The Submission Sessions (9 page)

His
fingers grazed the edge of her lips, and Kerri turned her head to suck one into
her mouth, swirling her tongue around the tip. If she got her wish, he'd let
her do the same thing to his cock before too long.
 
He pulled his hand away and leaned over her,
close enough to kiss her but not allowing their lips to meet. Kerri surged
upwards, almost succeeding in finding his mouth until he jerked away from her.
His husky laugh fired her blood, and she tried again, groaning in frustration before
realizing he had no intention of letting her set the rules. She lay back on the
pillows and waited to see what he would do.

Sebastian
came closer, but still he didn't kiss her. He traced the outline of her mouth
with his tongue, dipping in and out of her parted lips before she could get a
taste of him. When the fabric of his shirt brushed against her shoulder Kerri
realized that the tip of his tongue was her only contact with him. If he could
make her shake and groan just from touching her lips, God only knew what she'd
be like by the time he finished with her. She couldn't wait to find out.

His
hand slipped under her head, lifting it from the pillows, bringing her face up
towards him. A hand knotted in her hair as the gentle caress stopped, and his tongue
surged into her open mouth, his lips crushing against hers in a kiss she was
powerless to escape or control.

When he pulled away just as suddenly, allowing her
weight to drop back down to the bed without warning, Kerri's head spun.
The
expression on his face and the hard bulge she could see in his pants now he'd
come closer made her dizzy with anticipation.

He
moved to unbutton his shirt and remove the rest of his clothing, but Kerri
begged him to keep it on. The crisp white shirt and formal pants made him look
authoritarian and powerful. Lying beneath him, naked and trembling with need
for him, with her hot, wet pussy exposed to his gaze, made her feel deliciously
vulnerable.
 
He could do whatever he
wanted to her, and she could hardly wait to find out exactly what that was.

Sebastian
trailed a finger down over her neck, past her collarbones and around the dark
areolas of each nipple, deliberately avoiding the aching peaks, and he chuckled
again as he watched her squirm to try to make him touch her there. His hand
flattened out as his palm glided over her abdomen, and just when she thought he
would curl his fingers over her mound and cup the flesh that was crying out for
his touch, he pulled away, leaving her writhing in frustration and groaning
with need.
 
He grabbed the bottle of lube
and the small vibrator she'd left out on the nightstand and slipped them into
his pocket without using them.

When
he walked from the room, she wanted to cry out to him, but he returned almost
instantly, carrying a towel, with his shirt sleeves rolled up to the elbow. He
spread it underneath her legs, tucking the edges under the cheeks of her ass,
then
reached down to untie her ankles.

When
he stood upright again, looking down at her with that same, totally hot but
unreadable expression on his face, she wondered why he still wasn't touching
her yet. If he wanted her to beg, she would, without shame or embarrassment,
but fear that he might deprive her for longer if she did, made her hold her
tongue. Her silence was rewarded when a sudden, gentle probing at the entrance
to her pussy was the only warning she got before he plunged his fingers deep
inside her.
 
Kerri's hips surged from the
bed, and she thrust her body forward, trying to take more of him in.

She
closed her eyes as her body went into a series of spasms that would surely lead
to an orgasm if he kept fucking her with his hand for very much longer. Kerri
craved the climax even as she tried to hold it at bay, not wanting the
incredible feelings to end too soon.

The
mattress sank on Sebastian's side of the bed, and she opened her eyes as he
took his hand away to see him kneeling beside her. The thought of his hot mouth
on her clit took her closer to the edge, but he didn't do as she expected. A
gentle buzzing sound filled the air, and she shuddered at the thought of what
he might do to her with the vibrator. His hand closed around her leg as he ran
the dildo over the skin of her thighs, skimming around the entrance to her
pussy and then sinking lower, to tease the tight knot of her ass. Kerri groaned
with anticipation, unable to care that she'd inadvertently told him where she
wanted him to put it.

The
cold shock of lube against her ass caught her by surprise, but that emotion was
quickly replaced by one of intense pleasure. Sebastian pushed the vibrator into
her, easing it back and forth, going deeper each time, until it was firmly
seated inside her. Kerri felt the sensations right through her groin, and she
clenched her muscles around it, greedy for more. Sebastian slid his fingers
into her pussy again. His new position changed the angle of his thrusts, and he
began to fuck her fast and hard, pressing against the front wall of her vagina,
and stimulating a part of her body she'd never realized could be so sensitive.

The
walls of her pussy contracted in a sudden, almost violent motion that made
every muscle in her body go rigid. The breath stilled in her throat as the
feeling intensified, and then it broke, sending her crashing down into a
shuddering climax that seemed to go on forever.
 

When
she was capable of coherent thought again, many minutes later, Kerri noticed a
warm, wet sensation all over the inside of her thighs. She realized then what
the towel had been for. Sebastian used it to dry her off as he pulled the vibrator
out of her and, even though his touch was gentle, Kerri was still so sensitive
that she jerked every time the soft fabric came into contact with her
groin.
 
Sebastian wrapped everything in
the towel and threw it on the floor beside the bed.

He
came to her side, kissing her again before climbing over her body and
straddling her torso, still fully dressed. The slightly coarse fabric of his
trousers brushed against the skin of her breasts and the firm peaks of her
nipples, making her shiver.
  

The
fact that neither of them had spoken a word in the last half hour seemed right
rather than weird, and as much as she wanted to tell him just how very much she
loved him, Kerri didn't want to be the one to shatter the silence. Words were
superficial where Sebastian was concerned, and they would do nothing but tell
him what probably he already knew from the moment he first touched her.
 
His burning gaze locked with hers, and she
knew without a doubt that he'd heard her heart speaking to his.

He
unzipped his fly and let out a tortured groan as he freed his massive
erection.
 
Kerri licked her lips, eager
to take the glistening tip deep into her mouth. Sebastian leaned over her and
gripped the headboard with one hand and offered his dick to her waiting mouth
with the other.
 
She closed the gap
between them and greedily sucked him in, tugging against her bonds when the
urge to close her fist around the thick, engorged shaft made her palms itch.

She
groaned at the taste of him and sealed her lips around him as she began to
slide up and down, sucking as hard as she dared. Sebastian let out a strangled
groan, leaving her in no doubt that he liked what she was doing. Kerri sped up,
determined to make him lose control.
 
His
hips jerked a little each time she took his throbbing length into her warm
mouth, and she knew he was fighting the urge to thrust in to her, scared that
he might choke her. She stretched her neck out as far as she could,
ignoring
the pain from the ropes at her wrists, and took him
right to the back of her throat.

Sebastian
threw himself off her, landing on the bed beside her, his breath coming in
hard, loud gasps.
 
Kerri knew he'd been
about to come, and she wanted to ask why he hadn't allowed himself to, but her
question was answered when he rolled off the bed, tore off his clothes, and
crawled into the gap between her thighs.
 

All
she wanted now, more than anything she could ever remember wanting before, was
his hot, heavy body on top of hers and his big, beautiful penis buried deep
inside her.

Sebastian
sheathed his erection and lay on top of her without entering her, supporting
his weight on one of his elbows as he reached over her head and undid the ties
holding her wrists.
 
Kerri thrust her
hands into his hair, reveling in her freedom to touch him wherever she wanted
to.

He
shifted position, keeping his mouth on hers as she felt him grasp his cock and
line it up with her pussy. He entered her with one long, tremble inducing
thrust, sinking in to the hilt as the fingers splayed wide across her hip pulled
her body down to meet his.

Kerri
tore her mouth away from his and let out a groan that was a throaty mixture of
gratitude and arousal as he began to rock in and out of her. He grabbed one of
her hands and sucked her fingers into his mouth to make them wet, then pushed
it down to rest on her clit, telling her without words just what he wanted her
to do.
 
Sebastian looked down at her
groin when she began to rub herself, fast and hard, and he grunted in
satisfaction, then rested his weight on the arms pressing into the mattress on
either side of her head, and began to pound his dick into her.

Her
clitoris was engorged and sensitive, and she realized she was ready to come
almost as soon as she touched it.
 
Kerri
slowed her movements, keeping herself lingering on the edge as she watched
Sebastian's face set in to a frown that should be frightening but was only ever
sexy as he drove himself closer to orgasm.

She
saw his head snap back as the muscles in his neck went rigid. "Now, Kerri.
Now!" he shouted, his teeth
bared
in a grimace.

She
began to rub her clit as hard as she could,
surrendering
to her climax easily because she knew he was surrendering to his. Now Sebastian
had broken their bond of silence, she couldn't hold back the words she'd waited
her whole lifetime to say.

"Sebastian,
I love you.
 
So much.
I love you … so…" Her words got lost in the noise of their combined groans
and gasps, but she was sure he heard her.

"I
love you, too, Kerri," he said, as he sucked in ragged gulps of air when
his climax ended and his body came to a shuddering stop above hers.

He
lay down beside her and rolled her into his arms as he closed his eyes,
encouraging her to rest her head in the crook of his shoulder. Kerri strained
to look up at him, watching as the tension seeped out of his face as his
breathing slowed. She realized he knew she was staring at him when he began to
smile.

"You
are amazing." He opened his eyes and looked down at her. "You know
that, right?"

"I
feel amazing when I'm with you." Kerri lifted her weight up to rest on her
elbow. "Sebastian, I'm sorry I've been so selfish. After you left me on
the stoop the other day, I realized I'd never once considered what it might be
like for you.
 
I totally understood what
you meant earlier about trust. I'm honored that you trust me, and I won't ever
make you regret it again."

"Hey,
I've never regretted a moment with you. Do you have any idea how liberating it
is to find someone who truly knows who I am but still wants me anyway?"

"I
can't imagine anyone not wanting you."

"We
all face rejection, Kerri.
Some more than others."
 
Sebastian picked her hand up from where it
rested on his chest and pressed a kiss in to her palm. He frowned when he
noticed a red mark on her wrist where the ropes had rubbed her sore.
 
"Next time, we'll use something
softer." He kissed each wrist in turn. "Maybe I'll learn how to tie
you up properly. Apparently, there's a real art to it."

"Yeah,
I saw something on the internet about that."

"You've
been doing research on bondage?"

"Not
really, but I've been doing a lot of reading. What you said about my desires
being normal got me thinking, or rather, it did once I'd spoken to my mother
about it."

"What?"

Kerri
laughed. "Don't worry, I didn't go into detail. I just told her that I was
pushing away a decent man who I'd fallen in love with because I was scared of
how intense my feelings were for you. Momma laughed and asked me if this wasn't
just what I had been saving myself for. If not, I'd have settled for one of the
other guys I'd dated over the years."

She
told Seb about Christopher and how ashamed he'd made her feel. Suddenly, his
words didn't have the power to hurt her anymore, and she felt like an idiot now
for allowing a scared but arrogant teenager to have had such an impact on her
life.

"Momma
said I was a fool for letting that boy upset me so and that I should forget
about him. After she'd interrogated me for a couple of hours and checked that
you weren't married, or addicted to drugs or doing anything illegal, she said
she didn't see any reason why I'd push a good man like you away. When I told
her you were a doctor, she asked me if I'd gone soft in the head. That's when
she said I should run, not walk, to wherever you were and beg you to give me
another chance."