Read Thin Lives (Donati Bloodlines #3) Online
Authors: Bethany-Kris
Dante cocked a single brow, and it came off entirely patronizing when he said, “Am I to assume that all the effort Calisto put into breaching the walls the Irish boss put up between the two families and the meeting he set up was all for nothing? From my understanding, Connor O’Neil had taken issue with Affonso, not the rest of his family or his acting boss.”
“I—”
Dante’s hand flew up, silencing Ray instantly. “And I didn’t call this meeting to discuss those issues with Affonso’s
underboss
. I called this meeting to talk with the man who had headed the family then, and who is heading it
now
.”
Calisto froze on the spot, taking in Dante’s words.
He had essentially said Calisto had headed the Donati family months ago, just before his accident. Repeatedly, Calisto asked why he had been the one to set up the meeting with the Irish boss, only to get little to no answers in response. Affonso had been out of state—or country—apparently.
A vacation.
No boss needed a stand-in—or rather, a man to head his family as the boss—for a fucking vacation.
Dante passed Calisto a look, a grin edging at the corner of his mouth. “You look as if you just realized something.”
Calisto glanced to the side, taking in Ray’s clenched fists and scowl.
He had realized something.
It was important.
More lies, he knew.
“I think I may have.” Calisto took a step forward, once again making his rank clear when he held up a hand to keep Ray from moving with him. “Let’s chat some more.”
Dante nodded once. “Let’s do that, Donati.”
“Cal, wait a second!”
Ray’s hand clamped down on Calisto’s shoulder and grabbed tightly. He tried to pull Calisto, as if to spin him around, but it only pissed Calisto off more.
Calisto turned fast on his heel, grabbing Ray’s hand in his own and squeezing the man’s fingers until he heard bones crunch. The shout of shocked-filled pain that Ray let loose did little to bother Calisto as he kept squeezing tighter and forcing Ray’s wrist to bend backward at an awkward angle.
In the middle of the restaurant parking lot, Calisto forced Ray on his knees.
“Don’t put your fucking hands on me,” Calisto snarled. “I’m not some little bitch-boy you’ll push around, Ray. Is that clear?”
Wolf stood a few paces back, watching the scene with an almost disinterested expression. He shoved his hands in his pockets, and glanced over his shoulder, unbothered.
Calisto’s attention went right back to Ray. “A fucking vacation, right?”
Ray cussed under his breath, but didn’t try to fight Calisto’s hold. “W-what?”
“A vacation, asshole.”
“I don’t know what you’re talk—”
“Affonso. His
vacation
, Ray. That’s what both you and he told me when I came out of that goddamn coma and couldn’t remember anything. He was on vacation. That’s why I was where I was. That’s why the
Irish
came after me and not him. His vacation. Do you need me to spell it out for you,
cafone
?”
“That’s what it was,” Ray mumbled, wincing when Calisto squeezed his fingers again and bent his wrist further back.
A little more and it would snap.
It wasn’t all that hard to break a man’s wrist.
“You’re a liar,” Calisto said quietly, his tone darkening with his rage. “And he’s a fucking liar, too. I think the more likely truth is that Affonso ran because he started shit with someone and couldn’t clean up the mess. And where did that leave me? Heading his family and fixing his fucking problems. Whatever problems he had with Connor O’Neil. And that’s why they came after me. It wasn’t a goddamn vacation. He ran like a coward.”
Ray wouldn’t meet Calisto’s gaze.
He didn’t really need him to.
Calisto let Ray go, and with a single shove, knocked the man to the ground. Without a word, Calisto turned on his heel and made a beeline for his SUV parked at the other end of the lot. He didn’t need to look back to know that Ray wasn’t following behind him.
However, when he went to get into his own car, a hand wrapped around his driver’s door and stopped him. Calisto found a silent, curious Wolf waiting.
“What?” Calisto asked the Capo. “Do you have something you want to fucking add to this shitty day?”
Wolf shrugged. “Chill out, huh?”
Easy for him to say.
It wasn’t his life being turned upside down every time he turned around.
Calisto scoffed. “Remove your hand before I do it for you.”
Wolf didn’t question the order, simply dropped his hand. He didn’t step away from the SUV, though.
“What now?” Calisto growled, more irritated than ever.
“You’ve got people on your side, boss,” Wolf said. “Just like you did then.”
“Oh, do I? Because apparently then, it did me no good. I still ended up with a car full of bullet holes and a memory with just as much empty space. Maybe I should thank
my
men for being on my side then.”
Wolf cringed. “The meeting was good, boss. With the Irish boss—Connor—it went good. Nothing should have happened.”
Calisto’s brow furrowed. “You can’t know that. I didn’t take anyone in.”
“Like I said, you’ve got people on your side. Even when you don’t know it. Maybe you should stop focusing on the people who aren’t until you get some other shit figured out.”
“Like what?”
Wolf stepped away from the car, waving his arms wide. “I don’t know. That’s what you need to figure out.”
Calisto cursed.
Emma
Emma picked at the waffle on her plate, knowing she had to eat it whether she was hungry or not. Just because her mind didn’t feel like she needed food, didn’t mean that her body could go without some kind of sustenance. Maybe, if it was just her, she would be able to push the meal away without concern.
But it wasn’t.
She had to eat for her baby.
It didn’t matter that the brightly colored berries on top of the whip cream held very little appeal, and the small dish of maple syrup waiting to be used didn’t strike a chord with her sweet tooth. It wouldn’t make a difference that each bite would only make her jaw ache and her gag reflex act up.
She wasn’t hungry because her stress level was high.
She couldn’t sleep.
She worried, constantly.
But … her baby.
So, when the cook walked past the kitchen table and tapped a single finger beside Emma’s plate, she picked up the fork and cut a small triangle off the side of the waffle. Stuffing the bite in her mouth, Emma wished she could enjoy the sweetness of the blueberry waffles, but instead, she found herself focusing on chewing and swallowing just to get the job of eating done.
Sherry—the Donati family’s cook—offered her a knowing, but sad, smile. “You need to eat, Emma.”
Emma sighed. “I am.”
“More than what you are.”
“It’s been a long week,” Emma said in explanation.
A long, sleepless week filled with anxiety and nightmares.
Sherry nodded. “I know, but it’s almost over. He’ll be home soon, and on the mend before you know it. No worries there. Affonso is nothing, if not capable of bouncing right back to his usual self.”
Emma had to hide her cringe with another bite.
His “usual self” was exactly the problem.
Maybe it made Emma a horrible, disgusting human being, but the very last thing she wanted was her husband to come home. She hadn’t wanted Affonso to survive at all after taking three bullets to the chest, but the man just wouldn’t die, it seemed. When everyone else was praying for Affonso’s health and recovery, Emma was praying for freedom from his manipulation and abuse.
And not just her own freedom.
No, she prayed for her son’s and for Calisto’s, too.
Yet, God didn’t hear.
Or he just didn’t care.
Emma wasn’t sure which one it was, but she had accepted one part of her truth a long time ago. The day she broke her marriage vows and started an affair with her husband’s secret son was the day she had become the bad guy in her own story. It didn’t matter what Affonso did to her, or how he treated her. She would always be the woman who stepped out on her husband. She would always be seen as the woman who became pregnant with her lover’s child; the woman who brought shame down on herself, her husband, and her baby.
Nothing more.
She was scared of others seeing her that way.
So, she did what she had to until she had another option. Until something else—Calisto, she hoped—came along to free her from the cage she was in with her marriage and her husband.
What else could she do?
“There you go again,” Sherry murmured. “Off into another world. Those concerns of yours are going to worry that little baby right out of you, Emma. And we can’t have that. He needs to cook a while longer yet.”
Emma came out of her depressing thoughts with a bang, and somehow, managed a laugh at the cook’s joke. “I know.”
“Don’t worry about Affonso.”
“I’m not,” Emma said.
Well, it wasn’t a total lie.
She wasn’t worrying about Affonso getting better—the bastard was already on the mend. She was worrying about what would happen when he got home. It wasn’t as if she had been doing anything wrong while he was away in the hospital recovering, but sometimes the stupidest things could set Affonso off.
As it was, he was a paranoid prick.
The less control he had, the worse he became.
Especially with Emma.
She didn’t exactly think that Affonso would be made of happiness and sunshine when his doctors gave him the all clear and sent him home to her. He would probably still be in pain, likely bed-ridden to a point, and no doubt, a major fucking hassle on both her physical and mental health.
That terrified her.
She was not in a good position to be fighting back against her husband’s usual attitudes and behavior. Her pregnancy was risky enough without adding the stress of an angry, irritable husband to the list.
Hadn’t she dealt with him enough?
Emma just wanted her baby to have a little more time to prepare for the world. She worried that Affonso coming home in one of his moods and taking his suspicions and anger out on her might do the baby more harm than anything else.
“Good,” Sherry finally replied, giving Emma a conspiratorial grin. “God knows he wouldn’t worry too much over you, hmm?”
Sadly, that was all too true.
Sherry winked and straightened, making a beeline for the island as footsteps began to echo somewhere outside of the kitchen. Emma braced for the onslaught of what was about to come. The girls—Affonso’s daughters, Michelle and Cynthia—hadn’t been home for more than a couple of days, but the added presences in the house didn’t help Emma’s anxiety levels.
She loved Affonso’s daughters, to be sure.
While she hated him, she adored them.
Even Michelle, when the girl was in a mood and acting out. It didn’t matter—Emma saw the behavior for what it was. It wasn’t all too long ago that Emma was in the very same position that Michelle was. A young girl growing up in a materialistic environment that was meant to make up for the lack of love and affection she needed from her father.
And sometimes, acting out was the only way to get that attention.
But right then, the girls were worried for their father. Affonso had asked they not come to the hospital, as he didn’t want them seeing him in that position. He had talked to them once over the phone, but it hadn’t been for long, and it mostly consisted of the girls bickering with one another while Affonso cursed on the other line about the nurses and morphine.
Michelle and Cynthia just wanted their dad.
Emma didn’t want him at all.
It was a strange situation, though the girls couldn’t possibly know how Emma truly felt. She was torn between hating the man and wanting him to stay the hell away, and sympathizing for his daughters, both of whom she cared deeply for.
She didn’t know what was the right thing to do, so she plastered on a fake smile as Michelle and Cynthia strolled into the kitchen sporting bedhead, baggy pajamas, and bleary eyes. Her problems with Affonso, and all of the secrets she was being forced to carry, were not the burdens of these young teenagers.
They shouldn’t have to carry them.
Emma wouldn’t allow them to.
Not if she had any say.
“Morning, girls,” Emma said, making sure there wasn’t even a hint of worry or sadness to her tone. It was the best she could do for Cynthia and Michelle. She certainly wasn’t doing it for Affonso. “Sherry made your favorite—waffles.”
Michelle barely passed Emma a glance, as she was too busy wiping at her eyes between staring at the phone in her hand. Cynthia, though, pulled out a chair closest to Emma and sat down. The oldest of the two daughters tried to smile, but it didn’t quite reach her eyes.
“Do you think we could go visit Daddy today?” Cynthia asked.
Emma had to force herself not to frown. She despised Affonso more for refusing his daughters, at the very least, the relief of seeing him recovering and getting well. When they had heard the news, it had all ended in a melting pot of crying, sobbing, and demands to come home from boarding school. Without Affonso’s permission, Emma had the girls sent home.
“Probably not,” Emma said. “You know he doesn’t want you to see him like that.”
Michelle scowled as she sat down, and a plate of waffles was shoved in front of her face. “Or he just doesn’t want to see us at all.”
“That’s not it.”
Cynthia glared at her sister. “Don’t act like such a bitch, Michelle. He almost died.”
“You’re a fucking bi—”
“Okay,” Emma said, stopping the girls before they could really get started. “That’s quite enough, you two.”
She held both hands up, hoping it would act as a proverbial wall between the two and keep them from spitting more hurtful words at one another. With those two, it was hard to tell. Some days, they acted as though they loved one another fiercely, and then the next, they were clawing at each other’s throats every chance they could.
Having grown up as an only child, Emma had not been privy to the sort of strange and complex relationship that grew between siblings. Especially siblings that had gone through as much in their short lifetime as Michelle and Cynthia had with losing their mother, and having a mob boss for a father who just couldn’t find it in himself to care about his children.
She wished she could understand them better.
If for nothing else, to help them.
“Take a breath,” Emma ordered, glancing between the glaring sisters, “and chill out.”
Neither Michelle, nor Cynthia, said a thing.
Emma was grateful.
At least when they didn’t talk, they weren’t arguing.
It was something.
“Maybe we can do something else,” Cynthia said, breaking the staring contest with her sister to look at Emma. “For Daddy, I mean.”
Emma nodded, happy with the change of direction. She dropped her hands, knowing the fight was likely defused for the moment.
But as she rested her hands back onto her lap, a sharp ache stabbed into the side of her swell. It quickly melted into a cramp that wiggled its way over the left side of her stomach before it disappeared. As fast as it had come, the pain was gone.
Still, Emma had felt it.
And it took her breath away.
She froze on the spot, pressing her palm to the side of her stomach. It was hard to the touch, but that wasn’t unusual. Neither was the cramping given how far along she was.
Maybe it was just the baby boy trying to work his way into a more comfortable position, and that was what caused the strange pain. Emma hoped so.
She had been to her regular appointment the day before at the specialist’s office to once again, measure and check her cervix for any changes. There was very little, though she was thinning out.
It was concerning, but they weren’t willing to do anything just yet. The doctor had sent her home with an order to stay off her feet as much as was possible, and to avoid stressful things.
She almost laughed in the doctor’s face.
Her life was the very definition of stress at the moment.
“Well, what do you think?” Cynthia asked.
Emma blinked out of her haze, realizing that neither of her step-daughters had noticed that anything was wrong.
Nothing is
, she told herself.
… she hoped.
“About what?” Emma asked.
“Cee thinks we could go shopping and pick up Daddy a few things for when he gets home—stuff he likes, you know,” Michelle said through a bite of her waffle.
Emma hesitated.
She should refuse them, only because she couldn’t spend a day on her feet walking through the malls for hours on end looking for gifts that Affonso would only pretend to care about before tossing away in a drawer.
And yet … the girls looked happy.
Hopeful, even.
She couldn’t refuse.
“Not all day,” Emma said. “The baby needs to rest.”
Michelle rolled her pretty brown-black Donati eyes. “He’s inside you—all he does is rest.”
Emma nodded. “I know, and he needs to stay there for a while longer.”
Cynthia nodded. “Okay, not all day.”
Across the kitchen, Emma found the cook was watching her again. This time, Sherry had a wrinkle between her brow—a sure sign of her concern.