Authors: Cathy Kelly
looked like you were in dreamland.’
‘I’m fine,’ Evie gasped. She could hardly say she’d been
having the most deliciously erotic fantasy imaginable and
that Cara had jerked her back to reality. ‘I’m just tired,’ she fibbed. ‘I almost dozed off’
‘You’ll never guess who’s here,’ Cara said excitedly.
‘Max! He’s coming for the whole week after all.’
Talk of the devil, Evie thought, as the hero of her fantasy
appeared behind her sister, towering over Cara. He was
devilish, a demon who always knew when to turn up to do
the most damage to her vulnerable heart.
Evie briefly wondered if Max could tell what she’d been
thinking. It had been so intense, she felt as if her face must
betray her excitement somehow.
He smiled at her, a lazy, confident smile, as if he knew. He couldn’t. It’s just that he is so sure of himself, Evie thought crossly, so bloody sure.
‘Here,’ she said, thrusting the trolley at Cara but staring
up at Max defiantly. ‘You take care of this for a moment.
I’m going to phone Simon.’
With a toss of her ponytail, she whizzed around on her
new cork wedged-heel sandals and stormed off in the
direction of the phones.
Simon was gratifyingly pleased to hear from her.
‘Evie,’ he said, delighted at the sound of her voice. “I was
sure you wouldn’t ring me until tonight at the villa. Have
you checked in yet? There are terrible queues for those
charters.’
‘We’re checking in soon,’ she reassured him. ‘Cara’s
minding the luggage and, yes, the queue is a mile long.’
“I bet you didn’t leave until after nine this morning,’ he
said fussily. “I said you should leave earlier than nine
o’clock if you wanted to get decent seats.’
Don’t be such an old woman, she wanted to say. Instead,
she replied mildly that the flight wasn’t until half-twelve
and they had loads of time to spare.
‘I miss you already,’ he said gloomily. ‘I should have gone
with you but I’d never get the time off. We’re so busy right
now at work.’
‘I miss you too,’ Evie said automatically and not altogether
truthfully. Then she felt guilty. How could she not
miss her fiance? He’d generously told her to go off on a
week’s holiday without him, without once implying she
should be saving her days off for when they were married
so they could both jet off for a break. Simon was so good to
her, so kind.
‘I do love you,’ she said impulsively. ‘When I get home,
it’ll only be five weeks to the wedding. Isn’t it exciting?’
‘Yes, darling. Now don’t have too wild a hen night in
Spain,’ he warned jokily. ‘I don’t want you running off with
some handsome Spanish waiter!’
Evie joined in his laughter somewhat halfheartedly
Spanish waiters weren’t the problem, she thought wryly.
The danger was much closer to home. Poor, dear Simon
would never for a nanosecond even dream that she’d fancy
another man, which was why he’d made that crack about a
handsome Spaniard.
Hanging up, after blowing lots of kisses down the phone,
Evie went into the Ladies’ and rinsed her hot face with
cool water. Instinctively reaching into her handbag for her
make-up to doll herself up, she stopped dead.
What are you doing? Plastering yourself in make-up to
impress Max Stewart? she asked herself. A pale face with
two bright spots of colour in the centre of her cheeks
gazed wearily back at her from the mirror. A traitorous,
trollopy face, she told herself fiercely.
Poor Simon didn’t deserve a fiancee like her. He deserved
a virtuous loving woman and that’s what he was going to
get. Redoing her ponytail so that not one tendril of hair
escaped to soften the almost nun-like effect, Evie swept out
of the loo making more resolutions than a reformed alcoholic
after a binge. I won’t talk to Max, I won’t flirt with
Max. I’ll be cool and distant. And phone Simon every day.
Her resolve strengthened, she marched towards the
Malaga checkin desks. ‘Watch out, Mr Stewart,’ she murmured
under her breath.
Evie was behaving very oddly indeed, Cara decided, flopping
down on to a green chair beside Gate 26 and
scrabbling around in her rucksack for the issue of Company she’d bought earlier. Evie had started being strange around the time Max had appeared on the scene, practically
ignoring him in a manner that was verging on the rude.
Neither had she seemed very pleased to see Vida and
their father when they arrived, out of breath and laughing
after a scramble to get to the airport on time because
they’d overslept.
That’s the last time I leave you in charge of the alarm
clock,’ Vida had teased Andrew affectionately.
‘And whose fault is it that we were up so late?’ he
demanded archly.
They exchanged a private, utterly intimate glance and
then started laughing again. Their closeness and obvious
enjoyment of each other warmed Cara’s heart. It was
wonderful to see her father so in love and so happy.
Perhaps that was why Evie was snappier than a teething
puppy. But she hadn’t seemed that upset by the older
couple’s behaviour, Cara reflected. Apart from a tightlipped
comment that Vida could have told her Max was
coming ‘for the whole holiday’, Evie hadn’t appeared to
notice her father and his new bride behaving like a couple of
teenagers, always touching each other and exchanging long
looks. It was clearly Max who irritated her, although Cara
couldn’t imagine why. He was so nice and had told Cara he
wanted to sit beside her on the plane.
‘Evie has the seat beside mine but maybe you two
should swop so we can chat,’ he’d said.
Cara didn’t enlighten him with the news that Evie had
already swopped, muttering that she wanted to read her
book and didn’t want to have to make conversation on the
flight.
He and Rosie came into view; Max had obviously said
something funny because Rosie was giggling hysterically.
‘God, you’ll have to get Max to tell you this story,’ she
giggled, sliding into the seat beside Cara. ‘It’s all about this actress and the things she wanted on location. Imagine she
wanted two kilos of handmade chocolates, a crate of
bourbon, smoked salmon for her poodles, and Max found
her on her hands and knees measuring the length of her trailer with a ruler to see if it was bigger than everybody else’s!’ She broke into peals of laughter.
‘I can’t tell you top-secret stories if you blab them
immediately afterwards, you brat,’ he said in pretend
annoyance, sitting down on the other side of Cara and
stretching out his long legs. He grinned at Rosie and Cara,
white teeth lighting up his tanned, clever face.
God, he was gorgeous, Cara realised, suddenly struck by
the thought that Max was friendly, kind and available.
Gloriously available. And he liked her. He didn’t think she
was uptight, strange, and more neurotic than a roomful of
therapy junkies. He hadn’t told her she should have been a
celibate. Correction, ‘bloody celibate’.
The memory of that final, fierce row with Ewan flickered
in her head like a video she couldn’t stop playing.
‘I don’t know why you bothered going out with me in the
first place,’ he had said, forced out of his habitual cool. ‘It’s a game to you, Cara, a bloody game! I liked being with you, I
still like being with you and I don’t have a problem with
letting people know that. But you don’t want anyone to
know we’re going out. Nobody. I feel like you’re ashamed of
me or there’s some weird thing going on in that weird head
of yours and I can tell you, I’ve had enough of it. So goodbye.’
Goodbye, huh? After four months, a curt goodbye, was
it? Well, she’d show him. Cara fought back the lump that
swelled in her throat, threatening to make her gasp with
misery. She’d show that damned Ewan Walshe she was no
celibate.
Unbuttoning the top two buttons of her blue shirt so
that a faint glimpse of creamy collarbone was visible above
her white T-shirt, she leaned closer so that her shoulder
was touching Max’s.
‘Sorry,’ she said, not even vaguely meaning it. It was
going to be a good holiday, she was sure of it.
The crowd around the baggage carousel in Malaga airport
had practically disappeared, apart from a couple of elderly
lady travellers who were sorting out their cases slowly and
carefully, clutching tapestry vanity cases as if they contained the Hope diamond and a couple of Romanov tiaras.
Cara sat on her barrel bag and took occasional slurps from
her bottle of Coke. Rosie leaned against a pillar, eyeing up
and being eyed up by a young mahogany-tanned airport
security man. Vida and Andrew stood apart from the
family, talking quietly to each other, seemingly unconcerned
that the carousel had been rattling around for half
an hour and there was no sign of either their or Evie’s bags.
Tapping her foot in irritation, Evie watched as the
carousel trundled on and an unclaimed, burst-open suitcase
sailed past them for about the fiftieth time, the same pair
of orange knickers sticking out at exactly the same angle.
‘Maybe you should grab it, Mum,’ Rosie called from her
eyeing up position. ‘Hopefully not everything in there is
orange.’
Cara chuckled and Evie wondered which one of them
she’d kill first: her daughter or her sister. Nobody seemed
to care a damn that her luggage hadn’t arrived.
Vida and Andrew were too insulated by love to care that
they hadn’t an item of clothing between them. Rosie was
in exuberant form because this was her first grownup
holiday abroad and Cara was sleepily happy after four
hours sitting beside Max, slurping back red wine and
flirting with him over some lukewarm pasta and tunafish.
Across the aisle, Evie had pretended to be engrossed in
her Jilly Cooper novel but she’d barely managed to read a
couple of chapters what with listening to what the other
pair were saying. There had been far too much whispering
and laughing for her liking.
To her chagrin, Max had totally ignored her, apart from
silently letting her go past him when they disembarked, a
polite smile on his face. And now, to add insult to injury,
her luggage was lost in the airport twilight zone and
nobody gave a fiddler’s. Evie didn’t know whether to kick
something with rage or burst into tears.
“The good news is that they’ve found your suitcases,’ announced Max calmly, returning from his visit to the lost luggage department. ‘The bad news is that they won’t be
here until the next flight arrives at nine o’clock tomorrow
morning.’
‘What?’ squawked Evie.
‘Relax,’ he said calmly, ‘they’ll deliver everything to the
villa.’
‘Wonderful!’ shrieked Evie, knowing she sounded like a
fishwife and not caring.
‘It’ll be all right,’ Max repeated in the same placating tone.
How could he be so calm? she raged inwardly. Because it
wasn’t his entire case full of swimwear, shorts and Tshirts
that had gone AWOL. He wasn’t the one wearing casual
cream trousers that had got newsprint on them or a Tshirt
that smelled as if it had been worn by a rugby international
during a grudge match. How the hell was she going to go
out to dinner tonight without fresh clothes? What about
her toothbrush, knickers, moisturiser? She was about to
explain all this heatedly when Vida sashayed up, looking
remarkably unconcerned.
‘Well, honey, what’s the story?’ she asked her son in her
soft, American-accented voice. ‘Breakfast in Dublin, lunch
in Malaga, bags in Hong Kong?’
Mother and son laughed merrily. Evie ground her teeth.
‘That’s about the size of it,’ joked Max. ‘Seriously,
Mother, they’ll be here on the nine a.m. flight and they’ll
be delivered to the villa.’
Vida shrugged while Evie shook in outrage. How could
anyone joke at a time like this? Vida was so bloody
laid-back about the whole thing - didn’t she realise what
had happened?
‘Lucky I’ve got this.’ she said confidingly to Evie, indicating the small tote bag she carried. ‘I’ve got so used to
travelling and getting my luggage lost that I always bring a
small bag with a few things in it. You know, pants and a
change of clothes, toothbrush, that sort of thing. Your dad’s
got one too, so we can manage. I hate schlepping it around,
but hey, it’s useful. You can borrow from Cars, can’t you,
.vie:
This time, she really thought she would cry with frustration.
Yes, she could borrow Cara’s stuff but it wasn’t the
same. She wanted her own things, her own T-shirt, her own moisturiser, her own toothbrush, her own grapefruit shower gel she’d treated herself to. She almost sobbed as
she remembered the lovely fruity smell of it and how
pleased she’d felt when she packed it. Now it was all
ruined and nobody understood …
When Max slid his arm around her, she didn’t experience
that usual frisson of electricity: instead, his arm felt
comforting, loving, somehow right. As if its rightful place