking pain inside his head. “Jak… Jak… stay with me… please…”
He licked his lips. So dry, they cracked. It was such a small pain on top of the large one singing through his body—two wolves locked in a death dance at the DNA level. He tried to speak, but it was only whooshes of air, no sound. Just grunts… and he was afraid he wouldn’t be able to get those last words out… the ones he wanted to say, but couldn’t. Not until the very end.
He concentrated everything he had on forming words. He thought of Arianna’s sweet hands, now on his face, holding his cheeks. Her tears dripping on him. And somehow he managed to get his lips to cooperate and make sound.
“You,” he gasped, speaking it just for her. The one word felt like a triumph. He pushed for more. “You… are meant… for someone better than me.” The words laced through the gasps, but he heard them. He hoped she could hear them too.
Her eyes went wide with alarm. And he knew that she
knew
in that moment. Knew that this wasn’t something he was coming back from.
“No, no, no,” she said, over and over.
But he wasn’t finished.
“I’m just…” he gasped out, and she stopped her tirade, bending low, placing her cheek against his, wetting him with her tears and bringing her ear close enough for his whispers to reach her. “I’m just… the one who… set you free.”
He heard her gasp. He saw her pull back, but the sounds were gone again. Everything was dimming… the bright morning sunshine of Seattle was darkening, like an eclipse had turned everything into the blood red of sunset. Then darker still. A creeping blackness.
The sludge inside him was waning too. All of it was fading.
The last thing he saw was a single tear clinging to the edge of Arianna’s sweet cheek. It clung, holding on to the bitter end.
Then it fell.
He wished he had the strength for one more kiss.
Then the world faded completely to black.
The final installment of Dark Alpha....
Dark Alpha Release Schedule - 2015
1 -
Torment
(1.19)
2 -
Pleasure
(2.2)
3 -
Deception
(2.16)
4 -
Escape
(3.2)
5 -
Penance
(3.16)
6 -
Untitled
(3.30)
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Alisa Woods lives in the Midwest with her husband and family, but her heart will always belong to the beaches and mountains where she grew up. She writes sexy paranormal romances about alpha men and the women who love them. She enjoys exploring the struggles we all have, where we resist
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