Twin Ties 2: Twin Affairs (9 page)

“It’s been months, Luka.
Months
,” Evan growled, his voice sounding choked with emotion. “Alek can barely look at me without being afraid and don’t pretend you don’t see it—how he is around me. And Brennan won’t let me in. It’s like I have some disease, like
I
have cancer now. So I got hurt! So what?! It happens! And I’m just so fucking
lonely
, you know? I just don’t want to be the one that’s fucked up anymore! I want to feel like they love me again. I
miss
them. I miss them
so much
.”

Later, Luka wasn’t sure what came over him or why he did it. It was like Evan was a new drug, his heartbreaking tears slipping in under Luka’s defenses and logic, distorting them.

Dipping his head, angling it to the side, Luka sucked a hard kiss to Evan’s mouth. It made Evan whimper beautifully. Parting his soft, luscious lips, Evan let Luka lick back past them into the warm, wet heat of him. That first taste had Luka irrevocably hooked. Framing Evan’s sweet face in his hands, Luka held Evan down so he could be properly, thoroughly kissed, like he deserved to be kissed. Licking hungrily over Evan’s tongue, sucking his lips, Luka plunged in deeply and took as much as he could get, taking everything until he was dizzy and pulsing with primal lust for
Evan
—alluring, magnificently flawed and held tightly beneath him.

Needing to get his hands on Evan, skin-to-skin, Luka reached down and guided Evan’s erection free of his pants. Moaning Evan’s name, Luka felt out the silk-sheathed, steely flesh now trapped within his grip, sliding smoothly against Luka’s palm, through his fingers as he stroked. Evan gasped audibly, mouthing over Luka’s lips, grabbing hold of Luka by the back of the neck, breathing hot and fast. Starkly blue eyes framed in long, golden eyelashes, surrounded by light freckles, closed over with heady relief.

Watching his hand move, staring fixedly down between their bodies, Luka ravaged Evan with his eyes as well as his fingers, tugging hard on Evan’s cock one moment, rubbing feather-light over Evan’s torso the next, over his washboard abs and up to the rosy, silken nub of his nipple. Needing to touch him absolutely everywhere, Luka tried to, lightly caressing every inch of flesh he could access by shoving clothing impatiently out of the way.

“Tell me to stop. Evan,” Luka begged, “
Please
tell me to stop. Tell me it hurts
.
”

Trembling, chasing each touch, reacting with evident greed for more, Evan thrust against Luka’s hand desperately when it grazed teasingly over his shaft. Evan bit down on his bottom lip, surged up as he tried to rub against Luka’s body, moaned softly in a way that was so sexy it shattered what was left of Luka’s resolve not to hurt Brennan like this, by willfully ignoring his heartfelt promises to be faithful, to respect Brennan and Alek’s wishes and leave Evan alone.

Luka sat back on his heels, taking hold of Evan’s jeans and underwear. After pulling them down and off, he nudged Evan’s legs apart with a knee. Leaning over him, they were face-to-face and his restless fingers now had even more places to explore. Luka palmed the right side of Evan’s ass, tilting Evan’s hips and squeezing lightly. Inhaling the heady, clean, freshly-showered scent of him, Luka licked with the tip of his tongue up the side of Evan’s neck, tasting his skin and just
Evan
.

“Luka, kiss me,” Evan begged, sounding hoarse, parting his thighs more in invitation, letting his knees fall open widely. “Be with me.”

Luka moaned, surging in for an un-careful, bruising kiss. His busy hand kept exploring, tugging gently on the soft skin of Evan’s balls, rubbing under and behind them, over the sensitive, smooth spot there. Just barely, Luka’s fingertips skimmed over Evan’s hole before quickly stroking back up to squeeze in a slow, tight stroke up from the root of Evan’s cock to the tip. He rubbed over the crown when it wept pre-come, spreading the slick fluid around. Tracing Evan’s shape, he triggered nerves that hadn’t been stimulated in a long time, sensing Evan’s intense pleasure, getting off on it. Evan quivered and tensed, almost thrusting against Luka’s hand but holding back like he was afraid to give in to instinct. As Luka gazed down avidly, he watched as Evan forced himself to not move at all, putting himself utterly at Luka’s mercy.

Nipping at the swell of Evan’s bottom lip, then licking over it, Luka was breathing more roughly than if he had just sprinted ten miles, every inch of his already deeply tanned skin flushed pinker now, sweat-slick and overheated. He was hugely hard, but using every ounce of what little restraint he had left to keep from grinding frantically against all of Evan’s bare skin and possibly re-injuring his ribs. Twisting up and down Evan’s erection, over and over again, Luka milked a few more clear drops from his slit and growled, dragging a thumb through the fluid. Slinking down low, crouching between Evan’s parted thighs, Luka touched the tip of Evan’s dick to his tongue, licking hungrily over it in a wide stripe, then sucking it clean.

Closing his lips just behind the ridge, Luka tongued repeatedly over the smooth, salty, hot flesh. Evan cried out with pleasure instead of pain and tangled both hands in Luka’s long hair, holding on to him, and pleading beautifully in small, choked grunts and gasps for more.

So, Luka gave him more. He sucked hard, taking Evan in. Evan’s cock slid thick and hot over Luka’s tongue and back into his throat until his lips were kissed around the root before slowly pulling back off. Evan fell, soaked in saliva, from Luka’s lips. When Luka didn’t continue and instead crawled back up Evan’s body, Evan made a frantic, impassioned sound. He gripped Luka by the neck and shoulder, clawing at him in lieu of pleading with words.

Staring hard right into Evan’s lust-drunk but unbearably bewildered eyes, Luka knew in his heart what he was going to do and, by doing it, he was betraying both Alek and Brennan.

“
Fuck
. Evan, God help me….”

It came out sounding apologetic, but also wildly animalistic. Luka tried to warn Evan he couldn’t stop now; it was too late to say no.

Then, Evan gave him permission. “Okay,” he said. “It’s okay.”

He turned his face into the touch when Luka brushed the backs of his fingers gently through the hollow of Evan’s jaw. Luka nuzzled Evan’s neck for a brief, tender moment, then straightened. He pushed two thick fingers through Evan’s full lips which kissed instantly around them, then slid his fingers back along Evan’s tongue. Evan sucked them, his tongue curling around them, licking between, over and around to get them as wet as he could. Luka worked them in and out, staring at the way Evan’s lips pursed around the fingers, his eyes now closed.

Luka withdrew his fingers and reached down between Evan’s legs, rubbing over Evan’s puckered hole, stimulating the skin. A sweet, sharp exhale, a small frown, and moist, parted lips were Luka’s reward as he savored the moment, letting Evan ready himself and try to relax.

Luka pushed two fingers through the ring of muscle. Evan grunted, grasping Luka as he spread the fingers, pulling Evan open, rotating and bending them to work his sphincter loose. Luka felt Evan shiver and shifted his legs, breathing more roughly. Sucking light kisses to Evan’s trembling lower lip, Luka moaned Evan’s name over and over again, like a prayer.

Luka tugged his fingers free. Looking nervous but ready, Evan didn’t wait to be asked, and rolled, flipping over onto his hands and knees. He glanced back as Luka moved to kneel between his legs, pushing his exercise shorts down and out of the way. Spitting thickly into his palm, Luka used the saliva to wet his dark, heavy cock, cradled in a hand. A hard shiver raced down Evan’s spine, pebbling his skin from head to toe.

Planting both hands on Evan’s ass, Luka spread his cheeks and angled his own hips so his dick fit snugly at Evan’s opening. The contact made Evan shudder and moan. He grabbed handfuls of the grass beneath him as Luka gripped Evan by the hips and pulled him back, effectively impaling him. Thrusting just hard enough to squeeze past Evan’s rim, Luka breached him as Evan let out a breathy groan. When he met resistance, Luka withdrew slightly and spit on his hand. After smearing the fluid on himself, Luka tried again, thrusting inside a little harder, needing to make Evan take it all and have his cock fit completely inside.

Evan swallowed soft sounds Luka could barely make out, pushing back onto the flesh filling him up as Luka split him open. Luka curled forward to fit himself to Evan’s back, pressing in the last few inches until they were fully joined. Breathing roughly against Evan’s neck, feeling Evan’s whole body thrumming under and around him, Luka moaned brokenly. Soft, delicate tissue perfectly gripped him, hugged around his thick, throbbing girth.

“Oh
God
, yeah… Evan…
Evan
. Wanted you. Feel so good. Wanted you like this for
so long
.
God
….”

Thrusting shallowly, Luka stayed mostly buried and pushed helplessly in, repeatedly, like somehow he could get deeper and take over Evan completely. Luka moaned and rode Evan slowly, wanting it to last. Reaching around under Evan’s hips, Luka brought him off with only a few squeezing tugs. Luka breathed deeply to rein in his own orgasm as Evan fluttered around him in climax. Rippling squeezes and contractions of muscle barraged Luka as Evan quivered with a release that was much too long overdue.

Evan came, crying out roughly, arms unsteady as he held himself up. Luka pumped him with a hand until he softened and only pulsed dry. Once he was done, Luka used him, taking his time with deeper, longer strokes, pulling out of Evan completely once only to realign and plunge back in, popping through Evan’s hole, and making Evan moan wantonly. Luka watched avidly as his length was swallowed up by Evan’s pink pucker. Luka fucked him for long, long minutes, trying to make up for all of the times they’d been unable to be together, though Luka had watched so avidly, and imagined what it would be like, to feel and fuck Evan like he’d wanted to so badly. He held back his orgasm whenever it got close, taking a moment to wait for it to fade back again, then resuming once more.

With Luka moving easily within him, Evan sighed deliriously as Luka draped over him. Luka got as close as he possibly could, pressing open-mouthed kisses to the spot just below and behind Evan’s ear. Luka shuddered hard, ready to release. His hips twitched and slapped against the curve of Evan’s tight ass. Whimpering, Luka fit himself to Evan, rutting helplessly as he spilled a huge load of come deeply into Evan.

“
Motherfuck
. I should’ve pulled out. The hell was I thinking? Damn it,” Luka panted as he came down. “I’m sorry.”

“Don’t sweat it,” Evan rasped with a woozy chuckle.

“How are you? Are you okay?”

Evan nodded, smiling more when Luka wrapped an arm around him, palming his belly, kissing his ear. “I’m fine. I’m great, actually. That was…
mmm
.”

Luka sighed, kissing the corner of Evan’s mouth. Evan pressed back onto him and closed his eyes, a happy, sated expression lighting his face. “Yeah. It was,” Luka agreed. “I guess we proved you’re getting better, huh?”

Evan exhaled sharply, his smile vanishing as realization set in. In a small voice, he asked fearfully, “What did we do? What the hell did we just do?”

“Made love,” Luka said softly, caressing down the side of Evan’s waist, the tickling touch making him shiver.

Evan reached behind himself to hold Luka, pulling him closer.

Sounding guilt-stricken, he said, “They’re gonna
hate me
.”

“Don’t. They’re not gonna hate you,” Luka hissed, burying his face in Evan, embracing him more tightly when he felt Evan’s breath hitch with tears.

Once they were both somewhat clothed and standing in the middle of the flattened swath of grass around them, Evan first hesitated, then went to Luka, getting swallowed up in Luka’s awaiting arms. Encircling Evan with his arms, Luka felt him clinging frightfully.

“It’s gonna be fine, Ev,” Luka hushed to him, not really believing it himself.

“How?” Evan groaned. “How is this gonna be fine?”

“…I don’t know. But we’ll figure it out.
I’ll
figure it out. Let me worry about it.”

Evan broke away from him, snapping, “No, not gonna happen. This concerns me, too. We
both
promised this wouldn’t happen. You made Brennan promise to put you first, to be your boyfriend above all else and he did! He stayed away from me, just like you wanted. How am I supposed to go back there now and face him? For Christ’s sake, we’re both covered in each other’s bodily fluids. And yours are kind of starting to drip down the inside of my thigh.”

Rubbing a hand over his mouth, trying to come up with a plan, Luka was ripped from his thoughts by this, his gaze drifting right to Evan’s thighs.

“Luka!”

“Sorry. Yeah. Okay. Okay, I know what we can do. We have to get cleaned up before we can do anything, and going to your place isn’t really an option, so… okay.” Luka pulled out his phone and started to type a message.

“What are you doing?”

“Sending Bren a text,” Luka mumbled, clicking at the tiny keys. “‘Need to run home. Be back later.’ There. Done. Come on, we’ll jump in my truck. It’s parked around back of the house and Brennan’s probably meditating anyway.”

“Well, what if he’s not? What if he’s waiting for us? He’ll take one look at us and know. He’ll know we cheated on them and what the hell am I supposed to say to him?”

Luka sighed and kissed Evan’s forehead. “Such a worrywart. It’s just Brennan. If he’s waiting, we’ll address it somehow before we get cleaned up. No big deal.”

The wide-eyed, scared expression didn’t leave Evan’s face, though, so Luka took him by the hand and started to lead him slowly back to the house.

There was no sign of Brennan when Luka and Evan arrived, so they got into Luka’s truck. Luka started it up and they were cruising down the road before anything else could happen. Minutes later, crossing a few towns, as the miles slipped away, the buildings began to crowd in closer and closer until the fields were gone and they were in the much more urban town of Michellsburg. Pulling up to Luka’s home, they sat in the cab without moving to get out, both of them eyeing the vehicles in the driveway. Presley and Carter both appeared to be home and it was possible Jamie was there, too.