Authors: Cathy Kelly
bathroom.
When her mother had died after six months’ battling
cancer, Evie remembered sitting in the bathroom, listening
to the sounds of her father weeping alone in his bedroom.
He never cried in front of her or Cara, seemed to think it
was wrong to let them see how devastated he was by his
wife’s death.
Evie had been seventeen at the time and had listened to
him for weeks before she went in and told him to cry with them and not on his own. She’d been his rock, Andrew Fraser had always said afterwards. The one who kept the
family going.
She remembered how her father had comforted her
when Tony was killed by that speeding car. How they’d
gone for long walks in the forest with Gooch’s grandmother,
Sadie, gambolling along in front of them, golden
nose in every bush and clump of grass. Her father had been
a lifeline in those horrible first few months when she’d
been getting used to being a widow so soon after she’d
become a wife. Now someone was going to ruin all that:
Vida Andersen. Evie didn’t know what hurt most - the
fact that he hadn’t told her or the fact that another person
was going to come into their cosy family of four.
Olivia stroked Sasha’s cheek gently, pulled the duvet up
around her daughter’s neck, then tucked in the big
woollen rug she’d found in the airing cupboard. It was
still cool in the room, even with the giant oil-filled
radiator rattling away in one corner. Asleep, Sasha snuggled
into her cosy cocoon, happy and warm in her
brushed cotton jammies and the Rupert Bear socks Olivia
had insisted she leave on.
Exhausted after a busy day, Sasha had fallen asleep
quickly. Olivia wished she could join her. Her early rising
to get the Christmas baking done had left her worn out.
She kissed her daughter and left the room, the door ajar so
the light from the landing would shine in. Olivia hated
leaving her daughter alone in the small bed in this big
double room. Sasha was used to pretty yellow wallpaper
with bunnies scampering around and her butterfly night
light on the dresser in case she woke up and was scared.
This room had gloomy purple cabbage roses on the walls,
an ugly chandelier thing that looked like a dusty octopus
and lots of large, shadowy furniture for monsters to hide
behind. Your classic childhood nightmare.
‘I’ll keep an eye on Sasha,’ Sybil de Were had said earlier,
waving one hand airily, the other clutching her third gin
and tonic. Or at least the third gin and tonic she’d had
since Olivia and Stephen had arrived. It was impossible to
keep up. At the age of sixteen, Olivia had given up on
keeping tabs on the amount of booze being consumed in
the Lodge. ‘You’d want a degree in quantum physics to
know how many bottles they get through,’ she’d complained
to her best friend, Evie, at the time, not that either
of them knew precisely what quantum physics was. All she
knew was that she was forever finding three-quarter-empty
bottles of brandy stuck in the airing cupboard and empty
wine bottles jammed in the bottom of the bin. Why her
mother - and it was always her mother who hid them bothered
hiding the bottles amazed her. Olivia knew they
both drank like fishes.
‘We won’t be long at the Erasers’,’ she said firmly now,
not keen on relying on her mother’s babysitting techniques.
‘We’ll only stay an hour’
‘Don’t fuss, Livvy,’ muttered her father from the depths
of his chair where he was fumbling through the TV guide
to see what was on next. ‘The little mite will be fine here.
Although,’ he peered at her over his reading glasses, ‘I
don’t know what you want to bother going to Andrew
Fraser’s party for. The man’s a bore and he’ll be glued to
that horrible American woman as usual.’
Olivia’s eyes widened.
‘What American woman?’ asked Stephen, momentarily
surprised out of his bad mood. He’d been poring over his
briefcase since he’d got there, muttering that he had work
to catch up with and refusing Olivia’s offers of tea and
sandwiches, and her father’s offers of brandy.
‘That horrible woman who’s bought the old Grange on
Bracken Road,’ interrupted her mother, voice vicious. ‘She
thinks she’s irresistible. Thinks every man in the village
can’t take his eyes off her.’
Which meant, Olivia knew instantly, that the horrible
American woman was obviously very good-looking. Sybil,
who’d been a great beauty before she got stuck into
drinking a bottle of spirits a day and developed more
spider veins than a spaghetti junction road map, loathed
other good-looking women, as Olivia knew to her cost.
Her mother hadn’t been able to cope the year Olivia had
turned thirteen and changed from a scrawny ugly duckling
into a slender Nordic swan. Sybil’s friends, when she’d had
such things, had all shared one particular quality: they
were all extremely plain.
‘So old Andrew has found himself a woman after all
these years?’ said Stephen, fascinated. ‘Do Evie and Cara
know about this?’ he asked Olivia.
She shook her head slowly, thinking of what would
happen when Evie did find out. Her best friend adored her
father and idolised her dead mother. Nobody, absolutely
nobody, would ever be good enough to fill Alice Eraser’s
shoes.
But then, Olivia consoled herself, Andrew Fraser probably
felt the same way himself or he’d have got a partner
years ago. Her parents were making mountains out of
molehills as usual, probably because Andrew had stopped
asking them to his party when they hadn’t turned up
three years in a row. There was no way he’d bring a new Woman
into his life after all these years.
The moment she walked into the Frasers’ holly
bedecked hall, Olivia knew she’d been wrong. The small
house may have felt like an oven after the icy temperature
of the heatless Lodge, but the atmosphere was about a
thousand degrees lower.
They were among the last to arrive and through the arch
from the hallway Olivia could see Evie standing beside her
father, her pretty face uncharacteristically stony. A woman
dressed in an elegant rose-coloured cashmere dress stood
on the other side of Andrew Fraser. From the smile on his
face and the way he kept a hand affectionately stroking her
arm, Olivia didn’t have any trouble in identifying that
‘horrible American woman’.
‘Is it my imagination or is there a very unpartyish
atmosphere in here?’ murmured Stephen as Rosie took
their coats, a rictus of a smile on her face.
‘Welcome to the house of pain, Aunt Olivia,’ she said
between gritted teeth. ‘The drinks tonight are Hemlock
Cocktails, Digitalis Slammers or the Cyanide Seabreeze,
which my mother will mix for you.’
‘Your granddad’s friend, huh?’ asked Olivia, looking at
the elegant woman in pink.
Rosie raised her eyes heavenwards. ‘News certainly travels
fast around here. I don’t know why they base media
networks in London and New York. They should pick
Ballymoreen - everyone here knows everything the
moment it happens. Yes.’ She looked miserably at her godmother. ‘The introduction of Grandpops’ fiancee has caused an earthquake. Eight point five on the Richter Scale
is my estimate.’
‘Fiancee?’ gasped Olivia. ‘They’re getting married? I
didn’t even know he was going out with anyone.’
‘I’m going to get some food,’ Stephen interrupted
rudely, moving in the direction of the kitchen. Olivia
suppressed her impatience He’d refused her offers of a
snack at home, now he was going to demolish all the party
goodies as if he hadn’t been fed in a month. He was still
punishing her for earlier.
‘Don’t talk to me about it,’ groaned Rosie, visibly
relaxing now they were on their own. She always appeared
a little uptight in Stephen’s company, although Olivia
could never figure out why. He liked Rosie, thought she
was clever and destined for great things.
The girl leaned against the hall radiator. ‘It’s the first we
heard of it too. Mum didn’t even know he was seeing
someone until we got here today. The thing is, Vida’s
lovely and he’s crazy about her. It’s quite sweet really,’
Rosie added reflectively, ‘that old people can fall in love.’
‘Excuse me,’ said Olivia, gently pulling a lock of her
goddaughter’s lustrous long hair in pretend outrage, ‘he’s
hardly old, and you don’t forget about love as soon as you
hit forty.’
Rosie grinned. ‘Only joking. You old folks are so sensitive
about your age. Anyway, her name is Vida Andersen, she’s tres chic, lived in Manhattan for years and is loaded. She’s renovating this big house down the road and she’s got a
fiercesomely posh Lexus parked outside. Grandpops can’t
stop smiling at her; the dogs love her and …’
‘… your mother loathes her?’ Olivia finished the
sentence.
‘You said it.’ Rosie paused. ‘Come on and I’ll get you a
drink before you enter the gladiatorial arena.’
In the kitchen, Stephen was digging into a plate of
tortilla chips with two slavering dogs for an audience.
‘You wouldn’t like tortilla chips, pooches, they’re too
hot,’ Rosie said, patting both dogs. ‘Drink?’ she asked
Stephen.
‘A glass of red wine,’ he answered.
‘Make that two,’ Olivia added.
Rosie got glasses, poured out some wine and, standing in
front of the tray of booze so nobody would notice, poured
a stiff vodka for herself, filling it up to the top with orange juice.
‘Your parents aren’t coming, then?’ she asked Olivia
when everybody had a drink.
Rosie didn’t mind Olivia’s parents. They always offered
her real booze when she visited them, and gave her
cigarettes. She thought Sybil was particularly hilarious. A
real tough old bird.
‘No,’ Olivia said. ‘They’re babysitting Sasha.’ She hoped
so anyway.
‘I’ve got the most wonderful present for Sasha for
Christmas,’ Rosie said enthusiastically, sloe-black eyes shining.
‘It’s a doll with a carry cot that can he turned into a
back pack.’
They were discussing the merits of a baby doll that
didn’t scream all night or projectile vomit, when Andrew
Fraser and Vida came into the kitchen.
‘Olivia,’ he said, hugging her warmly. “I never saw you
come in. How are you?’
‘Great, Andrew,’ she replied fondly. ‘You certainly look
happy.’ He did, she thought. He looked as though somebody
had turned a light on inside him. Rosie was obviously
right: he was deliriously in love.
‘You must be Vida,’ she said, turning to the woman
beside him. She was even better looking up close. Her skin
was remarkably unlined and the soft pastel colour she
wore brought out the glow in her skin. Only the faintest
creping around her throat hinted that she was over fifty.
‘And you’re Olivia,’ said Vida with a smile. ‘I’ve heard so
much about you, you’re like a third daughter to Andrew.’
Olivia coloured with pleasure.
‘I’m Stephen, Olivia’s husband,’ he said, giving Vida the
benefit of his most urbane smile.
They shook hands.
‘And speaking of daughters, where’s Cara?’ Stephen
added.
‘She’s coming on the late bus,’ Andrew said. ‘Poor girl
had to work late. She’ll be here by nine, I daresay.’
He began checking the pastries heating up in the oven,
while Vida took more sliced up vegetables for the dips
from the fridge.
Olivia could see quite plainly why her own mother and
Evie couldn’t stand Vida. She looked like the sort of
woman you saw in advertisements for designer mail order
clothes for the mature woman, subtly elegant and reeking
of style.
That cashmere dress undoubtedly cost more than Evie
earned in a week from Wentworth Alarms and the pearls
were definitely real. Olivia’s mother had had ones just like
them until she’d had to sell them.
Olivia knew that her friend could probably have just
about coped with her father dating some mumsy, overweight
woman from his painting class, who wore frumpy
dresses and wasn’t a real threat to the status quo. But Vida
Andersen had threat written all over her and Olivia couldn’t
imagine her getting those manicured fingers covered with
paint. Deep down behind her wary facade, Evie was so
insecure she couldn’t cope with people like Vida at all.
“I believe congratulations are in order?’ Olivia said
hesitantly, wondering if she was supposed to know or not.
Vida shut the fridge, a radiant smile on her face. ‘Yes,’
she said. ‘We weren’t going to tell anyone apart from the
family but we’re both so happy we want to shout it from
the rooftops.’
Putting a baking tray on the hob, Andrew went to his
fiancee and put an arm around her waist, momentarily
oblivious to their guests. Rosie stifled a giggle and Olivia
winked at her.
At that precise moment, Evie hurried into the kitchen,
clutching a tray of empty dishes and a stack of glasses. Her