How The Warrior Fell (Falling Warriors series Book 1) (48 page)

He was young, only nineteen winters, and had still clung to his innocence and humor that had not yet been jaded by life. Xavier always figured his age was why he wasn’t the best fighter; he was young, still had things to learn. Now that Xavier thought about it, that was why it made sense for him to be the perfect spy.

“I suppose that was the point,” Xavier said, letting Tyronian in on his musing.

“He was easy to bypass. Were you able to get any information out of him?”

“No,” Tyronian spat hatefully. “Little bastard cut out his own tongue. He must have known it was over for him, but knew he wouldn’t have been able to escape.”

Xavier’s brows rose, impressed. “Guess he had guts after all.”

Tyronian laughed bitterly. “I guess so. What do we do now? We’re no closer to knowing where their camp is now than we were before.”

Xavier went to reply, but a loud shout rang out, interrupting him.

“Riders approaching fast!”

Xavier and Tyronian shared a look and took off running down the small incline.

Swords were already unsheathed and arches placed at the ready to shoot when they reached the camp.

“How many?” Xavier barked out to the scout that shouted out the warning.

“Two, but—” The scout gasped in shock.

Tyronian and Xavier look up sharply at him.

“They’re women!”

Xavier grew rigid. Hope helplessly consumed him. It couldn’t be . . .

The riders drew closer, their speed recklessly fast. When they approached close enough for him to glimpse their faces, Xavier almost collapsed in shocked relief.

It was Leawyn and Namoriee!

“I can’t believe it,” Tyronian breathed in astonishment, eyes wide. “How can this be?”

Xavier couldn’t answer. His shock quickly morphed into alarm when he realized they weren’t slowing down.

“They won’t be able to stop in time!” Tyronian yelled out, horrified.

“Get out of the way!” Xavier yelled out to his men in panic.

They narrowly avoiding getting slammed into as they all quickly dived out of the way moments before Leawyn and Namoriee zoomed past them. Xavier was running towards his wife even before he was aware of getting up. Tyronian was right alongside him.

“Leawyn!” Xavier watched in horror as both the horses’ legs buckled when they skidded to a stop, sending two bodies flying through the air and to the ground.

Xavier’s feet slid beneath him as he fell beside Leawyn and scooped her up in his arms before he even hit the ground.

“Are you okay?” he asked frantically, looking Leawyn’s body over as she sat up, dazed.

“Fine,” Leawyn winced. “I’m not that—”

“What were you thinking?” Xavier screamed, shaking her roughly. “You could have been killed riding that fast!”

“I had to get to you! I had to warn you. Xavier, I know where the ca—”

A horrible screeching sound ripped through the air, and they all looked at the horses who were thrashing on the ground.

“What’s happening to them?” Namoriee cried, horrified and near tears as the horses continued to let out pain-filled neighs.

“They’re dying,” Xavier said grimly.

“Please, put them out of their misery!” Namoriee openly cried, clutching Tyronian’s arms as they all watched the horses struggling to breathe.

Xavier stood and unsheathed his sword as he strode toward them to do just that. Just when he raised his sword to end the first horse’s suffering, an arrow zoomed past him and lodged into the creature’s head, killing it instantly.

Xavier looked up to see Leawyn load another arrow into her bow, tears dripping down her cheeks and face pinched in despair and guilt. She released the second arrow and lowered her bow. It was silent around them once again.

Leawyn looked into Xavier’s eyes as he came and stood, looking down at her. He cupped both her cheeks, his thumb catching the salty liquid that dripped from her beautiful eyes.

“They served their purpose,” Xavier told her softly.

Leawyn’s lip still had a tremble even when she pursed them together in false acceptance. “I know.”

Leawyn clutched his wrists tight with urgency.

“I have a lot to tell you.” Xavier watched as fear and an emotion he couldn’t place flashed in her eyes. “I know where they’re hiding. They’re coming, Xavier.”

Xavier’s breath shuddered out of him. “When?”

Xavier only had eyes on Leawyn even as Tyronian and the other men surrounded them. They all heard Leawyn’s response.

“They’re already here . . . and they’re going to attack tonight.”

L
EAWYN WRUNG HER
hands together, her body strung tight with nervousness as she watched Xavier pace like a captured wild animal inside their tent.

She had just confessed everything to Xavier. She told Xavier about the camp, the enigmatic woman who had helped her and Namoriee escape, Tristan’s involvement . . . Asten.

Leawyn’s heart wouldn’t stop pounding as she told Xavier she’d kept Asten a secret since the first time she was captured, when he was there to save her. She had cried when she told him the true reason why she ran back to her native tribe; she hoped Asten would be there.

Through it all, Xavier’s expression grew stormier and stormier with each word that tumbled out of her mouth, but he had stayed silent.

When Leawyn got to the part of how she kissed Asten back when he confessed his love for her, Xavier had shown the first sign of how furious he was when he surged to his feet.

Leawyn had covered her mouth to quiet her sobs when Xavier picked up the table and threw it across the room. He had smashed anything that he came across; chairs, cups, chests—nothing was safe from his wrath. He didn’t stop until nearly everything inside their tent was destroyed, and then he just stood there with his back to her in the aftermath, his shoulders heaving. Then, he started to pace, not once looking up at her.

That was where they were at now.

Xavier stopped suddenly, still not looking at her. The air was electric with his emotions.

Rage. Betrayal. Fear . . .
jealousy.

“Is there anything else you need to tell me?” Xavier’s tone was vibrating with anger.

“Yes,” Leawyn whispered, voice thick with angst.

“What is it?” Xavier bit out through gnashed teeth.

Leawyn started to tremble and tried to speak around the fear that clogged her throat, as she choked out her biggest secret of all.

“I am with child.”

The air grew deathly still.

“What,” Xavier’s tone was indistinguishable, “did you just say?”

“I am with—”

Her husband’s enraged scream echoed around them. It tore Leawyn’s heart apart. He whirled around, his eyes pure fire as he marched toward her.

She screamed when he gripped her arms tight enough to make his knuckles white and bruise her skin.

“Is it even mine?” Xavier screamed down at her. “Is. It. Mine?”

When Leawyn only cried harder, Xavier released her as if she’d burned him. He stumbled back away from her as she slowly crumbled to the floor, her shaking hand covering her mouth.

She saw the look on his face. For the first time, Leawyn was certain he wanted to kill her.

It was silent between them for a long time. Leawyn falling apart on the floor, and Xavier watching her in shocked silence. Suddenly, he moved towards her.

His hand tangled into her hair. He wasn’t gentle, but he wasn’t overly forceful when he tugged her head back until her red-rimmed eyes looked into his.

“Is it mine?” Xavier’s voice cracked. He blinked rapidly against the liquid she saw pooling in his eyes.

“Yes,” Leawyn wailed. She reached up to cup his face, but Xavier kept her from touching him by strengthening his grip on her hair. It would have been less painful if he’d slapped her. He gave no notice to her pained expression and forged ahead.

“How do you know?” Xavier asked, unconvinced.

“I didn’t sleep with him—no, wait!” Leawyn cried, her nails digging into Xavier’s skin to keep him with her when he tried to pull away. “Please. I know you don’t believe me—”

“Why should I?” Xavier snapped.

“I didn’t give him my body, Xavier, I swear. I was having symptoms before I ever saw him, but I didn’t tell you because I was scared. Please,” Leawyn whispered.

Her hand shook against Xavier’s skin when she reached up and cupped the back of his neck. He stayed stiff, refusing to bend down to her, but Leawyn tugged until he relented. Leawyn’s eyes closed when his forehead rested against hers.

“I’m horrible to you,” Xavier said suddenly, his deep voice almost garbled from his emotion. “I don’t deserve you. I never did.
Nothing
I do in the future can ever forgive what I’ve done to you.”

Leawyn’s eyes squeezed shut; his words like a physical blow to her heart. He was saying exactly what Tristan had said.

“I don’t want you to forgive me.” Leawyn looked up at that. “I hurt you, I know that. It seems to be the only thing I’m good at. But for the first time—” Xavier swallowed against the hurt she had put on his face. “For the first time, we’re even.”

Leawyn’s breath shuddered out of her. It was difficult for her to breathe. “I’m sorry.” She threw herself at Xavier, her arms wrapping around his shoulders and hugged him tight, crying into his neck.

Xavier closed his eyes. Clutching her tight to him, he buried his nose in the crook of her neck and inhaled deeply. “I’m no good for you, Leawyn.” Leawyn’s arms squeezed his neck tighter. He pressed his lips to her skin. He didn’t move as he uttered the words Leawyn suddenly realized she feared the most. “I was already planning on sending you away. I didn’t want you here when they attacked. I want you to go, and I don’t want you to come back. “

Leawyn jerked back. “What?”

“I’m letting you go.”

“What are you saying?” Leawyn whispered through numb lips, suddenly terrified.

“I have nothing to offer you, Leawyn. Do you understand me?” Xavier jolted her. “I can’t change. Not even for you. All I do is hurt you. I won’t hurt my child too.”

“Don’t do this,” Leawyn begged. Xavier growled low in his throat, swooping down and stealing her lips in a hard kiss. She opened her mouth, eagerly twining her tongue with his. Xavier cupped the back of her head. His grip was painful, but Leawyn didn’t care. She was desperate for him. She clutched Xavier so tightly she had trouble breathing. She whimpered with need against his mouth as her hands explored his body.

The kiss ended just as quickly as it started.

Leawyn tried to follow Xavier’s lips when he tore his away from hers, but he held her back as he stood, tearing his arm away when she grabbed it.

“No!”

“Killix is saddled and waiting for you. Everything you’ll need is with him. He’ll keep you safe.” Xavier exhaled shakily. “He’ll keep you both safe.”

“Xavier . . .” Panic flared in Leawyn’s heart when two of Xavier’s men came in behind him. They wore grim faces as they came towards her. Leawyn’s eyes flew back up to Xavier. He wore his expressionless mask. He’d turned the man into the warrior again.

“No!” Leawyn called out, her back bowed as the men each gripped her around the arms. “Xavier,
please
don’t do this!”

Xavier did nothing to stop his men when they carried her out of the tent and outside towards the setting sun.

“Leawyn!”

She looked over to see Tyronian watched with desperate eyes, but was being held back by his tribesmen.

“What are you doing?” Tyronian shouted at Xavier when he came out of the tent. Xavier ignored him

Leawyn found herself put on top of Killix, and before she could attempt to climb off, Xavier was suddenly there, face fierce. He forcibly put her hands on the horn of the saddle before he slapped Killix hard on the rump. Killix took off and immediately gained speed, leaving Leawyn no choice but to hang on or risk falling off. She called out to Xavier with every hoof fall.

Xavier turned around, looking around at his men. Tyronian looked like he was in shock.

“Do you have any idea what you’ve just done?” Tyronian asked him, wrenching Xavier around by his arm when he tried to walk away from him. “You let her go off alone!” Tyronian yelled, pointing to the space Killix and Leawyn were. “Who’s going to protect her?”