Where I Belong (Alabama Summer) (13 page)

“They’re
your
tits,” he states, his expression
toughening and his voice edgy. The sight of my chest weeks ago would’ve
provoked an entirely different reaction out of him. Now he’s desensitized to
it.
Awesome.

I ignore the stare he is giving me and refuse to let go of
my annoyance. This is maddening. “And my tits make you uncomfortable. But I
guess they should, considering how
friendly
you and I have become.” I
grab Nolan’s books and shove them into his duffle bag.

“What is that supposed to mean?” he asks, but I ignore him.
I’m too focused on getting his shit together so he can leave.

 “Here. He was great. Didn’t give me a bit of trouble.”
I thrust the duffle bag into his chest, stalking past him and grabbing my
phone. “My tits and I are going to bed before we freak you out even more.” I
don’t turn back around as I walk toward my bedroom. I don’t want to see if my
words affect him, especially since my body apparently doesn’t anymore. What the
fuck? My boobs that he couldn’t get enough of weeks ago are now being held
hostage in his stupid friend zone against their will. And they are not happy
about it one bit.

Join the club.

I rip my hoodie off and throw it in the corner of my room
with a grunt. I’m annoyed, hurt, and really horny. Three emotions that are
pissing me off at the moment. I grab my phone to respond to Tessa’s last text
message.

Me: Your brother
infuriates me! I’m turned on, pissed off, and sick of this stupid friend zone.
I can’t be friends with someone that brings me to orgasm in my dreams every
night. And I’m tired of getting off on the memory of Ben. Oh, and your get
naked idea wouldn’t have worked. My tits were just on display for him and he
acted offended by them.

I press send and throw my phone down, reaching up and
undoing the hair tie that is securing my hair in a loose bun. Just as my hair
falls down my back, my bedroom door swings open and Ben stands in the doorway
with that blazing look of his that leaves scorch marks on my skin. But right
now, it doesn’t have that effect on me. Right now, it makes me want to punch
him right in the throat.

“I’m really not in the mood to talk right now.”

He steps into the room and closes the door behind him. “Did
you mean what you just sent me?”

I furrow my brow into a tight line. “What are you talking
about? What do you mean what I just sent you?” I stand up off the bed and glare
at him. I’m still mad, pissed even, but now I’m confused as hell. And then I
see it, the cell phone he’s gripping and a panic surges through my system. My
legs feel weak underneath me and my chest feels so tight it’s as if I’m
breathing through a straw. I grab my phone and scroll to the text that I
thought I sent to Tessa. But I didn’t send it to Tessa. I lift my eyes and
watch as Ben reaches behind him and locks the door, never taking his bright
eyes off me. I toss my phone back onto the bed and take a deep breath before
responding. “Yes. I meant it.” My answer is firm and definite. This is not the
time to half ass anything. He’s giving me an opportunity and I’m taking it.

He smiles that cocky grin that drives me insane. “Do you
want me, baby?”

I nod.

“No, I need to hear you say it. I’ll give you whatever you
want, Mia. But I won’t risk misinterpreting what I’ve just read. Tell me
exactly what you want.” He stops right in front of me, keeping his body inches
from mine. He’s so close to me right now it’s almost unbearable. I know exactly
what I want. Him. And I’m not above being forward with him right now. I
understand his hesitation. He doesn’t want to take this somewhere and not be positive
that I want to go with him. But he doesn’t know I’d follow him anywhere.
Anywhere
.

I blink heavily before eliminating all space between us,
pressing my body against his. He doesn’t tense at all, but he doesn’t wrap his
arms around me either. “I don’t want to be just friends. I don’t think I ever
did.” I press my hand to his chest, flattening against his heartbeat and
feeling his reaction to me. “I want you, Ben. All of you. Your hands, your
mouth, your…” I look down, pausing for the courage I need.

“Say it,” he growls. God, I love the authority in his voice.

I don’t hesitate at his command. Looking into his eyes, I
say exactly what I want with the certainty he needs. “Cock. I’ve thought of you
touching me constantly since we were together that first night. It’s all I’ve
thought about.”

His hands come up and he cups my face. “I won’t be able to
hold back.”

“I don’t want you to.”

“It’s going to be really fucking intense. I don’t think I
can be gentle with you right now. It’s been too damn long since I’ve had my
hands on you and I’m about to start ripping shit apart.”

A small laugh rumbles in my throat. He is just as frustrated
as I am.
Thank you, Jesus.
I tease the buttons of his uniform, feeling
his muscles clench underneath my fingers. “I don’t want gentle right now. I
want you to take me.”

He nods firmly, understanding exactly what I need. He keeps
one hand on my face but brings the other around my neck, gripping it with that
possessive hunger of his that riles me up like nothing else. “I was trying to
be good, baby. I wanted you to see that I’m not that same guy you once knew.
I’ll never be that guy. I’ll never hurt you, Mia, and I’ll fucking kill anyone
that does. But this is it. Once I have you again, I’m not letting you go. So
you better be damn sure this is what you want because there’s no going back
after this.”

I snake my hands around his neck, brushing over his
hammering pulse. “Good.” I tilt my head up and press my lips softly against
his. “Fuck me, Ben. Show me that I’m yours.” My words blow against his mouth
and they’re the only coaxing he needs.

My heart is his and right now, I want him to claim my body.

Ben

“Fuck me, Ben. Show me that I’m yours.”

When those words escaped her perfect mouth, I felt my entire
body surge with power. My adrenaline spiked and the commanding need I had for
Mia that I’d dulled out with friendship came screaming back to life inside me.
There was never any doubt in my mind who she belonged to. And after tonight,
there would never be any doubt in hers either.  

“If I’m too rough with you, you need to tell me,” I say
against her lips, backing her body up to the bed. I’m so geared up right now,
so tightly wound that I know the only way I’ll be able to hold back is if she
can’t handle it. I’m feeling speedy, like a racehorse who’s been let out of the
gate and I need her to be honest with me. I’ve never felt out of control before
but Mia has the ability to make me lose my shit completely. “Baby, promise me
you’ll tell me if I hurt you.” I push her down onto the bed, grabbing her legs
and spreading them wide as I settle in between them.

She stares up at me with nothing but trust in her eyes. I’m
certain with the look she’s giving me that I can do anything to her right now
and she won’t waver. She pulls her top over her head before saying, “I will but
I won’t have to. I want this just as bad as you do. Please don’t hold back,
Ben. I’m not fragile.”

No, she isn’t. I have to remind myself that this isn’t the
same Mia that used to be afraid of cliff diving at Rocky Point. I’ve met my
match in this woman, both in and out of the bedroom.

She begins working at her shorts when I stop her, batting
her hands away. “Those are mine to take off.” I pull them down with her
panties, tossing them somewhere behind me. She’s naked, completely bare to me,
and I almost forget how to fucking breathe. I take a moment to stare at her,
appreciating every dip and curve of her body. Her hands drum the sheet at her
sides as she allows me to have my moment. I raise my gaze to her face and she
wets her lips. “You’re the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen. And you have no idea,
do you? You have no clue how stunning you are.” I make quick work of my shirt,
unbuttoning it halfway and pulling it over my head to get on with it.

Mia laughs softly below me, stretching her body out on the
bed. “I thought you said you weren’t going to be gentle with me? I don’t want
sweet, romantic, Benjamin Kelly right now.”

I cock my head at her and she smiles. “You’ll take what I
give you.” I pull my belt off and drop my pants and boxers, stepping out of
both. “I can fuck you and tell you how crazy I am about you. I’m very capable
of making you scream and worshipping you at the same time.” I am about to
spread my body on top of hers when she sits up unexpectedly and grabs my cock.
Her eyes are blazing, filled with a stark need. I groan deep in my throat and
stop her hand from moving. “Fuck, baby. I know you want to play right now, but
I’m too damn wound up for that. I’m not coming in your hand and if you touch me
anymore, that’s exactly what’s going to happen.”

She arches her brow at me. So playful and seductive at the
same time. “I was hoping you’d come in my mouth.”

Ah hell.
My dirty little angel never ceases to amaze
me. I stroke along her bottom lip with my thumb. “Baby, soon,
very
soon
I will fuck this pretty little mouth. But right now, I need to be inside you. I
need to feel you around me.” And then my world collapses in on itself.
Fucking
motherfucker.
I squeeze my eyes tight and step back out of her needy grasp.

“What is it?”

What the fuck?
I run my hands down my face and curse
under my breath. “I was not at all anticipating this happening between us for a
while. I honestly thought it would take a lot longer for you to see that I’m
not a complete dickhead anymore and let me anywhere near your body.” I drop my
hands and meet her puzzled face. She has no idea what I am getting at. “I don’t
have any condoms with me. And I’m not searching the house for them because
that’s just fucking weird. Please tell me you have some.”

Her face falls in disappointment. “No, I don’t. You don’t
have any in your truck?”

Her optimism is adorable. I shake my head and rake my hand
through my hair roughly. “No. Nolan likes to snoop around in there and I’m
always afraid he’s going to find one and think it’s a damn balloon or
something.”

She giggles and pulls her knees up to her chest. I’m about
to tell her that we don’t have to have sex tonight, that I’d be completely
content with just holding her, because I would, when suddenly she drops the
playful demeanor and looks at me with a fierce passion. “You know I’ve only
been with you,” she says, her voice dropping to a soft purring sound. “And I’m
on birth control, so there wouldn’t be any risk of me getting pregnant. So as
long as
you’re
clean, I don’t see why this is a problem.”

I just died. This has to be what heaven is like. Dirty
little angels floating around, tempting you with barrier free sex. Is there any
man on the planet that could actually say no to this? I inhale deeply, trying
to calm my painful erection that is all for driving into her wet heat without
being wrapped up. “I’m clean.” And I apparently don’t need that much
convincing. “I’ve never done it without a condom. Nolan resulted from one that
had a tear in it.” I step closer to her and she scoots back on the bed,
reaching out for me with an eager hand.

“So I’ll be your first this way? I love that.”

I move toward the bed, getting up on my knees as she relaxes
back onto a pillow. “Are you sure though? Baby, I could just eat your pussy for
a good hour, maybe several and be fucking perfect with that. There’s no need to
rush this.”

“But there is.” She grabs my hand and I give her the other
one so that both our hands are linked together. I’m kneeling between her legs,
staring down into those chocolate brown eyes that hold me by the balls and
could make me do practically anything right now. “We don’t have forever, Ben.
I’m only here for the summer. I have two months left to be with you and I don’t
want to waste another second not being with you the way I want to be. I love
that you gave me time to get to know who you are now and I wouldn’t take that
back. But I don’t need any more time. I just need you.” She spreads her legs,
dropping them on either side of mine. “You’re the only man that’s ever had me.
Take what’s yours.”

This is heaven. It has to be. And we’ll talk about this
whole forever thing later. There is no way in hell I’m ending this with her at
the end of the summer. I don’t care how much distance there’ll be between us.
“I don’t know what the hell I did to ever deserve you, but you’ll never take
another breath without knowing how special you are to me.” I bend down and
bring my mouth to hers, needing to feel her breath in me. Needing to swallow
her sounds. She opens up and my tongue slides across hers, stroking deep into
her mouth as she grips my neck with one hand and my shoulder with the other. I
break the contact because I need more of her. I’ve gone almost four weeks
without her taste and I want it running through me. I need it coursing through
my system. I settle between her legs and she opens up with a soft sigh. “You
want it, don’t you? You want my tongue to make you beg before my cock does.”

Her hand grabs my head and she pushes me down as her
response. I grin against her clit before flicking it with my tongue. She arches
her hips up to meet every stroke.
Fuck, the way she tastes
. Some pussies
just taste better than others and Mia’s pussy is sinful. Addicting. She pulses
against my tongue as I run up her length, lingering on her clit before pulling
it into my mouth.

“Oh God, Ben.”

I suck hard then harder, needing her orgasm more than I need
to breathe. Getting her off gets me off, and Mia is so responsive that it’s
hard not to come along with her when she does it so perfectly. My eyes run up
her body, over her tits that will be getting my attention very soon and our
eyes lock. I knew she’d be watching me. Her hand tightens in my hair as I move
in quick circles. She whispers my name, moaning and barely making any sense as
her orgasm builds rapidly. She begs me over and over not to stop. That she’s
right there. That she’s so close. She pins me between her legs, unraveling against
me as I grip her thighs and consume all of her. And then she finally relaxes
her body, her legs dropping to the sides in complete exhaustion as my angel
comes back to earth.

“So, so good. I love your mouth. I mean, really. I love your
cock too, but your mouth?” She sighs heavily as I crawl up her body, kissing
every inch of her. “It really should come with some sort of warning label.”

“Mmm and what would it say? Multiple orgasms await you if
you put this between your legs?” I suck her left nipple into my mouth, pulling
another low groan out of her. Releasing it with a smirk, I drop my head between
her tits and inhale her scent. That berries and cream scent that completely
wrecks me. “I love how you smell. Especially right here.” I inhale again and
growl against her, feeling her squirm underneath me. I glance up at her with a
warning. “Don’t you dare try to hurry me along. Next to that gorgeous view
between your legs, this is where I’d want to die. Right here.” I plant a kiss
to her cleavage before moving up her body.

“I need you to fuck me now.” She sounds urgent, needy even.
As if she didn’t just come all over my tongue. “Do you think you could do
that?”

I slide straight into her pussy as my answer. “Holy fuck,
Mia.” She’s soaked, her need for me just as strong as my need for her. I groan
as she arches her back and presses her tits against my chest. Nothing has ever
felt like this and I know without a doubt that there is no other woman I want
to experience this with besides Mia. And I also know I’m done using condoms
with her. I won’t take her any other way besides this fucking perfection. I’m
all the way in her but I can’t move. Not yet. I am too fucking close to losing
it and I want this to last. She wiggles beneath me, urging me on with her hands
gripping my ass. “Give me a second, baby. You have no idea how good you feel
right now and I don’t want to come in you just yet.” I drop my forehead to hers
and steady my breathing.

Her tongue darts out and she licks her bottom lip. “Why not?
Can’t you get hard again right away? I was hoping this wasn’t a one and done
deal.”

I laugh, brushing against her lips with mine. “Are you
challenging me? Do you want to see how hard I can fuck you and how hard I can
get again just by looking at you? Just say the words and that’s what you’ll
get.” She doesn’t say any words. Instead, she clenches down on me and squeezes
me tighter than a vise grip. I rear up, grabbing her legs and pinning them
against the mattress as I drive my hips into her. “Is this what you want? Fuck,
baby. Is this how you want me to take you?” I can barely get my words out
before I feel my orgasm building at an impressive rate. I’m fucking her like I
haven’t had her in years, because that’s how I feel. I’m a man deprived and I
won’t stop until she can’t imagine not having me between her legs. The room
becomes filled with our moans and the loud slapping sound of our bodies
crashing together.

“Yes! Oh God, Ben. Please.” She closes her eyes and arches
off the bed, thrusting her chest into the air.

“Mia, I’m coming in you, baby. I’m coming in this sweet
pussy.”

I give her everything and she takes it, coming on my cock as
soon as I tell her I’m filling her. Her skin flushes pink then red, bursting
across her chest and up to her neck. She reaches for me and claws down my
chest, giving me the pain that she knows I need. She’s perfect when she comes,
a beautiful angel underneath me. I pull out and she sits up on her elbows,
staring between my legs at the erection that is fully hard just for her.

“You came, didn’t you?” she asks, her eyes full of shock.
She doubts my desire for her, which she’ll never do again. I dip my finger into
her and draw it to her mouth, coaxing her to taste what I gave her. She hits me
with that seductive stare she mastered that night in the bar and sucks on my
finger, releasing it with a pop. My cock lengthens even more at the sight of
her. My girl likes it. “Mmm. I guess that answers
that
question. Wanna
go again?”

I grab her, switching places so that I am now lying on the
bed and she is kneeling next to me. “Ride me, baby. I want you to drive this
time. Show me how much you want this cock that’s rock hard just for you.”

She straddles me without hesitation, gripping me in her hand
and guiding me into her slick pussy. “Oh God.” Her head falls back until I get
fully inside her. Then she hits me with those big brown eyes again. “I forgot
how deep you are this way. It feels like you’re hitting my ribs.” She moves
slowly, rocking her hips in a gentle rhythm. As if I’m the fragile one. I
practically fucked her through the floor and now she’s looking at me as if I’m
breakable. I’m not and she needs to know that.

I grab her neck firmly and pull her down, crashing her mouth
against mine. “Do I look delicate to you? Or do I look like a man that’s been
starving for this pussy.” I scrap my teeth along her bottom lip and she
whimpers. “Fucking
ride me,
Mia.” Her eyes widen and she nods once,
purposely. And then she reaches behind her and digs her nails into my thighs,
rearing up and fucking me with wild abandon. “Yeah, just like that. So good. So
fucking tight, baby.” I grunt my praise to her as my eyes wander between her
mouth and her tits. I lean in and suck on them, making her scream out and ride
me harder. She alternates between rocking her hips, first fast then faster,
while crashing down on me. White spots blur my vision as she takes me to the
edge.

“I need it, Ben. Oh God, I’m so close.” She scratches down
my arms and I groan loudly, loving the pain that mingles with the pleasure.
Christ,
this woman knows exactly what I need and when to give it to me.