Authors: Dan Poblocki
greeted him, loudly. Timothy bent down to say
hel o, but the dog backed away into the
apartment’s foyer. “Just ignore her. She thinks
she runs the place,” said Abigail, glancing at the
dog. “Don’t you, lit le queen?” Hepzibah
listened for a second, then began barking again.
Abigail rol ed her eyes. “You don’t have to
stand in the hal way,” she said to Timothy. “She
won’t bite.”
“Oh, that’s not what I’m afraid of.”
Abigail raised an eyebrow. “What are you
afraid of, then?”
Timothy felt his face ush. He stammered,
“Th-that came out wrong. I meant … I’m not
“Th-that came out wrong. I meant … I’m not
afraid of your dog. That’s al .” He came through
the door. “Hepzibah? Strange name. Where’d
you come up with it?”
“I didn’t come up with it. My grandmother
loves Nathaniel Hawthorne. Hepzibah’s a
character in one of his books,” Abigail said. The
dog sni ed Timothy’s cu . He stuck out his
palm. Hepzibah considered him, then gave
several soft kisses. “See? She likes you.”
“Good. I like her too.” Looking around,
Timothy felt smal . “Cool place. It’s huge.”
Across the foyer, a wide arched entry opened
into a sprawling living room fil ed with antique
furniture. Outside, through paneled French
doors, was an enormous roof patio. Several of
the spires from the col ege were visible beyond
the railing, and beyond those were the river
and then the hil s of Rhode Island. Through a
smal er doorway in the foyer, a long hal way
stretched into darkness.
“Yeah, I guess it’s okay,” said Abigail.
“You don’t like it?”
“You don’t like it?”
“Well, I didn’t ask to live here.” Suddenly,
she looked at him, her eyes wide. “Oh my God,
I probably sound like such a lit le brat. I’m
sorry.”
“No, you don’t.”
“My grandmother is real y lucky to have this
place. And I’m real y lucky to be able to stay
until … wel , for now. It’s just that at night … it
can get a lit le … creepy.”
“Creepy how?” said Timothy, suddenly
noticing the many shadows in the numerous
corners.
“Here,” said Abigail, leading him into the
dining room, changing the subject. “You can
put your stu down. I’ve already got en started
in the kitchen.”
“Started with what?”
She turned to look at him. With an
embarrassed smile, she said, “You’l see.”
Timothy dropped his coat and bag on a chair
at the end of the dining table, then fol owed
at the end of the dining table, then fol owed
Abigail through a series of doors to a narrow,
clut ered kitchen. The countertop was scat ered
with a number of plastic bot les, and on the
stove sat a smal cardboard box. On the cover, a
woman smiled as she ran her hands through
her black hair. The words COLOR ME WILD—
RAVEN SILK leapt out in white text underneath
the woman’s shapely chin.
“You’re going to dye your hair black?”
“Nope,” said Abigail, snatching the box from
the stove-top and handing it to him. “You’re
going to do it for me.”
Hepzibah came around the corner from the
direction of the dining room. She sat in the
doorway and looked at him, as if prepared to
watch the show.
“You want me to dye your hair?” asked
Timothy, appal ed.
“You don’t need to be good.” She sighed and
rol ed her eyes. “I just need an extra pair of
hands to get the back, but the box only comes
with one pair of gloves, so you might as wel
with one pair of gloves, so you might as wel
just do the whole thing. You don’t real y mind,
do you?”
Timothy thought about that. After everything
that he’d been through that week, helping his
new friend dye her hair shouldn’t be a big deal.
His new friend? Was that what they were
now?
“Okay,” said Timothy softly.
“Great.” Abigail reached into the open box
and pul ed out a pair of plastic gloves. “See if
these fit. I’l start mixing.”
Hepzibah fol owed as they set themselves up
at the long dining room table. Abigail spread
out some old newspapers underneath their
supplies, then sat in one of the high-backed
chairs. Grabbing the plastic bot le, which
Abigail had l ed with pungent-smel ing
chemicals, Timothy squeezed a lavender-
colored gel onto her head.
“Ooh, it feels gross!” she said.
“Sorry,” said Timothy.
“Sorry,” said Timothy.
He remembered the reason he’d come here:
to talk to Abigail about her grandmother. But
he stil didn’t know how to tel his story.
“Why did you want to do this anyway?” he
said instead.
“I guess I just want to be someone else for a
change. I’m cut ing it al of next.”
“Real y? Al of it? Like a crew cut?”
“Nah, sort of, like … ear length. I’ve got the
scissors in the bathroom.” She glanced up at
him. “Make sure you get it al even. Then just
start combing it through.”
Even through the gloves, the gel was squishy.
“Is it just you and your grandmother here?” he
asked.
“No. I came with my mom from New Jersey
when Gramma fel again last month. Mom
thinks she’s get ing sick. I just think she’s
get ing old and doesn’t want to admit it. She
says to my mom, ‘If I’m sick, you’re sick.’”
“Is your mother sick?”
“Is your mother sick?”
“Not in the conventional sense of the word.”
Abigail suddenly burst out laughing. “My
mother su ers from a disorder cal ed
Freakazoidism.”
Despite al the talk of il ness, or perhaps
because of it, Timothy couldn’t hold back his
own laughter. “So do my parents!” he said.
“Yeah,” said Abigail. “My mom left my dad
… like, left-left him, and didn’t tel me, and
thought I wouldn’t notice that they weren’t
living together anymore, you know? In the
same state?”
“But I thought you came here to help your
grandmother.”
Abigail raised her eyebrows and shook her
head. “There’s always an ulterior motive with
my mom. She real y just needed a place to go.
Voilà—New Starkham, here we come!”
“Wow,” said Timothy. “That’s harsh.”
“That’s the truth. The funniest thing is that
she thinks she has me fooled, that I’m just so
young and gul ible.” She sni ed. “So why are
young and gul ible.” She sni ed. “So why are
your parents freaks?”
“They’re not freaks, exactly. They just don’t
real y seem to know how to talk to me.”
Abigail didn’t say anything. Before he knew it,
he blurted out, “My brother’s unit was at acked
overseas. He got hurt. Bad. They’re keeping
him in a coma, I think to protect his brain.”
Abigail shuddered and brought her hand to
her mouth. “He’s in the—what, the army?” she
asked. Timothy nodded. She grabbed his hand,
and he flinched. “I’m so sorry … I had no idea.”
“No—it’s—” Timothy stammered. “Nobody
did. That’s the thing … My parents didn’t want
me to tel anyone.”
“Why not? It’s public information anyway.
Isn’t it?”
“I don’t know. I think they felt ashamed. Like
his injury is their fault. They don’t want their
friends to blame them.”
“That alone is ridiculous, but what on earth
does that have to do with you?”
does that have to do with you?”
“What do you mean?”
“Haven’t they thought that you might want
to, I dunno, talk about it with someone?”
Timothy shook his head. “Guess not.”
“I mean, ever since I moved here, al I’ve
wanted to do is talk to my cousins back in
Jersey about everything that’s happening. It’s
good that they listen on the phone, you know,
about Gramma, and Mom and Dad, but stil ,
there are things I feel like I can’t tel anyone …
not even them … and it’s kinda driving me
crazy.” Abigail blinked, as if she expected him
to ponder that last statement. “So I sort of
know what you’ve been going through.”
“Thanks,” said Timothy, secretly wondering
what it was that she couldn’t tel anyone.
Would she tel him now?
“So where is your brother?”
Guess not. “He’s in a military hospital
somewhere in Germany. He’s been … critical
for a while now. They say they’l send him
home when he’s healthy enough to travel, even
home when he’s healthy enough to travel, even
if he is unconscious,” said Timothy. Abigail was
staring at him again. Her head was slick with
purple goo. She looked funny. He smiled. After
a few seconds, he realized that he’d actual y
nal y told someone about his brother. It had
been easier than he thought it would be. “So …
what is it that you can’t tel anyone?”
Abigail glanced at the oor, her mouth
pursed. She actual y looked like she was
considering the answer, but then said, “Never
mind. It’s not important.”
17.
After they cleaned up, Abigail put on a plastic
bathing cap and led Timothy down the long
hal way to a smal room. The dark purple
wal s were entirely covered with black-and-
white photographs in black wooden frames.
“My grandmother was a photographer for a
local newspaper. Sometimes she wrote, but
mostly she just took pictures.” She pointed at
one picture that looked like owers of light,
blossoming in the night sky. “The Fourth of
July. Cool, huh?”
Timothy nodded.
Against the far wal was a twin-sized brass
trundle bed. They plopped down on the
mat ress, giggling at the way she looked.
Hepzibah leapt onto the bed too, circled a
smal spot in the corner several times, then lay
down.
down.
“Do you want to listen to some music?” said
Abigail. In the corner of the room was a low
bookcase, on top of which sat an old record
player. The shelves below it contained vinyl
records.
“Okay.”
“They belonged to my grandfather before he
died. Gramma said I could have ’em. Pick out
whatever you want,” said Abigail. “We’ve got a
half hour before rinse time.”
Timothy slid o the bed. Abigail fol owed.
The record jackets were old and dusty. They’d
been arranged in alphabetical order. Lots of
country music. Not his favorite—but some of
the covers looked interesting. He plucked a
record from the shelf. “Gun ghter Bal ads,”
Timothy read. “Cool title.” He handed it to
Abigail. She slipped the disk from its envelope,
placed it on the turntable, then lifted the
needle. A dark melody began to play.
“So,” said Abigail, sit ing down on the bed
again. “Now you know that my grandmother
again. “Now you know that my grandmother
was a photographer. What else did you want to
know?”
“It’s not that simple,” he said. She stared at
him, curious. “I mean … I need to tel you
something rst. But I don’t know where to
start.”
Abigail set led against the wal and folded
her hands in her lap, as if preparing for a
bedtime story. “It’s always best to start at the
beginning.”
By the time the needle reached the center of
the record, Timothy had said everything he’d
meant to say. The book, the names, the author.
The locker room. Stuart’s monster. For the most