I left Tinker at the dairy and went back to The Boys Farm because that afternoon we were getting a visit from a missionary who played the violin and had a mission station near Bulawayo in Rhodesia. Meneer Prinsloo said at supper the night before that although this missionary lady wasn't from the Dutch Reformed Church, she was still a good Christian spreading God's work among the heathen and we all had the afternoon off from working in the vegetable gardens to go and listen to her.
I must say I didn't think the violin sounded very good doing hymns, but we also prayed for the heathens who she said were âcast into everlasting darkness unless they saw the light and repented and accepted Jesus into their heart'. Then she asked if anybody in the audience wanted to do the same, but nobody did because our hearts were too hard and we'd been to church already once that day.
I'm only telling you this because I didn't know at the time that I would never see my friend Mattress again, because usually after we'd finished in the vegetable gardens I'd go and see him and Tinker again, but this Sunday I couldn't because of the missionary.
Back to the murder. This is what the newspaper said happened and I also heard it at school.
Some persons unknown had assaulted the murder victim and tied his wrists together with a long piece of rope. They tied the end of the rope to the back bumper of the
bakkie
and drove off so that the murder victim had to run behind the lorry. They went faster and faster so he couldn't run fast enough, so he fell and they dragged him along until he was dead, and had no face or chest or the front part of his body left after being scraped along the surface of the dirt road. They'd cut him loose outside Sergeant Jan van Niekerk's police station sometime between midnight and three o'clock in the morning. Because it was Sunday night and very late there wasn't even anyone on duty at the station, except a black policeman who was asleep in the station cell and didn't hear anything. Of course, we only heard about all this later when it came out in the newspaper.
But to go back to the time before I knew of the murder, at breakfast on Monday morning after the Saturday fight, we didn't get porridge as usual because they said there wasn't any milk. Everybody moaned and complained but there was no further explanation so we only had bread and black coffee that tasted horrible and bitter, even with sugar. I knew why there wasn't any milk because Mattress and me had poured it straight onto the ground on Sunday. The milk we used was always the day-before milk, because butter and cream were made with the fresh milk and then what was left was sent up to the kitchen later in the morning for use that night in our coffee and breakfast the next day. Frikkie Botha wasn't at breakfast so I thought he was probably down at the dairy and poor Mattress was getting a terrible scolding for pouring Sunday's milk onto the ground. Of course, I still didn't know that Frikkie Botha was in hospital for his broken jaw and his sinuses.
After breakfast and before school on that Monday I took Tinker her crusts and there were the cows mooing and waiting at the dairy to be milked and the pigs making a fuss about getting no breakfast again. My heart started to thump and I thought Mattress might be sick and couldn't get up. I ran over to his hut and turned the corner and ran straight into Sergeant Van Niekerk. And then I saw there were two black policemen and the police van. There was also Meneer Prinsloo.
âWhat are you doing here, boy?' Meneer Prinsloo asked.
I was suddenly in a terrible fix. I couldn't tell him about Tinker; thank goodness I hadn't yet called her with a whistle or shouted out her name. Tinker knew she wasn't allowed to come until she was called and she'd learned to stay away from everyone accept Mattress and me. If I couldn't tell the truth about Tinker I had no other choice but to say, âMattress is my friend and I help him to feed the pigs, Meneer.'
âWho is this Mattress?' he demanded to know.
âThe pig boy, Sir.'
âThe pig boy!' He looked at Sergeant Van Niekerk and shook his head and addressed me again. âSunday you get your clean clothes for church and they still clean on Monday so you can go to school and show them you get good care here.' He pointed in the direction of the pigsty. âNow you come down here and feed the pigs in your nice clean clothes?'
âYes, Sir. I'm sorry, Sir.'
âDoes Mevrou know about this?'
âNo, Sir,' I said in a timorous voice, then added, âit's allowed, Sir. Meneer Botha says I can.'
âYou are the English child, aren't you?' he asked.
â
Ja
, Meneer.'
Sergeant Van Niekerk stepped forward. âYou say you knew this
Bantu
, son? What did you say his name was?'
âMattress, Sir.'
He smiled. âMattress, hey? Did he lie down a lot?'
I could see he meant it as a small boy's joke. âNo, Sir, he slept on a grass mat and he worked very hard.'
He went down on his haunches. He was a big man but not as big as Mattress, and he put his hand on my shoulder just the way Mattress would sometimes do. âDid he, this Mattress, ever touch you? What is your name?'
âTom, Sir, but they call me
Voetsek
.'
Sergeant Van Niekerk drew back in surprise. âI will call you Tom. Tom, did this
Bantu
, er, Mattress, ever touch you?'
âTouch, Sir?' I wasn't sure what he meant.
âIn places, private places.' As far as I knew we didn't have any private places at The Boys Farm.
âNo, Sir.'
âDid he touch you at all?'
âYes, Sir.'
âOh, how was that?'
âLike you are touching me, Sir. He sometimes put his hand on my shoulder.'
âHe was your friend, hey?'
âYes, Sir, I already told Meneer Prinsloo that, Sir.'
âDon't be cheeky, you hear!' Meneer Prinsloo snapped.
âNo, he's not being cheeky,' Sergeant Van Niekerk said, quickly defending me. âHe's right, he did tell you. How old are you, Tom?'
âSeven, Sir.'
âSeven!
Magtig
, and already you a farmer helping with the cows and the pigs. Will you be a farmer when you grow up?'
âI dunno, Sir, I'm an orphan,' I told him.
âBut you won't always be an orphan,' he said.
âYes I will, you can't not be an orphan.'
âHe is a clever child,' he said, looking up at Meneer Prinsloo, who didn't reply. Sergeant Van Niekerk looked back at me and said, âDid you and Mattress talk about a lot of different things then?'
âYes, lots of things.'
âDid you talk about your bodies?'
âOnly about his feet and Joe Louis's feet.'
âEh? His feet? What about his feet?'
âIn Zululand there are high mountains, much higher than here,' I explained. âThe rocks there are
really
bad and sharp and when you an
umfaan
and are minding the goats you cut your feet a lot until they get a proper platform. Until that happens you not a goat boy's arsehole,' I said, quoting Mattress. âJoe Louis is still getting a platform.'
âJoe Louis, the boxer?'
âNo, Mattress's son, who is the same age as me.'
âSo, what's this platform? Do you mean the callused soles of a
kaffir
's foot?'
âYes, that's what we talked about.'
âNo other mentions of the body?'
I tried to think but I couldn't remember any other part of the body we'd ever discussed. âNo,' I replied.
âWhat else did you talk about, Tom?'
âCows and goats and the rains. It can get very dry in Zululand, you know, and even rivers dry up,' I informed him.
âWhat else?'
âWell, did you know goats can have fits? That's how Mattress knew how to put the stick in Pissy, er, Kobus Vermaak's mouth.'
âKobus Vermaak?' The sergeant turned to Meneer Prinsloo. âIsn't he â?' He stopped. âNever mind, later,' he said and turned back to me. âAnything else you talked about?'
âWomen.'
âWomen? What did he say about women?'
âThat a man can never understand them. You see, Mattress has a wife and every month he goes to the post office and sends her a postal order and when she's got enough she buys a goat and then they sell six goats and buy a cow. She always complains that the milk from six goats is better than milk from one cow and it costs too much to get a bull, ten calabashes of
kaffir
beer and ten shillings and sixpence to the chief. One day he's going to go back to Zululand to sit under a marula tree and watch his cattle and his wife working in the
mielie
field and drink
kaffir
beer all the time,' I explained.
âI see,' Sergeant Van Niekerk said. He went down on his haunches in front of me again. âHow would you like to come in my van back to the police station?'
I looked at him and was suddenly very frightened. âI haven't done anything bad, Sir!' It was all getting too much for me. Here I was in trouble with the police and I was only seven years old and going to gaol already. Maybe to Pretoria to be hung by the neck until I was stone dead because that's what a sergeant of a police station could do any time he liked.
Sergeant Van Niekerk laughed. âNo, Tom, I am not placing you under arrest. I just want you to help the police with their enquiries.'
âWhat's an enquiries?' I asked. It didn't sound a very nice thing to help to do.
âJust talking together and you'll get a cool drink and an ice-cream . . . an Eskimo Pie if you like.'
I'd tasted ice-cream because we got it at Christmas, also a cool drink, but I'd never tasted an Eskimo Pie, which was this small block of ice-cream that had chocolate frozen around it and was wrapped in paper like a little parcel. You saw them when the ice-cream boy came around on his bicycle at school, a rich kid could buy one for a
tickey
.
âI don't think we could allow that, Sergeant,' Meneer Prinsloo said suddenly. âThe boy is only seven years old.'
Sergeant Van Niekerk gave my shoulder a squeeze and stood up. â
Ja
, I know it's not usual, hey. But this boy is very intelligent and nobody around here seems to know anything about this native who is missing. Frikkie Botha is in hospital with a broken jaw and bandages around his nose and face, and the doctor says he can't talk for at least two days. He's the only person who can tell us anything about this Zulu, except, of course, Tom here.'
âI don't think a seven-year-old boy's testimony would be accepted in a court of law,' Meneer Prinsloo protested.
âWho said anything about a court of law? I have a corpse with no face, a lynching on my hands and a charge of indecent assault from you involving a farm boy who's missing from your premises. I have no idea who did this lynching or even if the two crimes are connected. I also know nothing about the missing Zulu you are reporting.' He glanced down at me. âTom is the only one who knows anything about him. It would be most helpful if you would cooperate with the authorities on the matter, Meneer.'
I sensed that the farm boy mentioned was Mattress who was somehow involved because of what Pissy had said to Mevrou, and now Meneer Prinsloo seemed to have reported it to Sergeant Van Niekerk. But otherwise nothing he said made any sense.
âNo! I forbid it! The boy is too young,' Meneer Prinsloo said, flapping his hands and sticking out his great stomach with his trousers pulled high by his braces to halfway up his chest. âAbsolutely forbid it, you hear? That's my last word, finish and
klaar
!' He turned to me. âGo now, boy.'
Believe you me, I didn't need to be told twice, but then I remembered the pigs and the cows. âThe pigs haven't been fed, Meneer, and the cows must be milked or they'll burst,' I said.
Sergeant Van Niekerk laughed. âHe is a real farmer. Can you milk a cow, Tom?'
âNo, Sir, but I can get some cabbages for the pigs.'
He turned to ask if either of the black policemen could milk a cow and they both said they could, so he sent them off to do this.
âCome, Tom, I'll help you feed the pigs.'
âThis boy must go to school. Go on, off you go,' Meneer Prinsloo said, pointing towards The Boys Farm.
âWhy don't I drive him to school in the police van?' Sergeant Van Niekerk turned to me. âHow would you like that, Tom?'
I didn't know what to do and looked to Meneer Prinsloo for guidance. I would have liked a ride in the police van and I liked Sergeant Van Niekerk a lot.
âOver my dead body!' Meneer Prinsloo said emphatically. âYou are not going to interrogate this child alone, he is Government property and under my care.' I could see things were a bit strained between the two men. Meneer Prinsloo turned to me. âGo on, hurry up and go, man,' he instructed me.
âOne more question,' Sergeant Van Niekerk said, looking straight at the superintendent. âTom, would you recognise Mattress's feet if you saw them?'