Indestructible Desire (20 page)

Walking down the step to the car, Brooklyn stops on the bottom step. Turning Kayden and I stare at her wondering what she’s doing. We notice her eyes glossing over, as fresh tears stream down her face. Turning to see where her eyes are pointing, we notice Jax standing there beside our car.

“Hey mate, I got a call for Jerome. He said he was in the hospital, and that Brooklyn had a pretty rough night.” I’m in total shock right now; Jax flew here from Houston, to see her. If that isn’t romantic I don’t know what is.

Not wasting a second, Brooklyn sprints down the stairs, straight into Jax’s arms. “I can’t believe you came here for me.” Holding her tightly against him, Jax kisses her temple sweetly.

Walking to the car, Kayden stops beside Jax, and Brooklyn. “Brooklyn’s a beast! She whooped Zak’s ass hard core. Remind me to never piss her off, because I think she’d kick my ass.”

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Chapter Eighteen

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Sitting on the plane looking down at Hawaii below us, I’m bouncing with excitement. This past week has been a whirlwind of emotions. Knowing I’m finally safe, and don’t need to worry about Zak is a relief. Every day is still a struggle, but I’m slowly getting stronger every day. Kayden seems a lot better since Zak was arrested, but still seems distracted like he’s with me but not? It’s hard to explain, but I feel if I love him with all I have we’ll make it through anything.

“Sooooo, birthday girl! What do you think Knox has up his sleeve for your birthday?” Brooklyn asks plopping down in the seat beside me. The pilot’s voice interrupts me before I can speak, advising us to buckle up because we’re going to landing.

“I have no clue. He’s kept me in the dark about everything.” I laugh. “It’s driving me crazy! I know Kayden loves going all out, so I won’t be surprised if he goes over the top for my party. All I care about is seeing my mom and dad, and Reagan and Rebecca. We have a lot of celebrating to do! One being you miss thing! You’re in a committed relationship, that’s definitely something to celebrate!”

Blushing ten shades of red, Brooklyn slaps my leg. “Hey now, we’re taking baby steps. We’re not official, but we’re not seeing anyone else either. I text Xander the day after everything with Zak. I told him I want to see where things can go with Jax. But still want to remain friends, and definitely want to attend their concert when they’re in the area.”

She hasn’t spoken to Dixon since the Bahamas’, his text her after Kayden told him what happen in LA with Zak. But she ignored it and never responded, which shocked the hell out of me. I know how hard she was crushing on Dixon, so was dumb founded when she blew him off. I can’t say it doesn’t make me happy, because Dixon just screams trouble. He doesn’t show any desire of settling down. Plus I’m looking forward to lots of double dates with her and Jax.

“So Kayden’s meeting us at the hotel?” Brooklyn asks as she stares across me and out the window at Maui below us. The plane is slowly descending towards the landing strip.

“Yeah, he said he was boarding the plane in Paris this morning, and would be in Maui by this evening. My parents I believe will be here first thing tomorrow morning, and Reagan and Rebecca too. So today is just Brooklyn and Savannah day! Let’s try not to get into to much trouble, okay?”

“I’ll try, but can’t make any promises.” Raising an eyebrow at me, I can’t help but smile at the mischievous grin on Brooklyn’s face.

“I mean it! My idea of a memorable birthday, is not sitting in the drunk tank beside you!”

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Kayden

These last three days being in Paris have been hectic to say the least. I’ve been postponing this trip for weeks. Now that I know Zak is behind bars, I finally squeezed in time to fly to France. We’re re doing the entire spa at the Knox Spa and Resort in Paris, and I had to check on construction. Make sure everything on schedule, and still under budget.

Dixon came out with me, to help over see all the changes going on since he owns a construction business, he knows more about all of this than I do. Which made it a lot less stressful for me. He got pissed when I wouldn’t go out with him to a strip club the first night. Immediately causing him to rag on me, tellin’ me Savannah has me pussy whipped.

Since meeting Savannah, I could care less about watching some chick dance on a pole for tips. If that makes me pussy whipped so be it. He only ended up staying one day, then had to get back to Houston to make sure things are running smoothly with my absence from Beaumont Industries.

I was shocked to see Giselle at the hotel bar last night. Her father manages the hotel in Paris, so she goes back and forth between Paris, LA, New York, and Houston for her Modeling jobs. Last I new she was suppose to be flying to Milan for a fashion show, but low and behold she’s was here. And she wasn’t alone; she had another model friend with her, who she claimed was a huge fan of mine. She rambled on and on for what felt like forever, about how much she loved my youtube videos, and the movies I’ve guest starred in.

I was never so happy to excuse myself to my room. After a few fan pictures with her, I happily went to my room and crashed. I new I’d be getting up early to fly to Hawaii today.

Reaching into my pocket I pull out the black velvet box I picked up in New York, this morning when my flight landed. Flying first class, isn’t as nice as a private jet. I hate the lay over’s. Popping the box open, it instantly begins to sparkle in the light shining into my window seat.

I’ve been a ball of nerves for weeks since I asked Maverick for permission to propose to Savannah. I hope she doesn’t think it’s too soon, and turns me down flat. I know deep down she’s the only woman I want to be with for the rest of my life.

The old man beside me lets out a whistle as he eyes the three carat diamond infinity ring. “She’s definitely going to say yes when she see’s that.” He says with a thick New York accent.

“You think so? I’m so nervous, I don’t know if I’ll be able to hold the ring when I propose! I’ll probable end up droppin’ the dang thing in the sand.” I can’t wait to propose to her on the beach beside the ocean. Brooklyn told me that Savannah has dreamt of her proposal since she was like eight. She always said she wanted her future husband to ask her at sunset on the beach.

Breaking me from my through that old man nudges me with his elbow, “If she loves you, as much as I can see you love her. I think she’d say yes if you asked her to marry you with a gum ball machine ring.”

I can’t help but laugh at his remark. I can just picture me on one knee, holding out a fifty cent plastic ring. Savannah would probably cherish it as much as she would and million dollar diamond ring. That’s just how she is, a ray of light who cherishes the small gestures in life.

“I think so too. Here’s to me gettin’ engaged to the woman of my dreams.” Raising my bottle of water in the air, I flash the old man a big smile, and drink to my future wife.

***

Savannah

Tipping the bell hop boy, he leaves our bags in our suite. “Damn, this place is huge!” Brooklyn says walking around the two story penthouse suite Kayden booked for the weekend. Swinging open the French doors, we step out onto the balcony.

Looking down at the beach, there are people surfing, which immediately gives me an idea. “B, I know exactly what we’re doing right now!”

“Oh gawd, what wild idea just popped into that pretty little head of yours Savannah Elizabeth.”

Digging in my suitcase, I pull out my bikini, and flip flops. “Grab your swim suit bestie, because we’re going surfing!”

It’s been almost a year since I got on a surfboard, and I can hear the ocean beckoning me to come to it. Quickly changing, we make our way down to the beach. After walking a few feet down the beach, we find a surf shop. Whipping out my debit card, I rent us each a surfboard.

“I suck at surfing Savannah; I swear to god if I drowned and need mouth to mouth resuscitation I’m going to kick your ass. Unless it’s a hot life guard, then I’ll let it pass.” Winking at me, Brooklyn takes off ahead of me, leaving me speechless. I swear, I’ll never get use to the shit that comes outta that girl’s mouth.

The beach is packed with people, and the water is full of surfers. Looking around I find a spot free of people, and wave Brooklyn to follow. Walking into the water, I lie on my board, and paddle out towards the massive waves. The adrenalin coursing through my body right now, feels absolutely amazing. Riding a wave gives me the biggest high. Just knowing the power it holds, but being able to dominate it, it’s the best feeling ever.

Spotting a wave I climb onto my board, and get lost in moment. Pushing everything I’ve been through in the last six months into the back of my mind. Jumping off of my board, I dive into the water and pop back up and lay across my board. Watching Brooklyn attempt to surf is by far the most entertaining thing
ever
. There’s a dog riding a surfboard that is doing better then her! Paddling over to her, I can’t help but laugh as she swears worse then a sailor at her surfboard.

“I think they gave me a defective surf board, it’s a piece of shit! For Christ sakes, that fuckin’ old man over there is surfing better than me! He looks like he’ll bite the dust any second!”

“Why don’t you go work on your tan, drama queen. I’ll hit a couple more waves, and then we’ll go to the pool for drinks.”

She immediately perks up with that suggestion. Waving to me as she jogs out of the water, I watch Brooklyn return her board to the cabana we rented it from. Shaking my head, I paddle back out and join a group of other surfers who’re enjoying the stellar waves we’re having today.

***

After enjoying an amazing dinner on the balcony, Brooklyn and I head down to the hotel bar to have some drinks. Kayden called me a few hours ago, to let me know he was at his last lay over. He said he’d be in Maui by nine pm. I can’t wait to see him, three days away from him has been torture. It’s nice getting some girl time with Brooklyn, but I still miss having Kayden in bed with me at night.

We finally moved back into the beach house this week. It was hard at first, going back to a place that holds so many good memories. But then is also tainted with memories of Jacob and Zak. Looking next door at the beach house they rented, with the sole purpose to grow close to me. It’s mind boggling, and overwhelming.

Kayden promised, to fill each day there full of new wonderful memories with him and our friends, and family. Each day we get through, is another day closer to finally putting the past behind us.

Tonight will be the first night I’ll go to sleep with out any sleeping pills. I haven’t had a nightmare in almost a week. My sessions have gone better then I ever would have imagined with Dr. Wilcott. My last one with her was this Friday. She said that I’m on the road to a full recovery. That I just to recognize my triggers, and always be open and honest with Kayden about what I’m feeling. I feel like I’m finally seeing the light at the end of a very dark tunnel.

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Chapter Nineteen

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Putting on a tight hot pink halter dress and white peep toe heels, I toss my curly hair into a side pony tail, clip in a hot pink hibiscus flower, I’m ready to go. Brooklyn looks drop dead gorgeous in her black booty shorts, and red tube top. Her black suede ankle boots are the perfect touch.

Stepping into the bar, it’s jammed packed with hotel guests. They’re playing Mackelmore’s Thrift Shop, instantly boosting my mood. Heading over to the bar, we find two seats on the end. “Can we get two tequila sunrises please?”

“Girl we so gotta stick to one drink tonight, we don’t want you hung over and sick for your birthday party tomorrow.”

After a few minutes, the bartender finally slides our drinks in front of us. Plucking the cherry from my glass, I pop it into my mouth, “Good idea.” I say matter-of-factly chewing on my cherry. “I’ll savor this one drink, and then stick to water the rest of the night.”

Sipping the last of my cocktail, I hop down off of the bar stool. Reaching for Brooklyn’s hand I drag her outside to the pool side bar and dance floor. There’s a rainbow or lights shining into the pool and rock waterfall. The sky is full of stars, sparkling like a million tiny diamonds. It’s breathtaking; Maui is one of my all time favorite places.