Authors: Amanda Carpenter
the door for her. As she hesitated, he told her, a thread of amusement
running through his low voice, 'Tired though you may be, I don't
think I'd trust you as far as I could throw you. If you wouldn't mind,
I'd like your company while I register for a room.'
She grimaced and heard him laugh, and who could blame him? she
thought. I wouldn't trust myself either. Sliding out of her seat, she
stuck her hands into her front pockets and joined him as he went into
the motel's office. Behind the counter was a scruffy little man with a
drooping moustache. He was reading a dogeared Western novel and
looked up uninterestedly as they entered. Mike went forward and
requested a double room for one night, and Dee flushed as the greasy
little man's eyes slid over her with an oily,, insinuating look. But one
glance at the set face of the man in front of him quelled any remark he
might have made, and he sullenly asked for the payment for the room.
Mike gave him some bills, received a key, and then turned away from
the counter, his dark face holding a fleeting look of disgust.
She had been looking at him thoughtfully, her large blue eyes
understanding, and for one moment they were both in perfect accord
as his eyes met hers. He smiled then, wryly, and put a casual hand on
her shoulder as they walked out of the office. 'Sorry about that.'
She was concentrating on her own mixed-up emotions. 'Why?'
'I wish you hadn't had to see that greasy little bug back there,' he said
a little tightly. 'I didn't mean for that to happen.'
'Oh!' she replied, a little fluster and then amused. 'You mean that guy
thinking we were having a one-night stand?'
He gave her one look, a swift piercing glance. 'That's exactly what I
mean. I won't let you have a room of your own, you know.'
'But of course not!' she exclaimed, surprised. 'I would have been
astonished if you had. I certainly didn't expect to.' She heard a low,
masculine laugh, and her brows shot up as she realised that he was
shaking his head and chuckling.
'You amaze me at every turn!' he told her. 'I half expected a tantrum
or perhaps a show of hostility when I caught up with you this time,
but you calmly tell me you hadn't expected anything else. And now
this . . . the things you manage to take into stride! You're something
special, Dee.'
'I like to think so,' she murmured, taken aback at his words of praise.
She then noticed the suitcase he hauled out of the trunk, along with
his own. 'Oh, marvellous! You brought some of my clothes! Thank
you very much.'
'You're welcome,' he replied, still laughing at her. They strolled along
the shadowy sidewalk, looking at room numbers on each door, and
when they came to their room, he stopped, put down the suitcases,
and unlocked the door. She went on ahead of him and turned on a few
light switches while he deposited their suitcases on the two beds
before locking and bolting the door.
She sank on to one bed and asked him interestedly, 'So you really
understood why I drugged you?'
Mike hesitated and then admitted slowly, 'I'm beginning to see your
perspective a bit, yes.'
'That's a handsome thing to admit—and by the way, I do feel awful
about that, really. I'd never done anything like that in my life. And I
think you're taking it amazingly well.'
A strange, slight smile split the hard quality of his features. She felt
something hit her in the region of her stomach and she stared,
obviously. The gleam of his white teeth showed against a naturally
dark complexion tanned to an even darker brown. He dragged a chair
around and relaxed into it, and she was struck anew at his long length
when he stretched out his legs, much like the earlier afternoon.
'Perhaps it's because I sympathise with you more than I should,' he
murmured, and she felt so jolted by that admission, she didn't know
what to say. There was a strange look invading his eyes, making them
cloudy. 'You feel threatened; it's understandable. Besides, as I said
before, if I'm that easy to dupe, then I deserve to be drugged. It'll
teach me a lesson.'
'Never to trust me again, I'll bet!' laughed Dee, her eyes crinkling at
him. She saw his widen briefly before his lids came down to hide
them. 'You know, I have to say I really admire your work. You've
done an excellent job hunting me down. It's nothing short of
incredible how you've managed to unravel my tangled trail.'
'I thank you,' he replied, with a jaunty inclination of his head. 'And I
should return the compliment by saying that I can't remember when
I've felt so challenged. Your brain must be very twisted to come up
with some of the stunts you pulled. That was very clever, hiding away
in the attic to wait for the uproar of your disappearance to go
elsewhere. The one place in the world where no one thought to look.
Well done, indeed!'
She felt a flicker of uneasiness lick at her mind again. This man was
so frighteningly, formidably alert—only one person in a thousand
could have guessed her ruse from that night. And she was pitting her
wits against him. She felt a sudden keen regret that fate had placed
her in opposition with him. She liked and admired him. 'How did you
know I'd camped in the attic?'
'Merely chance. After a few days of checking around the airports and
bus depots, I returned to the scene of departure and went over your
room inch by inch,' he explained, putting a lean fingered hand up to
rub at the back of his neck. 'When I idly pushed on the loose panel of
wood that lay across the hole, I realised I'd hit pay dirt. That was
when I finally began to realise what kind of intelligence I was up
against. Fresh breadcrumbs and a half used gallon jug of water gave
you away, I'm afraid.'
'I'd forgotten about that?' Dee shook her head at her own
forgetfulness. 'Well, it served its purpose at the time.' ..
'Served its purpose quite well, I should think,' retorted Mike, standing
to go over to the phone and picking up the phone book lying beside it.
'I'd been meaning to ask you—were you the smart aleck who called
the press and told them you were missing?'
She gurgled with laughter. 'Yes, I am. It was the only way I could
think of to handicap your movements. Did it work?'
'Infuriatingly. I swore several times that when I caught up with you,
I'd wring your pretty little neck! Would you like some pizza?' he
asked, running a neatly manicured finger down one side of the page
slowly.
'N-not really,' she murmured, feeling very full from her supper. 'I had
quite a bit to eat just a little while ago. I might manage a piece or two.
Are you hungry?'
'Starving,' he told her, 'famished, and otherwise ravenous. I haven't
eaten since early this afternoon, and for some inexplicable reason
seemed to lose my appetite at the truck stop.' His finger stopped for a
moment.
Dee felt just terrible as a pang of guilt shot through her. For the first
time she realised just how much she had upset this man's life,
dragging him all over the country and upsetting his schedule. Her jaw
and eyes hardened at that thought, and she got angry at herself for
getting too sympathetic with someone who was perfectly able to take
care of himself. He had taken the job. It wasn't her fault that he had
galloped all over the place, looking for her. And he probably was well
paid for it, too.
Mike glanced up just then and caught the hardened, bitter look on her
tired face, and his own expression changed. Putting down the phone
book, he crossed his arms in front of his wide chest and kicked one
leg over the other. 'You've just remembered, haven't you?' he
murmured. 'For a few hours you actually forgot that I'm the bad guy
in this situation.'
And suddenly the veneer was stripped away and she was seeing again
the purpose behind all the charm and pleasantness, and a feeling of
anger and, strangely, loss welled up inside her. Being lonely when
one is not alone is a frustrating emotion, and she experienced it as she
stared across the room at the man who was against her at every turn.
'Well?' she asked, flippant and not caring that she was. 'Aren't you?
Just along with all the others who never took the time to ask what
would make me happy, instead of telling me? Pardon me, mister, but
I don't think very highly of your methods!'
A brow cocked at that. He was angry. 'And you're the original "poor
little rich girl", is that it? The usual outcry of the teenager—nobody
understands me! Do you have any idea of the amount of worry and
care and trouble that you've brought to so many people? Do you even
care?'
It had been quite some time since she had thought of herself as an
adolescent, and the suspicion that he thought of her as such hurt
unbearably. She felt a wave of fury so deeply intense that she wasn't
sure she could control it, and she stood, her eyes blazing brilliantly in
her suddenly white face. They looked like jewels, liquid and
sparkling, and the man across the room watched her intently. For a
moment she wasn't sure if she was going to walk up to him and slap
his face hard or walk out of the room, and the struggle for control
seemed to take forever, though in actuality it was only a few
moments. She just looked at him, turned on her heel, and headed for
the bathroom.
Suddenly he was there, grabbing her shoulders and forcing her to turn
around, and this was heaping insult upon injury. Her eyes spat hatred
at him; how could she have considered him someone she could like
and respect? 'Running away seemed to be a habit with you!' he gritted
between his teeth. 'Perhaps it's because you don't want to grow up, is
that it? You can't stand it when things don't go your own way, can
you?'
She thought the top of her head would come off with the pressure of
trying to keep her temper in control, and she said slowly,
measuringly, bitingly, 'I am not, as you so eloquently put it, "running
away" from what you have to say. I merely think it's unimportant and
irrelevant to this topic of conversation.' She paused and drew in a
deep breath, and it sounded ragged even to her own ears. 'I know
more than you could just exactly the extent of worry I caused some
people, and frankly it leaves me unimpressed. I suggest that you keep
both your hands and your meaningless homilies to yourself until you
know the full situation and know just what the hell you're talking
about!' With her two hands stiffened, she swept his off her shoulders,
then left the room with dignity.
Mike stood a long time, just staring after her, in the middle of the
room after she had disappeared.
Dee sank down to the floor in the bathroom, her leg muscles
quivering weakly from reaction. She was appalled to think of the two
of them, apparently rational and calm-tempered people, just blowing
up at each other like they had. Granted, the last few days had been a
bit hectic, but that last tangle had not been at all what a hired private
investigator and a found runaway would normally have had. It was
more—personal than that. It shouldn't have been. They were in
opposition with each other on an issue that should be the sole point of
contention between them, and yet it was pushed to a level beyond
that. He had actually been angry, deeply, emotionally upset at
something just now, and she—well, she had felt somehow betrayed
by his reaction to a situation that he should not be personally involved
in. And the question that she asked herself was, why?
It was all too tangled for her to fathom. Life, nine months ago, had
been much more black and white, the good guys and the bad, the
prison and the escape. And now she was tired and she was lonely, and
she only wanted to live her life in peace. She never wanted to hear
Mike Carridine's name again. And this thought made her very upset,
because she knew it to be a He.
After a time she stirred and reached out a lethargic hand to turn on the
water taps for a bath. Steaming hot water gushed out and she stripped
eagerly. She was aching, and a soak in the tub would do her good. She
sank into the painfully warm wetness with many sighs and upstarts
from the heat. Then, as her body adjusted to the temperature, she
leaned back and closed her eyes. Some time later, she sudsed busily
and rinsed herself, and as she rose out of the tub, she realised that she
didn't have any clean clothes with her. She hated to get dressed just to
get her nightshirt, just to come back and change again, so she called
out, 'Mike? Mike?'
Footsteps sounded just outside the door and his voice wafted through