Daughter of Magic - Wizard of Yurt - 5

Daughter Of Magic

Wizard of Yurt, Book 5

C. Dale Brittain

1996

She was slimy, streaked with blood, squaling, and so smal I could hold her in my cupped hands. She was the most beautiful girl I had ever seen.

The midwife whipped her away from me, washed and dried her tenderly, then laid her, wrapped in a blanket, on Theodora’s breast.

“Thank you,” said Theodora weakly. Her face was pale with exhaustion, but she looked, if possible, even happier than I felt. “You can take a rest now.” The midwife looked at me distrustingly, as she had for the last two hours, but closed the door behind her as she left. I sat down beside Theodora, brushed the sweaty hair away from her forehead, and kissed it gently. Our baby found the nipple, stopped crying, and began to drink.

“We’l cal her Theodora,” I said, touching the baby’s impossibly smal fingers with one of my own.

Theodora smiled but shook her head. “We’l do no such thing.”

“But I thought that was your mother’s and grandmother’s name before you.”

“And further back than that. But if our daughter and I both have the same name, either you’l cal her Theo or some such foolish nickname, or else you’l start caling me Mother. That’s what happened to my parents.”

I laughed. “I’m unlikely to start thinking of you as my mother. But we’l name her whatever you like.” I handed Theodora a cup of water, and she drank deeply. “I thought childbirth was supposed to be easy for witches.”

She looked at me in amusement over the rim of the cup. “I’m never going to persuade you I’m not a witch, am I. But I gather you have never seen any other woman give birth?”

“Of course not. And the midwife almost didn’t let me be here.”

“Fathers aren’t usualy welcome. But this was an easy birth in comparison to most. Even with the best magic, neither birth nor death wil ever be painless.” I nodded. “Death I know about.”

“And now you know about birth.” Our baby was drinking more slowly now, and her eyes were half closed. Theodora stroked her tiny tuft of hair as if in wonderment. “Her hair’s going to be lighter than mine, almost chestnut colored.”

The same color, I thought, that mine would be if it hadn’t turned white when I was twenty-nine. “I hope her eyes stay blue,” added Theodora. I had a vague sense that babies’ eyes, like kittens’, changed color in a few weeks, but I didn’t say anything. “We’l name her Antonia,” said Theodora.

“An excelent name,” I agreed. I would indeed have agreed happily to anything. Such an obviously perfect child would have given beauty even to an ugly name. I imagined for a moment al the wonderful things that Antonia would do while growing up. “We’l have the bishop baptize her.”

Theodora too had almost started to doze, but at this she opened her eyes and frowned. “I don’t think the bishop wil want to baptize an ilegitimate child himself.”

“The bishop and I have been friends for twenty years, and he likes you. He’l be happy to.”

“And aren’t you worried about what the wizards’ school wil say if one of their graduates publicly acknowledges his liaison with a witch?” Since I had no intention of worrying about what the school did or did not think appropriate, I stayed with the topic of the bishop. “It’s certainly not Antonia’s fault that her parents were heedless. And—” I hesitated, not wanting to put pressure on Theodora while she was weak. But I had to say it. “We can stil be married.” I needn’t have worried about putting pressure on her. She just smiled and leaned back against the pilows, closing her eyes. “We’ve already been through al this, Daimbert. I can’t let you destroy your career as a wizard by marrying me.”

I should have known she would say that. I kissed her on the cheek. “Just remember I love you,” I whispered, but both mother and baby were already asleep. Carefuly I adjusted the blanket around them. I had no way of anticipating that five years later I would decide I had to kil a rival for Theodora’s affections.

PART ONE. Miracle-Worker

I

The clash of swords shattered the night stilness. For a second I tried to incorporate the sound into my dream, but then I sat up abruptly to hear the clang of steel on steel with waking ears. My casement windows opened onto the castle courtyard, and the sound came from the direction of the gate.

In a second I was out of bed, my heart pounding wildly, fumbling with numb fingers at the door latch. We never had armed violence here in the kingdom of Yurt. The night watchman had for years been only a formality, but this sounded like real fighting. .

But by the time I was out in the courtyard, the cobblestones cold and hard underfoot, the clashing had stopped. The night and silence were ominous.

I flew through the courtyard toward the gate, shaping a paralysis spel for whomever I would find. A lantern burned where the night watchman should be standing, and by it was a large indistinct lump. A cloaked and hooded man bent over it, apparently tying it up with a cord.

“Who are you?” gasped the indistinct lump in the night watchman’s voice.

Two more seconds and my spel would be ready. But the hooded man spoke first, as though in mild surprise, and at his voice the watchman gave an amazed laugh. “I am Paul, your king. I thought I was wel known to you.”

I dropped to the ground, abandoning my spel, caught between anger, and relief. The watchman seemed to feel the same way. “But, sire! Why didn’t you tel me who you were rather than attacking? I might have kiled you!”

“Yes indeed,” said King Paul cheerfuly, pushing back his hood. “The king of Yurt came very near to being kiled by his own watchman! And very pleased with you I am, too. But you probably don’t want to lie there bound al night.”

He saw me then. “Good evening, Wizard,” he said, looking up from undoing the knots he had just finished tying. “I decided not to spend another night at that old ruined castle I’ve been exploring but to come on home.”

I took and let out a deep breath. “I hope you realize, sire,” I contented myself with saying, “that you came very close to being trapped at best by a paralysis spel— or even transmogrified into a frog.” The problem with being Royal Wizard was that I was supposed to have mature wisdom to offer my king but was not in a position to spank him as though he had been twenty years younger.

“Then I have both a competent wizard and a competent night watchman,” Paul said cheerfuly. “Have you ever been to the ruined castle, Wizard? It’s over in the next kingdom, but I think you’d find it very interesting. I’l just take care of my horse; I left him outside the moat. Good-night.” And he disappeared back out the gate.

I helped the watchman up. He rubbed his wrists where they had been chafed by the cord and retrieved his sword. “And I helped train him myself,” he said with pleased pride.

This was not my own reaction. Paul had been king only a few years, and if he thought testing his castle s defenses by putting his own life in danger was nothing more than a joke, then he needed to find more to do to keep himself occupied. Either that, the thought struck me with depressing force, or else the castle's main source of mature wisdom was going to have to teach him some.

But my first thoughts the next morning were not for Paul. “My, uh, my niece would like to visit me here at the castle, my lady,” I told the queen mother. “That is, if it’s al right with you.” She looked at me, puzzled, her head cocked to one side. “I don’t think I knew you had a niece, Wizard.” I wiled her to understand though not daring to say more. The queen knew about Antonia-—or should. “How old is the girl?” she asked.

“She’s five.”

The queen blinked, long lashes over emerald eyes. The matronly mother of the king, she was stil the most beautiful woman I had ever met, much more lovely than Theodora although with none of her inteligence and wit.

“Oh,” said the queen in sudden comprehension. “Of course, Wizard. We would be delighted to have your, uh, your niece visit the castle. The duchess’s daughters wil also be visiting this week, although I myself wil be away. Does the girl have a nurse of her own or should I ask the constable to engage one for her stay?”

“Oh, she won’t need a nurse,” I said. And I hurried up to the pigeon loft to send Theodora a message that I would be coming in two days to see her and pick up our daughter.

Theodora lived, as she had since I first met her, in the cathedral city of Caelrhon, in the next kingdom over from Yurt. She had Antonia al dressed in a new blue dress when I set the air cart down in the narrow street outside her house two mornings later. The air cart was the skin of a long-dead purple flying beast, which would stil fly if given magical commands. I tethered it to a ring by the door and ducked inside.

“I’m al ready,” said Antonia gravely. “I packed my bag al by myself.”

I hugged her and kissed Theodora, who sat at her sewing. She gave me a one-armed embrace but did not get up. Her curly nut-brown hair was even more tousled than usual. “We don’t have to leave right away,” I said.

Theodora used her teeth to rip out some basting thread. “I’m supposed to have these dresses ready by tomorrow,” she said distractedly. “I’m glad you’re taking Antonia now.”

“But I could help you pin seams,” said the girl. “I’m very good at pinning seams,” she explained to me as though it were a great secret.

Theodora smiled. “I know you are. But go with the wizard. They’l al think you’re beautiful in your blue dress when you reach Yurt. Aren’t you looking forward to living in a castle for a week?” It was the castle that decided it for Antonia. She had never been to Yurt. She marched out toward the air cart, then darted back in to grab her bag and, somewhat belatedly, kiss her mother good-bye.

Theodora kissed me too. “I’l see you both next week. She realy is a good girl, Daimbert,” she added, “but make sure she gets enough sleep. She’l keep herself awake for hours if you let her.” And so, rather abruptly, rather than having a pleasant day with the woman I loved, I found myself leaving for home with the daughter with whom I had never before spent more than brief periods alone. A moderately skiled wizard, with access through the Hidden Language to the same forces that had shaped the earth, I felt at a loss before this serious-eyed young girl. I wanted this to be a wonderful week, an opportunity to gain the affection and confidence of someone who might not even be certain I was her father.

Boys I thought I knew about, from memories of my own childhood and from watching Paul grow up, but girls, I thought with something approaching panic, must be different. It was al very wel for Theodora to say that she needed to get to bed on time, but what was involved in getting a girl to bed? Nightgowns and toothbrushes, I was sure, played a role in this, but how about her hair? Did I brush it? Was I supposed to rebraid it at night or in the morning? And did I even have the slightest idea how to braid hair?

I lifted Antonia into the air cart, climbed in myself, and gave the command to lift off. Her self-possession cracked for a moment as the cart rotated and rose above the twisting streets of Caelrhon. She clutched my leg and looked up at me—was it supposed to sway like this? When I smiled and the air cart’s flight leveled out, she smiled back, reassured.

She stood on tiptoe to look over the edge as we soared above the construction for the new cathedral and across the green hils toward Yurt. Our shadow darted up and down the slopes below us.