Shorty Got My Head Gone (25 page)

"Hey,'' I announced.

"Hey," she said barely glancing at me before she proceeds to walk out the kitchen.

"Ashley hold up come here for a second," I was getting tired of her barely speaking to me.

She turned around walking back towards me. ''What up?"

"That's the same thing I want to know what's up with you, why you acting all anti-social and avoiding me and shit?"

"I'm not avoiding you Poppi I'm just... "

"What the fuck you call this then, come here you act like you're scared to even come close to me. . . Come here," I stood up grabbing her by the wrist, guiding her in the chair in front of me to have a seat as I plopped back down in my seat.

"If you're not avoiding me why I hardly even see you, it feels like you're a stranger in my house and when I do see you, you barely even speak to me." I say leaning back in my seat.

She folded her arms up under her chest looking down at the ground shaking her head.

"See, what's up? What you shaking your head for? talk to me man," I leaned forward grabbing a hold of her hand as I rest my elbows on my knees "You mad at me still?" I asked with a playful sad face.

She looked at me then rolled her eyes looking up at the ceiling, then back down at me shaking her head.

I poked out my lips "You mad at me? I'm sorry I don't want you to be mad at me,"

She chuckled a little then snatched her hand away from me " I'm not mad at you Poppi. .. It’s just. .."

"You just what talk to me," I interrupted.

"I'm trying to, damn! Can you give me a chance to finish?" she low-key snapped

I backed up in a surrender motion "Oh my bad, gone head."

She 'tssss" shaking her head "But yea... I'm not mad at you, I just don't want you to be mad at me. I was way out of line by kissing you and I made a mistake. I don't know what I was thinking and what came over me to do something like this... I wasn't thinking actually it just happened and I'm so sorry by putting you in that uncomfortable position and the position we in now. I just don't want you to be mad at me I'm so sorry once again."

I leaned up grabbing a hold of her hand again. "Shorty I'm not mad at you trust me I'm not," I paused looking deep into her eyes. "To be real with you. . . I was madder at myself. . Because I wanted to kiss you back, and I slipped up and did for a second. Knowing it's more fucked up on my end and it's totally wrong in so many ways, I lashed out on you for giving me what I want" I finally poured my feelings out voicing how I really felt.

When she pulled me down planting her plump pink so soft lips onto mines, instead of pushing her away I really wanted to pick her up with her leg wrapped around my torso as she passionately kiss me while I invaded my tongue inside her warm moist mouth and much more. But I knew it was wrong.

But ever since that kiss I couldn't stop thinking about it. Even though I tried and even lied to myself, I just couldn't get it out my head. That's all I been yearning for.

She just stared at me with a consternation expression plastered across her face. I could tell what I just announced came out of left field, she didn't expect for me to say none of that. But I couldn't hold it in any longer, really by how the way she was acting I felt like I had to tell her what's really real.

I scooted my seat close to her while still holding on to her hand. "If I kissed you right now would I be wrong," I asked.

She slightly gasped as she took a deep breath, and then nodded her head. As I gently caressed the palm of my across her cheek, she slowly dropped her head. I guided my hand down to her chin, lifting her chin up with the tip of my finger so she can face me.

"If it's wrong I don't want to be right," I says as I closed my eyes reaching forward, gently plastering a kiss onto her lips. She hesitantly kiss me back then I paused for a second opening my eyes to see her still close.

A few more seconds with her eyes closed she slowly creep them open staring into my eyes as I stared into hers. We just sat there for a cool second staring in each other eyes as we shared each other breath.

Breaking eye contact she slowly admired my lips. I licked them before reaching inkissing her lips again. She closed her eyes as she fully took in my embrace wrapping her arm around my neck. I grabbed her by the waist, guiding her as I lift her up place her onto my lap.

Soon as I placed on top of my lap we deepened the kiss. She wrapped both of her arms around my neck as I wrapped my right arm around her torso while I massaged her back with my right hand exploring all the way down to her ass. Our tongues explored each others mouths as they intertwined together while we passionately kissed for minutes.

Feeling that somebody was watching us, I saw a shadow through my peripheral. I shot my head to the left and was baffled of the delusion I just seen. The reason it was a delusion because this can't be real.

Standing against the counter, I see Baby facing us with an angry expression plastered across his face. I looked at him in shock because I couldn't believe my eyes. I rubbed my hands over my face shaking my head.

I got's to be trippin,
I thought to myself. I shot my eyes back open to see the same delusion.

"Bae you good," I looked up at Ashley to see it wasnt even Ashley, I was my fucking wife.

I closed my eyes to make sure I wasn't tripping then popped  them back open. But when I opened my eyes I realized I was in my bedroom laying down in my bed. I sat up looking around and noticed I was alone. It was a dream. .

Ever since that kiss, I had been having these weird dreams about me being intimate with Ashley and I don't know why. It's really fucking my head up because I'm starting to have feelings for her in a different way and that's the worse feeling I could have because it feels so wrong. I'm already in love with somebody that's soon to be my wife and if Baby was still alive this would never be ok.

Chapter 23

Teeko

She's a stripper naked dancer but she's begging me to wife her, (No!)

When the first time I met lil' mama she was a one-nighter, (One night!)

Hell nah, I don't love nun' but my money and my rifle, (Money, Glahn!)

At the top like Eiffel Tower, I told her to beat it

You would have thought she was Michael! (Go!)

She don't wanna be a freak no more, (Freak!)

She don't wanna take molly, get geeked no more, (Geek!)

She don't even wanna strip no more

She don't wanna see the pole

Cause young nigga walking straight in with the gold

I apologize, you know that my niggas they witnessed you naked, (Naked!)

You want me to tie the knot?

Oh no no no, she must be crazy! (Crazy!)

I know she's a freak

I know that she freakin'

I know she's a freak

Super freak

So please do not try to run game on me

I'm not a Playstation

Please do not try to run game on me

I'm not a 360. . . . . . . . . . . .

Migos Freak no more banged through the speakers as I switched lanes, doing 85mph going down the freeway in my new all white 2014 Chevrolet Camaro V8. I matched my car’s fly as I was polo down in all white with a dash of gold, rocking my gold rolex and chunky gold rolex chain around my neck along with some gold ray bans frames to complete my look.

As I'm nodding my head to the beat, the music got interrupted from a phone call coming through the Bluetooth on my dash navigation touch screen. I looked up to see Angie, a clothing designer I'm working with for this new upcoming clothing line I'm starting, number appear on the screen. I reached up and tapped the green answer button.

''Hello," I answered.

"Hey Teeko this is Angie I just got your message, I was in a meeting that ran a little late, what time you think you will be able to meet up," she asked loudly through the speakers as I turned down the volume.

I was supposed to meet up with her at her office in about 5 minutes, to go over final details about the line  launching next month I named it High Life. I left a voicemail about 30 minutes ago, letting her know I wouldn't be able to make it at three because I had some more important business to tend to.

"I'm sorry but something important came up, will you still be in the office in about two hours or do we need to schedule for another day."

"Ummm two hours, hmmm let me see, that should be around 5 o'clock and I don't leave until six so I'll still be here," She replied.

"Ok cool see you then." With that being said I hung up, veering left exiting off of exit 15 from the 110 freeway.

I looked up at the clock to see it was 3:10. Kieara school just got out about 5 minutes ago and I was headed to Washington High to see if I can catch up with her before I headed to my meeting. I haven't seen or heard from her since Valentine's day, and it really got me thinking about where we stand with each other.

I been trying to get up with her ever since then, I go to her house her mother say she ain't there, I call her phone and it go straight to voicemail. I really feel like this mothafucka' been dodging me but all this shit ends today because Im getting down to the bottom of it.

I pulled up to her school scoping through the crowd of teenagers. I spotted KeKe walking by herself looking like yesterday with a sloppy ponytail, a red and blue shirt with her school logo, some all red sweats and these red white and blue air Jordans 11's I bought her for Valentines day. She walked up to the bus stop leaning against the post, looking down typing something on her phone.

Without her noticing, I pulled up in front of her and rolled down the window. "What's up boo," I yelled out the window.

She looked up with a stank face then smiled when she notice me then sucked her teeth and rolled her eye and neck at the same time.

"Boo?" She smacked her teeth "whatever, Teeko What you doing here?"

"What? What I'm doing here? Ain't yo ass happy to see a vehicle other than a bus, better get yo ass in this car." I joked but was dead ass serious.

She shot me a bird while walking to the car "Fuck you," she spat with a smile on her face as she hopped in slamming the door behind her.

"Damn yo ass always slamming my shit, you break it you fix it," I looked at her up and down as I pulled off from the curb.

"I ain't fixing shit," she sneered.

"Fix it or let me eat that ass your choice" I glanced at her to see her reaction.

She looked at me twisting her face up and bust out laughing. "Ugh you nasty, but you going to have to eat this ass because I ain't paying for shit."

I shot her a nasty look. "Hell naw I was just playing with you, I don't do no shit like that. I just wanted to see what you was going to say. You would let a nigga if he tried witcha' nasty ass."

"HELL YEA!! Shhhhit you got to eat the ass like a cupcake or get the fuck out my face," she bust out laughing slapping her hand on her thigh. That shit was just too funny to her. I couldn't help but to laugh at her crazy ass.

The laughter died down and It got quiet for a second.

I flipped open the console “Here break a gar down," I spoke handing her a box of dutches.