Authors: Cathy Kelly
It was only when she’d hung up that Evie remembered
she was going to Simon’s for dinner, that she wouldn’t be
home until late. Damn! She’d ring Olivia later, when she
was sure to be home, and have a talk then.
As it happened, she never got a moment to herself all
afternoon. When Davis came back from lunch, he called
her into his office to get through the mound of paperwork
on his desk. He looked tired, as if he’d been burning the
midnight oil. His plump face was larger than ever after the
inevitable excess of Christmas, the treble chin spilling over
on to the collar of his shirt. But there were giant hollows
under his eyes, yellowing hollows that gave his rounded
face a strangely sickly look. He was ill, Evie realised with a
sense of shock.
After an hour spent going through paperwork, he
seemed worn out.
‘I’ve some important letters to send to our key customers
about the changes in accounting we’re introducing,’ he
said. He sat back in his chair, his face sweating. ‘I know
what I want to say but …’ He looked at her pleadingly.
‘Could you draft them, Evie?’ he asked. ‘You know how to
do it better than I do.’
She nodded. She’d been in Wentworth Alarms for
twelve years and knew as much about the running of the
company as he did. She’d been his assistant for seven of
those years, from the moment it became apparent she was
wasted in reception.
‘Of course,’ she said. ‘I’ll handle it. Davis,’ she added
hesitantly, ‘do you want to go home? You look tired.’
‘Yes,’ he muttered. ‘Something I ate the other day, I’m
still not over it …’
‘Food poisoning. That really takes it out of you,’ Evie
agreed, not believing for one second that her boss was
suffering the after-effects of food poisoning. He looked so
wretched, so ill, it had to be more than that. But if Davis
wanted her to believe he merely had a sick stomach, she’d
go along with the subterfuge. ‘I’ll deal with this and you
should go home, via the chemist’s maybe to get something
for your stomach,’ she said idly. ‘Or even go to the doctor
and get a shot. It never hurts, does it, to get an injection to fight the nausea? Rosie had a very sensitive stomach when
she was little and the only answer when she got really ill
was to go to the doctor for an injection.’
He didn’t answer for a moment. ‘Yes, maybe I’ll do that,’
he said finally.
When he’d left, Evie spent the rest of the afternoon
working on the letters. Her mind was half on her work
and half on her boss. There was something wrong with
Davis, that was for sure. He’d never been the healthiest of
individuals but he looked so ill … As she typed and
answered calls, Evie worried about him. Widowed
recently, he had nobody else to worry about him. Hopefully
the doctor would notice how dreadful he looked and
do some tests.
It was five-twenty-five when the sound of Lorraine
turning off her word processor with a sigh of relief made
Evie look at her watch again. She’d have to race if she
wanted to get through the rush-hour traffic to Simon’s
house by half-six. But she had five minutes to spare to ring
Olivia.
Pulling on her coat with one hand, she dialled the
familiar number with the other. The phone rang and the
machine clicked on again. Strange, she thought. Olivia was
always at home at that time, getting dinner ready for
Stephen. She was an incredible cook and whenever Evie
dropped in on her way home from work, the scent
emanating from Olivia’s kitchen was always enough to put
off the most dedicated dieter. She wasn’t the sort of
woman to knock together a sausage casserole with the
contents of her store cupboard and a tin opener. She went
for the whole works, gorgeous and elaborate meals that
made your mouth water.
And Evie knew that half the time, they ended up in the
freezer because Stephen was working late and couldn’t get
home in time. If Evie had been married to him they’d have
ended up in the bin - or all over his face when he arrived
home late for the tenth time in a row.
His voice came on the answering machine again and
Evie grimaced. ‘Sorry I missed you earlier, Olivia,’ she said.
‘I’m going to Simon’s tonight so I won’t be home but
please phone me tomorrow so we can have a chat, ‘Bye.
Chin up.’
She didn’t know why she’d added that bit at the end.
‘Chin up.’ It wasn’t as if Olivia had said anything was
wrong, but in retrospect Evie was sure there was.
Olivia stood in front of the mirror in her bedroom and let
the phone ring. She heard Evie’s voice coming from the
machine in the hall but didn’t move to pick it up. Instead,
she stared closely at her reflection. Her mother was right,
she was deathly pale. She needed something to warm her
up, she decided. Like plastic surgery or an injection of
personality.
People often said she was beautiful. Everyone did, in
fact. But beauty didn’t mean anything, Olivia had no
respect for the beauty she was supposed to have, she
hadn’t earned it or worked for it. It wasn’t the same as
being vivacious and witty like Rosie or clever and kind like
Evie.
It was just there: high cheekbones and perfect lips.
Nothing more, nothing deeper. It was shallow. Architecture.
A lovely facade when she really needed internal lights
and something people were interested in. Evie was pretty,
feminine and cute with her little nose and her undulating
walk.
But that wasn’t what made Simon love her. It was what
was inside: her personality and her drive. Beauty was
nothing really if you lacked all the other important things
and Olivia lacked them all. Even her own husband wasn’t
interested in her. To him, she was just a lovely cold doll he
took down from the mantelpiece when he felt like looking
at it.
‘Mummy,’ said a small voice. Olivia looked down to see
Sasha peeping around the bedroom door, her eyes even
huger than usual. ‘Emily got marker on the couch. Pink
marker,’ she added. ‘I told her she wasn’t allowed to bring
them out of my room but she did.’
Olivia felt herself go as white as Stephen’s precious
leather couches. Those bloody markers were almost impossible
to erase when they got on something. He would have
a fit if he found out, unless she could remove the mark
before he got home. She just prayed it wasn’t somewhere
noticeable and that it was small. Very small.
‘Don’t worry, Sasha,’ she said calmly, bending down to
kiss her daughter on the forehead. ‘Well sort it out.’
Sasha didn’t look convinced. ‘Daddy will be cross,’ she
said anxiously.
‘No, he won’t,’ Olivia replied, doing her best to inject
confidence into her voice. She took Sasha by the hand.
‘Show me where the mark is and I’ll sort it out.’
Evie sat in her car on the way to Simon’s house and day
dreamed.
‘She was wearing a beautiful evening dress and an ocelot
coat, and didn’t look like a teddy bear in it. Instead, she
looked like a famous movie star en route for a premiere, more
glamorous than Sharon Stone and utterly untouchable.
‘Madame, let me take your coat?’
His voice was like the rest of him: cultured and elegant. But
the formal dinner jacket he wore with such panache contrasted
with the shock of dark hair that reached his collar and
curled gently around the nape of his strong neck. Everything
about the stranger’s dress was conservative, yet his rippling
black curb and the gleam in his dark eyes showed a different
side to his nature, a wilder and dangerous side.
Evie moved her head graciously. ‘No, thank you, I prefer to
wear it. The evening has grown cold.’
Standing on the balcony of the stately house by Lake
Geneva, the air had indeed grown cold and she could feel
herself shiver in the spaghetti-strapped black silk dress.
She wasn’t sure why she was there in the first place, why
she’d accepted the invitation from the mysterious Count
Romulo to a party in his home when she didn’t know the man.
He was a playboy, her friends told her eagerly, as they
accepted their own invitations. Whatever that meant, Evie
thought. She shivered again, conscious of the handsome man
in black watching her.
‘Come inside, you are cold.’
‘It’s too noisy,’ she said, thinking of the crowded room of
people, all eager to meet their host.
‘There’s a quieter room upstairs.’ He indicated a spiral
staircase to one side of the balcony, hidden by a bay tree in a huge planter.
‘Should we be making ourselves at home like that?’ Evie
asked, arching one eyebrow.
‘It is my home,’ he said simply. I am Count Romulo. I
threw this party to meet you …’
Evie loved Simon’s town house. She loved the pastel
walls, the neat collection of classical CDs, the pot plants he
cared for so carefully and the pale carpet that covered every room, apart from his white-tiled en-suite bathroom which was a bit clinical for her taste. Of course, she
couldn’t see Rosie ever fitting into Simon’s pristine home.
His immaculate bachelor pad wasn’t built for a rangy
teenager who draped coats over the banisters, left opened
magazines on every available surface and leg hairs in the
sink, and liked to lounge on the sofa watching TV, eating
breakfast cereal and talking to her friends on the phone all
at the same time.
Evie and Simon hadn’t finalised what they were going to
do about living arrangements when they got married. She
didn’t think his house would be suitable for all three of
them, because it was so small. But she somehow couldn’t
see him living in her home either.
The more she thought about it, the more Evie became
convinced that they’d have to sell both houses and buy
something else. Which would mean a big mortgage. She
hated the thought of being in debt. What would happen if
Simon left her or if he died? Where would she be then?
Broke and on her own, the way she had been seventeen
years ago. She shivered at the memory.
‘Evie!’ Simon opened the door wearing a butcher’s
apron over his white shirt. He’d taken off his tie and
opened the top two buttons of his shirt, making him look
young and vulnerable. With his sandy hair standing up
where he’d raked it anxiously, he looked more like thirty
one than forty-one.
She stood on her tiptoes to kiss him lightly on the
mouth, smelling rather than tasting onions on his breath.
‘What are you cooking?’ she asked, as she followed him
through into the pale green kitchen.
‘Roast chicken, chips and deep fried onion rings,’ he
replied, glasses steaming up as he peered cautiously into
the deep fat fryer.
‘Lovely,’ Evie murmured, thinking regretfully of the
calorific content of a deep fried meal. She had told Simon
she was desperate to lose a few pounds, but he’d obviously
forgotten in his enthusiasm to use the deep fat fryer his
mother had given him for Christmas.
Still, it was glorious to be pampered, to have somebody
else cooking dinner for her. Rosie never made dinner if she
could possibly help it, and when she did it was beans on
toast with yoghurt for dessert.
Are we having apple fritters for dessert to continue the
deep fried theme?’ Evie inquired with a chuckle, wrapping
her arms around Simon from behind and hugging him.
He laughed. ‘I never thought of that or I’d have bought
some. I can’t help it that I can’t cook,’ he added apologetically.
‘You can’t go wrong with this stuff He dislodged Evie
as he hurried over to the oven to check the chicken, which
turned out to be roasting in a pool of grease.
‘Simon! That’s swimming in fat,’ she exclaimed. ‘Drain
most of it away. It’ll taste disgusting.’
‘I didn’t know how much to put in,’ he mumbled,
holding the tin uneasily with a pair of hideous pink lobster
oven gloves. ‘I’ve never done an entire chicken before, only
chicken breasts.’
‘Here, let me.’ Evie took over, expertly handling the
heavy roasting tin. ‘You should have made something simple,’
she scolded as she rescued their dinner from drowning.
‘I wanted to impress you.’ Simon stood miserably by the
sink, still wearing his lobster gloves. ‘I can’t dial up the
Chinese takeaway every time you come to dinner.’
He looked so forlorn that she relented.
‘You don’t need to impress me,’ she said firmly.
After dinner, they sat and watched TV, Simon’s arm
around Evie’s shoulders. She leaned against his chest
comfortably, slipped off her shoes and curled her feet up under her on the couch. He flicked channels until he came to a documentary on the most thrilling car chases of all
time. As the world had only had cars for the past century,
Evie thought the series title was a bit misleading but she
said nothing. Car chases bored her to tears.
After fifteen minutes, she’d seen enough helicopter