"Yumi will be here any minute to play shuttlecock," she said. Wang blinked nervously; now he believed the rumors. But back at home he saw innocence in his daughter's face, and he knew this was a subject he could not bring up. That was the day Yumi had stopped talking to her father, and that hadn't bothered himâyou can't stop sleeping just because there's a mosquito in the room. But now that Wang finally had his precious son, Yumi quietly made her existence and its significance known to him; it was an unmistakable signal that she had grown up.
Wang Lianfang's mother's lower lip quivered, her arms hung down at her sides. She was so old she could not control her slack lower lip. For women her age, unexpected happy events like this were sheer torture, for they were incapable of showing emotions on faces that seemed forever stiff. Wang's father, on the other hand, was handling it all quite well, having settled on a dispassionate response. He just puffed slowly on his pipe. He was, after all, the former director of security, a man who had seen a thing or two and knew how to keep his cool, even during happy moments.
"You're back," his father said.
"I'm back."
"Well, pick a name."
Having thought about this on the way home, Wang was prepared. "He's the eighth child, so we'll call him Wang Balu."
"Balu, as in 'Eighth Route Army'? Sounds fine," the old man said. "But 'Wang' and 'ba' together mean 'cuckold.'"
"All right then, we'll call him Wang Hongbing, 'Red Army' Wang."
The old man said nothing more, typical of a head of household in the old days. They showed approval by silence.
The midwife called for Yumi, so she laid down the basin and hurried into her mother's bedroom. Wang saw that she'd learned to hold her arms close to her body as she ran, although her braids swung briskly across her back. Over the years, he'd been so focused on fooling around and spreading his seed that he hadn't paid enough attention to Yumi, who had, it was clear, reached marriageable age.
In fact, the issue of her marriage had never been brought up. Wang Lianfang was, after all, a Party secretary, not just anyoneâa fact that many families found intimidating. Even the matchmakers had passed Yumi by. All shrewd matchmakers believed the saying that an emperor's daughter never had to worry about finding a husband. Given her family background and good looks, Yumi could easily spread her arms and turn them into the wings of a phoenix.
Peasants do not have the luxury of taking winters off, for that's when they have to work on their equipment after the year's use. Everythingâwaterwheels, feed troughs, buckets, farming skiffs, pitchforks, shovels, rakes, flails, and wooden spadesâneeds attention, some to be repaired, others to be mended, sharpened, or oiled. Nothing can be overlooked or put off. The most taxing job, but also the most urgent, is repairing the irrigation system. Didn't Chairman Mao himself say that irrigation is the lifeline of agriculture? A peasant himself, the Chairman would have been a formidable farmer if he had not gone off to Beijing. He was also correct in pointing out that water is the first and foremost of the eight principles: water, fertilizer, soil, seed, density, care, labor, and management. Irrigation work usually takes place in the winter, and major repairs are especially hard on the peasants, who wind up more exhausted than when they're out working in the fields.
There is one more thing that must not be forgottenâthe Lunar New Year's holiday. In order to wrap up the current year and obtain good omens for the year to come, all familiesâfrom the laziest to the busiestâneed a decent New Year's holiday. No one is spared from the hard work of washing and scrubbing; frying peanuts, peas, and broad beans; popping rice; dusting; repairing walls; and steaming rice cakes and buns. Pleasurable aromas permeate every house, shrouding them in steam.
Then there are the social obligations that require attention. And so, in the middle of winter, and especially during the last month of the old year and the first month of the new, a time when there is no actual farm-work, the peasants are busier than ever. As the saying goes, "Celebrate in the first month, gamble in the second, and till the fields in the third." The second lunar month is the farmers' only free time, days when they visit relatives and try their luck at gambling. They must turn to the land for survival early in the third lunar month, right after Qingming, the tomb-sweeping holiday, which falls on April 5 in the Western calendar. However important or involved other matters may be, the peasants' livelihood is buried in the ground, and it must be plowed up in the first days of spring if the farmers are to survive another year. City folk like to sing the lament, "Spring days are lamentably short," but theirs is too refined a view, embellished by sentimentality. For peasants, the meaning of that phraseâtwenty or thirty fleeting daysâis genuine and literal. Those good days of spring are gone so quickly they leave no time for even the briefest lament.
Yumi scarcely left the house during the second month because she was too busy taking care of Little Eight. No one forced her; she was happy to do it. A girl of few words, she carried out her duties meticulously, especially those involved in looking after the family. Eager to do well in everything, she worked without complaint, tolerated no criticism, and refused to accept the proposition that there could be a better family than hers. And yet, the absence of a male heir had been the subject of gossip swirling around her family. As a girl, she could not make her views on this matter public, though she had been anxious, worried even, for her mother's sake. But now everything was fine, because with the arrival of Little Eight, people had nothing to talk about. She quickly assumed the care of her brother and took over all her mother's exhausting duties, carrying them out with quiet, single-minded devotion. Naturally gifted in the business of childcare, she held the baby like a real mother after only a few days, cradling his smooth head in the crook of her arm as she rocked him and hummed lullabies. At first she was a bit shy and performed some of her duties awkwardly. But there are different kinds of shyness; one kind can be upsetting, another kind can be a sign of pride. With Little Eight in her arms, Yumi kept company with the married women of the village, engaging the young mothers in discussions or exchanging ideas on topics such as what to watch out for after burping the baby, the color of the baby's stool, or the baby's expressions and what they meant. While these may seem trivial and insignificant, to these women they were important topics of conversation that brought considerable pleasure.
After a while, Yumi stopped looking like a sister caring for her baby brother, and she no longer sounded like one. The proper, steady, and absorbed way she held him put everyone's mind at ease; she was so tightly bound to the baby that nothing else seemed to matter. In a word, Yumi exuded the air of a young mother, which caused Little Eight to get his kinship wrong, for as long as his belly was full he refused to cling to Shi Guifang. His dark eyes were always fixed on Yumi, and though his focused gaze may not have held any particular meaning, he never let her out of his sight. After gazing down at Little Eight for a while, she too would sometimes slip into a sort of trance for no apparent reason other than a yearning for her own marriage. At moments like that she easily lapsed into daydreams, planning her own future in a vacuum. But she remained single nonetheless.
The village was home to a few passable young men, none of whom she considered to be a good match, who clammed up if she approached when they were talking to other girls. Their eyes darted around in their sockets like startled fish. This always saddened Yumi and made her feel lonely. She believed the old people when they said that a door's high threshold has its virtues and its vices. Several of the girls her age who had been spoken for would sneak around cutting out shoe soles for their future husbands, and when Yumi spotted them doing this, instead of laughing at them, she'd steal a glance at the size of the soles and guess the boy's height. She couldn't help it. Fortunately, the girls never gloated in front of her; in fact, they felt inferior.
"This is the best we can do," they'd say. "Who knows what grand family Yumi will find."
Encouraging talk like that secretly reinforced Yumi's belief that she was slated to have a brighter future than any of them. But when nothing came of it, her happiness seemed like a bamboo basket: Its holes were revealed when it was taken out of the water. At such times, strands of sadness would inevitably wrap themselves around her heart. Fortunately, Yumi was not overly anxious; these were only idle thoughts. Such thoughts are sometimes bitter and sometimes sweet.
Yumi's mother grew lazier by the day. The physical toll of childbirth had undeniably affected her vitality. But it was one thing to hand Little Eight over to Yumi, and yet another to turn the whole household over to her. What does a woman live for anyway? Isn't it to run a household? If she shuns even the authority to do that, what besides a rotten egg with a watery yolk is she? But there were no complaints from Yumi, who was content with the way things were. When a girl learns to care for a baby and take charge of a household, she can wake up that first morning after her wedding day fully prepared to be a competent wife and a good daughter-in-law, someone who need not be in constant fear of what her mother-in-law thinks. There was another reason Yumi liked the new arrangement: her sistersâYusui, Yuxiu, Yuying, Yuye, Yumiao, and Yuyangâhad never before bowed to her authority, though they all called her eldest sister. The second girl, Yusui, was slightly simpleminded, so there was no need to worry about her. The key figure was number three, Yuxiu, who had carved out her own territory at home and in the village, employing her intelligence and her native ability to please people. And there was more: Yuxiu, who had large, double-fold eyes, fair skin, and a pretty face, could be cunning when she needed to be. Even a minor slight might send her into their father's arms to pout. Yumi could never bring herself to do that, which was why their father favored Yuxiu. But now everything had changed. Yumi not only took care of Little Eight, she had also been given charge of the household and had assumed the responsibility for keeping her sisters in line. This would not have been the case if their mother had not relinquished her authority; but now that she had, Yumi, as the eldest, was in charge. That's the way it always is.
The first sign of Yumi's authority surfaced at the lunch table one day. Yumi did not possess innate authority, but authority is something you can take in your hand and squeeze till it sweats and sprouts five fingers that can be balled into a fist. Their father had gone to a meeting at the commune, and the fact that she chose this moment to strike showed how shrewd Yumi was. That morning she had fried a new batch of sunflower seeds for their mother and, just before lunch, had fetched water to wash the dishes. She worked quietly, but a well laid-out plan had formed in her head. At mealtimes there were always so many people around the table that their mother had to keep after everyone to eat or the meal would drag on forever, making it impossible to clear the table. Squabbles inevitably resulted. Having made up her mind to follow her mother's example, Yumi decided that the lunch table was where it would all start. And so it did. With a glance at Shi Guifang, she said, "Hurry up, Mother. I fried some sunflower seeds and put them in the cupboard." Then she tapped her chopsticks against her rice bowl and shouted, "Come on, girls, eat up so I can do the dishes. Hurry up and finish your rice." That was how their mother had always done itâtap on the rice bowl and shout at the girls. Yumi's urging produced results and the speed picked up around the table. But not for Yuxiu, who actually began chewing more slowlyâdamned haughty and damned pretty. Taking her seventh sister, Yuyang, in her arms and picking up the little girl's rice bowl, Yumi began feeding her. After spooning in a few mouthfuls, she said, "Are you planning to do the dishes, Yuxiu?" She neither looked up nor raised her voice, but the implied threat was unmistakable.
Yuxiu stopped chewing and put down her rice bowl. "I'm waiting for Father."
No reaction from Yumi, who finished feeding Yuyang and started clearing the table. When she came to Yuxiu she picked up her sister's rice bowl and dumped the contents into the dog's bowl. Yuxiu backed away against the bedroom door and eyed Yumi without a word. The haughty look remained, but the younger sisters could tell that something was different somehow, and that Yuxiu wasn't nearly as pretty as before.
Rather than wage open warfare with Yumi at the dinner table that night, Yuxiu simply refused to speak to her. But Yumi had only to note how quickly Yuxiu was eating her congee to get a sense of what her sister was up to. Yuxiu, of course, was not about to submit easily, so she began acting up, tangling her chopsticks with those of the fourth girl, Yuying. Knowing what was going on, Yumi ignored her. Acting up like that, she knew, was a sign of desperation; Yuxiu was losing steam and needed to vent her frustration. Yuying smacked Yuxiu's chopsticks out of her hand and onto the floor, refusing to be bullied by her older sister. Calmly, Yumi laid down her bowl, picked up Yuxiu's chopsticks, and stirred them in her own congee to clean them before handing them back. Then she gently scolded Yuying: "Yuying, don't fight with your third sister." By referring to Yuxiu as third sister in front of the others she underscored the family's prized hierarchy. Now that Yuxiu was pacified, she looked pretty again. Someone had to be blamed for the incident, and that someone was Yuying, even though Yumi knew it was not her fault. But someone had to suffer an injustice to achieve a balance between two contending forces.
Yumi noticed out of the corner of her eye that Yuxiu was the first to finish her dinner. This time the cunning sister, the fox spirit, had lost her bluster. Fox spirits are known for running wild, but they have their failings. One, they're lazy, and two, they tend to pick on those weaker than they. All fox spirits are like that. If someone can tolerate those two attributes, foxes are easy to keep in line. Yumi only wanted her sister to obey her once; if she did, she'd do it again and then again. After three times, obedience would become second nature. The first time was the key. Authority is achieved when others obey you, and it manifests itself in a demand for obedience. Having vanquished Yuxiu, Yumi knew that she was now in charge of the household, an awareness that delighted her as she did the dishes. Naturally, she did not show it. Transferring what is in your heart to your face is a recipe for disaster.