Finding Love (13 page)

She started walking toward the door. “Addy?”

“Yes?” she asked, anxious to get the heck out of the Mallory house, as beautiful as it was.

“I own this place.”

“What?” she said, completely baffled and confused.

“I’m the buyer.” He smiled and waited for her to catch up.

“You bought this place? When? Why?”

“How ‘bout I catch you up over dinner?” he said, taking her hand and pulling her toward the kitchen at the back of the house. They dodged circular saws and other tools as they made their way to the large kitchen. It had been totally renovated along with the adjoining breakfast area.

Her mouth gaped open when she looked at the work that had been done so far. The granite countertops were top of the line, and the tile backsplash was perfect for the time period. The original floors had been shined up, and the cabinetry restored to its former glory.

He pulled out a chair for her at the mahogany reproduction table and sat across from her. On the table was catered food from the local Italian restaurant, Bel Cibo.

“Okay, Clay Hampton, start explaining.” She smiled at him as he started making their plates.

“Well, I started the purchase process right after we talked about it on the ferry that day. You were so hopeless, thinking you wouldn’t get a settlement, but I knew this was your dream. And your dreams are my dreams, Addy. So I made an offer, did some haggling and got it closed. Then I got my guys working on it, quietly of course.”

“I don’t know what to say…” she stammered, staring at him in awe.

“Say you’ll decorate it. I had the kitchen mostly done because I wanted our first official date to be here, in this place, but I want your stamp on it.”

She grinned. “Seriously?”

“And when you’re done with that, I want you to open that B&B. Here.”

“What?” she said, dropping her fork.

“I bought this place for you, Addy. I was hoping you’d live here with the baby, and run it as a B&B.”

“I can’t let you do this for me, Clay…”

“It’s my money, Addy. I want us to be partners. I’ll still run the ferry, but this can be my sideline. I’ll keep my house, and you can live here.”

“Why are you doing this?” she asked softly.

“Because I love you, Addy, and I have for years. And it’s okay if you don’t love me yet, but just know I intend to do everything I can to change that,” he said with a wink. “Now, let’s eat. I’m starving.”

She stood up and walked around the table, pulling his arm up. Standing in front of her, she realized how tall he was. He towered over her petite - well, formerly petite - frame, but she felt so safe with him.

She wrapped her arms around his midsection and put her head on his chest, closing her eyes and breathing him in. “Thank you…” she whispered. “No one has ever done anything like this for me before.”

“You’re special, Addy. I want you to believe that,” he said, his lips pressed to the top of her head.

“When I see myself through your eyes, I start to believe it.”

“Good. Now, let’s eat so I can take you to see the rest of the house,” he said. She grinned up at him.

“You’re too good to be true, Clay Hampton.”

“You haven’t seen anything yet,” he whispered. Before she could respond, his lips pressed against hers and she forgot every word in the English language.

***

For the next few weeks, Clay and Addison worked side by side. She planned the decor of the new B&B while he directed the rehab crew.

Anytime he could pull her into a dark closet for a snuggle or a kiss, he did. Her belly was enlarging by the day, and she felt like she would pop at any time, but she still had a good six weeks left. In fact, she was due to have Anna Grace about three weeks before her brother’s wedding in early May.

They hadn’t talked a lot about their “relationship” yet, or whatever it was, and she hadn’t told him she loved him. It felt kind of strange, having this wonderful man do so much for her and not being able to reciprocate yet. But Addison didn’t want to rush into anything. She wanted to take her time, for once in her life, and enjoy the ride.

“Hey, beautiful,” he whispered into her ear from behind as he slid his hands around her waist. He had big hands, which led to other musings in her mind, but she wasn’t about to go there. She was far too pregnant to be intimate with Clay. It wasn’t the way she wanted him to see her their first time. Truly, the whole thing was a bit of a rush - falling in love without the physical act of sex. It made her feel treasured and cherished for who she was instead of what she could give him.

“Well, hello… I thought you were running the ferry today,” she said as she turned her head and stole a kiss.

“I got a substitute today because I have something special to show you.”

He walked her to the front of the house and out onto the porch. The beginning of spring had brought with it warmth and a cool breeze. It was her favorite time of year.

There was a big item on the porch, draped with a white cloth. Clay pulled the cloth off in one motion revealing a handmade wooden sign. It said “Addy’s Inn”.

“It’s beautiful!” she squealed. They hadn’t even decided on a name for the place, but once again he’d surprised her. “Did you make this?”

“Yes,” he said, smiling at her. “I’ve been working on it at night for weeks.”

She hugged him tightly. “It’s starting to seem real,” she said.

“It is real, Addy. This is going to be your place. Your new start. Your baby’s new home.” He brushed her hair behind her ear, grazing her cheek with his thumb.

“I’m so excited! I can’t wait to have my first guest! Do you think your mom might give me her blueberry pancake recipe? I’d love to serve that here.”

“I’m sure she won’t mind,” he said laughing.

“We can call them ‘Patty Cakes’,” she said clapping. “Isn’t that cute?” Clay smiled at her excitement, even over the naming of pancakes.

Suddenly, Addison was overcome with pain. It was a searing pain that didn’t feel like the Braxton Hicks contractions she’d started having a couple of weeks before. She doubled over, clutching her stomach and groaning, hardly able to speak.

“Addy? Addy?” Clay said as he knelt down in front of her. “Talk to me. What’s happening?”

“It hurts!” she screamed, tears streaming down her face. “Something’s wrong.”

“Can I please see her now?” Clay begged the nurse.

“I’m sorry, sir. Unless you’re family or her husband, I can’t allow it.”

Clay felt helpless. It was too early. She still had six weeks left. He didn’t know if babies could survive that early. He thought they could, but what if he was wrong? Dear God, why hadn’t he paid better attention in health class?

“Clay!” Adele said as she rushed down the hall, Addy’s brothers right behind her. “What happened? Is Addison okay?”

“I don’t know anything. They won’t talk to me since I’m not the father… or the husband.”

“I’ll go get some answers,” Jackson said, moving past them and down the hall.

“It was so scary. We were just standing on the porch talking when she suddenly doubled over. I got her here as fast as I could…”

“I know you did everything you could for her, Clay. None of us question your love for Addison,” Adele said with a sad smile on her face.

“Can a baby make it this early? Please say yes,” Clay said, holding Adele’s hands.

“Yes. Absolutely. We just have to hope for the best.”

A few moments later, Jackson returned.

“She’s stable right now, but her labor has started. Her water broke right after she got here, so they need to deliver the baby within twenty four hours. They can’t stop the contractions, so she could start delivering soon.”

“Did they say if she’s dilated?” Rebecca asked as she walked up to the group, with Jenna and Tessa behind her.

“Yes. She’s six centimeters already. Progressing very quickly.”

“Oh my God…” Tessa said.

“Clay Hampton?” a nurse called. Clay shot up like a rocket and almost ran into her.

“That’s me.”

“Addison would like you to come into the room. Please follow me…” Clay looked back at Adele and the rest of the family. They smiled and gave a thumbs up, but he could see the worry in their faces. He was worried too.

He entered the room and wasn’t prepared for what he saw. Addison’s face was streaked with tears, her eyes puffy and red. Her face contorted in pain as a contraction came right as he walked up to her bedside. She reached for his hand and squeezed the life out of it. How could someone so tiny almost break his big hand?

“They’re coming with my epidural…” she mumbled through panting breaths. “They promised!” she yelled, trying to get the nurse’s attention.

“Take slow, deep breaths…” Clay said, trying to mimic the breathing he’d seen on movies and TV shows before. He should have taken Lamaze classes with her, but she had insisted she didn’t need classes to teach her to breathe.

“I’m trying…” she said, tears rolling from her eyes. A moment later, the contraction had subsided. She just looked so pitiful, her small frame crumpled over in the bed. “I’m so tired.”

“I know you are, sweetie, but you’re doing great.”

“It’s too early, Clay.”

“Women have babies a lot earlier than this, and they’re fine. Anna Grace is going to be fine. She’s going to be beautiful, just like her mother,” he said, leaning up to plant a kiss on her forehead.

“I love you,” she whispered, barely loud enough for him to hear.

“What?”

“I planned to tell you today, but then this whole thing happened. Not the romantic way I planned to say it, but I want you to know that I love you, Clay Hampton.” He stared at her and almost teared up himself.

“I love you too, Addison Rose. And I love Anna Grace too,” he said smiling.

“You haven’t met her yet!” she giggled.

“Well, she’s a part of you and that makes me love her.”

“But she’s also a part of someone else, Clay. Doesn’t that bother you?”

“Nope. Not a bit.”

“You amaze me again, mister,” she said, reaching up and pulling his head down toward her. His lips barely brushed hers when another contraction clamped down on her body, forcing a loud cry from her lips.

Nurses rushed in, and Clay was terrified for a moment. “Addison, your contractions are coming closer and closer, so we need to check you again.”

Clay stepped to the head of the bed so the nurses could work in private.

“Sweetie, you’re almost at nine already. This baby’s coming. We’re going to get the doctor to let you start pushing…” the nurse said.

“No! Where’s my epidural?” she cried. Addison wasn’t at all interested in a natural childbirth. She’d said it all throughout the pregnancy.

“Honey, it’s too late for that,” the older African American nurse said. “This baby’s coming whether we want her to or not. She’s kind of stubborn, that one.”

Clay smiled.
Just like her mother
, he thought.

“I’ll go get your mom…” Clay said.

“No…” Addison said. “I want you.”

“Me? But Addy, I think your mom would be more help…”

“Please stay. Hold my hand,” she said as she reached up. Clay took a chair at the head of the bed and held her hand, rubbing her forehead with his other hand. “And stay up here,” she whispered. “The first time a guy sees a woman’s… you know… should not be during childbirth.” Clay laughed.

“Fine with me. But does this mean I’ll get to see your… you know… in the future?” he whispered in her ear.

“I’d say your odds are really, really good on that one, Mr. Hampton,” she said before another contraction hit and took her breath away.

The doctor came in and checked her. “Addison, you’re ready to push, okay?” she said.

The next few minutes were frantic as Clay watched the woman he loved struggle with pains he couldn’t stop. It was hard to watch, so he just held her hand and occasionally pressed his lips to the top of her head, trying everything he knew to just let her know he was there.

And then he heard the noise that made it all worth it. A loud set of lungs let loose a cry that probably could’ve been heard down the street. Addison started to laugh and then cry herself, and Clay felt a few stray tears on his face too.

The doctor put the baby on Addison’s chest. She looked perfect. She had all her fingers and toes. Good color. Strong lungs. She was tiny, as to be expected, but seemed otherwise in good condition.

“Hi, Anna Grace…” Addison said softly.

“She’s beautiful, just like her Mommy,” Clay said, his head resting on Addison’s shoulder. Maybe she had some of her father’s features, but he couldn’t see those. All he saw was Addison’s adorable nose and pouty lips.

“We need to clean her up and check some vitals,” the nurse said, removing the baby from Addison’s chest. She looked up at Clay.

“Thank you.”

“I didn’t do anything,” he said, wiping her sweat filled hair from her forehead.

“You’ve done everything to turn my life around, Clay. I love you.”

“We’re in this together. I love you too.” He wound his pinky finger around hers and together they watched little Anna Grace from across the room.

***

“It’s a screaming baby girl!” Clay yelled when he burst through the doors into the waiting room. Adele started crying and clapping, so excited about her brand new grand baby.

“How’s Addison?” Jackson asked, always the protective older brother.

“She did great. They’re just getting her set up in a room now, and Anna Grace is being checked out. They don’t even think she’ll need to stay in the NICU for long. She screamed bloody murder as soon as she came out,” he laughed.

“Oh, that’s wonderful. I know Addison is exhausted,” Adele said. Clay nodded his head.

“Ya’ll can see her soon, though. She can’t wait to show you her new daughter,” he said with a smile.

***

“My God, she looks just like you, Addison,” Rebecca said as she finally got her turn to hold little Anna Grace. She was a small baby, just over 5.5 pounds, but she was gorgeous. With a tuft of dark hair, she truly looked like she belonged to Clay and Addison together.

“She looks just like her Mommy which means I’m going to have to beat some guy off with a stick one day,” Clay said without thinking. Everyone looked at him, including Addison who had her mouth hanging open.

“Planning ahead a little there, buddy?” she said.

“Always,” he said.

While everyone was oohing and ahing over the new baby, Jackson waved his hand at Clay and asked him to come out into the hall.

Jackson crossed his arms and looked at his friend intently. “You love my sister?”

“I do,” Clay admitted. “I have for a long time.”

“You gonna love that baby?”

“I already do.”

“Good,” Jackson said with a hint of a smile. “I’m gonna let her make her own choice about you, Clay Hampton, but don’t make me sorry I let this happen.”

Clay wanted to argue about the whole “let this happen” statement - as if Jackson had all that power - but he decided to “let” his friend win on this one. He got the ultimate prize anyway - Addison and Anna Grace.

Clay threw his arm around Jackson as they walked back toward the room. “And who knows, we might just be real brothers one day!”

Jackson put him in a headlock because that’s what “real brothers” do, right?

***

Addison stared at her new baby daughter who was sleeping soundly next to her in the hospital crib. She was exhausted from giving birth, but glad it was over. Anna Grace was perfect from head to toe. The doctors couldn’t believe the set of lungs she had on her being born six weeks early, but she was a miracle straight from God in Addison’s mind.

Her other miracle was snoozing peacefully in the chair on the other side of her, still holding her hand as he had most of the day. She couldn’t have asked for a better partner to share her delivery with, or her life for that matter.

As she sat there, looking back and forth at her two miracles, Addison reflected on how her life had changed in the last few months. She’d left her cheating husband, made a mistake with a new man, gotten pregnant, moved back to January Cove, found the love of her life who had always been there in the first place, started a new business adventure and given birth.

And yet she was as peaceful as she’d ever felt in her life. She was home.