Tales of Madness (7 page)

And at other times she would say, as if annoyed:

"Come on now, Santi, keep quiet! Imitate Mr. Bandini, who at least keeps quiet, because he knows all too well that he can't complain about anyone now. If, in fact, he always looked after the others, even though it was no concern of his, what wonder, that these others have looked after themselves? He himself set an example, and the others have followed it. As far as I'm concerned, Mr. Bandini has been his own greatest thief."

"So then, should I go to prison?" I asked her, smiling.

"No, not to prison, but certainly to some other institution".

Santi rose up against her. The argument grew more heated, and I vainly tried to restore peace by stating that, after all, these individuals did not harm me so much (since I know how to get along somehow), as they did the poor who needed my help.

"So, therefore," Marta would retort, "you not only harmed yourself, but the others too. Don't you agree? By not looking
after yourself, you didn't even look after the others. Doubly bad!
And doesn't it follow that all those who only look after themselves and never need anyone, show by this alone that they look after others? What are you going to do now? Now
you
need others. And do you think that having to show yourself grateful will benefit anybody?"

"Hey, what are you letting slip from your tongue, babbler?" Santi would snap back, hearing these words and fearing that I would take them as a reproach for the small amount of help he was giving me with all his heart.

Marta, as serene as ever, and looking at him compassionately, would answer him: "I'm not saying it for you. What do you have to do with it, Santi, my dear, you who are a decent poor man?"

But my wise teacher didn't even like this.

"Work?" she would say to me. "That's a fine expedient! You weren't born for it, and now, by looking for work, you'll unwittingly take away the job that some poor devil may have been trying to land."

Now Marta does not want to take credit for having saved me, but if it's true that good old Santi recommended me warmly in
the will he left his wife, it's also true that she could have ignored
that.

"No, no," she repeats to me, "thank Santi, bless his soul, for at least having had the foresight to put aside this little bit of money that was yours for our old age. See? What you were incapable of doing, he did for you. Too bad he lacked courage, poor man!"

And so now, I, being sane, enjoy the meager fruit of the sanest
of virtues: the foresight of one of my poor thieves, who was grateful and decent.

"Fififi... fififi... fififi..."

After a while his wife awoke.

"Oh! You're here? What happened to you?"

"Nothing. Go to sleep. Good night."

He pulled himself down beneath the covers, turned his back towards his wife and then he, too, curled up on his side to sleep. But how could he sleep?

"Fififi..-fififi... fififi..."
At this point his wife reached over and struck him on the back with her clenched fist.

"Hey, will you stop that? Careful you don't wake up the little ones!"

"You're right. Keep quiet! I'll fall asleep."

He really tried to drive out of his mind that tormenting thought that now, as always, became a chirping cricket inside of him; but as soon as he thought he had driven it out:

"FififiL. fififi!... fififi!..."

This time he didn't even wait for his wife to deliver another punch, which surely would have been stronger than the first, but jumped out of bed, exasperated.

"What are you doing? Where are you going?" she asked him.

"I'm getting dressed again, damn it!" he replied. "I can't sleep. I'm going to go sit here in front of the door, on the street! Air! Air!"

"For heaven's sake," continued his wife, "will you tell me what the devil happened to you?"

"Who? Who?"

"Ciancarella."

"The notary?"

"Well?"

Spatolino began looking at the clusters of stars twinkling in
the strip of sky above, and as he looked, he twisted the few hairs
of his small reddish beard up to his mouth.

Small in stature, even though since childhood he had mixed clay and mortar, he had a somewhat gentlemanly appearance.

Suddenly his blue eyes, turned upward to the sky, were filled with tears. He shuddered as he sat there in his chair and, wiping his tears with the back of his hand, murmured in the silence of the night:

"Oh, help me, dear Jesus!"

Ever since the clerical faction in town had been defeated, and the new party, that of the excommunicated, had taken over the seats of the town council, Spatolino felt as if he were in the middle of an enemy camp.

All his fellow workers had huddled behind the new leaders like so many sheep and now, forming a tightly-knit syndicate, were acting as if they owned the place.

Thus the small capital which up till then had permitted him to take a few jobs on contract had shrunk so much that he could see the day not too far off when, from being a master builder, he would be reduced to becoming a miserable day laborer.

His wife had long since lost all the respect and esteem she had had for him. She herself had begun providing for her own needs and for those of their children by washing clothes and sewing for others, and by doing all sorts of other domestic work.

As if he were unemployed for his own pleasure! What could he do if the consortium of those sons of bitches was picking up all the jobs? What did his wife expect him to do? Give up his faith, repudiate God, and sign up in the party of those others? He would rather have had his hands cut off!

Meanwhile, his forced leisure was tormenting him, making him increasingly more irritable and obstinate with each passing day, and embittering him against everyone.

Ciancarella, the notary, had never sided with anyone. Nonetheless, he was notorious for being an enemy of God, making that his profession ever since leaving public office. Once he had even dared to sic his dogs on a man of the cloth, Father Lagaipa, who had gone to visit him to intercede on behalf of some of the notary's poor relatives. These unfortunates were actually starving to death, while he, their relative, was living like a prince in the magnificent villa he had built at the edge of town, with all those riches he had accumulated — heaven only knows how! — and increased through years and years of usury.

Spatolino stayed out-of-doors all night long (fortunately it was summer), mulling over that mysterious invitation from Ciancarella
[fififi... fififh.. fififi--.
J. Part of the time he sat, the rest of it he spent strolling up and down the deserted little street.

The old man, who looked like an ugly toad all dressed up, was
afflicted with an enormous cyst on the back of his neck, which forced him to keep his large, shaven head continuously bowed and bent to one side. He lived alone in the villa, except for one manservant. But he had a lot of countrymen at his command and they were all armed. He also had two mastiffs whose appearance alone incited fear.

Spatolino rang the bell. Immediately those two ugly beasts flung themselves furiously against the bars of the gate, and didn't quiet down, not even when the manservant showed up to encourage Spatolino to enter. But Spatolino would not step inside until the dogs' master, who was drinking coffee in his little ivy-covered arbor in the garden at one end of the villa, called them off with a whistle.