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In June 2003 he was assigned to the 160th Special Operations Aviation Training Company and completed the Basic Mission Qualification Course. He was subsequently assigned as a helicopter repairman for the 3rd Battalion, 160th SOAR.
In February 2004 he was reassigned within the battalion to Company B as a CH-47D flight engineer. Sergeant Jacoby’s military schools included the SERE school, the Basic Mission Qualification Course, and the Heavy Helicopter Repairer Course.
Military Awards and Decorations
• Bronze Star with “V” device (posthumously)
• Purple Heart (posthumously)
• Air Medal with “V” device (posthumously)
• Meritorious Service Medal (posthumously)
• Good Conduct Medal (posthumously)
• Combat Action Badge (posthumously)
• National Defense Service Ribbon
• Army Service Ribbon
• Global War on Terrorism Expeditionary Medal
• Global War on Terrorism Service Medal
• Afghanistan Campaign Medal
• Iraq Campaign Medal
• Army Aviation Crewmember Badge
Burial and Memorials
A memorial service was held for Sergeant Kip Jacoby on July 8, 2005, in his hometown of Pompano Beach, Florida.
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
No One Left Behind
I pray that our Heavenly Father may assuage the anguish of your bereavement, and leave you only the cherished memory of the loved and lost, and the solemn pride that must be yours to have laid so costly a sacrifice upon the altar of freedom.
—ABRAHAM LINCOLN, letter to Mrs. Lydia Bixby, November 21, 1864, Abraham Lincoln Online,
http://showcase.netins.net/web/creative/lincoln/speeches/bixby.htm
 
 
 
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aving previously completed their JCET missions, Lieutenant Mark Hernandez and his squad had deployed to Baghdad. On June 28 they were informed of the events surrounding Operation Red Wings, and watched the Predator drone feeds of the helo crash site on a wall-mounted screen at the SEAL Team Seven headquarters in downtown Baghdad. All realized that with the RPG hit, the subsequent crash and resulting explosion, and the nature of the terrain, there could be no survivors. By this time all on board had been identified. Hernandez was staggered by the realization that he had just lost four of his SEALs and that another four men from his platoon were still missing.
With the fate of those on the helo known, full attention was directed to the four SEALs still on the mountain. While there had been no contact since Lieutenant Murphy’s call for help, all remained optimistic—after all, they were Navy SEALs, and SEALs are never out of the fight.
Lieutenant Seth Dunn, the task unit commander, was a former Army captain. He made use of his Army contacts and received up-to-the-minute information on the continuing and ever expanding search for his SEALs. In addition to the SEALs in the second helo, nearly three hundred Marines and Army Rangers were involved in the search, but they had found nothing.
After a few days of watching the Predator feeds, and being in frequent communication with the unit’s remaining SEALs in Afghanistan, Dunn and Hernandez advocated that they and their squad be “pushed forward” (moved to Afghanistan)
to assist in the recovery of their SEALs. They enlisted the help of Commander Michael Clark of SEAL Team Seven. Clark sent detailed e-mails to Naval Support Activity Bahrain and NSW in Coronado recommending that Dunn be permitted to push forward to Afghanistan and assist in the search, stating that doing so would be in the best interests of all involved.
July 3, 2005
Although most of their missions had been completed, Dunn and Hernandez and their squads were dispatched to Fallujah for a snatch-and-grab mission that was completed without a shot being fired. They quickly returned to Baghdad to monitor the search-and-recovery effort. Upon their arrival they were informed that Marcus Luttrell had been recovered alive. At his debriefing, Marcus was able to describe the battle and the wounds he had witnessed the others receive, and also gave a more detailed location of the battlefield. Search efforts for the other three SEALs were narrowed down to that area.
July 4, 2005
Early in the morning of July 4, Commander Clark approached Dunn and Hernandez and asked, “How soon can your guys be packed and ready to head to Afghanistan?” Lieutenant Hernandez immediately ran to notify the remainder of the squad while Lieutenant Dunn coordinated travel arrangements. Within an hour the squad was packed and had arrived at the airfield for immediate deployment to Bagram.
When they arrived at Camp Ouellette, they were informed that the bodies of Michael Murphy and Danny Dietz had been recovered and were on their way back to Bagram. Also found during the search was the body of Lance Corporal Kevin B. Joyce. At about 11:00 PM on June 25, Joyce’s Marine unit was returning to its base on a dirt road alongside the dangerous and fast-moving Pech River. The weight of the vehicle caused the edge of the road to collapse and the vehicle to slide into the river. The three Marines inside the vehicle abandoned it, but Joyce was swept away. The other two were rescued or managed to get out of the water.
As the helos that carried the bodies approached, all SOF personnel lined the runway to welcome their brothers home. After the remains were removed, transferred to ambulance truck, and taken to the base mortuary, Dunn and Hernandez were given the grim task of officially identifying the bodies of their fallen comrades.
As Dunn and Hernandez entered the mortuary room, they struggled to keep their emotions in check. It was decided that Hernandez, the platoon commander, would officially identify Murphy and that Dunn, as task unit commander, would identify Dietz.
As the men approached the bodies of their fallen comrades, Hernandez was drawn to the table on the left, where he saw the bright orange FDNY patch on the right shoulder sleeve of the uniform shirt laying over the body of the man he now believed to be Michael Murphy. Although Murphy and Dietz looked completely different from what he remembered, with both having grown heavy beards since their arrival in Afghanistan, Hernandez immediately recognized the Celtic Cross tattoo on the man’s right shoulder. He remembered Michael telling him the story of the Celtic Cross on several occasions.
Hernandez became mesmerized while he stared at the cross. Snapping himself back to the present, he scanned down the body and saw the wounds described by Marcus. There was no question. Hernandez identified the remains of his AOIC, Lieutenant Michael P. Murphy. Lieutenant Dunn also positively identified Petty Officer Second Class Danny Dietz to the mortuary staff. After completing the required paperwork, they returned to the B-huts to pack up the dead men’s personal belongings and prepare them for return to the families.
Upon finishing their grim task, both Dunn and Hernandez met with other SOF commanders and devised an operational plan to continue their search for Petty Officer Matthew Axelson. Based on the information Marcus had given at his debriefing, they knew that Axe had received a severe head wound; nevertheless, they approached the upcoming mission as a rescue, not a recovery, and developed their plans quickly.
July 5, 2005—Ramp Ceremony
At 6:30 AM on July 5, a large silver C-17 sat on runway D-3 at Bagram Airfield, with the shadow of the Afghan mountains in the distance. With the rear ramp down, the aircraft appeared dark and cavernous. Designed to carry more than a hundred troops, that day its manifest would show, in addition to its two pilots, single loadmaster, and escort, only three passengers. Even at this early hour the sun rose high in the sky and the temperature was already over 80º. Farther down the tarmac sat the two A-10 Thunderbolt jet aircraft that would escort the C-17 out of Afghan airspace.
With the camp’s flags at half-staff, three empty green camouflaged open-bed trucks lined up just outside the Bagram mortuary. Over the next several minutes, hundreds of Army Rangers, Night Stalkers, Green Berets, and Delta Force troops joined with Air Force pararescue PJs, Marines from Force Recon, and Navy SEALs to form a single line that ran from the base mortuary down the tarmac nearly one hundred yards to where four lines of additional troops extended back nearly fifty yards from the C-17’s open ramp. A single troop with bagpipes took a position about twenty yards behind the double-lined troops. An honor guard consisting
of two armed troops flanked two flag bearers, one with a ceremonial gold-fringed American flag and the other the ceremonial gold-fringed dark blue flag of CJTF-76, stood at attention at the end of the double line of troops. Both flags were fully extended in the stiff breeze, the silver special operations forces spear atop of each flag staff glistening in the bright morning sun.
A jeep brought a heavily bearded Marcus, dressed in loose fitting jeans, a blue shirt, and a khaki baseball hat, out to the C-17. Despite his injuries, Marcus had insisted on attending the ceremony. Deliberately, he exited the vehicle and walked slowly to the base of the ramp, where he stood at attention to the degree his injuries and pain would allow.
As the loadmaster stood at the top of the C-17’s open ramp, he looked off to his left and saw the first flag-draped Zeigler case,
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which contained the remains of Lieutenant Michael P. Murphy, being loaded onto the first truck by six body bearers. After carefully placing the case onto the bed of the truck, they lined both the left and right of the truck. The vehicle moved forward about twenty yards and stopped. The second flag-draped Zeigler case, containing the remains of Petty Officer Second Class Danny Dietz, was loaded onto the next truck. It pulled forward about ten yards and was flanked on both sides by a second group of six body bearers. Finally, the third flag-draped case, which contained the remains of Lance Corporal Kevin B. Joyce, was loaded onto the third truck by a third group of six body bearers, who also took their positions on either side.
After all three of their comrades had been placed on the trucks, the crisp and haunting notes of “Amazing Grace” was heard in the distance. The troops in the single line from the mortuary snapped to attention and saluted as the three fallen soldiers slowly traveled the hundred yards and stopped just in front of the honor guard. As the honor guard marched forward between the double lines of troops, they all snapped to attention. Just behind the honor guard was Commander Kent Paro and Lieutenant Commander Patrick Moden, a Navy chaplain wearing his white stole.
Father Moden walked up the ramp and then down the length of the plane. He turned as the first group of body bearers brought on board the remains of Lieutenant Michael Murphy. They lowered him to the floor of the plane at the feet of Father Moden and then stood at attention. The remains of Petty Officer Danny Dietz and Lance Corporal Kevin Joyce followed in order and were also brought to Father Moden, then placed on the floor. The nine bearers all took one step back. Additional troops then lined both sides of the cargo bay and the ramp, extending back more than fifty yards. On the wall of the plane off to Father Moden’s left was a large American flag.
After a brief but moving service and closing prayer, Father Moden sprinkled each flag-draped case with holy water and invited those who desired to file past and offer their final respects. Hundreds lined up, and for the next ninety minutes or more SOF personnel passed by each of the three cases in a U-shaped pattern. Some reached down and ran their hands along the flag as they walked, others stopped and paused for a moment of personal reflection, while many knelt with their heads buried in their hands and wept quietly. Those grieving individuals who had the most difficulty were supported by their fellow teammates with a hand on the shoulder, or in some cases arm in arm.
While none of the SOF personnel knew Lance Corporal Joyce, the grieving process for him was the same. Many knelt and mourned alongside his body. They all knew the type of individual he was—a Marine, a fellow warrior. He was just nineteen, the same age as many of their siblings, and in some cases the same age as their oldest children. His service, his sacrifice, and his loss were felt no less and were no less important. At that very moment, his fellow Marines were combing the mountains to find their missing SEAL brother, Matt Axelson.
Besides the emotional release it provided, the ramp ceremony was important to those who remained for three very distinct reasons. First, it allowed the remaining warriors to honor the service of those who had fallen. Second, because the warriors who were present at the ramp ceremony would be unable to attend the fallen men’s funeral services, it provided a sense of closure for those who remained behind. Third, for those who remained, the ceremony served as a source of strength. Warriors are inherently part of a cause greater than themselves, and, as such, they find a special strength in each other, the one that makes them so extraordinarily formidable.
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN
In the Presence of Warriors
I am always humbled in the presence of warriors.
—COMMODORE PETE VAN HOOSER, Commander, Naval Special Warfare Group Two, quoted at
Militaryphotos.net
,
www.militaryphotos.net/forums.showthread.php?t=71680
July 8, 2005: Naval Amphibious Base, Little Creek, Virginia
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n July 8, 2005, a memorial service was held for the dead of SEAL Team Ten. During that ceremony, Admiral Joseph Maguire, the commander of Naval Special Warfare Command, provided the opening remarks. Following Admiral Maguire’s comments and the presentation of medals to the members of the deceased warriors’ families, Commodore Pete Van Hooser approached the microphone and, after a deliberate pause, began to speak.
I am always humbled in the presence of warriors. We have been in sustained combat for over three years—things have changed.
I find myself speaking in public a lot more than I would like, but I always start by thanking four groups of people. The first are our warriors who have fallen; the second, those who have guaranteed that those who have fallen will not be left behind. Some with their bravery, others with their lives.
I thank those who have selflessly pulled themselves off the line to train the next warriors to go forward—so that they may surpass the prowess of those currently engaged.
And I am thankful for the families that nurture such men.
My remarks will be focused on these families and the men who wear the Trident. We would not be able to do our jobs without the brave men and women of the Army, Air Force, and Marine Corps. Task Unit Afghanistan of Naval Special Warfare Squadron Ten, was comprised of SEAL Team and SEAL Delivery Vehicle Team Two and One, had many U.S. Navy rates other than SEALs that trained and deployed by our side, and we recognize and are grateful for the professional efforts of all. But this time and this place is about the SEALs.
Leonidas, the Spartan King, hand-picked and led a force to go on what all knew to be a one-way mission. He selected 300 men to stand against an invading Persian
force of over 2 million. They were ordered to delay the advance of the Persian Army. Selecting the battlefield was easy—the narrow mountain pass at Thermopylae restricted the combat power that the enemy could apply—allowing the superior fighting skills of the 300 Spartans to destroy the will of this Persian Army to fight. These Spartan warriors died fighting to the last man.
The Persian invaders were defeated by the Greek Army in later battles. Democracy and freedom were saved.
Most know this story. But most of us don’t know how Leonidas selected the 300 men. Should he take the older seasoned Warriors who have lived a full life? Should he take the young lions that felt they were invincible? Should he take the battlehardened, backbone-proven warrior elites in their prime? Or should he sacrifice his Olympic champions?
The force he chose reflected every demographic of the Spartan Warrior class. He selected those who would go based on the strength of the women in their lives. After such great loss, if the women faltered in their commitment, Sparta would falter and the rest of Greece would think it useless to stand against the Persian invaders. The democratic flame that started in Greece would be extinguished.
The Spartan women were strong. They did not falter. I would even argue that we live in a democracy that has freedom because of the strength, skill, and courage of these 300 men and the extraordinary will and dedication of the women in their lives.
The women in our lives are the same, I see the pride in their wearing of the Trident—I hear it in their voices when they are asked what is that symbol, and they say my husband, my son, my brother, or my dad is a Navy SEAL—usually they say nothing more.
If I were to say to the families, I feel your pain, that could not be so. I can never know the depth of your relationship or the anguish of your personal loss. What I can say is the truth of what I know. Those who wear the Trident provide only brief glimpses into our world to those on the outside. Even our families see only a limited view of the path we have chosen. We are all different, but on the inside we share many common beliefs and actions. We spend most of our adult lives with other SEALs preparing for battle.
On this occasion I feel compelled to share our innermost thoughts. I want to show you a little more of our world so you can understand the way we see, the way we feel about what happened. There is a bond between those who wear a Trident—that is our greatest strength.
It is unique to this very small community. It is unique in its intensity. It is nurtured by the way we train—the way we bring warriors into the brotherhood. This bond is born in BUD/S. It starts to grow the first time you look into the eyes of your classmate when things have gone beyond what you or he thinks is possible. It grows in the platoon as you work up for deployment, and it grows around the PT circle. It’s the moving force behind every action in a firefight. This bond is sacred. This bond is unspoken, unconditional, and unending.
When it comes to fighting we are all the same inside. During the first stages of planning, at the point you know that you are going into the battle, we think about our families. The master chief passing the word to the boys sums it up, “I am going home to my kids and you are going home to yours. Here is our next mission.”
We never stop planning—we never stop thinking through every contingency—we want to cover every anticipated enemy action. This is the way we face the risk.
There is a significant difference between inserting on a mission where there may or may not be enemy contact or serious resistance and inserting into a fight where forces are already engaged. On April 11, the men of this task unit—during their initial week in Afghanistan, immediately shifted from a helicopter training scenario directly into the fight as a quick response force to help soldiers and marines in a desperate battle. They made the difference—saving the lives of our fellow servicemen and destroying the enemy.
Last week when these fallen warriors launched on this mission, their SEAL teammates were fighting the enemy—fellow SEALs were in peril—as always in the teams—in this situation there is no hesitation. It is not about tactics—it’s about what makes men fight.
As you are going in hot—you can’t help it—you must allow one small block of personal time. You think of those at home—the people you left behind. For this brief moment, there is no war.
Our souls have touched a thousand times before this moment. Boundless undefined shadows quietly surging through and waking each other on a moonless star rich night we patiently wait for the dawn. There is no distance. You smile a cool wind that takes away thirst. I will never know hunger. I have never known fear. Unspoken—Unconditional—Unending.
It’s the same bond—now your focus returns to your SEAL teammates. Total focus on the approaching fight is all that exists.
In April, when I heard of the Task unit’s first contact that very first week in country—when I saw the reports of the enemy causalities they had inflicted—I was happy but not too happy. It’s more of a quiet internal recognition that they had executed flawlessly.
Last week when I was told of their deaths and saw what they were trying to accomplish, I was sad—but not too sad. It was more of a quiet and internal recognition that they had gone to the wall, and there was no hesitation. They were warriors—they are SEALs.
We are not callous. We don’t have the luxury of expressing our emotions at will. In these times our duty is to press on and finish the fight, for all depends on each man’s individual actions.
We answer to a higher moral calling on the path that requires us to take and give life. It is this dedication to ideals greater than self that gives us strength. It is the nurturing of our families that gives us courage. Love is the opposite of fear—it is the bond that is reinforced when we look in the eyes of another SEAL that drives the super human endurance. My teammate is more important than I.
The enemy we face in Afghanistan is as hard and tough as the land they inhabit. They come from a long line of warriors who have prevailed in the face of many armies for centuries. It is their intimate knowledge of every inch of the most rugged terrain on earth that is matched against our skill, cunning, and technology.
They are worthy adversaries and our intelligence confirms that they fear and respect us. They have learned to carefully choose their fights because SEALS will answer the bell every time.
When you see the endless mountains—the severe cliffs—the rivers that generate power that can be felt while standing on the bank—the night sky filled with more stars than you have ever seen—when you feel the silence of the night where no city exists—when the altitude takes your breath away and the cold and heat hits the extreme ends of the spectrum—you cannot help being captured by the raw strength of this place.
This is a great loss. These men were some of the future—high impact leaders of Naval Special Warfare, but I take refuge in the thought that there is no better place a warrior’s spirit can be released than in the Hindu Kush of the Himalayas.
In their last moments, their only thoughts were coming to the aid of SEAL brothers in deep peril. I can say that anyone wearing a Trident would gladly have taken the place of these men even with the full knowledge of what was to come.
Some of those on the outside may understand that one man who was recovered would possibly make the loss acceptable. Only those who wear the Trident know, if no one had come back, it would have all been worth the cost. These are my men. They are good men. The SEAL teams—this path is my religion. This loss will not go unanswered. I am always humbled in the presence of Warriors.

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