The Liars' Gospel

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THIS WAS HOW
it happened.

It is important to quiet the lamb, that is the first thing. A young man, learning the skills of priesthood, sometimes approaches
the task with brutality. But it must be done softly, even lovingly. Lambs are trusting creatures. Touch it on the forehead
just above the spot between the eyes. Breathe slowly and evenly, close enough to the creature to inhale the meaty scent of
wool. It will know if you are nervous. Hold yourself steady. Whisper the sacred words. Grasp the knife as you have practiced.
Plunge the blade into the neck swiftly, just below the jaw. There must be no pausing. The knife must be sharp enough that
almost no pressure is needed. Move it down evenly and quickly, severing the tendons and nerves as the blood begins to flow
and the lamb’s muscles spasm. Withdraw. The entire motion should take less than the time of one in-breath.

Hold the lamb so that the blood gushes down, that it may be caught in the sacred cup. There is a great deal of blood; the
life is in the blood. It is appropriate at this point to meditate on the blood in your own body, on how quickly and easily
it could be released, on how one day it will cease to flow. Sacrifice is a meditation on vulnerability. Your blood is no redder
than this creature’s. Your skin is no tougher. Your understanding of the events which will lead to your own death is probably
no greater than this lamb’s comprehension.

The smell of it is strong: iron and salt and sharpness. A priest catches the blood in the cup. The cup becomes full. The priest
scatters the blood, spatters it to the four corners of the altar. The smell increases. The lamb stops twitching. The last
traces of life are gone from it. This is how quickly it happens. When the blood is drained, slice open the skin and pull it
from the carcass. Now the creature is meat. Every living being is meat for another. Do you think that the mosquito—one of
the smallest of God’s creatures—looks on us as anything other than food? Worms will one day devour you—do you imagine they
will notice your intellect, your kindness, your riches, your beauty? Everything is eaten by some other thing. Do not think
that because you have knives of bronze you are more than this lamb. All of us are lambs before the Almighty.

Remove the sacred organs from the flesh. Pull them, separating and cutting the sinews which hold them in place. Moments ago,
they had purpose: like each man in the Temple, they had their functions to perform. Now they are objects to be burned in the
holy fires. Take care not to pierce the bowel—the stench will be appalling. This is no ritual of the spirit, it is a matter
of the body. Remember that your bowel too contains feces, that the woman whom you most desire in all the world is, at this
moment as at all others, full of mucus and feces. Be humble. Remove the forbidden fats which may not be eaten: the sheet of
fat across the abdomen, the fat of the kidneys.

Place the organs and the forbidden fats into the fire of the altar. As they burn, offer up praises to the Almighty, who has
given us this holy duty, who has given us the wit to understand His works, who has placed us above the beasts in knowledge
and in wisdom. As the fats burn, their outer membranes blackening, the soft white matter liquefying and dripping down among
the burning branches, the smell will be sweet and delicious. These are the sweet savors for the Lord. Your mouth will begin
to salivate, your stomach, if you have not eaten for some time, may begin to growl. You are not an angel, a disembodied spirit
without desire. You are a body, like this lamb. You want to eat this flesh. You are a soul also, the more to praise your Creator.
Remember what you are. Give thanks. When the fats and organs are consumed, the animal’s carcass may be removed. It will be
cooked for you and your fellow priests. Thus you will share the meal with God.

This is the daily sacrifice. Every day, twice a day, morning and evening, a year-old lamb, healthy and without blemish. Every
time, it is a sacred thing. Every time, the animal is slain for the glory of God, not for the mere satisfaction of our hungers.
Every time, as the life bleeds out, the priest should look, and notice, and give thanks for the animal whose life has returned
to its Creator and whose flesh provides sweet savors for the Lord and nourishment for His servants.

They knew it would be that day. It is impossible to follow the fortunes of a battle closely without knowing when they are
reaching their conclusion. Especially when that battle concerns the city in which you live.

They had fought off the army as long as they were able. They had the advantage, to begin with: the walls were high, the ramparts
thick. As the army worked below, filling the ravine with boulders and felled trees, they hurled down rocks and arrows upon
them. They worked in shifts, night and day, pulling the matter out of the moat by the cellar doors as quickly as it was placed
there. They struggled. But they were undone by God.

The Lord commanded them to rest on the holy Sabbath. On this day, the besieging enemy was able to gain ground. Week by week,
Sabbath by Sabbath, cubit by cubit, the ravine was filled in. They worked double time, but it was not enough. The invading
army worked harder. They saw that soon the ravine would be so full of debris that a platform could be erected on it, that
ladders could be raised and battering rams employed.

On the day that the platforms went down, they knew the end was coming. They were not afraid: fear would be a long time coming
still, they had not yet seen starvation leading to cannibalism, to murder, to infanticide. Instead of fear, they were angry.
They occupied a land between the river and the sea; it was a necessary foothold for anyone hoping to hold this region. They
happened to stand in the way. It seemed wrong to them that the world should operate in such a manner. They raised angry cries
to the Lord.

In the Temple, the High Priest heard the battering ram pounding on the city wall night and day now. Each resounding bang did
little damage by itself. A small amount of dust, perhaps a tiny shift in one of the stones. Accumulating, night and day, those
cedars twice as thick as the arm span of a man would destroy the wall. The people could see the stones being bowed inward.

It was just before dawn when the first stone fell. It was towards the base of the wall, not quite at the bottom, and in the
glittering early morning light the motes of dust around it seemed to shimmer as it tumbled, as it crashed to the ground. When
it fell, there was a silence in the city. Outside, the soldiers whooped and shouted and redoubled their efforts. But for a
moment, inside the city, there was only an astonished horror. They had known it must come and yet had not believed it until
they saw. The impregnable wall was breached. Then there were cries. Bring men, bring fire, bring swords, keep the invaders
back!

Inside the Temple, the young priests ran towards their master, crying out what they had heard. The High Priest watched them
run, their robes flapping, their feet slipping on the blood-slick floor. He knew what they had come to tell him. Everyone
in the city knew what it meant that the great banging had ceased. Were the sacrifices needed less now? Did the people no longer
need to be brought close to God, to understand the shortness of their own lives?

He listened to their breathless words. One pleaded with him to leave the Temple. Another demanded that all the able-bodied
young priests should take arms. A third suggested that they go out to meet the conqueror with a show of welcome. The conqueror
was coming, he repeated, he was making for the Temple.

The High Priest said to them, “Two lambs, without blemish. One in the morning, one at dusk. Together with a grain offering
of fine flour mixed with oil. This is the burnt offering instituted at Sinai. An offering to the Lord.”

They became quiet. But, protested one, the conqueror is coming, he approaches. The others silenced him, stiffening their spines
and pulling their robes around them. They hurried to their duties, their hands and legs knowing the ritual even as their minds
blew here and there. This one began to burn the incense, that one to clean the ashes, those began to lay fresh wood.

As the sun rose above the horizon, they slew the lamb. They scattered its blood. Some of the priests were silently weeping.
They could all hear the shouting outside the gates of the Temple. They continued nonetheless to separate the organs, the sacred
forbidden fat. They heard the foot beat of the army, that terrible consolidated crunch of one hundred right feet going down
in unison. The lie of uniformity. As if they could become one creature. As if each of them, like this lamb, would not be utterly
alone at the moment of death. No one else will save you from your own death, that is certain.

They burned the sacred portions of flesh. The High Priest felt his stomach growl as he inhaled the sweet scent of meat, because
even now he was still just a man. The noise had ceased outside the Temple. The great gates were opening. Either there was
no one left to defend them or they had surrendered in the face of insurmountable numbers. Well, they would find out for themselves
soon enough. They began to prepare the wheat-meal offering, singing the psalm of the day. They brought the flour cake from
its store. They anointed it with oil and frankincense.

And it was as they were preparing this offering that the conqueror, together with his troops, entered the Temple.

The matter was dealt with swiftly. The soldiers poured into the inner courtyard, shouting words in their own language, issuing
and obeying commands at a run. They did not pause, even at the sight of the holy rituals. One or two of the priests attempted
to run and were cut down. The High Priest was pleased to note that most of the younger men simply continued with their duties:
burning the incense, fanning the flames, pouring the libations of wine. And if their arms trembled or their heads jerked or
their mouths cried out when a sword ran them through, would not God in His infinite mercy forgive it?

The Romans swept through the sanctuary so quickly that they themselves seemed surprised, even alarmed, at how easily the thing
had been done. They glanced at each other. The city had been a fortress, well defended. Was its heart to be taken without
resistance? They looked around. The only man left alive was the High Priest; they had spared him to speak to their leader,
the commander who was even now arriving.

The High Priest had expected a larger man, a brute with muscles of iron and a towering height. And a young man, why had he
expected that? Perhaps because his way of making war had been so energetic. Pompey was forty-five, with a rather vague air,
the lines on his forehead suggesting eyebrows constantly raised. He might have been powerfully muscular once, but he had run
a little too fat now. He wore not the armor of battle but the toga of state, as if about to attend a meeting in the Senate.

His centurion addressed the High Priest.

“Pompey, commander of the Eastern legions and the Euxine fleet, triumphant conqueror of Hispania, consul of Rome, first man
of the Roman Empire, primus inter pares, bids you…”

The centurion continued to speak. The High Priest looked at the meal cake in his hand. Flour, oil, water, baked to a fine
flat bread. He crumbled the soft cake and placed it in the fire as was his duty. The flames flickered green and blue. He watched
the cake burn.

The centurion, angry to receive no response, grabbed the High Priest’s arm roughly, seemed about to strike him, when a single
word from Pompey stopped him.

Pompey motioned his men to lower their weapons. Together, they watched the meal cake burn, as flour cakes and lambs and oxen
burned on the altars of Rome to their own many gods. The stone floor was thick with the blood of the slain, the bodies still
warm. The sweet scent of the smoldering oil and flour traced a thread of delicious aroma through the iron stench of blood.
The cake was entirely consumed. Pompey uttered a word. The centurion drew his sword, grabbed the priest’s chin, pulling it
up and back, and slit the man’s throat.

This had been the last offering made by a free man in the Temple.

Pompey was not an ungenerous man. His Hebrew spies informed him that it was a grave offense among the Jews for an outsider
to enter the holy inner sanctuary. This prohibition could not, of course, be adhered to, but nonetheless he made his survey
of the Temple with courtesy, examining the objects and having his scribe record them.

How many talents of gold?

Two thousand.

What golden vessels?

The lampstand, the lamps, the table, the cups.

Spices?

Yes, great chests of them, a prince’s ransom.

Because he was impressed by the people whom he had conquered, because he had no wish to humiliate them further, he allowed
them to keep these sacred treasures. And because he wished the people to feel the magnanimity of Rome as well as its power,
he summoned the other priests, those who had not had the duty to attend the Temple that day, and bade them clean the inner
courtyard of the blood and bodies of their friends and to begin the services once more. In this he was an astonishingly charitable
conqueror.

The position of High Priest, of course, was a powerful one which could not simply be given to the next man in seniority. Pompey
put his friend in that place, a Jewish prince who had been most cooperative during the siege and whose men had fought for
Rome. It was a fitting gift for a loyal ally. This business concluded, Pompey left a garrison at Jerusalem and headed back
to Rome in triumph.

This was how it happened. And everything that came afterwards followed from this.