We Are Not Good People (Ustari Cycle) (25 page)

We could still cast, of course, but I wasn’t planning to. We were hoping for assistance, after all, and even if I’d never heard of him, he was
enustari,
and I wasn’t planning to get into any battles with an Archmage. Yet. If I could help it.

“Digory,” he said, his voice gravelly and hoarse. “As I watched you approach from down the road, I thought you must have good reason for coming here unannounced. But then I could not think of what that reason might
be
.”

“Sure do, Mr. Fallon,” Ketterly said, pushing his hands into his pockets. “Mr. Vonnegan here said he would crush me to death if I didn’t make an introduction. I believed him.”

The old man glanced up at Ketterly again. His gaze lingered for a moment, and then he looked down again. “Very well.”

A few awkward seconds passed by. Then Ketterly shrugged and pulled one hand from his pocket to gesture back at me. “Uh, Mr. Lemuel Vonnegan, meet Mr. Evelyn Fallon.”

I opened my mouth to say something. Fallon gestured at one of the other chairs strewn about the area. With an earsplitting roar, the cage walls dropped back into the floor. Like I’d been examined and found harmless. I wasn’t sure how to feel about that.

“Have a seat, Mr. Vonnegan.”

I shut my mouth with a click. Reminded myself that the old man was power. I didn’t see any Bleeders, but it wouldn’t hurt to play it careful. I stepped up and pulled an old metal rolling chair towards me. Flipped it around, sat with my arms draped across the back. “Call me Lem.”

He didn’t look at me. “I know why you’re here, Mr. Vonnegan. I was sorry to hear of Hiram Bosch’s death. That was unfortunate.”

“You knew Hiram?”

“I knew of him,” he said flatly, and ticked his head towards me. His eyes stayed on the delicate workings laid out on the desk in front of him. They looked like little golden watch gears. “Foolish of him, to challenge Calvin Amir. There was only one outcome of that battle.”

I held myself in check. “You did some work for Amir.”

He paused. He was thin, and his arms were covered in the typical pink scars, most of them quite old. He didn’t have any Bleeders in the place that I could see, but he wasn’t cutting himself, either. At least not recently.

“I did work for his
gasam,
yes,” he finally said. “Has no one killed Mika Renar yet? Pity.”

“You built a house,” I pressed.

He sat back with a sigh. Lifted his hands from the table. Turned to look at me. “I did not build a
house
, boy. I created a very large and complex Fabrication. Per custom order. The house was built
around
my work.”

“What does it do?”

He turned, glanced at Mags and Ketterly and Daryl in turn, and his mouth moved, like he found them unpleasant somehow. I considered the desk: It was neat. Incredibly neat, orderly, and clean. The man’s fingers were smudged with ink as he worked on plans, intricate drawings with millions of tiny notes in something that I assumed was cursive, but his desk was perfect. He bent back to his work. “My contracts are confidential, Mr. Vonnegan. Have you come to contract my services? There must be some trinket or trick I can fashion for you. I make no judgments. I do not sneer at modest projects.”

I nodded. “My guess is it’s involved in the
Biludha-tah-namus
.”

He paused. It was subtle. It wasn’t like he’d been waving his arms, jumping around. He’d been picking at the tiny gears, staring down at them intently. But then he froze. Surprised. Maybe horrified; it was hard to tell. Fallon’s face was etched out of stone, all deep lines and geometric patterns.

“I’m guessing you weren’t invited into the conspiracy,” I said, struggling to keep my voice level. “The Conspiracy of Assholes who will come out of this
biludha
immortal. I don’t know how many.
Enustari,
every one. Maybe a couple of their apprentices to boot.”

He still hadn’t moved.

“No invite? Guess they have all the
trinkets
they’re gonna need.”

He moved suddenly. I was stupid, and slow, and feeling too fucking clever. And he didn’t cut himself. Even as I heard him speaking the Words—even as something invisible seized me and squeezed, pulling me several feet up into the air—I stared down at him, searching for a fresh bleed. There wasn’t one.

Mags twitched, yanking up his sleeve. Before I could warn him, his knife flashed in his hand. Fallon’s eyes flicked over to him, but the old man didn’t move. Mags rose up into the air with a squawk and slammed into the far wall. His blade shook free and fell to the floor.

Fear spiked inside me. He hadn’t
bled
.

“You shouldn’t go around saying the name of that ritual, boy,”
Fallon spat. “Just the
name
has power. I know you are not a mage of consequence—”

“Thanks,” I gasped. My lungs felt like they were being held in clamps.

“An
idimustari,
yes? Bleeding for nickels in dive bars and playing pranks. I
build,
Mr. Vonnegan. What do you do?
Destroy,
like so many of us.”

I remembered Hiram’s education:
Magic is violence, Mr. Vonnegan.

“You take energy and waste it,” Fallon continued. “Dissipate it into the ether for your own lusts and needs. I
build.
I do not worry over how my creations might be employed—it is all the same. People like you—or your betters—commission work from me. I create. They use it to destroy, to waste. It is all the same.” He paused and squinted at me. “Where did you hear that name?”

“I heard it from Mika Renar,” I said. A lie, but close enough.

Fallon cursed. “That
biludha
would require the murder of thousands. It—”

He paused. Just stopped talking, stared down at the floor. I was wrapped tightly, hot and not breathing easy. A spike of anxiety threaded in around the fear. I had the feeling I’d just convinced Fallon. It didn’t make me feel any better.

He turned, and Mags and I dropped back to the floor. I stumbled, staggered backwards a few steps, and found my balance.

“Follow me,” Fallon said without looking at any of us.

He started walking towards the back of the cathedral. As he walked, it melted away. The buttresses, the windows, everything just faded, leaving only the tables and desks and an empty warehouse: crumbling, water-damaged brick walls and a concrete floor.

Daryl whistled, low and foreboding. “Daryl Houy, you ain’t in Texas anymore.”

I gestured at Mags and followed. After a moment’s hesitation, Ketterly fell in with Mags. Daryl stood where he was, looking confused, which was fine by me.

Fallon’s work area was a maze of desks and tables, chairs and filing cabinets, bookshelves and boxes filled with junk. We passed through it without touching a thing. At a heavy metal door, Fallon stopped, pausing to work a padlock looped through an old rusted chain. He let both drop to the floor and pulled the door open. It led to a stairway. He waited for me to catch up.

“Renar contracted me six years ago,” Fallon said as he led me down the stairs. At the bottom was pure, untouched darkness, perfectly black. As he sank into it, he whispered a single word, and a pale blue ball of light appeared in his palm. I raked my eyes over him. He still hadn’t bled. His scars were old, ancient, healed. “To build for her a . . . mechanism.

I wanted to ask how he was casting without bleeding. But I thought it might be better if I made myself look smart before I started begging for answers. “A mechanism for
biludha,
right? To set off a controlled chain reaction. Bleedouts in a specific pattern, concentrating and focusing the energy.”

He slowed and looked back over his shoulder at me for a second.
Score one for Lem Vonnegan, Genius,
I thought.

“Yes,” he said. He was leading us through a tunnel made of perfect darkness. His blue light illuminated only the floor beneath us and a foot or two around. Deep and damp, by the feel. We were in the basement. I fought the urge to hurry and snuggle up close to the old man. “That is my specialty. I create Fabrications that work as
enhancers
. Amplifiers. Capable of combining the energies of multiple sacrifices, of storing energy sacrificed
now
for use in the
future
.”

The idea started to come clear in my head. Before I could be brilliant again, Mags beat me to it.

“Like a battery?” he asked, in the tone of an excited kid making a breakthrough. Mags was Frosty the Snowman, though. He woke up each day singing “
Happy Birthday”
and forgot everything that had happened to him the day before.

“Yes!” Fallon barked, turning to face us. There was the faintest hint of an accent in that one excited bark. Something European, maybe Slavic. It was just a speck. “Like a battery. Stored.”

“That’s how you cast without bleeding,” I offered hastily before Mags could make me look dumb again.

“I have
bled,
Mr. Vonnegan,” Fallon said, his voice harsh and ragged and suddenly distant. “I have bled more than you. More than you ever will. You have
no idea
how I have bled.”

We fell into silence. I imagined offending him and being abandoned down in this pitch-black basement. Wandering forever. The distant sound of that door being chained shut again—where, hard to tell: just an echo far off, maybe. Then you pick a direction and figure you’ll walk until you find a wall. Except in the dark, the human mind is wobbly and you end up walking in circles without realizing it. The uniformly gritty floor seemed to be created seconds before the blue light crept up to it, then destroyed behind us, silently.

Finally, there was another door. Another padlock. Another chain. He worked it, the blue ball of light hovering over his shoulder like an attentive pet. He pulled the door open. Stepped aside.

“Enter, please.”

I stepped into a dim, small room. There wasn’t much light, but I was grateful for it, a dull green glow that was everywhere and nowhere. A simple spell. In my mind, just for fun, I formulated a two-word spell that would replicate it.

It was a storage room lined with the sort of wide, oversize filing cabinets you saw in architectural firms. In the center of the room was a bare metal table, covered in dust.

“I apologize for the security measures,” Fallon said, sounding the opposite of
apologetic
. “Many would steal my work if they could.”

He moved to one of the cabinets, opened a drawer, and extracted a thick file folder. Mages resisted computers. I had no idea why, but even I hated them on instinct. I wouldn’t even wear a digital watch, and I
hated cell phones. Mags and I would pick up a burner when the need arose, or steal one. But I didn’t like having them. Didn’t like touching them. Someone knew why, but it wasn’t me.

Fallon could have scanned all this shit in, had a neat stack of DVDs or flash drives. Instead, he opened the file and began spreading out huge schematic drawings, sheets upon sheets of spells. I’d seen the Words written out. There were a variety of alphabets for it. It didn’t matter how you wrote them; they were inert on the page. All that mattered was how you voiced them. The pronunciation. The order. The grammar.

I looked at the schematic and froze. It was fucking
horrifying
.

“You built
this
?” I asked without taking my eyes from the plans.

“Yes,” Fallon breathed. “It is my finest Fabrication.”

He was
proud
of it.

It was clearly designed to be underground. It was a single corridor, really. It resembled a corkscrew, starting off as a wide square, running along right angles until it ducked down under itself, descending ten feet at an angle and then spinning around the four corners at a reduced footprint. It spiraled down to a single small chamber at the bottom.

The outer wall of the corridor was lined with recessed areas. Equipped with restraints. Spring-loaded blades. Sized and shaped for human beings. Its purpose was obvious. You started at the top. Slit a throat. The energy released by that sacrifice triggered the pod next to it. A blade snapped out, slit another throat. And on and on, spiraling down through what had to be hundreds of pods, murdering people as it spun. I didn’t know what the number actually was. I didn’t count it; that would be too scary. But the machine would be precise. It would be exactly what the
Biludha-tah-namus
required in order to begin its own domino effect. This Fabrication was designed as a spark plug. Mika Renar would murder a couple dozen, a couple hundred, people in three minutes, and the collected energy would be funneled into the
biludha,
which would begin an unstoppable chain reaction of death. It had been done on smaller scales. Kill fifty people to cause an earthquake
that kills tens of thousands, soak up
that
bloodshed for an even bigger spell. It had been done on monumental, nightmarish scales in the past. This was different. This was mechanized. Efficient. Bigger than anything I’d ever heard of.

I tore my eyes away and stared at Fallon. He was looking down at his plans rapturously. In love with his own genius.

“I knew it would be used,” he said without looking at me. “I knew it would be used for something big, and I knew, since it was Renar, that it would be terrible. But I didn’t suspect it would be used to cast the
Tah-namus
.”

My hands were fists at my sides. It was okay to murder all these people. As long as it didn’t murder the world entire. As long as it didn’t murder
you
.

We are not good people.

I reminded myself that Fallon had a connection to a reserve of blood somewhere that I couldn’t feel, couldn’t touch. This whole place, I realized, was a Fabrication. Huge. Complex. This warehouse, designed to make him a godling in his own space. He’d shielded it. Others couldn’t touch it, somehow. Anyone acted up, a word or two from his thin old lips, and we were doomed.

“I have been in this place for a long time,” Fallon whispered, apparently to himself. “Too long. Too long out of the world.”