The Good Son
Authors: Michael Gruber
Also by Michael Gruber
Tropic of Night
Valley of Bones
Night of the Jaguar
The Witch’s Boy
The Book of Air and Shadows
Forgery of Venus
The
Good
Son
The
Good
Son
A NOVEL
Michael Gruber
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The good son : a novel / Michael Gruber.—1st ed
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1. Political kidnapping—Fiction. 2. Pakistani Americans—Pakistan—Fiction
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The Prophet was asked:
Whom should you befriend most?
He replied:
“Your mother. Then your mother
.
Then your mother
.
Then your father.”
S
AYINGS OF THE
P
ROPHET
M
UHAMMAD
The
Good
Son
T
he phone rang at a little before one in the morning and I knew it was my mother. I didn’t even have to look at the number there on the little cell-phone screen, I just said, “Mom.”
Next to me, my not-really-girlfriend, Gloria, heaved over and jammed a pillow on her head and said nasty stuff about people calling in the middle of the night. I ignored this and added, “Anything wrong?”
My mother said, “No, of course not. Why do you always ask that when I call you?”
“Because that’s what people do when they get a call at one
A.M.
You forgot about the time zones again.”
“I didn’t forget. I thought soldiers always rose at dawn.”
“When they’re on duty,” I said, “which I’m not. I’m at Gloria’s place. What’s up?”
“I’m at Heathrow on a plane for Zurich. I’ll be gone for a couple of weeks. Could you tell your father?”
“Why don’t you tell him yourself? I think they still have phone service in the District of Columbia.”
“Please, Theo. If I call him we’ll get into a big argument, and I don’t need that just now.”
“Because you’re going to Zurich for a few weeks? Why should he object to that?”
“Because I’m not going to Zurich. I’m just changing planes there. I’m going to Lahore.”
That stopped me; sweat popped on my arms where they stuck out of the quilt. I said, “Lahore? Mom, you can’t go to Lahore. There’s a fatwa out on you. You can’t go to the Muslim world anymore.”
“Oh, don’t be silly! In any case, I’ll be traveling on my Pakistani passport; no one will bother S. B. Laghari, the Pakistani begum, the professor’s wife, in a proper head scarf. Besides, I’m not going to Iran. It was a Shi’a fatwa anyway. No one is going to pay any attention to it in Pakistan.”
“You know, that’s right,” I said. “Only thirty million Shi’a in Pakistan and the ayatollahs are right next door and Sunnis and Shi’as have been killing each other in Punjab for the last twenty years and there’s a heavily armed Shi’a militant group based in Lahore. . . . Are you fucking
out of your mind
?”
“Please don’t speak to me like that, Theo,” she said, after a pause. “It’s unseemly. I’m your mother.”
I felt my face flush. She was right. The army messes with your manners. I said, “Look, could you just, like, think about this like a rational person? Why don’t I get on a plane, we’ll sit down, we’ll talk—”
“Darling, there’s nothing to talk about. I’m going. I’ll be back before you know it.”
“No, this is
insane
!” I shouted into the tiny perforations. “How can you do stuff like this to me? You’ve always done it and you’re
still
doing it. For God’s sake, I’m wounded! I’m your wounded son. You’re supposed to be here, taking care of me, not going to Lahore.”
This was disgraceful, I knew, pathetic, but it was one of my buttons. Unfortunately, my mother has guilt handles the size of a little girl’s earrings. She said, “Well, if you’ll recall, I did come to your side when you got back. But it was made perfectly clear that I was in the way.”
Not true, although what she meant was that she was not up to much in the nurturing department. My father is the main nurturer in our family, and she knows it and it makes her feel bad.
“I have to go,” my mother said. “They’re closing up the plane. I’ll call you from Lahore. Remember to call Farid.”
I was still trying to talk her out of it when she said a firm good-bye and I was listening to the ether.
I cursed in a couple of languages, and this brought Gloria into full wakefulness. She sat up, rubbed her eyes, and smoothed her long hair away from her face. She said, “That’s the one problem with the cell phone, in my opinion. You bring some bozo home with you and he can talk to other women when he’s actually lying in bed with you. Which one was that?”
“It was my mother, Gloria.”
“That might be even worse. Why does she call you in the middle of the night?”
“She was calling from London. My mother is a famous world traveler who doesn’t get the whole time-zone thing.”
“And this is why you started screaming?”
I told her why.
“So what? She’s a grown-up. Why shouldn’t she go to Lahore? Where
is
Lahore anyway?”
“It’s in the Punjab. In Pakistan.”
“That’s where you’re from.”
“Originally.”
She’d propped herself up on one elbow and she had that look, her pumping-for-information look, on her smooth, tan, flat face, with that hair hanging loose and thick on either side. Maybe you have to grow up in a Muslim country to understand the erotic appeal of long black hair. It still knocked me out to see American women just walk through the streets with their hair hanging down for anybody to see, a little fossil of my upbringing. Especially this kind of hair, Asian hair, thick, glossy, blue-black, although Gloria is a Latina and not from where I’m from.
I said to the look, “It’s a long story.”
“You say that a lot,” she said. “Mr. Mysterious. If you think that makes you more, like, attractive, you’re wrong.”
“You’re delving, Gloria. I thought we were going to keep it simple and shallow.”
“Asking about your
mom
isn’t delving. Delving is who did you go out with and what did you do with them? Or, you know, what you did in the war.”
“You want to know this? It’s interesting to you?”
“Yeah. We have to talk about something. I told you about my folks, my brother, and all that shit, so you tell me about yours. It’s what normal people do. We can’t have sex
all
the time.”
I snaked my hand under the quilt. “We could try,” I said.
She moved her legs to make a space for my hand. “Yes, but tell me: Why can’t she go back to Pakistan?”
“Okay,” I said, and suppressed a sigh. “My mother is Sonia Bailey.”
“Who?”
“She used to be pretty famous back in the seventies. When I was about three she left me in Lahore and traveled through what was then Soviet Central Asia, disguised as a Muslim boy. She wrote a book about it that got a lot of play, especially from the feminists. Then she hung around Lahore for a few more years, and when I was ten she went off again, but this time she went on the haj, the pilgrimage to Mecca.”
“Also as a boy?”
“Yeah, and that was the problem. She polluted the holy places with her transvestism. The Muslim world went crazy. Death sentences got issued.”
“Like that guy, what’s-his-name?”
“Salman Rushdie, but this was way before that.”
“And nobody found out she was a woman?”
“No, not until she wrote a book about it. She’s small and wiry, like me.”
“No tits, huh?”
“Pretty flat. Narrow hips, too. And she had an artificial dick.”
“Seriously?”
“Uh-huh. She had it made in Lahore. She could pee through it, so when the guys saw that, it closed the deal; she was one of the boys.”
“Did she take you along on
that
trip?”
“No, she left me again,” I said and I didn’t want to talk about it anymore then so I got to stroking her in the way she liked, which she’d already told me about. Gloria is good with the details. She lives a very controlled life, and after a few minutes of this she said, “Jump on me, quick,” and I did.
After we finished, she popped immediately out of bed. I always thought women liked to cuddle after—that’s their favorite part, is what I understood—but not Gloria. She was getting ready for her early shift. I heard a shower going for what couldn’t have been more than ninety seconds and got strobelike sightings of brown skin and sensible underwear, and there she was in her pink scrubs with her long hair coiled and pinned into a shining black bun.
She leaned over—a quick kiss—and said, “Toss the key through the mailbox; don’t forget, okay?”
I said I wouldn’t and she was gone in a flash of pink. A minute later I heard the sound of her old beater starting up, and off she rattled.
Gloria is a nurse at Walter Reed Army Medical Center, in the north end of Washington, D.C., where I’m being treated, and she was a soldier too,
once, and is now a civilian employee. She is the child of Mexican immigrants and a big striver, which I am definitely not. I am what they call a lifer; I will probably be in the military my whole life. When your average troop says this, it means twenty-and-out or thirty-and-out, retire on the pension, maybe get another job, and have a pretty nice life—what with the benefits and all—but I will probably get killed, considering what I do, so I will really be in the army my whole life.