Survivor's Remorse: Brothers of Ink and Steel (7 page)

Leo settled on his bike and jammed the helmet on his head. “This is all fucked up.”

“You’re telling me. Hey… I’m still your friend. That’s why I’m telling you this, okay?”

Before Leo could answer, all three of their phone announced an arrival of a text message. “Oh hell,” Two-Tone said. “Board meeting. I know what this is going to be about.”

“Yeah. Me, too,” Leo said.

***

Ron banged the gavel down. The board, sometimes called the Voting Nine, was in the boardroom – what was once the single carport of the house before the club enclosed it. There was a table and ten chairs, and nothing else. This is where the club met to discuss business.

The Voting Nine consisted of the President and Vice President, Sergeant at Arms, and the Treasurer, then one additional member for every ten members in the club. The officers served two-year terms, the other voting members six-month terms.

“I think everyone knows why I called this meeting. We’re voting to banish Leo from Lima 6 and strip him of his colors for pulling a weapon on another member.” Ron paused a moment for the charges to sink in. “Yea.”

“Abstain,” Leo said immediately. He had a vote but he would be damned if he would vote for himself in this matter.

“Yea,” Copper, the Sergeant at Arms, said.

“Nay,” Added Fitz, the Treasurer.

“Nay,” Two-Tone, the next in line, said.

“Nay,” Added Tuck.

“Yea,” Gigolo added.

“Yea,” Lucas said as he cast his vote.

Everyone except Leo looked to Duncan Malerd. “Nay,” Duck said quietly, not meeting Ron’s eyes.

Leo watched Ron grind his teeth as he banged the gavel down
hard. “
Motion is defeated.”

“Wait!” Leo said as everyone started to rise. “I just want to apologize to the club, and to you, Ron. I was out of line. I know it has always been club policy to kill the runners, and I support that. I didn’t, and don’t, agree with killing kids, but I shouldn’t have pulled my weapon. That was wrong.”

Leo watched as everyone relaxed just a bit. Tuck even gave him a slight smile and a quick nod.

“That it?” Ron asked testily.

“No. I have one other bit of business that I think we all can agree on. Jamie Boyles’ brother, Will, is going to be discharged from the Marines in about three weeks. He is flying into El Paso. I will let the club know the exact date when I find out, but I would like Lima 6 to meet him with an honor guard and escort.” 

Ron stared at Leo a moment, as if he was going to deny him an official vote, but then relented. “All in favor?” Nine hands went up. “Motion carries.” He banged the gavel down again, stood, and walked out of the room.

“That went well,” Leo said, his tone belying his words. He remained in his chair, as did Tuck and Two-Tone.

“Ron was wrong on this,” Two-Tone said. “I’m glad you stopped him. Killing drug smugglers and Coyotes is one thing, but killing kids is something else entirely.”

“Yeah, but he isn’t going to forget this,” Tuck added.

Leo looked at his hands resting on the table. “I’m sorry for putting you guys, the entire club, on the spot like this.”

Tuck smiled at his friend. “I would have voted the same way, even if it had been someone else. I agree with Two-Tone. Ron was out of line. The club needs to vote before we start gunning down kids. I can’t see anyone in the club agreeing with doing that. That’s crossing a line I don’t think anyone is ready to cross.”

“I’ll try to make it up to him.”

“You apologized to him, and to the entire club. You admitted what you did was wrong. That goes a long ways to clearing the air. Give Ron a couple of days to cool off and things will be better,” Tuck said. “I’ll talk with Fitz. He was there. He and Ron go way back. Get him to talk to him. Show him that he was wrong and you actually did the club a favor. If he had actually shot those kids, we would be voting to ban
him,
and I think we would have. Banning the President is some bad shit. ”

Leo snorted and pushed his chair back to rise. “Good luck with that.”

CHAPTER SEVEN

Leo walked out of the clubhouse and straight to his bike. He had stirred the shit enough already today and the best thing for the club would be for him to get the hell away from there for a while. Tuck was probably right: Ron shooting the kids would have stirred up an even bigger shit storm, but he hadn’t, so now Leo was the bad guy.

Leo looked at the time on his phone. It was just past four. He smiled at the thought of Jamie.
I’m going to go for a ride and clear my head. See if the road provides some clarity. It did once. Maybe it will again.
Leo thumbed the bike to life and motored away, the big V-Twin crooning the classic Harley sound.

I used to be so sure that Lima 6 was right for me. But Ron is right. I have been pushing back. It seems the club is going in the wrong direction. We’re doing more good things than ever, but we are doing more bad things, too. Could it be me affecting me?
Leo wondered as he danced the bike along the back roads around Vallecito.
Look how I treated Anna. Have I become that callous? Or have I always been that way?

Leo was still lost in his thoughts when he passed a plain white Chevrolet Tahoe. He didn’t notice that the Tahoe had turned around until the short
whoop
of its siren caught his attention. He looked in the rearview mirror and could see the blue lights flashing in the grille of the hard-charging SUV. With a sigh, Leo slowed to a stop on the side of the road.

“I’m armed, officer Lundergrund,” Leo said as the ICE officer walked up beside him.

“I know, Leo,” the small strawberry-blonde woman said. She was dressed in her normal attire: blue jeans, western style shirt with the top two buttons open, cowboy boots, and her badge hanging on her belt beside her sidearm. 

“Are you going to check my papers?” Leo asked. Officer Kary Lundergrund and him were old…
friends.

“It’s not your papers I’m interested in, Leo; you know that.” The Immigration and Customs Enforcement officer said suggestively. “What I’m interested in is a couple of dead Mexican nationals discovered just across the border. They were shot – execution style: one bullet to the back of the head. Know anything about that?”

“No. Not my concern what happens on the other side of the border.”

“Funny thing is, Leo, there were a lot of tracks. Looked like there were a couple of vehicles there, something with dual rear wheels, and another vehicle with off-road tires. And there were a lot of foot prints. But there wasn’t a lot of blood. Like maybe the bodies had been shot somewhere else then dumped there. Any of that ring a bell?”

“Nope. Should it?” Leo smiled. Lundergrund was fishing, and they both knew it. She knew the score, but she had no proof. They had performed this dance many times in the past three years. It had almost become a game – a deadly game for Leo and Lima 6, but a game nonetheless.

Officer Lundergrund stepped in just a bit closer and took a semi-sexy pose. “You know, Leo, I could make this worth your time. We know Lima 6 is performing illegal interceptions of drugs and Mexican nationals. If you were to cooperate, I could see that you walk. I could help you cut a deal with the DEA. They’re not as nice as I am.”

“Why haven’t you busted us, then, if we are doing something illegal?”

“In due time, Leo… in due time. I’m just trying to make it easy on you. You know, as a friend. I don’t want to see you get hurt. You might get that handsome face messed up in prison. That would be a real shame.”

“You know what they say about friends like you?”

“I’m not your enemy, Leo. I’m trying to help you.”

“By having me rat out my club? It’s not going to happen. If there were anything to rat them out over, that is.”

Lundergrund smiled, and it wasn’t a particularly nice smile. “Play it your way, but don’t wait too long. One day I may decide you don’t want to be my friend anymore and I may no longer feel like helping you.”

“I’ll think about it. In the meantime, why don’t you go back to your office in El Paso and wait by the phone for my call.”

“Are you trying to get rid of me?” she asked. “I’m beginning to think you don’t like me.”

“Whatever gave you that idea?”

Lundergrund’s nasty smile grew even wider. “I’ll be seeing you around,” she said before she turned and strode back to her vehicle.

Leo didn’t move until the Tahoe turned around and proceeded in the direction it had been traveling before they passed. He stood his bike upright as it rumbled to life. Every time he talked to that woman, he felt like he needed a shower.

***

Leo sauntered into
He’s Not Here
about six-thirty, just before the big crush normally hit. After his little chat with officer Lundergrund, he had started to return home, but on the way, he decided that he would stop by HNH for a burger and a beer. He wanted to delay the voices as long as possible, and being around people helped.

He settled in the small two-person booth in the back corner and waited for Bobi to get freed up enough to take his order. He didn’t even bother with the menu.

“What’ll you have?” Bobi asked as she swished up.

“Bacon cheeseburger, fries, and a Hefeweizen.”

“Comin’ right up, sugar.”

A moment later, his craft beer was delivered by the owner herself. She sat the beer down in front of him. “You’re not avoiding me, are you?” Jamie asked.

“No! Of course not. Why do you ask?”

“Normally you sit at the bar. And after this afternoon…”

Leo smiled. “No. Bobi is rustling me up a burger, that’s all. And about this afternoon… that was the best part of my day.” Leo paused for effect. “The kiss wasn’t bad either,” he said softly.

Jamie giggled. “You flirt. I have to get back to the bar.”

“I’ll come up there after I eat.”

“See that you do.”

***

“Tough day?” Jamie asked as Leo plopped down at the bar.

He snickered. “Yeah. You could say that. I wasn’t kidding when I said that helping you this morning was the best part of my day. After I left here, I rode out to where you said you saw the kids. I didn’t have anything better to do and I wanted to check it out. I found where they had been stuck. Something about the whole thing just didn’t feel right. You could tell that they wrecked the trucks getting unstuck. While I was standing there, I got a call from Mr. Vanderford. One of his hands had caught some kids in a truck tearing up his land.”

“There’s more, isn’t there? Drugs?”

“Yeah. The Prieto Cartel must be getting desperate to send kids out with the drugs. Not one of them was over seventeen. The youngest was probably fifteen… maybe fourteen. They had sixty keys of Colombia’s finest… uncut.”

Jamie blanched. She knew what happened to drug runners. “Did you…?”

“No. We talked about it then let them go. Doing otherwise is a bridge too far.”

She had been a bartender long enough to know when there was more to a story, but, once again, she held her questions. Leo seemed fragile tonight. “That’s good. Killing kids… Shit. Don’t move. I’ll be right back,” she said moving away as Bobi stepped up to the bar and signaled another order.

As she filled the drink orders, Jamie kept an eye on Leo as he stared at the beer he was gently spinning the bar. The darkness that had eased a little this morning was back, and darker than ever.

“So you woke up with a hangover and you busted some kids running drugs. Sounds like you had a pretty full day.”

“You left out the part of being hassled by ICE.”

“Immigration? Why?”

“Some Coyotes were killed last week. Their bodies had been found in Mexico. She wanted to know if I knew anything about it.”

“But you don’t, of course,” she smiled.

“That’s right. Why would have any idea about a couple of dead bodies found in Mexico?”

“Why, indeed?” She looked up as a couple of men sat down at the bar, and another couple was coming through the door. It was about to get busy. She patted Leo on the hand. “I gotta go. But if you need anything, let me know, okay? Either a refill… or just a sympathetic ear.” She smiled at him then gave his hand a squeeze and moved off.

As she worked the bar, she kept an eye on Leo as he slowly sipped his beer. Sometimes he watched her, other times he stared into his beer. She wished she could do more to help him. He seemed like such a nice guy.

“You want another?” she asked when his mug was low.

“No. I think I’m good.” He said standing up.

“You okay to ride?”

“Yeah. I can handle a couple of beers.”

“Do me a favor, okay?”

“If I can.”

“Don’t drink alone tonight.”

Leo smiled. “Yes, mother.”

“Leo… I’m serious. Something is bothering you. I can tell. I worry about you.”

He looked at her a moment, then smiled. A real smile. “I promise.”

It was her turn to smile. “Thank you.”

“I have to go, but I forgot to tell you, Lima 6 will meet your brother in El Paso if you will give us the date and time.”

Her smile grew until she beamed. “That’s wonderful, Leo! Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. Thank the guys in the club for me, okay?”

“I will. We’re glad to do it.”

Jamie glanced down the bar and held a finger up to a customer. “I have to go.” She started to turn away, but then turned back. “Join me for dinner some night? I’ll cook.”

“Thank you, Jamie, but you don’t have to do that. We’re honored to escort your—”

“That’s not why I’m asking.”

“Why, then?”

“Because I get tired of eating by myself. Don’t you?”

He paused a moment. “Yeah. I do.”

“Okay. It’s settled then. We’ll work out the details later.”

“If you’re sure.”

“What? Are you worried that I will take advantage of you? Don’t worry. I will be the perfect lady.” She grinned at him, turned, and hurried to her waiting customers.

Leo snorted out an abbreviated laugh, looked at his tab, and dropped some bills on the bar. As he walked out he glanced at Jamie as she moved with fluid grace behind the bar.
I’m not sure I would mind if she took advantage of me.

***

“Sergeant Graves!”

“First Sergeant,” Leo said as he saluted the approaching man.

“Are we ready to roll?”

“Awaiting your orders, First Sergeant.”

“Have the troops mount up. The convoy is forming up. Standard formation. The Lieutenant is ready to rock and roll.”

“Yes, First Sergeant.” Leo saluted and turned to carry out his orders. “Leo,” First Sergeant Hitchens said. “You did a good thing there, today.”

“First Sergeant?” Leo asked as he turned back to his commanding officer.

“The kids, Leo, the kids. When I wanted to shoot the kids, you stopped me. That was a good thing. It’s a good thing you survived or those kids would be dead today.”

“Kids, First Sergeant?”