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I breathed a sigh of relief when Riley
shrugged and said, “At a bar.”

“What’s she do for a living?”  Frank asked.

“Jesus, Frank, I don’t fucking know.  What
do I care what she does?  I call her when I want her to suck my dick or need a
pussy to fuck, that’s it.”

“She said she’s your girlfriend.”

“No, I didn’t,” I denied immediately.

Frank stared at me and Riley slapped my ass
so hard I fell against the bar.  “Shut your fucking mouth, Maddie.”

I rubbed my stinging ass and glared at him
before lowering my gaze to the floor.  He grunted with satisfaction and stared
at Frank.  “What’s this about, Frank?”

“We got business to discuss, Riley.  How do
I know she’s going to keep her mouth shut?”

“Jesus, I already told you she would. 
She’s a fucking nobody who’s scared of her own goddamn shadow half the fucking
time.  She won’t say a word.  But if you’re so fucking worried about it, I’ll
take her home right now and be done with it.”

Frank stared at him for a long moment
before picking up his glass of whiskey.  “She stays.”

He walked away and I sagged against Riley
as Deena glared daggers at us both.  Frank clapped his hands sharply and the
men in the bar quieted down as Riley tugged me away from Deena and the bar.

“What do you do for a living?”  He breathed
into my ear once we were sitting in the armchair again.

I pressed my lips against his ear. 
“Lawyer.”

“Fuck,” he cursed under his breath and his
hand tightened on my thigh. 

“I told Frank I was a secretary,” I
muttered into his ear. 

“Smart.”  His lips barely moved as he
spoke.  “Don’t tell anyone in this room the truth.”

“I’m not an idiot,” I whispered.

He snorted softly as Frank moved to the
middle of the bar.  He leaned against the pool table and I listened silently,
trying not to show my shock and dismay, as the gang of men casually discussed
the large shipment of drugs they were moving.

* * *

R
iley

I hated to admit it but the woman sitting
on my lap was impressing me.  Her entire body was vibrating like a live wire
but she had arranged her face into a mask of boredom and disinterest as Frank
and the boys discussed the details of our biggest shipment of drugs yet.

I wondered what she was thinking.  I
doubted it was every day that she fucked a drug dealer in a dirty bathroom.  No
doubt she was fucking regretting that now.  She had wanted me badly, I could
see it on her face – hell, I could almost smell her fucking desire – but
knowing what she did now would have snuffed out her desire.  My chance to fuck
her again was finished.

Are you fucking crazy, Riley?  Even if
she wasn’t some fancy-ass lawyer, you wouldn’t have a chance with her.  She had
a moment of insanity in that bathroom and you’re fucking deluded if you think
it was anything more than that.  She is way too good for you.

Yeah, I knew that but my dick certainly
didn’t know or care.  It wanted a taste of Maddie’s sweet pussy again and my
asshole of a father always said that my dick did most of the thinking.  He was
wrong about a lot of things but that wasn’t one of them.

I had the sudden urge to tell her the
truth.  To try and make her understand that I had did what I did in a
last-ditch effort to save Andrea.  She needed treatment, and mental hospitals
weren’t fucking cheap.  My mother had been barely making ends meet as it was
and she had been sick herself.  I had joined Frank’s gang of merry drug dealers
and three months later Andrea was dead and I was trapped in a life I had never
wanted.

I was struck with the ridiculous urge to
simply get up and take Maddie out of the bar.  To hop on my bike and drive to
some all-night diner where I would tell her the truth.  I could almost picture
myself confessing my sins to her like she was my goddamn priest and responsible
for saving my mortal soul.

It was a stupid idea.  Even if I told
Maddie the truth, it wouldn’t matter.  A woman like her wouldn’t be caught dead
with a man like me.  Despite the way she was dressed tonight, I knew
instinctively that the moment in the bathroom had been a moment of madness for
her and nothing more.  Unfortunately, my dick didn’t care.  It wanted another
chance at that warm and oh-so-fucking tight pussy, and I was having a hard time
denying it.  

I snorted loudly and Maddie gave me a
curious look.  I shook my head at her and slid my hand under her dress.  I
curled my fingers around her inner thigh.  It was ridiculous but I wanted to
make her want me again, wanted to bring back that almost feral desire from
earlier, despite what she knew about me now.  I slid my fingers higher, toward
that tight pussy that was so fucking hot I was nearly drooling for it.

“Behave!”  Maddie hissed as she clamped her
legs shut, trapping my hand between those smooth thighs, and I almost laughed
out loud at the prim way she glared at me.

I forced my attention to Frank.  He was
just finishing up and there was a loud cheer from the boys when the bouncer,
Dirk, opened the door and ushered in a group of seven women.

“Entertainment’s here, boys!”  Dirk shouted
and the boys cheered again as Maddie stiffened against me.

“Please, can we go now?”  She pleaded.

The women, all of them dressed like the
cheap whores that they were, were making their rounds through the bars,
laughing and slapping at the hands that were reaching out to pinch and squeeze.

I shook my head.  “Not yet.”

“Please,” she whispered.

“No.”  I gave her a harsh look.  “We need
to stay.”

She moaned softly and I squeezed her thigh
gently.  “It will be fine, kitten.”

Frank nodded at Deena and she dimmed the
lights in the bar before moving to the sound system.  Music blared out of the
speakers mounted on the walls and Maddie jumped nervously.  I pulled her back
against me and wrapped my arm tightly around her waist.  I had a feeling she
was close to bolting and I kissed her throat before rubbing her hip.

“You’re fine, kitten.  Take a deep breath.”

“I’m fine,” she repeated.  Her face was
pale and her eyes were darting around the room nervously.  The women were
beginning to dance, using the pool tables and chairs to grind their bodies
against as the boys watched eagerly.

“Look at me, Maddie,” I demanded.

She turned toward me obediently and I
cupped her face before kissing her.  She tensed against me and I stroked my
tongue across the seam of her lips, gently urging her to open them.  She moaned
and parted her lips.  I slipped my tongue inside her warm mouth, tasting her
and soothing her, as her body relaxed against mine.

“Good girl,” I murmured against her mouth.

She nodded and pressed herself against me
as the music swelled.  It didn’t take long for the fucking to start – it never
did.  Within half an hour, most of the women were either naked or close enough
and the bar was filled with the sounds of fucking and sucking.

Maddie was breathing shallowly, her
gorgeous tits moving rapidly under her dress, and I was doing my best to keep
my dick under control.  A blonde woman, wearing only a pair of panties, dropped
to her knees in front of Jenkins and quickly unbuttoned his pants before
pulling out his cock.  She sucked enthusiastically at it and I groaned under my
breath when my dick hardened at the sight of her lips sliding back and forth
over his erect cock.

Maddie instinctively ground her ass against
my cock and I muttered a harsh curse.  “Jesus, kitten.  Stop doing that.”

She flushed and gave me an embarrassed look
before leaning forward.  “I’m sorry.”

I reached under her and tried to arrange my
cock into a more comfortable position.  I wondered if she was as turned on as I
was.  She was staring across the room at Frank as he fucked a girl on her hands
and knees.  After a moment she turned back to me and I glanced at her face, my
dick swelling even more at the look of raw hunger on it, as she gave me a
tentative smile.

She leaned back against me, her ass
pressing against my cock, and my entire body jerked convulsively when she
whispered in my ear.

M
addie

I stared numbly around the bar.  Everywhere
I looked someone was naked and fucking.  One of the women made a loud squeal of
delight and my eyes darted toward the sound.  She was lying naked on the pool
table, her legs spread wide as a man with short blond hair buried his face
between her thighs.  She crowed again, her entire body arching and her fingers
scraping against the pool table, and I quickly looked away.

I was in the middle of a damn orgy.  Me who
had never even had sex with the lights on, was sitting in a room full of people
having sex and the crotch of my panties was so wet I was afraid I was about to
leave a damp spot on Riley’s jeans.

I shifted and squirmed, trying to relieve
some of the ache between my thighs as I scolded myself fiercely for even being
turned on.  Nice girls didn’t enjoy watching other people fuck, and if there
was one thing I knew about myself it was that I was a nice girl.

A blonde woman wearing nothing but a pair
of panties dropped to her knees in front of Jenkins and sucked at his cock.  I
bit down on my lip as I shifted and Riley’s hard cock pressed against me. 
Before I could stop myself I was grinding my ass eagerly against it and Riley
made a harsh groan.

“Jesus, kitten.  Stop doing that.”

“I’m sorry,” I whispered and leaned
forward, trying to ignore the feel of his cock.  Across the room, Frank had a
redhead on her hands and knees.  He was fucking her rapidly, his large belly
bouncing against her ass as she moaned and squealed, and I shuddered when his
dark eyes stared at me. 

I wondered if he thought it was strange
that Riley and I weren’t doing anything other than watching.  My pussy throbbed
as I glanced down at my knees.

Maddie, no.  You can’t.  It’s one thing
to fuck him in the bathroom but if you do what you’re thinking, you might as
well just call yourself a whore and be done with it.

Whore. 

I whispered the word, tasted it on my
tongue, before leaning back against Riley.

“Will he find it weird that we’re not doing
anything?  Will it make him suspicious?”  I whispered into his ear. 

I don’t know if I was looking for an out or
for permission but Riley’s entire body jerked beneath me and his arm tightened
painfully around my thick waist.

He stared up at me, his blue eyes burning
with a dark desire, and I squirmed under the intensity of his gaze.  I didn’t
know him, hell he was a fucking stranger, but I saw the lie in his eyes when he
gave a clipped nod of his head and said, “Yes.”

I took a deep breath as Riley stared at
me.  He hadn’t moved a muscle beneath me but I could see how badly he wanted me
again.  A surge of desire, tinged with a sense of pride, tingled through me. 
What I was about to do was madness – utter madness – and if Jordan could see me
now he would be horrified, but I realized with a wild sense of freedom that I
didn’t care. 

For once in my life I wouldn’t be the good
girl.  For once in my life I would do what I wanted and not give one fuck about
the consequences of my actions.  I wanted to suck Riley’s cock in a room full
of people and just for tonight, I wouldn’t deny myself.

I leaned forward and kissed him hard on the
mouth.  He kissed me back immediately, his tongue sliding into my mouth like it
belonged there and his hard hand reaching up to knead my breast.  I arched my
back as he trailed hot kisses down my throat and nipped at the top of my full
breast.

He was reaching for the zipper of my dress
and I pushed his hands away.  He gave me a look of frustration and I smiled
slowly at him as I slid from his lap and kneeled between his thighs.  I reached
for the buckle of his belt.  Despite my desire, my hands were trembling and he
caught them with his and squeezed them briefly.

“You don’t have to do this, Maddie,” he
murmured.

“I know.”

I unbuckled his belt and he helped me
unbutton and unzip his jeans.  He pulled his cock out of the opening and
stroked it with his rough hand as his other hand stroked my hair. 

“I want your mouth so badly, kitten.”

“I know,” I repeated before leaning forward
and taking the head of his cock into my mouth.

He groaned harshly, both hands sliding into
my hair to grip tightly, as I sucked tentatively at his cock.  I didn’t have a
whole lot of experience, Jordan had never really enjoyed it when I went down on
him, and I was feeling ridiculously self-conscious despite my desire.

I had always assumed I was terrible at it,
given Jordan’s lack of interest, and even now, knowing what I did about him, I
could feel nerves creeping in.  I raised my eyes to Riley’s face, my sucking
slowing to a stop as I stared at him.  There was a combination of intense need
and almost comical relief on his face and his hands tightened in my hair as his
eyes popped open.

“Fuck, kitten.  Don’t stop now,” he nearly
pleaded.

Fresh liquid poured from my pussy and my
nipples tightened into hard, throbbing buds.  I licked my lips and plunged my
mouth back over his cock.  I was determined to make him feel good, determined
to do whatever it took to make Riley come, and I sucked and licked
enthusiastically as I wrapped my hand around the bottom of his shaft and
squeezed.

I glanced again at his face and a sense of
power rippled through me at his look of desperate need.  I might have been the
one on my knees but I held all the power, and I squeezed his cock again as he
moaned loudly.

I licked the head of his cock, trailing my
tongue over the top before sucking hard again.  He gasped and moaned, his hips
arching up from the chair, and I stroked him rapidly as I bobbed my head up and
down.  He was so much bigger than Jordan, thicker and longer, and I took a deep
breath and slid as much of him into my mouth as I could.  My cheeks bulged, he
moaned again, and I sucked as hard as I could, my cheeks hollowing with my
effort.

“Oh my fucking God,” he groaned harshly,
“you are so fucking good at this.”

Another tingle of pride went through me and
I took a second deep breath and took so much of him into my mouth that I gagged
a little.  I eased up and glanced at him. 

“I’m sorry.”

He shook his head and said hoarsely, “Keep
going, baby.  Please, you’re fucking killing me here.”

I grinned and attacked his cock again. 
Behind me I could hear the sounds of the others, their loud moans and cries of
pleasure, and it only turned me on more.  I was dripping wet, I could feel the
moisture escaping my panties and sliding down my thighs, and I sucked and
licked like a woman possessed.  Riley’s harsh moans and the way his hips bucked
helplessly against my mouth filled me with that weird sense of power again and
I made a low humming noise.  My lips vibrated against the velvet skin of his
cock and he jerked before cursing under his breath.  Precum coated my tongue
and I licked him clean eagerly, loving the taste of him, as he stroked and
petted my long hair.  His cock was swelling in my mouth and he pulled my head
away with a painful tug. 

“I’m going to come,” he gasped out.

I wrapped my hand around his hard cock and
stroked it rapidly.  His hips rose and fell with my hand and I gave him a slow
smile that made him groan.  His hands clenched on the arms of the chair, his
hips thrust upward, and he came with a hoarse shout.  Cum surged from the tip
of his cock, coating my upper chest and breasts with its warmth and I continued
to stroke him, milking every last drop from him until he pulled my hand away.

“Jesus Christ,” he whispered.

I climbed into his lap, not caring that I
was covered in his seed, and kissed him eagerly before taking his hand and
trying to shove it under my dress.  I needed to come, my pussy was aching and
throbbing in a way I had never felt before, and I needed to feel his rough
fingers against my clit.  He traced my inner thighs, grinning at the moisture
that covered them, before cupping my breast through my dress.  I moaned into
his mouth and thrust my pelvis at him.

“Jesus, Maddie.  You’re going to be the
fucking death of me,” he muttered.

His gaze drifted across the room and I made
a harsh cry of disappointment when he slid his hand out from under my dress.

“No!  Riley, please!”  I tried to force his
hand back under my dress, not caring how pathetic and needy I looked, and he
slapped me sharply on one meaty thigh.

“Enough, kitten.”

His entire body had stiffened and I
followed his gaze to see Frank, naked and smoking a cigarette, reclining on one
of the couches.  Even from across the room I could see the lust in his eyes as
he watched us and I shuddered all over, my desire dissipating immediately.

“Go to the bathroom and get cleaned up,”
Riley said grimly.

I nodded and walked rather unsteadily to
the bathroom.

* * *

R
iley

Once Maddie had disappeared into the
bathroom, I zipped up and crossed the bar to Frank.  He was reclining on a
couch, the woman he had fucked lounging at his feet, and I scowled at her when
she reached out and stroked my thigh.

“I’m leaving.”

“So soon?”  Frank blew a smoke ring out and
it drifted lazily toward the ceiling.  “Party’s just gettin’ started.”

“I need to get my girl home.”

“You sure you don’t want to stay, maybe let
one of the others have a go at her while Kassie takes care of you?”

The redhead leaned forward and cupped her
breast before purring, “I know what you need, Riley.”

I shook my head.  “I’m not into sharing,
Frank.”

“That’s a shame.”

“Yeah.  I’ll see you tomorrow.”

I turned and walked away before he could
reply.  I had promised Maddie I would get her out of this bar and safe in her
own bed and I intended to keep that promise.

And maybe you’d like to be in that bed
with her?

Fuck yes. 

I waited impatiently for her to come out of
the bathroom.  When she did, I took her hand and gave her a quick once over. 
My cum was gone, washed away, but I could see the stain on the front of her
dress and satisfaction washed over me.  Thinking that just because I’d blew my
load all over that pale skin of hers marked her as mine was stupid, but the
thought kept pushing its way into my head as she grabbed her shoes and purse
from the floor by the chair.

I hustled her toward the door, nodding to
Dirk, before nearly pushing her into the cold night air.  She started to shiver
almost immediately and I hurried her to my bike, grabbing my leather jacket
from the seat and helping her into it.

“Th-thank you,” she stuttered as I zipped
it up before placing her shoes and her purse in one of the leather bags that
hung down across the bike.

I swung my leg over the bike.  “Get on.”

She hesitated and I gave her an impatient
look.  “Get on, I said.”

“I’ve never been on a motorcycle before,”
she said nervously.

Of course she hadn’t.  I rolled my eyes and
tugged her closer.  “Swing your leg over and sit down.  Feet on the pegs.”

“Riley, I don’t – “

“Do you want to go home or not, Maddie?”  I
said harshly.

“Yes,” she nearly whimpered and my stomach
twisted at the sound.

“I’m sorry, kitten.  It’s perfectly safe, I
promise.”

“Okay.” 

Moving timidly, she climbed on to the bike
behind me.  Her skirt rode up, showing the top of her stockings and she yanked
nervously at it as she placed her feet on the pegs and rested her hands on my
shoulders.

“No, around my waist,” I instructed.

She wrapped her arms around me and I
surprised myself by squeezing one cold hand in an attempt to reassure her. 
“Hang on tight, okay?”

She nodded and recited her address in my
ear.  I started the bike and she jumped, her body sliding up against mine in a
more natural position, as her arms tightened around my waist.  I pulled out of
the parking lot and headed down the dark road.

* * *

M
addie

Despite my fear, despite the fact that it
was one in the morning and I was bone tired and sore and in a fog of disbelief
that I had survived my ordeal, I was still delighted by the ride on Riley’s
bike.  Hell, delighted wasn’t a strong enough word.  Exhilarated, maybe. 

He drove fast, too fast probably, and the
wind was ice cold but I was still strangely euphoric when he pulled up in front
of my small house and cut the engine.  Disappointment flickered through me. 
The night was over and I would never see Riley again.  I should have been happy
about that but my feeling of euphoria faded, leaving me feeling cold and sick
to my stomach.  Riley was rough, Riley was very dangerous, but he had also
saved my life tonight, not to mention giving me the best orgasm of my life, and
I was horrified to realize I was close to tears at the thought of never seeing
him again.