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For what purpose had he taken it upon himself to ride to Chartley?

‘To inform Thomas Phelippes of his wife's distress,' Hew returned each time.

Why had he not despatched the servant, Thomas Cassie, who was then in London?

That man could not be found.

Why had he not consulted Walsingham himself?

Because, Hew answered, looking at him, it had not occurred to
him that office was concerned with so small a matter as the stillbirth of a child.

What acquaintance had he with the principal conspirators?

That he could not say; he did not know who they were. Of necessity, inquisitors will give their cause away, and so he learned, by inference, their method, and their names.

Had he ever met a man called Gilbert Gifford?

Certainly he had. He was Phelippes' protégé – he would not call him friend.

Had he been aware of Gifford taking letters to the queen of Scots? That he had been her courier?

Hew had not been aware of it. But now recalling Phelippes at his work at Chartley, he saw and understood.

Had he ever met the man they called Black Fortescue?

He could not help but smile at that, and it was seized upon.

He never heard that name. It struck him as ridiculous.

And if he met the devil, would he smile at him? Ballard was his proper name. He styled himself a priest. And he was the devil in a plain man's clothes. Had he heard of Savage?

They sounded like the stuff of country children's tales. It was duly pressed upon him that the threat was real.

Had he ever spoken with a man called Babington?

He was certain, not.

He must think again. Anthony Babington once was a page in the household of the earl of Shrewsbury. Hew had been at Buxton Hall, and had met
that queen
, and others of that house. Had he met or spoken with, or heard talk there of Babington, he must reveal it now.

He had spoken, he affirmed, with two men in that household, that was the doctor, who called himself Forrester, and Monsieur Claude Nau. Forrester, he thought, was working for that queen, or else for Francis Walsingham.
Which
, he did not know. It was not inconceivable that it was both. Nau, he thought true to his queen.

This Walsingham did not confirm, or otherwise deny. Had he had
any contact with the queen of Scots, by any word or sign, or with any of her servants, such as Monsieur Nau, while he was at Chartley?

He had none at all, Phelippes saw to that.

And then, again, again, what purpose did he have, in riding to that place?

He felt his mind was stripped, clean of will and hope. It brought a kind of peace with it, desolate as death. He had, after all, nothing there to hide, and little to hold on to, in the bleakest hours.

Eventually, it seemed, Walsingham allowed him the benefit of doubt, or simply had grown weary of the line of questioning, had nothing more to ask. Perhaps he had allowed a little slack, so that Hew himself could tighten up the knot. The inquisition stopped, and he was detailed to help Laurence with his correspondence, back where he began. Perhaps it was Laurence who had spoken up for him. Perhaps it had been Phelippes, who despite appearances, deeply loved his wife. Perhaps it was that Walsingham, never really satisfied, had turned his mind a moment to the greater threat.

‘There are letters from the earl of Leicester, and from Sir Philip Sidney, which I have not had time to read. Since you know the lie of the Low Countries, you can be of help to Laurence in drawing up a chart, to mark out the progress they have made.

‘You may not, for the moment, leave this place,' Walsingham informed him, in his parting shot. ‘Then, if your detention does arouse alarm, and cause to put to flight, the principal conspirators . . . well then, we shall know.'

This left Hew in a state of perpetual unease, for any small effect that might alert the principals, could be blamed on him. And wherever they were, it seemed likely that their enterprise would keep them poised for flight. They might bolt at any moment, unless they were innocent. And neither thought brought comfort to him.

As to what evidence there was of the conspiracy, apart from a letter stolen from that queen, he was in the dark. A scrap, he came upon by accident, hardly comprehending what it meant. Phelippes had returned, and left behind a letter to be entered in the files. Hew
had found a draft, scribbled on a piece of paper, lying in the grate, of a line or two of cipher, like the one at Chartley. He took a moment to imprint it firm upon his memory. Then he left the paper to the solace of the flames.

Those last days he spent under Laurence Tomson's guard were among the longest and most irksome in his life. He struggled to attend to the work in hand, and to conceal from Laurence the disquiet in his mind. He felt like a child, who is kept at his books while his school friends run at play, and under the promise of worse penalties to come. The house appeared vacant and watchful; all of its agents were occupied abroad, and while the flow of traffic did not break or falter, it moved slow and stealthily, channelled underground. Hew could scarcely bear the ominous deep quietness, the storm about to break. Laurence was methodical, indifferent to the mood, and in no way altered from his normal self. His placidness unnerved. It was Laurence who informed him of the first arrest; Hew expected he was primed to look for a response. Black Fortescue, a priest, had been arrested quietly by those who had ostensibly no link to Francis Walsingham. But it had been enough to alarm his co-conspirators, all of whom had fled.

For nine days, Hew remained there, in a state of dread. On the tenth day, unexpectedly, he was free to leave. Laurence took him by the hand, and walked him to the door. There stood a man brought in by the guard, who, as they came to him, fell to his knees.

‘For pity, my masters, for pity, please help me.'

Laurence asked mildly, ‘How can we help you?'

‘For that you have the means to speak out to the Secretary, I pray you, good masters, put my case to him, as I was promised, and put off, for days. It was never meant . . . I thought to tell him all, I was to tell him everything, but could not have the hearing of him, each time it was stayed. I swear upon the life of my infant child, it was understood.' The man broke down in tears. The water ran in rivers through some dark stuff he had rubbed to cover his fair face. He had cut his hair, and childishly dissembled in his servant's clothes, his
cheeks were hollowed out from hunger and from fear, yet he could not disguise that he was a gentleman. Laurence placed a hand, calmly, on his shoulder. ‘There, now, sir, be still.'

‘It was my intent, always, to have told. That was what was meant. But when it was the time for it, then he would not hear.'

Hew felt pity swill, hollow in his bowels.

Laurence said soothingly, ‘You shall tell it now. And he will hear it all. Fetch this man food, and something to drink. He will be here for a while.'

To Hew he remarked, as they moved on, ‘He had not gone far, before his hunger forced him out into the air. He will fill his guts, and spill them in his eagerness. He will spew his tale, as easily to Walsingham, and upon the scaffold, spill them out again.' Compassion had evaporated to a cool complacency. Hew whispered, aghast, ‘Who was that man?'

‘He is Anthony Babington. And I give thanks to God, he did not seem to know you, more than you know him. For had he shown such sign, this day had ended differently, in sorrow for us both.' Laurence showed his old self, ghostly, in his smile. ‘God love you, Hew. Go home.'

He had a cold homecoming to the house at Leadenhall. William Phillips had been without the convenience of the grey horse longer than he had been willing to excuse, until Thomas had returned it, without a word from Hew. Phelippes had reported that he might be gone awhile. ‘Not a thought for us, or for your duty to us here.' Joan Phillips was disposed to have turned him from the house, but Frances intervened. ‘He did not leave us, quite. We had the word of Tom.'

Tom's word, God knew, was far from satisfactory. Their son had been to visit twice, to spend time with his wife, and left her in their care. Mary bore her loss with a patient fortitude, her love for him undimmed. Hew wondered how much Thomas had confided to her; he suspected, everything. Even Phelippes could not keep his spiralling intrigues entirely to himself.

The grumbles of the Phillips family were founded in anxiety. In
Hew's absence, the house had been searched. In the hunt for fugitives, the store rooms at the Leadenhall were stripped bare of their felts and cloths, the sacks of wool were split, spilling out their fluff like dummies at the tilting yard, scattering the mice. In Hew's sleeping loft, the search was more methodical. His linen, books and writing things were taken from their chest and laid out on the counterpane, a purposeful display. The message was, we know you, we have read your thoughts. The letters he had had from Meg and Giles were cut free from their ribbons, open, neatly stacked. The riflers made their inquisition, clean, into his heart, and wanted him to feel the thorough, sharp incisions of their searching blades.

He folded up the letters and returned them to their chest. There was comfort in the fact that they could not have known the value of those words to him – that were no more than words, and held no hidden signs – the memories they stirred and brought back to his mind. There were no safe places that they could not find, prising out the conscience of a living man as though it were the pulp of a rotting tooth. A man might cling to his faith as close as to his bones, to find both rattled out.

Frances gave voice to the fear. ‘You were gone for days. And I was afraid for you. Tom said you were helping Master Secretary with his enquiries.'

In Scotland, lists of malefactors to be brought to justice bore the name of
valentines
, a gallow- humoured twist upon the game of lots. So sinister could turn the simplest kind of phrase. Hew could not help but smile. ‘He wished me to draw out a map, of the progress we make in the Low Countries.'

‘Oh! Was that all? I was afraid you were caught up in some way in these dreadful conspiracies. Not that I thought . . .' Frances trailed off. ‘Did you hear that Tom's friend, Gilbert Gifford, was involved with the conspirators? That he carried letters for them, to the queen of Scots? Can you imagine? He dined with Tom once, here at the house. He has fled to France. And Mary says, his father says – though he is professed a most devout Catholic recusant himself – he wished
that his son had never been born. That is a thing, to have said of his son. Tom is heartsick too, to have been so deceived in him.'

Hew kept to himself his own thoughts on that. He had little doubt that Gifford had been pressed to the cause of Walsingham. Willingly or not. It struck him that the role that Gilbert Gifford played, he had once unwittingly auditioned for himself, when he was sent to Buxton to see the queen of Scots. Gifford had acquitted perfectly his part. He had fled just before the trap began to close, not trusting to the scruples of those experts who had played him, fearful that he also would be swept up in the net. So slippery a fish would doubtless have been prized. Had such a line been cast, and hooked the hapless Babington?

One of William's Flemish friends was at the house that day, the weaver Josef van Helst. Van Helst had brought samples of the lighter kinds of cloths his colleagues were producing, in which William had expressed an interest to invest, new draperies of bayes, broadcloth and fine wool. He stayed on to supper, of bacon collops, manchet, and a yellow cheese.

‘A great terror is averted in this land today, but tomorrow, there will be a greater one. You must be prepared for it, vigilant. As to the perpetrators, no pain must be spared to them in exacting punishment. You people are too soft, womanish and faint. Your penalties are paltry, and do not go far enough. An eye for an eye, you will say. Pah. What for a man, who would bring down the state, dismember limb from limb, all that you believe in? No punishment on earth is too severe for that, whatever kind of recompense a brave man can devise. This bacon is good, is it not?'

He drank to the queen, in a fierce draught of ale, that left the Phillips family feeling they were somehow left behind, in their show of loyalty, faith and national pride. Josef was a shrewd, pugnacious little man, with a sharp glint in his eye. He had walked from Antwerp with his loom upon his back, when his business had been broken by the closing of the Scheldt. And no doubt he had suffered in the course of his displacement; but Josef had the force to set aside that
life, and build himself a better one. To rise above the crowd, he climbed on other men. Not everyone who suffered, who was dispossessed, might in other circumstances have deserved respect. The self-appointed master of the Flemish refugees, Josef was a bully who had battled his way forth.

Bells were rung to mark the traitors' executions. On the day that they began, Hew discovered Frances sitting on her own. ‘Is it very wrong?' she asked, ‘not to watch them die?'

‘Why should that be wrong?' he answered, touched that she should turn to him.

‘It might seem ungracious to our lady queen.'

‘It cannot be wrong, to pity someone young and foolish such a savage death. Frances, if you do not go, you will not be missed. There will be thousands there. Nor will their supporters, those who share their faith, choose to stay away. They will look to see them in the crowd, and die as martyrs, in their eyes. Absence does not mean your loyalty lies with them, if that is what you fear.'

She was troubled still. ‘They are not martyrs, though. And they will go to Hell for what they did.'

‘Perhaps. Most probably.'

‘Then if they are condemned to Hell, why must their living deaths be made so cruel?'

‘I do not know. Revenge. Or to put off the rest. Which it does not do. As a philosophy, in truth, it does not seem exact. But you need not go. You should stay with Mary. She is far from well enough to see the traitors hang.'