Tiger Billionaire's Virgin Lover #1: Desires (7 page)

Who had let him in?

“Sarah, look, I really did not mean for any of this to happen the way that it did, and I am really sorry. I am not however in any way sorry for the way that God created me. I am actually proud of who I am. You have my life and those of my kind in your hands, and it is all up to you to decide to do with all of the information that you have. It is also up to you to decide on what to do about the way that I feel about you. I love you, Sarah,” he had said.

I had walked out of the house without replying, not because I did not want to, but because I did not know what to think. Everything had all happened so fast and it was all so confusing to me. I knew that I loved Erik, but he was not a human being like me, he was a tiger shape shifter, and we could never make a perfect couple.

I did not even want to think about the thought of transforming into a tiger shape shifter. How would I live, how would my dad take it? There were too many questions lurking at the back of my mind, I did not even want to think about it.

Everything was all too bizarre to comprehend. With the information that I had, I could easily become one of the most famous people in the world. Erik Dken, a shape shifting tiger?! Nobody would believe it.

Today was supposed to be my first working day at Opak as Erik’s assistant. This was going to be very awkward. I was not even sure if I wanted to work there anymore, because it would mean bumping into him and talking to him every day. Right now I was supposed to forget about him, even though it was going to be the hardest thing in my life to do.
He is a tiger Sarah, there’s no way you can have a relationship!

Although my situation was strange, I was not going to be a coward and back out of my new job. In the morning I was going to go over to the Opak offices, and I was going to work as usual, whether Erik was there or not. I would figure out some way of working around my feelings, and I would probably find another man who would make me get over Erik.
Hopefully.

“You seem to be acting strange since you arrived back from your work trip,” my dad said, walking into my bedroom and sitting on the bed next to me. “It has to be a man. You are in love but scared of something.”

“No daddy, it is nothing like that. I'm just thinking about work,” I replied a little too quickly.

“Come on Sarah, I have raised you all these years alone and I know you, don’t lie to me,” James insisted.

“Okay, dad, maybe it is a man, but I really don’t wanna talk about it right now. Maybe some other time,” I smiled at the only man who knew me inside out. Wait, I think Erik also knew me just about as well.

“I'll be glad to hear you out when you are ready. You had better get some sleep because tomorrow you will be working.”

He gave me a hug and made his way out of my bedroom. Talking about sleep, I don’t think that I would be getting any tonight, not with all of the overload in my mind.
I was in love with a tiger shape shifter, and I could not let go.

I made it to the Opak parking lot by nine in the morning. My heart was beating because I knew that I would be seeing Erik today, and I was not sure if I was going to control myself infront of him. I had even dressed up in my sexiest outfit just so that I would be able to impress him.

I was planning on telling him I didn’t care that he was a shifter. I was still in love with him.

“Hi, Sarah,” Lena beamed as I walked out of the elevator.

“Hi Lena, how was your weekend?” I smiled at her, walking over to the counter and reaching around it to hug her. She was the one who had practically given me the opportunity to get this job, and to also get the only man that I have ever loved.

“I'm guessing that yours was better, since you were hired.”

“This was all thanks to you, Lena, I owe you one, where do I begin, and is Mr. Dken in already?” I said to her.

“Come on, forget about work. I want to know how it went with Erik in his suite.” She said, walking around the counter and beginning to lead me towards an office that was next to Erik's.

“What makes you think that anything happened between Erik and I?” I asked, although I knew that the blush on my cheeks gave me away.

“Nothing..nothing at all.” Lena smiled.

 Here, this is your new office.”

I spent the whole day getting acquainted with the workplace and waiting for Erik to come. He did finally show up, but I only got a glimpse of him. I needed to talk to him, but he would not pick up my extension when I tried calling him. He finally called us for a meeting in his office, me, Lena and a couple of other guys who worked here.

He sat at the head of the board meeting table, and I sat adjacent to him. I could breathe him, and it made my senses dizzy just imagining how close he was to me. The blood in my veins raced through my body. I noticed the way that Lena kept looking from Erik to me and back, and I wondered if she knew anything. Erik on the other hand completely avoided eye contact with me, even when he was introducing me to the team.

I was dying to see the fire in his eyes but it looked like that was not going to happen. He was completely ignoring me and I was hoping that it was not because he was feeling guilty about what had happened yesterday. I desperately needed to let him know that I wanted to be with him, but it looked like he was already over me. There was no way that I was going to let that happen.

“You may all go back to your work stations now,” he said, calling the meeting to an end.

“Could I please have a moment with you?” I said as we started getting up.

“Not now, Sarah, not if it is not related to work. I have a lot of work to do and so do you,” he dismissed me without even bothering to look at me, how hurtful.

“But-“

“Get out of my office,” he barked, to everyone’s surprise and we all scooted out of his office.

“What is going on, Sarah?” Lena asked. “I have never seen Erik acting like that.”

“I was hoping that you could tell me.”

“Come on, Sarah, I'm no fool. I noticed that you blush whenever you look at him, and he avoided eye contact with you. I helped you get the interview and so maybe you could tell me exactly what is going on between you two,” she said, following me into my office and closing the door behind her.

There was no way that I could share Erik's story with anyone. Not the one that he was a tiger shape shifter.

“I think I'm in love, Lena. I'm in love with Erik,” I breathed softly.

“Come on, girlfriend, all the women in the city are in love with him, get real,” Lena smirked, sitting on one of the seats infront of my desk.

“No, with me it is different, we connected over the weekend and he just completely swept me off my feet,” I looked at my new friend and probably confidant, since we were the only women on the floor.

“What, you mean to say that you spent the whole weekend with Erik?” her eyes widened with curiosity. “How was it?”

“I can't give you those sort of details, but yes, he is the best lover that anyone can get, and I have a gut feeling that we are meant to be together.”

“I am so jealous, I have been here a year and he has never made a move on me, and for you he does it the first time that he sees you,” Lena joked.

“I'm serious, Lena.”

“You have one hell of a problem, girlfriend,” she said, getting up and making her way out of my office.

*****

Erik had stayed holed up in his house since Sarah had left. He was afraid to even read the papers or watch the television since he was afraid of what he would read or hear. He really did not know what to do. The way that she had taken off in the woods was clear evidence that she wanted nothing to do with him.

He stared down into his cold mug of coffee, hoping that it would give him the answer to the questions that were burning in his mind. The doorbell suddenly rang, making him jump up in surprise as he looked at the wall clock. For heaven’s sake, it was five in the morning, and who could it be at this hour? He walked over to the door and opened it. Both shock and surprise greeted him when he saw Sarah standing there, a little wet.

“I'm sorry I look like this, your sprinklers went on and soaked me,” she said standing there and her night gown clinging to her body.

Erik stood there staring at her dumbfounded and at a loss of words.

“Well, aren't you going to invite me in?” she asked.

“I'm sorry, please come on in and make yourself comfortable,” he said.

He was still wondering what she was doing at his place as he watched her going into the kitchen to pour herself a mug of coffee from the coffee pot.

“What are you doing here, Sarah?” he asked, standing in the doorway of the kitchen.

“You have been avoiding me at the office for the past two days, and I don’t like that. I have very many questions that need to be answered, Erik,” she said, sitting on a bar stool and looking at him as she sipped her coffee.

“Ahh, so you are now a reporter or something. What sort of questions bring you to my house at five in the morning?” he asked, still avoiding eye contact.

“Well, for starters, can you tell me why you can't look me directly in the eye? How does it feel to be a tiger shifter? How will I feel as a panthera? How many years can we live before we die, or are we immortals?” she asked, and for the first time, he lifted his eyes to meet hers, joy springing into his life once again and not very sure if he had heard her right.

“What?”

“Come on, Erik, I have a million and one questions to ask you, and so you had better wake up and get your head out of the clouds. I need you sober and awake,” she continued.

“Did you just say how you will feel as a panthera?” this was definitely a dream and he would soon wake up to the harsh reality.

“Yes.” Sarah said.

“I love you, Erik, I want to spend the rest of my life by your side,” she said getting up and beginning to walk towards him.

“Do you really mean-“

She fused her lips onto his, silencing his sentence with a kiss. Erik felt as if all of his prayers had just been answered as he squeezed her buttocks and pulled her closer into him. Her breasts felt soft and tender against his chest, and it occurred to Erik just how much he had missed seeing her without her clothes on. Without breaking the kiss, he lifted her off the ground and carried her upstairs to their bedroom, placing her on the silk sheets.

“I really can't believe that this is happening, I thought that I would never lay my hands on you again,” he said, sliding her night gown off her body and then standing back to admire her naked body. She was as beautiful as he remembered.

“I just didn’t really know what to think, I was confused. I knew in my heart that I would never be able to love another woman the way that I love you,” Erik said.

Sarah crawled on the bed over to where he was standing and pulled down his zipper. She reached into his pants and pulled his cock out.

“I think you should shift into tiger form,” said Sarah.

“Are you sure about that?” he was feeling so turned on, he felt his body beginning to shift, his bones making noise as fur began to form on his body.

“Yes, I want you in your half tiger form,” Sarah replied as Erik went ahead and started removing his clothes, his body transforming. It was still dark outside and the moonlight was filtering into the house through the window, calling out to him.

*****

For me love had won over and there was no turning back. I had been waiting for this moment for the past two days, and now it was finally here.

I was feeling aroused as I watched him remove his clothes as his body shifted. Fur soon covered his face and his whole body. He then pushed me seated on the bed and crouched on the floor infront of me, parting my thighs. He ran his finger through my wet sensitive folds, making me to tremble with desire. He eased a finger deep into me, hooking it as he pulled out. I wreathed in pleasure as the hooked finger brushed over my G spot.

Erik knew the exact spots to touch to get me to heaven and back.

He dipped his head in between my thighs and I moaned silently when I felt his tongue slipping into my puffed up lips to begin rubbing over my clit in an adorable way. The heat within me was explosive and I was not sure if I was going to be able to hold back the orgasm that had already started building. He began going faster and faster, and that was enough to send me into climax.

“Dammit, Erik, I'm coming!” I moaned, pressing his head into me harder.

I climaxed hard, feeling it right from the tip of my head right down to the very nerve endings of my toes.

We kissed deeply and I felt him running his claws around my nipples, making it peak and become hard with arousal. I was kneeling on the bed and the feel of his hard huge cock pressed against my belly got me excited again.

I wondered if I would ever be able to get enough of Erik. I wanted him in more ways than I could imagine.

Erik finally pulled his lips away from mine and lowered his mouth to one of my breasts, curling his lips around my nipple and beginning to suck on it. I exhaled as the nipple pebbled in his mouth, beginning to massage his head as he sucked on it pleasurably. All the while, he continued to scratch my other nipple tightly with his claw, pleasurable waves washing over me and flowing all the way down to my already aching sex.