Forget Me Not (10 page)

“
Who’s the princess now?”
I ask.

“
I am going to destroy
this pussy,” he says and he slams harder into me. The wall is rough
against my back but Jack isn’t going to stop or slow down until
he’s satisfied. He holds my arms up over my head with his free hand
and I feel like a whore as he fucks me like this. Still, the night
needed to end this way, because I have so much anger and resentment
building.

I don’t come, but Jack does. He pulls
out right before and finishes all over the ground by my
feet.

“
Do you want another drink
or do you wanna head back?” He’s out of breath and his body is
still shaking. If we go back now, I’m making a deliberate choice to
continue this. I look at him, his eyes bright and his body ready
for more. He’s buckled his pants again, but I can almost still feel
him inside of me. What’s happening between my legs has more power
right now than anything going on in my head does.

“
Can I stay with you
tonight?” I ask, not ready to go back to reality just
yet.

“
I’m going to fuck you
hard all night if you do.”

“
That was the plan,” I
reply. Jack seems to know exactly how to help me forget and that’s
all that I want to do tonight.

Chapter 8

True to his word, we are barely in his
room before Jack is tearing my clothes off. His cock is huge and I
play with him while he finishes undressing us both. Once I am
naked, I go to wrap my mouth over him, but he stops me.

“
I don’t want your mouth.
I want your cunt.”

He turns me around so that I am facing
the bed. Pushing me down onto the mattress, he works his fingers up
inside of me. It is rough and it is intense, but it makes me wild.
I am so ready for him to bury himself inside of me and, as the head
teases the lips, I start to come already.

“
Do you want me to fuck
you?” He asks from behind me.

“
Yes,” I beg.

“
Beg me for it, princess.
Beg for my cock.”

I don’t know how to play these kinds
of games, but I know I need it. I spread my legs wider and then
push myself back against him. I reach down and hold my pussy open
for him, but he still doesn’t enter me.

“
I told you to beg,” he
says and I feel him move further away. I turn around, unable to
wait, not wanting to play games. I need him now.

“
Please.”

“
Scream it,” he says and
he moves to his stereo to turn on music. It’s a Thursday night and
most of the dorm is out partying anyway, but the music isn’t there
just to drown out my screams. The violence in the lyrics and the
heavy rhythm get me worked up and I look at Jack. He is grinning,
standing there with his giant cock pointed at me, glistening from
the precum that has leaked from the tip. I use one hand on my cunt
and the other on my breasts as I call his name. I want him
desperately.

“
I can’t hear
you.”

“
Jack, fuck me. Fuck me so
hard I forget what I am doing,” I scream, louder than the music,
and I don’t care who hears us. He comes toward me and turns me
around again, pushing me down. He positions himself and then,
without warning, he buries his cock all the way inside my pussy. He
is throbbing and pulsing and the vibrations of pleasure rip me
apart. I clench my cunt around him and he begins to cry out,
moaning and pulling my hair. He gets a handful and yanks my head
back rough. It is unlike anything I had with Derek, but it is so
damn good and I want so much more. I love that Jack treats me so
dirty. I come around him, screaming to the music, and once the
spasms start to slow, Jack pulls out and turns me to face
him.

“
You’re not such a sweet,
innocent princess, are you? No. You’re my dirty little
whore.”

“
I am. Fuck me again,” I
beg.

This time, we move to his desk and he
pushes his computer and papers out of the way so that I can sit on
the edge. He strokes my pussy, teasing me, and I massage his cock.
The alcohol has worn off, and I have no excuse. Still, I want to be
treated like nothing but a fuck doll. Jack is just the guy to do so
and he seems more than happy to oblige.

He spreads my legs wide and places the
head of his dick against my cunt. He doesn’t move to enter me,
though, and I can’t decide whether or not I should keep begging. I
want more, but I don’t want to stop the pleasure. Once he is done
for the night, I realize I have to go back to reality and I don’t
want to just yet. He isn’t going to wait for me to decide, though,
and he slips just the head in, my pussy swallowing him; he flicks
himself inside of me, teasing me. I’m ready to start begging, but I
hold back. When he reaches down and uses his thumb to massage my
swollen clit, though, I can’t take it anymore. I scream his name
and beg for it; he buries his shaft all the way inside, and I come
immediately. He doesn’t take long after I finish, now that the
tension is growing by the second. Soon, his warm cum explodes
inside of me. I feel it drip down my legs and I stand there after
he pulls out, the liquid spilling onto the floor.

“
Well, I should get some
sleep,” he says while he cleans up. He’s all business now that
we’re done. “Are you busy tomorrow?”

“
It’s my birthday,” I tell
him. There is no reason for me to say so, but I don’t know what
else to say. Somewhere in the mention of it is the realization of
what I’ve done tonight. However, I ignore the realization and think
only of tomorrow.

“
I have classes early and
then I have to work, but if you’re not busy at night, I would be
happy to help you enjoy it.”

“
That sounds nice,” I tell
him. “I’m sure you have something in mind?”

He runs his hand over my breasts and
smiles. “Oh, it’ll be a happy birthday indeed.”

“
Looking forward to
it.”

“
All right. I’ll find you.
See ya.” He gestures for me to go, and I dress while he watches,
before leaving him alone in his room. He doesn’t kiss me or even
acknowledge me as I go.

****

True to his word, Jack comes by my
room after he gets out of work and has showered. I think I was
expecting him to stand me up, so I am both relieved and also turned
on when he doesn’t. I didn’t tell anyone about last night and
Kristen just raises an eyebrow as I take my things and follow Jack
out into the hall.

“
Did you want to go out or
do you have something else in mind?” I know what “something else”
is and I do want that, desperately. Now, though, without the lame
excuse of being drunk, it’s embarrassing what I want to ask him to
do to me. With Derek, we had good sex but we never experimented. I
spent all day today thinking about the sorts of things that Jack
could teach me. I don’t know how I know, but he definitely has
experiences that are way out of my league. I can’t decide how to
ask, either. I probably don’t even know the names for the things he
knows how to do. He seems to have worlds of experience that I can
only imagine.

“
We could stay in,” I
suggest. “Unless you don’t-”

He checks me out and nods. “Oh, I do.”
I am wearing a short skirt and a tight sweater, both chosen for
exactly this reaction. I also wanted to be able to provide easy
access in the event that we did go somewhere and another alley
scenario occurred. I can’t believe I’m thinking like this; I just
broke up with Derek last night. Of course, I handled that by
letting another guy fuck my brains out. So, I suppose it can’t be
that surprising.

When we get back to Jack’s room, it’s
awkward, because I know that he knows that I have things that I
want to try. He just watches me as I cross my legs, uncross them,
and then cross them again. The tingling is intense. I want to
mention things I’d like to try, to gauge how tonight will go. I
don’t doubt that Jack is up for almost anything, but I am still
afraid that my fantasies are crazier than he might be expecting. I
doubt it, but no one I know talks openly about these sorts of
things. Abby might be able to help, but of course, I can’t call
her. And I am certainly not going to discuss my fantasies online
while she’s using an internet cafe in a random European city. I’m
still a little embarrassed about my own desires. I really don’t
need Jacques or Pierre or some other French-sounding guy to be
privy to them. I can’t even express them to Jack and he’s already
fucked me several times.

“
Princess, there is
nothing you can say that will shock me – and there is nothing I
would not do with that sweet cunt.”

“
I’ve never really tried a
lot of things,” I say, relief that he can tell what I’m thinking
overcoming my nerves.

“
Well, I’ve tried plenty.
How about you let me surprise you? I think I have some
ideas.”

“
Please.” I like leaving
it up to him, because it keeps me from feeling like I am weird for
what I want. I also get the impression that he knows just what will
please me and I’m looking forward to seeing him try. I’m already
wet just thinking about how good it was last night. Tonight, I
don’t have whiskey or the rage about Derek to stop me from
experiencing everything Jack offers.

Jack goes into his dresser drawer and
pulls out handcuffs, a black silk scarf, and a ball gag.
Apparently, he wasn’t kidding about his experience. I don’t know
what to say about the fact that he keeps sex toys in his dorm room
dresser. It both scares me and gets me even more excited. Of all
the things I could have hoped that he would have planned, the three
objects in his hands are the ideal. I want to be told what to do,
to be at his mercy. I want to lose myself to Jack. He approaches
me, his smile huge. He teases my arms with his fingertips and then
flips me over, handcuffing my hands to the metal bed frame. He
reaches around my face and slips the ball gag into place. The
rubber keeps me from making a sound, but it isn’t uncomfortable. In
fact, I have to admit I like the way this whole scenario makes me
feel.

“
I’m going to enjoy making
you scream and being the only one who knows how much you like it,”
he whispers. He runs his hand over my ass and I almost come right
there. Jack is a lot of things and sexy as hell is at the top of
the list. He slides my skirt up around my waist and laughs. “No
panties. Oh Christ, you are amazing.” He ties the black silk around
my eyes and then he begins to finger me. I couldn’t see anything
but the mattress anyway, but it turns me on to be under his control
like this. I am completely at his mercy and I get wetter knowing
that he can do anything he wants with me. This complete submission
is the sexiest thing I have ever known. Jack works harder on my
pussy and I feel how wet I am as he finger fucks me into orgasm. I
am already a wreck and I know he is just getting
started.

He pushes my legs apart with his knee
and then he lies on top of me, his breath over my shoulder and
against my neck. I can feel him hard against my ass and he slides
his hands along my sides, making my skin burst into little
fireworks. He pushes closer and speaks into my ear.

“
Princess, I am going to
fuck you so hard, you won’t know anything but my cock.”

The tip of his cock rests against my
pussy lips and he bites my earlobe. Suddenly, he shoves himself all
the way inside of me. “Scream for me, baby,” he demands.

I can’t scream because of the gag, but
I am losing it. I bite down on the rubber in my mouth and strain
against the handcuffs. He is forceful as he fucks me, but he slides
in and out easily because I am drenched. I spread my legs wider and
he keeps talking. The things he says are so dirty, but they make me
feel so good. I can’t believe how hot my body is and I couldn’t
have asked for a better introduction to my fantasies.

“
Your cunt is so wet. I
want to bury myself inside of you and make you come. Come for me,
Lily. Let me own you.”

He slaps me hard on the ass as he
fucks me and I jerk back against his cock. It feels amazing and he
slaps me again and again, harder each time. My cheeks are on fire,
but my hips are begging for more as I slam back against him. He
pounds me hard and I feel my cunt spread wide. Jack clutches my
shoulders and pushes me against the mattress. I can barely breathe
with my face shoved down like this but my pussy tightens and holds
him as I shudder and come. He sits up and starts riding me raw,
slapping me and digging his cock deep. When he finally comes, he
leaves the wet load on my ass. The final vibrations and shocks fade
and I sob into the mattress. It’s not a sob of agony or sadness,
but of total release. I’ve always been a fairly sexual person, but
my experiences have still been limited to my one monogamous
relationship. This is a welcome escape into something new. In such
a short time, Jack has shown me an entire world of pleasure that I
had no idea was possible – and there is so much more to discover.
This is going to be one hell of a birthday.

He reaches around to uncuff me and
flips me over again. He removes the blindfold and the look on his
face is terrifying, yet it makes me impatient for whatever he has
planned. He has all the power and he knows how much he wields. I
realize just how much control he has over me and I let go. There is
no stopping him now. He will be done when he chooses to be done and
all I can do is enjoy the ride. His stickiness is still on my ass
and I feel dirty as he readies himself again. I watch his hand move
along the shaft until his cock is swollen and dark. He takes the
gag out of my mouth, and pushes himself into my mouth. He’s huge
and I take as much as I can in my throat, listening to the sounds
of pleasure coming from him. He holds my hands down and thrusts a
few times before pulling out suddenly.