Irreparable (Wounded Souls) (9 page)

“Yeah, I guess I am or at least I want to be, if she’d let me.”  I look up and she meets my gaze. “What do you want
Mary-Beth
?  You’re the one who wanted it to be over. 
You got what you wanted and I am leaving you to do what you wanted. You got your way out now let me have mine,
” I say and then 
wonder if I’m being
an asshole.  It’s the truth though
and sometimes that shit hurts. I have put up with her crazy ass and I understand she had a lot put on her having to take care of a crippled man, but damn it,
I went through it too.  I was there for her when she needed me but when I needed her
, she walked.

“You know, you’re right Jameson. I, I’m sorry.” She sighs,
turns and walks out.  I look up and
watch her leave. I notice that Sam has stopped playing her guitar in the back. I turn around and she’s standing at the door.

“You just picked me over her?” she
asks softly and then looks me in the eyes. Had I done that before?  Picked
Mary-Beth
over Sam?  Well hell, I guess I did when we were sixteen, but today it’s time to show Sam that she is everything I could want and need.

“Hell yes I did!
  I shouldn’t have ever put you next to anyone Sam
,” I say and she walks up to me with her lip between her teeth again.
I swear she’s trying to kill me.  Is it possible for a man to die from blue balls?  She walks up to me and slides her hands around
my neck. She pushes up onto her toes, her breasts pressing up against the solid muscle of my chest and her lips touch mine gently.

That’s all I need. I grab her head and pull her to me deeper, my tongue sliding out and licking her bottom lip, wanting entrance into that sweet mouth. She opens for me and finally I can taste her, and man is she sweet. Makes me want to taste other things and I wonder if they will be as sweet.

“REALLY!!! DUDE!!! I need to bleach my eyes! Can you two even breathe?” Luke yells out and we break apart, both of us bright red.

“Busted.” Sam smirks, and I laugh softly.

Leaning in I whisper “A
t least I kept my hands off that sexy ass of yours.” 
That makes her turn as red as a crawfish.

“That’s just gross,” Luke says and goes back to playing the guitar. Sam walks over and kisses her brother on the cheek and says “Now you know how I feel watching you sucking face with the girls in the bar.” Luke rubs his cheek and gags.

“Ugh Samantha! I know Carter’s my best friend, and I am glad he survived that blast, but I would prefer not to have his spit on my face,
” Luke says and then gets up.  “I’m outta here.  You two lovebirds be good.”  He stands up and salutes and then
heads to the door. Well, at least he didn’t try to kick my ass for kissing Sam.

“Wanna go grab dinner?” I ask Sam and she smiles.

“I thought you’d never ask.” She takes my hand and pulls me out the door. “Hey Luke! Think fast!” I throw my keys to Luke and he just sighs.

“I am not your employee! As many times as I’ve locked this place for you I should be on the damn payroll!” He smirks and then starts to kick the two boys out of the shop to lock up for me. I really do owe his ass something nice.

We get back to my apartment after dinner and Sam looks at me biting her lip again. “Sam, please baby, don’t do that,” I say and adjust myself in my pants. I swear I am going to die if I don’t release..

“But, I like what it does to you.” She smiles and walks over to me and straddles me. “I want you to take the memories away.  You’re the only person who can.” She looks me in the eyes and my mouth hangs open.  Did she really just say she wanted to have sex with me?

“Sam, I… we… I don’t want you to feel rushed into this,” I say and she smiles.

“Jameson, shut up and kiss me.” She leans down and kisses my lips and grinds against my hard cock. Oh my God! T
his girl is going to be the death of me. 

I slide my tongue against her lips and she opens up to me, and I lose control, especially when I hear the moan coming from her mouth.  Oh my
God, can this girl get anymore sexy? I slide my hands up her thighs and grab her ass,
picking her up and carrying her to my bed.  Laying her down and watching her blonde hair splay out on the
comforter. “You’re beautiful Samantha.” I kneel on my leg that still has some of my knee and use the weight of it to keep me up. These prosthetics really have helped in the sex department.

Sam blushes and doesn’t say a word as she leans up and kisses me. I lean in and kiss her back while my fingers make
small circles on her stomach.  Is it supposed to burn when you touch someone? Because I feel like I’m on fire, every place Sam is touching me is on fire, my thighs, my back, and my lips.  I moan into her mouth as my dick presses against her heat, and I know I have to show her what sex is really like, that it’s so much more than what those bastards did
three years ago.

I look up at Sam and kiss her lips, then move to her chin, and down to her neck. I love the little whimpers coming from her mouth, and how her chest is rising and falling like she’s just run a marathon, and to think I haven’t even begun. I kiss down her neck to her collar bone over her tank top then down her arm with the tattoos. I kiss the white and pink lily on her shoulder and then the orange one right below it. Then I kiss the weird ass dragon thing she has going down her arm. The tattoo is so intricate I have no clue what half the shit is, but it works and it’s beautiful just like the person it’s adorning.

I kiss down the front of her shirt and then pull it up and slide it over her head slowly, savoring every inch of skin that comes in my view. When I see that hot pink lace bra she has on covering her smooth silky skin and the curves of those gorgeous tits, I’m having a hard time keeping at my slow pace.

She blushes and bites her lip and I smirk. She inhales a deep breath and that makes me feel even more like I’m on top of the world;
I affect her just like she affects me.  I kiss her stomach and
kiss up to her chest, pulling down the cup of her bra.
I suck her hardened nipple into my mouth, locking my eyes on her beautiful blue ones.  A very satisfying moan comes from her lips and I smile before biting down softly. “JAMESON!”
she cries out and I smirk even more. I wonder if I can make her come just from sucking these tits.

I grab the cup of her right breast and pull it down and roll her nipple between my fingers. She moans even more, her breathing picking up and she’s squirming underneath my fingers. “That’s it Sam, let go baby.” I moan and flick my tongue over her erect nipple.

“Oh my God! Jameson!” she moans out, her chest rising and falling. S
he bucks beneath me, her orgasm ripping through her throat, and into my heart.  I didn’t think it was possible, but I just fell even more in love with Sam.

“I can’t believe I just did that,” she
pants and turns red.  “What?” I say and smile and then sit up and pull my shirt over my head.  I stifle a laugh as I see Sam rake her eyes down my body. “See something you like sexy?” I ask and lean back down to kiss her on her lips.

“And, don’t be embarrassed of that. I love that I could make you come just from kissing and sucking those gorgeous things.” She laughs softly and kisses me again, but I am so not through with my worshipping of her body.

“I am going to kiss every inch of you before the night is done Samantha Lynn.
I can’t wait to see if you taste as sweet as those lips of yours do.” I smile and kiss down her chest again, making my way down to her legs, pulling off her jeans and kissing down her right leg, to her foot.  I moan softly when she groans
as I kiss the arch of her foot, then I
work my way back up to the top of her left leg.  I smile and move the pink lace that is barely covering her pussy out of my way. 

“Fuck me Sam, you are so beautiful baby.” I lean in and that’s when she realizes what I’m about to do, and her hands go to cover herself. “Jameson, you don’t have to do that,” she whispers and I look up and growl. “Move your hands Sam.” I look up in her eyes, and she lets out a shaky breath and her hands tremble but she removes them.

I smile and wink at her, and then I slide my tongue over her slick folds. I love how wet she is for me already, but I know I have to be gentle. This is the first sexual experience that she will have that means something, and damn it, it’s going to mean everything by the time I’m done.

I work on her sliding my tongue into her sweet opening, and I’ll be damned I was right. She’s as sweet as honey. Sam writhes under me and I laugh softly.
“Jameson, holy shit that feels, umm wow.” I look up and meet her eyes and flick my tongue over her clit.  Hmmm, I wonder how far I can get in the alphabet game
? I’ve never done it before but there’s a first time for everything, right?

I start circling her clit and making my tongue move in shapes of the alphabet, and by the time I
reach J she’s exploding around me.  Her body is convulsing and she’s making noises I have never heard
Mary-Beth make before, which satisfies me even more.

I sit up and take off my pants and my boxers and smile when Sam gasps. I know I’m not the biggest person in the world, but I sure as hell am not tiny either. It also helps to know how to work what you have.

“You sure, Sam?” I ask her and she shakes her head and leans up to kiss me. “Jameson, you know you’re beautiful too.” She blushes at what she said, but she has no clue what that statement just meant to me. Maybe, just maybe I’m not damaged beyond repair.

I reach over to the night stand and pull out a wrapper, beginning to
tear it with my teeth when Sam stops me by taking it and throwing it.  “I’m on the pill, and I’m clean
. I don’t want barriers. I’ve lived with them for far too long Jameson. I need you to heal me.”

I groan; she’s trusting me more than anyone ever has, and I have to prove I am worth it
.  I
lean over her and kiss her lips slowly, tenderly and then I groan out as the head of my cock presses against her hot entrance. I meet her eyes and she shakes her head giving me conformation to continue.
I keep eye contact with her not wanting to lose her to the memories, and I slide inside her.  She winces and I stop immediately. “Sam?” I groan trying to not let her see how stopping is affecting me
. She’s just so damn tight.

“Don’t stop, I’m okay. I’ve just gotta get used to it,” she lets out breathily and I sigh.
I don’t want to hurt her, but I don’t want to stop either.  I move my hips slowly in and out and she starts to moan a little.  Holy shit, she feels so good.

“Sam, baby, I don’t know if I can last long,” I sigh and she smirks. “I think I’d be insulted if it took you a long time the first time.” She laughs softly and grabs a handful of my ass and that’s all it takes.
I move inside her a couple times more and I know I’m on the verge of coming, but not without her.  I lick two of my fingers and I reach down and rub her clit while I pump inside her at a steady pace
. H
er breathing is starting to match mine, and I know she’s just as close as I am. 

“Jameson! I’m going to come!” she lets out in a breathy moan and just like that she’s pulling me deeper into her. As her muscles contract, I lose my control, and I shoot my load deep into her, gloriously
emptying my balls.  I lay my head in the crook between her neck and shoulder and kiss her, using my arms to keep most of my weight off of her
. ‘I love you Sam,” I breathe out and she turns her head and runs her fingers through my hair.

“I don’t know if I am worthy of those emotions, but I love you too Jameson.” She sighs and my heart has just enlarged double what it was. She feels the same way. Maybe,
just maybe I am capable of being whole again. 

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Waking up in the middle of the night to Sam was an amazing thing to experience. I don’t know what I did to deserve her,
but God thank you.  I
lie
in bed and watch her as she sleeps, and then decide I think it’s time for a little repeat of earlier.  I slide my hand over
her back and down to her ass. I slide my finger inside her, and I love that she’s still wet. She moans a little in her sleep and I move my fingers in and out of her intoxicating heat
.  She stirs and looks at me.