Authors: Amanda Carpenter
Carridine, but when she darted her head around for a quick look
behind her, she saw that he was quite definitely gaining on her.
There was nothing else for it. She bent her head, clenched her hands
into fists, and burst into a quick- footed, agile sprint that made her
previous pace look as if she'd been standing still. People turned,
looked and pointed at the two running through the airport and any
other time Dee might have been embarrassed, but at the moment she
had something else on her mind. And she could run. She regulated her
breathing, concentrated on nothing but the rhythm of her speed and
the path before her, and ran as if she were racing the hundred- yard
dash, putting everything she had into it. Just in front of her a worker
pushed a cart of luggage right into her way and, being too close to
slow down and stop or to try and avoid it, she merely increased her
speed, lengthened her stride, and picked up her feet at the appropriate
moment. She sailed right over. Then she swerved abruptly to her left,
ran through the double glass doors, and picked up her speed again
until she was running at maximum strength.
After a moment she risked a quick glance behind her to see if she had
by any chance lost Carridine when she had ducked out of the door,
and she saw him, even closer this time and still determinedly
sprinting after her. She turned, her breath coming in huge, controlled
gasps, and stubbornly fixed her mind on running still faster, then she
reached down inside her somewhere, called for a little more speed, a
little more energy, and her body gave it to her. She actually increased
her speed, still sprinting full out and punishing her body dreadfully as
she pelted down the sidewalk. It was more than a quarter of a mile
now, easily, from the airport.
She couldn't believe it. She was a daily jogger, in excellent shape, and
she was a talented runner. She could race at high speeds for incredible
distances, and few men could even keep up with her, and yet he was
actually gaining on her! That man was good. The only thing she could
hope for, short of a twisted ankle, was that 'he would burn himself out
before she in such a bruising sprint. Most short-distance runners
could pick up incredible speed, but they tended to burn out quickly.
They couldn't keep the pace up. She could only hope that he was not
in as good condition as she was.
She could hear the footsteps pelting on the sidewalk behind her and
somehow, teeth gritted and face grimacing, she managed to step her
pace again, slightly. Her breath was coming in great starving gasps,
and with every heave red-hot molten fire bolted through her lungs.
Her blood pumped painfully at her temples, and at the back of her
eyes. Piercing throbs were shooting through her head as her body
protested against this punishment, and she wondered, as she heard the
closing footsteps and Mike's harsh, laboured breathing just behind
her, which would break first, her body or her mind.
And just then something was flung like a bolas around her two slim
legs, and she came down heavily on the sidewalk, the breath knocked
cruelly out of her. She doubled up, gasping for air, her arms wrapped
around her sides, and Carridine let go of her legs to lie beside her,
panting as heavily as she, his lips pulled back to reveal white, gritted
teeth. He pulled himself to his knees, wide chest heaving, and rested a
moment.
'Damn, you're fast!' she heard him say, shaking his head and drawing
one hand across his brow. His dark hair was windblown and tangled,
she saw, and one shaking hand went to her own. Her eyes had slewed
to him when he spoke, but she was still fighting too hard to get her
breath back to respond. 'But you weren't good enough, sweetheart.
All the same, it was a hell of a try.' He stood and reached down a big,
supportive hand, and she crouched for a moment, just looking her
fury and hate at him. He merely looked indifferent, and she slowly
reached out and grasped his hand with her own.
He gave a great heave and helped her to her feet and, with a sudden
swiftness that was like a striking adder, belying the bruising and
exhausting race she'd just run, Dee came out of her crouch with the
full force of her moving body and the power of her rage, and planted a
crippling right hook hard on Carridine's jaw.
SUDDENLY horrified, she watched his head snap back with the force
of her blow, and he took an involuntary step backwards, for balance.
Then, his head coming down and his jewel-green eyes leaping with
fury, he jerked out his right foot and knocked her legs out from under
her. Dee went down like a sack of potatoes, hard on her hip, landing
with a panting grunt.
They were both totally oblivious to the passers by who were watching
avidly, curiously, staring and pointing. Dee curled up on herself on
the sidewalk, wincing from the pain of her fall and rubbing at her
bruised hip. She just went inward into her misery, anger and outrage,
and, yes, fear. She didn't try to get up or move; she just sat on the
pavement with her head bent and cried.
Somewhere above her head she heard an impatient- sounding, gusty
sigh, then two gentle hands came under her arms and lifted her right
up off the sidewalk and deposited her on her feet. Then, as she
refused to look up from under her curtaining fall of bright hair, she
felt a strong, heavy arm circle her slender shoulders and steer her
around the way they had come. They walked this way for the half a
mile or so back to the airport's parking lot, in silence, close together.
Dee didn't really know why she didn't object to his arm around her,
especially when he was definitely the enemy in her eyes, and a great
personal threat to her way of life. All she knew was that her defiance
and anger had crumbled and she was succumbing to the need for
personal support and human contact, something she had been denied
for too long.
Back by his dark green sedan car, Carridine asked her suddenly, the
sound making her jump, 'I saw you by the storage lockers. Were you
putting something in one that you'd like to retrieve before we go?'
She nodded, keeping her face averted. They then walked inside and
she got her knapsack, doing her best to ignore the stares of people.
They left, and as she climbed silently into his car, he asked her
quietly, 'Would you like to go back to your apartment? It's a little late
in the day to do much of anything else, I'm afraid.'
She nodded again, biting her lip and staring out her window. There
was a moment of stillness, and she could feel his regard, but she still
couldn't turn to look at him. She was too afraid that she'd burst into
tears again, and she didn't want to feel humiliated any more than she
already did. Finally he started the car and eased out of his parking
space, and she found the courage to speak. 'I lost my temper. I'm sorry
for hitting you.'
She nearly jumped out of her skin when a firm hand came down on
her jeans-clad knee, squeezing briefly before returning to the steering
wheel. 'I don't blame you, child,' he replied mildly. 'I would have felt
like doing the same, I guess. I'm sorry for knocking you down. Are
we even?'
Dee stole a quick look at his profile as he turned out on to a street, and
though his brows were lowered, he was smiling slightly as he cast her
a sidelong glance. Then memory returned and realisation hit her, and
she withdrew to her side of the car, as far as she could go, saying
tightly, 'Not quite.'
His smile disappeared and his expression became remote. He nodded
curtly and commented. 'Fair enough.' And for the rest of the drive
back to her apartment, he concentrated frowningly on the road.
They managed to miss Mrs Gordon as they went up the stairs to her
tiny apartment, and after entering, Deeturned and asked him politely,
'Would you like to have supper now? I was planning on having
hamburgers tonight and I'm afraid ground beef is the only meat I have
unfrozen. We could have meat loaf, if that would suit you better.' Her
blue eyes as she looked at him were expressionless, blank. She was
doing her hardest to keep her expression schooled into that blankness,
because inside she was still teeming with waves of rage and
resentment at this man who had the power to upset her life so
completely. She wouldn't let him see it, though. She'd already shown
too much. Her eyes travelled to his left jawline, as she thought of her
blow, and she was inwardly satisfied to see that there was a slight
mark there.
Mike was leaning against the doorpost, his green gaze narrowed on
her face, his brows lowered as if in puzzlement. 'Hamburgers would
be fine,' he said slowly, considering her closely. 'But if you would
prefer, we could go out to eat. There's no need for you to cook
something here, if you'd rather not.'
Her expression never changed. She just regarded him as
emotionlessly as if he were the refrigerator, and said, 'I'd rather not
eat out, thank you. Not only do I get my fill of restaurants at work, but
I really don't have the money to spend.' She turned around and pulled
out the meat, pleased with her slight dig at him.
She couldn't see his face, but she could tell from his tone of voice that
he was displeased with what she had said as he replied briefly, 'I
would of course pay for your meal, since it was my invitation.'
The' anger inside her flickered up again, and she turned to stare at him
coldly. 'And would you mark it down as expenses? But of course you
would, and eventually it would be my money that would pay for my
meal, wouldn't it? It's ironic, isn't it, that my money is paying your
fees to find me, when it's the last thing in the world I personally
want?'
His face tightened into a dark anger, but he obviously made an effort
to control himself as he said quietly, 'But it's your aunt and uncle who
are paying my wages, not you, so I believe this conversation is
irrelevant.' And his expression was cold, repelling, but something
hurt and angry inside of her made her retaliate.
'My dear sir,' she drawled nastily, her eyes supremely bitter, 'who the
hell do you think supports my aunt and uncle? Good old Howard
hasn't worked in at least five years.'
He had begun to turn away, but at that he swivelled sharply back, his
face wearing a look of frowning disbelief. 'Do you mean to tell me
that your money is supporting your guardians?'
Her insolent pose dropped suddenly and her eyes fell away as she
turned back to the hamburger and the stove. She reached out an
absent hand and switched on a burner, her head bowed and shoulders
hunched. She had no idea how young and vulnerable she looked at
that moment, as if the cares of the world were residing on her
shoulders alone. He stared at her as if he couldn't look away. 'They're
living in my house,' she said simply, as if that explained everything. 'I
used to love that big old lovely home.' Her eyes stared unseeingly at
the drab wallpaper behind the stove as her nimble fingers shaped a
meat patty. She shook herself briefly, and glanced at him leaning
down against the cracked sink. He was very near, with his shoulder
nearly touching hers, and his arms were folded across his chest. He
was regarding her intently and she saw concern again.
Her eyes went carefully blank and her lips smiled. 'Would you like
one hamburger or two?' she asked him politely.
'Two, please. Dee, didn't you have anyone to talk to, back home, to go
to for help? Wasn't there anyone you could have turned to, instead of
running away?'
Her mouth twisted and it was an ugly sight. 'Do you want to watch the
evening news? I think it's time, if you would turn on the television.'
She didn't look at him, slamming that door she had so briefly opened
with everything inside her. 'I like to listen to it while I fix my supper.'
Silence, no movement. Then a strangely weary sigh. 'The news would
be nice. Perhaps after supper we could --'
She said with a chatty deliberation, Interrupting whatever he'd been
ready to suggest, 'There's a good movie on tonight and I've been
wanting to see it. I missed it at the movie theatres. We can watch it,
since we aren't leaving tonight after all.' She flipped the grilling
burgers deftly, then she put vegetables on to cook. 'Where in the
world are you going to sleep? I don't suppose you would trust me to
stay quietly in my bed tonight?'
'No,' she was assured with a hard amusement. 'That's the last thing I'd
expect from you. I'll just bunk down on the floor by the bed, I think.