Authors: Cherie Priest
None of it was true or real, and none of it deserved this muddy impositionânot from Brad, not from the salvage company, not from the bulldozers that were coming next week. She felt it keenly, the ache of an old injury that had never healed right. She felt it along her forearms, the sharp burn of a blade and the heat of warm blood pooling and falling.
She looked down. She was wearing her gray flannel again, and the sleeves were soaked.
They were red. They were hot.
She looked up, and Brad was covered in reddish-brown earth that was full of clay. It spattered him from head to toe, gumming up his hair and giving him a slippery grip on the shovel's handle.
“Whatâ¦?” she started to ask, but who was she asking?
Brad wasn't paying attention, and Bobby and Gabe weren't yet on the scene. But there was someone behind Brad, anyway, and she wasn't wearing a yellow dress, not this time. She was only a shadow, something as ragged and wet and filthy as the mud she stood in.
Dahlia pushed up her sleeves and found slash marks, long and red. “Whatâ¦?” she tried again, this time imploring Brad with her eyes, with her arms held out, reaching for him to notice her. She'd bleed to death in another minute if nobody did anything. “What's
happening
?” she asked, showing him the blood.
“It's bullshit,” he said. The same thing he always said. He swung the shovel down again, stepping on it to force it farther. “It's bullshit.”
“Brad, help me⦔
“No, you help
me
!” He swung the shovel harder, with anger, and when it pierced the lot again, the metal didn't ping with that oddball chime. It stuck in place. He used his shoe to hold something down, and yank the shovel out.
“Brad, something's wrong⦔
“It's bullshit, Dahlia. Holy God. It's bullshit, and I knew it. Look at this ⦠I found him.”
Huffing and puffing, Bobby staggered into the sphere of light. “Found who?”
Brad smacked the head of the shovel against the broken tombstone. “Private First Class Reagan H. Foster,
that's
who.”
Gabe staggered a little farther into the light, up to the edge of the ragged hole. “Holy shit! Dahlia, holy shit!”
“Boysâ¦,” she said, feeling faint. Of course she felt faint; she was
going
to faint, or throw up. Any moment now, she'd lose consciousness or lose her lunch, and it'd be the last thing she ever did.
Gabe was distracted by the hole, and what was in it.
It was Bobby who asked after her first. “Dahl, what's wrong?”
“Bobbyâ¦,” she whispered. She held out her arms to show him the flannel sleeves shoved up around her elbows, and the wet, white skin that was bright as marble in the lantern light. “Bobby, my arms ⦠there's⦔
There were goose bumps.
Bobby took her wrists, and examined them one after the other. “They look all right to me. What'd you get, snakebit or something? Did a spider catch you?”
She sucked down a gasp and jerked away from him, forcing the cuffs back down around her wrists. She couldn't breathe. She couldn't think straight. “Nothing. It's nothing, it's nothing ⦠it's bullshit,” she stammered, stealing Brad's line. “Never mind. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to ⦠to freak out.” She stepped around Bobby, to stand near where Gabe was standing slack-jawed and glassy-eyed, staring into the hole. She slipped in the mud, caught herself on Gabe's arm, and gasped Brad's name.
Down in the ground, there was a smattering of rotted fabric. Inside that fabric was a coat.
Rain was falling now, so the droplets washed mud from the buttons in specks, letting a little light of brass shine through. They were sewn onto fabric that could've been any color once, but now it was the shade of clay and dirt, and beneath it was a scaffolding of ribs. The ribs were gray and white with streaks of rust-colored earth. They jutted from the shallow grave like teeth, like stones, like fingers.
“I found himâ¦,” Brad breathed. All the air had been let out of him. He dropped to his knees. For a second Dahlia thought he might pass out on the spot, but he only panted and jabbed the shovel into the earth beside the mess he'd made. He looked up and let the rain hit his face. “Oh my God, I found a body. You guys, we have to call the police.”
Dahlia wanted to protest. It was almost a knee-jerk response, like she was the same dumb kid who'd been caught lifting beer from a 7-Elevenâbecause no, you don't call the police. Not unless you have to. The police only make things worseâthat's what she almost said, but she didn't.
Bobby was the one who pumped the brakes.
“Hang on, hang on,” he urged, gazing down at the exposed corpse. Everyone was looking at it. No one could resist it. He pointed down at the ragged coat, the brass buttons. The jagged ribs. “This old soldier ⦠the stone says ⦠what's it say?” He tore his eyes away to scan the marker's inscription by the lantern light. “He's been here since 1915. So you were right, man: This
was
a cemetery. But you can't just call the cops and tell them you dug up a dead soldier!”
Dahlia choked on a horrified gargle. “Jesus, Brad ⦠what the hell have you
done
?”
Frantic, he shrieked back, “I only dug him up because you said there was nobody here!”
“That's the craziest thing I've ever heard!” she yelled in return. She had no patience left, no calmness. There was no more room for reasonableness. “You can't blame this on me!”
“Then blame it on ⦠on the Withrow lady! She's the one who lied to us!”
Gabe paced around the edge of the hole, wringing his hands together and wiping the rain off his forehead. “Maybe she didn't know. Maybe she was just wrong.”
“It doesn't matter,” Dahlia said, wet and rattled to the core, but determined to get a grip on the situation. “
You
did this, and you can blame whoever you wantâbut when you call the cops, they'll smell bourbon and think
you
got drunk and went grave robbing. Because that's pretty much what happened. You understand me?”
He shook harder, and the rain kept coming down. There wasn't any thunder or lightning, only the persistent thud and splatter of the bottom dropping out. He didn't quite whimper when he said, “None of you have my back?”
She took him by the shirt and pulled him away from the grave, and up close to her face. They both looked cadaverous in the lantern light. “I
do
have your back, and that's why we're not calling the cops.”
“You're not?”
“
No one
is going to call them, not yet. Not me, and not them, either.” She indicated her cousins. “Not until we've had some time to think. Because even if the cops don't arrest you for grave robbing, they'll almost certainly tell us to pack it up and head home.”
“But ⦠it's only a gig,” he mumbled, wriggling backward, trying to get away.
She held on tight, and yanked him closer. “If the Withrow estate doesn't pan out, it's our
last
gig, okay? Dad sank every penny we've got into the salvage rights. If we don't pick it clean and sell it fast, Music City will fold up shop. Is that what you want?”
“What? I ⦠no, of course not, I⦔
Gabe froze. His forehead crumpled, and his fingers tied themselves into knots. “Dahl? Is that true?”
She let go of Brad. He staggered backward.
“Yes,” she admitted. “But it won't come to that, I swear. We'll salvage the house, and we'll make a killing back in Nashville. Everything will be fine. My dad won't stop smiling for a month.”
“So we're
not
calling the policeâ¦?” Brad pulled his hoodie tighter, drawing the hood up over his head and tugging the strings until his face was all that showed.
Bobby took a crack at being a reassuring adult. He gently pulled Brad's shovel out of his fingers, and slung an arm around his shoulder. He led him away from the hole. “That's right, man. No cops, no trouble.”
“Not until I've had some time to think,” Dahlia specified.
Brad stumbled, and almost resisted. “But ⦠we can't just leave him like that.”
Bobby paused. “We should do
something.
”
Gabe raised his voice to cover the white-noise drumming of the rain. “We could cover him back up?”
“I'll take care of it. Y'all get back inside.” Bobby hoisted the shovel and used it to wave toward the house. The grave was already filling with water, and the disturbed earth around it was so wet it was almost runny. He grabbed a scoop anyway, and tossed it into the hole.
Dahlia didn't argue with him. She was exhausted, frightened, and relieved to have the help for once. “Brad. Gabe. Come on, now. Leave him to it. Thanks, Bobby.”
He grunted his “you're welcome” and struggled to load another shovelful.
Everyone else trudged back up to the house.
Shoes came off, and rested on the porch to dry out later. Flannels came off and flopped together in a sodden pile by the door. Dahlia said “to hell with it”âand unhooked her bra inside her shirt, then pulled it out through one sleeve. It came out limp and slimy with rain. She pretended to slingshot it up the stairs, but it landed on the rail and dangled sadly over the side.
Bobby caught up sooner than expected, dashing up the porch steps as Gabe was shuffling around in sock-feet, looking for the bourbon.
“You're back in a hurry,” Dahlia noted.
“Fuck it. Rain started coming down like crazy, and there's nothing but mud to work with. I threw a tarp over him, and put a couple of rocks on the corners. Tomorrow or the next day, whenever it dries out ⦠I'll finish the job.”
“No, I'll do it.” Brad sat forlorn on the edge of the fireplace step. “This is my fault. I'm sorry. I was just so goddamn sure there was a ghost, and if there's a ghost, there's a body, someplace⦔ His voice petered out. He put his head in his hands.
“All you did was make a mess.” She ran her fingers through her hair, where they snagged in the dripping tangles. She untwined them, and dried her hands on the one unsoaked corner of her shirt. “As long as we all keep our mouths shut, we can undo the mess later, and pretend it never happened. Now. Who wants to take a shower first?”
No one responded. No one made a move toward the stairs, or toward the agreed-upon bedrooms with all the towels and toiletries.
She tried again. “Nobody? No one wants to hole up in a pink bathroom, turn on the water, and try to take a shower without shitting yourself from fright?”
No one answered that, either. The guys stared at the floor, or their hands, or their socks.
“Got it,” she said. “Everybody knows there's something bad in the bathrooms. Fine, I'll go first. We'll do this in shifts: one person washes up, one person stands guard outside. I don't know if it'll help or not, but it'll make
me
feel better. Any objections?”
The guys shook their heads.
“All right, then. There's a fresh bottle of bourbon in the kitchen, in the cabinet next to the dumbwaiter. It ain't Maker's, because I ain't made of money. Everyone, help yourself.”
Bobby lifted an eyebrow. “You don't want a couple of fingers before you hit the shower?”
“I've already had a couple, but they're worn off now, and that's all right. I want to pay attention. I want to see if I can ⦠see anything.” But even after that speech, Dahlia didn't move; so they stayed there in that grand living area, listening to the rain knock leaves from the trees, and puddle in the clogged gutters. She hugged her arms, and let them think it must be for warmth.
She was stalling.
“Gabe, do me a favor, hon? Give me a minute to get my clothes together, and then come camp out in my room to keep watch for me.”
He agreed, and up the stairs they went.
At the top, Dahlia looked left, at the broken window. Through the window, the air was mist and autumnâjust like it'd become inside. Beyond the window, there was no soft pinging of a shovel, no lantern light, and no soldier, either.
She knew it without going over to look, or listen. If she put her head past the broken pane and leaned out into the night, she'd see something worse, something bad and covered in blood, despite the hearty rain. She knew it as sure as she knew she wasn't alone in that pink bathroom.
She just didn't know why.
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AHLIA DUTTON BRUSHED
her teeth, watching her own reflection the whole time. She examined her face like she'd have to describe it to a police sketch artist, pore by pore, line by line. It was better to count frown lines, better to watch the toothpaste foam collect in the corners of her mouth, than to let her eyes wander to the mirror's edgesâand maybe catch a glimpse of something she didn't want to see.
The bathroom was pretty big, so far as old bathrooms went. There was plenty of room for someone or something to stand behind her. Several someones. Several somethings.
“Gabe?” she called out.
He answered from the other side of the door. “Right here. Not touching anything. Still covered in mud, so hurry up.”
“I'm going to open the door a little bit, then start my shower, okay? I'm trusting you.”
“I won't peek.”
“You better swear it.”
“Dahl, don't be gross. It'd be like seeing my mom naked.”
“Thanksâ¦?” She tried to shine the word up with a joking smile, so he didn't hear her shaking when she said it. “Okay, here goes.”
She opened the door, far enough that she could slide out sideways without touching it, if she wanted. It gave her a little privacy, but left her an escape route. With that in mind, she stripped down to nothing and leaned over the side of the tub, turning the porcelain knobs to start the water. It came out brown again at first, then cleared up as it warmed.