Smokeless Fire (35 page)

“Dad?”

Finally he lifted his head, his eyes boring into her, his expression completely unreadable. “I know, Ari.”

Her whole body froze with shock and she felt Charlie move closer to her. “What?”

He threw up his hands, shaking his head like he couldn’t believe whatever was going on.

What
is
going on?

Ari, I think he knows, knows.

She glanced down at Jai in horror.
What?

“In the coma,” Derek’s voice brought her head back up, “I heard everything. What you were all talking about. I heard it all.” He took a few steps back, lowering himself to the arm of the couch. He narrowed his eyes on her, his mouth hanging open as if he were finding it difficult to reach the right words. “When I woke up I just… I just sat there… thinking it couldn’t be true. But that
thing
…”

Heart palpitating, Ari whispered, “What thing?”

“The thing.” He flicked a hand at his face in disgust. “Face like some kind of hybrid lion.”

“Oh my God.”

“Yeah oh my God.” He nodded at her. And then he shook his head, his eyes growing glassy with tears, his face red as the tendons in his jaw flexed. “I knew there was something off about Sala. I knew it. But it was like I couldn’t control myself around her.”

“Dad…”

“I’m not that though, am I, Ari?” A tear escaped, dripping down his cheek. He wiped it away roughly. “My little girl…”

Fighting back her own tears, Ari trembled. “I’m still your little girl.”

He frowned, seeming in pain. “I know, I know. And what you did for me… I am so grateful… I just…” heaving a sigh, looking as if he’d lost the most precious thing in his life, her dad stood to his feet. “For being in a coma for days I’m kind of beat. I’m going to head to bed.”

“But, Dad—”

“Let him.” Charlie grabbed her arm, stopping her from following Derek out of the room. They watched him ascend the stairs like a man twice his age. “He’s learned a lot of weird crap in the last few days and coming from personal experience, the guy needs time to adjust. Just let him sleep on it. You can talk in the morning.”

Ari bit her lip, feeling numb. “He hates me.”

“Listen to me. That is not a guy who hates you. That’s a guy who’s messed up. And you can’t blame him. But he still loves you, Ari. Eighteen years of being your dad doesn’t just go away overnight.”

“As much as I hate to admit it, Charlie’s right,” Jai added as the flames disappeared around him.

To Charlie’s credit he bit back a retort, glaring at Jai as he pulled Ari into another strong, warm hug. “I’ve got to get home. My mom has been calling non-stop today and I haven’t been answering because I was too worried about you. But I’ll be back in the morning.”

“Of course.” Ari pulled away. “Go, she’ll be worried.”

“Yeah.” Charlie grinned in surprise. “What’s that about right?”

“I’m glad… that things are getting better for you.”

He gave her a sad smile before pressing a soft kiss to her forehead. “Yeah, we’ll see.”

When he was gone, the house seemed to ring and vibrate in the quiet. A forlorn feeling knotted in her chest before she turned around to find Jai staring at her. She took one step away from the front door as Jai strolled towards her, his face flashing in and out of the darkness as the moonlight streamed in through the windows.

The need Ari felt just looking at him was overwhelming, her chest tightening so much so she could barely breathe.

“Well… I should go,” he said softly so Derek wouldn’t hear. “Just use your mind if you need me OK, and I’ll be back to check in tomorrow. You still have a lot of decisions to make. This isn’t over, Ari.”

She barely heard anything after the words ‘I should go’. Desperate to keep him with her a little longer Ari smiled up into his face, finally letting her feelings shine out of her eyes. “I want to thank you for coming with me, for protecting me.”

Jai’s eyes widened just a fraction before he could stop himself. Clearing his throat he took a wary step back. “Just doing my job.”

Frustrated and feeling reckless after everything that had gone down Ari reached out, gripping his arm and taking advantage of his surprise by hauling him close. The spicy, musky scent of his cologne made her stomach flip. In that moment, as she gazed up into his face, Ari just wanted to let go and drown in his eyes. “Don’t,” she whispered, almost pleadingly, throwing away pride and guilt in the face of what she was sure they shared. Charlie’s eyes tried to probe their way into her mind but she pushed them out, focusing on the man in front of her, the man who made her feel things she had
never
felt before. Truthfully… not even Charlie. “Don’t act like you’re not my friend, Jai. After everything… you
are
my friend.” Unconsciously, her eyes dipped to his mouth and she flushed remembering the way it felt against her own. Licking her lips Ari began to tremble as her body fought with her brain.

Jai cursed and she snapped her gaze back up to his eyes just as he took hold of her upper arms, pushing her back into the door behind her. Leaning close, his eyes blazed into hers. “Stop it,” he whispered harshly, his breath teasing her lips, his chest rising and falling rapidly. Heat exploded through Ari. “Stop looking at me like that.”

“Like what?” she whispered back, leaning in just a little closer so her top lip brushed his bottom lip.

He jerked back, another curse slipping out of his mouth as his grip became almost painful around her arms. “You
know
what,” he replied hoarsely. “I’m your guardian, Ari. Ginnaye. You and I… we can’t…” Shuddering he let go, abruptly stepping back from her, and for the first time since becoming Jinn Ari felt the cold wrap its arms around her. “We can’t and we won’t.” Jai lowered his gaze now, taking a deep breath, taking a moment, before he was able to meet her eyes. “I don’t… look… you are… beautiful. You’re really beautiful and you’re…great. But you’re only eighteen and you love Charlie and I… I… well, there’s someone else… in my life.”

It was like he had slapped her. One hard crack across her face. Heat bit into her cheeks and shock slammed through her body. Painful shock. Sickening shock. In all of her confusion over Charlie and Jai, not once had she considered that Jai might be in love with someone else.

How stupid did that make her?

She made a sort of disbelieving, huffing sound, wrapping her arms around herself protectively. Taking a moment, she nodded, trying to find the right words. “I’m sorry… I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable… I—”

“Ari, it’s fine,” he interrupted all business-like again. She wanted to punch him.

“Yeah,” she laughed humorlessly, staring somewhere over his shoulder. “Should I ask my uncle for a replacement or something?”

“What? No.” He seemed shocked by the suggestion and Ari finally found the courage to meet his gaze. There was slight hint of anger in the flex of his jaw that made Ari almost smile. Jai was nothing if not professional. He wouldn’t want a girl’s teen crush on him messing up his ability to do his job.

Although it was so much more than just some stupid crush.

Stop thinking about it!
If she didn’t, she’d end up crying right there in front of him.

“I’m still your guardian. OK. We’ll just forget about this and move on.”

Ari nodded numbly. “OK.”

“OK. I’m going to head out. I put my number in your cell but remember you can use telepathy. Don’t try anything stupid while I’m gone. I’ll be back tomorrow after I take care of some things and we can discuss your future, maybe train you in using the
Peripatos
and flying.”

Not able to say anything, Ari just nodded her agreement, desperate for him to leave when only five minutes ago she’d have done anything to make him stay.

“See you, Ari.”

She blinked back at him dumbly, hating him for sounding so unsure. Two seconds later he went up in flames into the
Peripatos
. Ari burst into tears as soon as he was gone. Sliding down the door to land on the floor with a bump Ari pressed her face into her knees and cried the million tears she’d locked inside since this had all begun. She cried for the dangerous and unknown future she had ahead of her, for a dad who may not love her anymore, for a boy who was starting to want her the way she had always wanted him just when she begun to move on and fall in love with someone new. And for that, Ari was surprised to realize, she cried the hardest — the place where her heart beat in her chest ached like mad as she relived the moment with Jai. Jai who loved someone else. Bitterly she wondered who could have caught Jai’s interest. Someone older and more sophisticated than some stupid Jinn girl who was more weapon than heart.

But that couldn’t possibly be true.

Otherwise why did hers hurt so much?

~26~

This Vengeance of Mine

Despite the Marid’s assurance he had placed an enchantment around the room that acted as a sound barrier and would deter his mom from wanting to come into his bedroom, Charlie still couldn’t help glancing anxiously at his closed door. As if coming out of some two year dream, his mom had started paying attention to him again. It was weird. It had coincided with him finding out the truth about Mikey’s death. Like his relief, his release of the guilt that had been killing him had physically and mentally changed him… so much so it had affected his mom even – she was actually acting like she cared again. She’d also mentioned something about Ari. Ari had said something. He smirked at the thought. Beautiful Ari. Couldn’t keep her nose out of his business. Now his mom called him. A lot. Made it hard for him to hang out at Rickman’s — not that he wanted to do that so much, now that all of this weirdness had gone down with Ari.

Now that he had a chance at revenge.

When The Red King came back yesterday after Jai and Ari had left for Roswell, Charlie had been shocked to discover he ‘wanted to talk’. He told him he saw how much he was suffering, feeling useless while Ari and Jai worked their voodoo magic to take down the dick that had hurt Derek. He said he knew Charlie wanted to do the same thing to the person who had killed Mike. He said he could give Charlie what he needed. All he had to do was promise not to tell Ari that The Red King was the one who handed him the key to it all and to be there when The Red King called in the debt.

Charlie wasn’t stupid. He knew it would be like making a deal with the devil.

But he was offering him a chance to destroy the bitch that killed Mikey. That’s all he wanted. He knew that this would bring him peace. He’d spent too many nights fighting his own rage, hating himself for killing his brother. No one could know what real self-hatred did to a person unless they’d been through something similar. And to discover that he wasn’t to blame, that he
had
been paying attention to the road, that magic – Jinn – was responsible for taking Mikey, for destroying his family’s life, left him with a new kind of rage. He needed vengeance. He needed it like he needed oxygen.

The Marid The Red King had sent stared down at him from his great height, dressed in a dark, charcoal suit that really ruined the whole ‘genie’ image for Charlie. “Do you know what you would like to wish for?” The Marid growled and Charlie felt the hum of his dark, angry energy. This guy was not cool.

Remembering the epiphany that had come to him in his dream, Charlie had jolted out of bed that morning to grab the book Jai had given him about the Jinn. Some of the wording made him frown as he looked over what he wanted but… but surely this was the only way? Plus—- he grinned inwardly, feeling warm and sure at the thought of Ari — if he did this he’d be strong enough to protect her, maybe not strong enough as a certain guardian he’d like to punch, but strong enough to be what she needed. Finally, to be what she needed.

“Yes,” he replied, clearing his throat when it came out all husky and nervous. “I wish to be a Sorcerer.”

The Marid raised a thick dark eyebrow before he nodded slowly. “I grant you this wish, Charlie Creagh.”

~27~

Kiss of Darkness

Ari hovered outside her dad’s bedroom, glancing at the hall clock again. It was noon and he still hadn’t made an appearance. For the fiftieth time she raised a fist to the door, ready to knock, ready to face him. And then the nerves caught hold of her gut again like vicious little gremlins playing with her insides, and Ari fell back, taking deep breaths, trying to pull herself together.

Just as she was sure she was ready to knock for real this time, the doorbell rang downstairs. Hoping it was no one else but Charlie, Ari almost threw herself into his arms when she swung the door open to find him there. But the memory of the night before, of crying herself to sleep over someone else, stopped her short. Charlie grinned at her, striding into the house, an electric energy seeming to buzz around him. He placed a proprietary hand on her waist, his lip curling in that sexy, arrogant way of his. “Can we talk?”