Authors: Cathy Kelly
stand up.
‘How’s the patient?’ said a voice.
Max! He hadn’t gone with the others after all. Had he
heard her puking?
‘Go away,’ croaked Evie, so weakly and feebly that he
barely heard. She wanted him to leave her to her misery.
But instead of going away, he marched into the room, saw
her on the bathroom floor through the wide open door
and hurried in to comfort her.
‘You poor baby,’ he crooned, hugging her, regardless of
the fact that she smelt hot, sweaty and sick,
Another spasm grabbed Evie and she had no option but
to retch again, this time with Max’s strong arms supporting
her,
‘That’s right, Evie, get it all out of your system. You’ll
feel OK when it’s all gone.’ She sank back on to the floor,
too sick to feel embarrassed. At least whoever had dragged
her clothes off the night before had put a T-shirt on her, so
she wasn’t naked. But with her hair plastered to her head
and her face green, she might as well have been. She
certainly felt vulnerable and bare enough.
‘Sit there and I’ll clean you up,’ Max said, his voice as
gentle as if he was talking to a small child or a frightened
animal. He soaked a face cloth in cool water and gently
washed Evie’s face, neck and hands with it until she felt
marginally better.
‘Your T-shirt’s a bit manky,’ he said. ‘I’ll get you a clean
one of mine.’
He returned quickly with a soft marl grey T-shirt, a small
tablet and a glass of water with some grainy powder
dissolving inside.
‘Maxolon, perfect for your stomach, and this is something
to replace the lost salts in your body,’ he explained,
gesturing to the glass. ‘I’ll look away while you pull off
your T-shirt and put on mine.’
She was so weak she’d almost have let him change her
clothes, but she didn’t. As she pulled his T-shirt over her
head, a faint hint of the cologne she always associated with
him filled her nostrils. A fresh, clean smell, like seawater on a warm summer’s day. She breathed it in, her heart tender
with longing. It felt wonderfully comforting to be wearing
his clothes.
If this was the closest she was going to get to him, it was
still wonderful.
Max made her drink the water and take the tablet before
he picked her up and carried her back to bed. She felt too
weak to reflect on the fact that he must have carried her
like this the night before when she was roaring with drink
and had passed out. Tucking her in like she used to Rosie,
he kissed her on the forehead tenderly. ‘Sleep for a couple
of hours, my darling, and you’ll feel much better. Then, I’m
getting you up and making you something to eat.’
‘I’ll never eat again,’ she said weakly.
‘Yes, you will, after a few hours and those tablets, you’ll
feel fine and be ravenous.’
He shut the curtains, blocking out the sun to Evie’s
relief.
‘Thank you,’ she said, even in her weakened state
unbelievably touched by how kind he was being to her.
Max didn’t reply. He merely blew a kiss to her and left
the room quietly. Snuggled up in his T-shirt, Evie let Max’s
face fill her thoughts. He was so kind, so sensitive. Imagine
him holding her as she had her head down the loo. Not
many people would do that for someone other than their
own child.
She certainly couldn’t imagine Simon doing it, He was
the queasiest person imaginable: hated the smell of hospitals
and nearly got sick at the sight of blood.
But then, Simon wasn’t Max, was he?
The next time she woke up it was midday and she felt a
hundred times better. Her head still hurt but the Kangohammer
was gone. So was the nausea and the sense that
the entire bed was quivering like a jelly.
Tentatively, Evie stretched one leg to the floor and
levered herself into a sitting position. She felt weak but her
skull didn’t threaten to explode and her stomach felt
almost normal.
Grateful that the worst was over, she padded into the
bathroom and ran a bath. The restorative powers of the
warm water soothed her aching body and by the time she
was wrapping herself in one of the big towels, she felt
quite good.
A soft tap on the door made her jump nervously.
‘It’s me,’ said Max, ‘with breakfast or lunch, whatever
you want to call it.’
He laid the tray on the small iron table on the sun-filled
balcony and Evie was amazed to find she was hungry. The
scent of the coffee and the aroma of the mound of
succulent scrambled eggs made her stomach contract.
Silently, Max laid places for two people before sitting
down with his back to the sun facing Evie. Strangely
enough, she didn’t feel in the least uncomfortable even
though she was only wearing a huge bathtowel wrapped
around her body, with her still damp hair hanging limply
on her shoulders.
Max had seen her at her worst - plastered drunk and
puking desperately into a toilet bowl. Washed and clad in a
towel was an improvement, surely? She grinned to herself
at the thought of what Lorraine and all the girls at
Wentworth Alarms would do if they saw her now, sitting
undressed with the most gorgeous dark hunk imaginable.
‘You lucky cow!’ Lorraine would certainly screech
delightedly. Evie found she couldn’t keep the laughter to
herself and it bubbled out of her.
Max raised one eyebrow. ‘Have you been slurping back
the vodka again?’ he joked.
This made Evie laugh even harder. ‘No,’ she gasped,
pulling the edges of her towel together as it threatened to
come undone. ‘I’m just thinking how this looks.’ She went
off into howls of laughter again.
‘You, me in a towel, having late breakfast.’
‘For it to look really bad, you should let your towel drop
and I should eat my scrambled eggs off you,’ pointed out
Max, pouring coffee. ‘Then you could shriek a bit in
passion and we’d see the neighbours peering out of their
windows to find out what was going on. The nonresident
neighbours,’ he added. ‘The Spanish ones are so laid-back,
they’d just shrug and smile to think that the beautiful Irish senorita was having fun.’
Evie grinned broadly. She was having fun, although a
couple of hours ago she wouldn’t have believed she’d ever
have fun again.
‘Was I terrible last night?’ she asked, picking up her fork.
‘Forget last night and eat up,’ chided Max.
‘I know I was,’ Evie said, through a mouthful of eggs.
‘God, these are delicious. I want to say I’m sorry, Max. I
never drink Martinis, I don’t know what came over me.’
She grimaced. ‘Ever heard the old joke about how some
people have to be taken to certain places twice - once to
go and once to apologise?’
‘Forget it,’ he repeated. ‘You needed to let your hair
down. Eat up because we’re going out.’
‘But I’ve no clothes,’ she protested.
‘Your suitcase arrived first thing this morning and I
brought it upstairs. Cara dragged it into your room earlier.’
‘I never even noticed it,’ Evie groaned, ‘I must have been
in a bad way. Where do you want to go and what about the
others?’ she asked. ‘They’ll be back soon and they’ll expect
us to be here and …’
Max touched her face tenderly with one hand, tracing
the curve of her cheek with infinite gentleness. ‘You’ve had
to spend too much of your life looking after other people,’
he said, his voice as soft as his hand. ‘This is your holiday
too. I want you to enjoy yourself, just have fun. We’ll leave
a note saying we’ll be back later. Rosie will hardly come to
any harm with your dad and my mother, will she? The
white slave trade doesn’t get going until at least midnight!’
Evie wondered if the pretty backstreets of Marbella would
have looked as lovely if she had seen them with someone
else, someone other than Max? Wandering slowly through
winding streets, past orange-tree-filled courtyards and little
shops selling gorgeous blue and white pottery, the afternoon
slipped by in a blur.
She wasn’t sure how it had happened - perhaps it was
when the kids on bikes had sped dangerously fast down
one narrow lane, so that Max had to pull her safely out of
their way - but he was holding her hand. Not loosely, the
way Simon did when he briefly forgot his motto of never
demonstrating affection in public and held on to her
tensely. Max’s strong fingers curled around Evie’s small
hand in a way that felt very different from when Simon
did it.
They walked like that for ages, looking in shop windows,
admiring the architecture and talking. They talked about
everything imaginable, with just one exception: what was
happening to them. Evie didn’t want to break the magic
spell by discussing how she felt or mentioning Simon’s
name. Not that he was at the forefront of her mind,
exactly. But she couldn’t help but think about him when
they passed a jewellery shop crammed with ginormous
engagement rings. She was getting married in a few weeks’
time, Evie realised dully, and here she was having the most
wonderful time of her life with a man who wasn’t her
fiance. A man she was crazy about.
She couldn’t think about that now; she’d blank it out
and deal with it later. Just enjoy the moment, she told
herself, desperately wanting to break the habit of a lifetime
and stop worrying. And, incredibly, she managed it. Simply
being with Max made her block out all the anxious, tense
feelings. She let them go and let herself drift off into the
pleasure of the here and now.
After they’d strolled along the beachfront and had a cup
of coffee in a tiny bar listening to the sea lapping gently
against the sand, they walked back up to where they’d
parked the car.
On an impulse, Evie turned to Max. ‘Why don’t we go
to dinner ourselves here, have something early instead of
waiting to go back to the villa? The others won’t mind.
We’ll phone and say what we’re doing.’
The gleam in Max’s eyes was her answer.
Andrew answered the phone, saying he was exhausted
after practically an entire day spent sightseeing instead of
the planned couple of hours. ‘Vida was navigating and
we took a wrong turn, nearly ended up heading for
Madrid. We’re all shattered and are thinking of just
nipping out for a pizza in that place near the Andalucia
Plaza. When will you be back? Will we bring home a
takeaway for you?’
‘No, Dad, that’s kind of you but don’t bother. Max and I
have been shopping in Marbella and we’re hungry, so maybe we’ll grab something to eat here,’ Evie said, trying to sound blase.
‘OK. I’m glad to see you two are getting on after all,’ her
father confided in a low voice. ‘It means a lot to me that
you’ve accepted Max. He’s Vida’s only family, you know.
I’ve got you three girls. Anyway,’ his voice returned to
normal, ‘I’ll see you later.’
Evie hung up, feeling like a teenager who’d just got away
with lying about being at her friend’s house doing homework
so she could see her boyfriend.
Giddy with the delight of spending more time with
Max, she chattered away nineteen to the dozen as they
walked, hair swinging on her shoulders and her eyes
shining.
She looked beautiful, Max thought, watching her
animated face as she chattered eagerly, huge hazel eyes
alight with energy. Flicking back strands of hair as she
talked, Evie was like a little whirlwind, lively and
fascinating. How much more relaxed she looked when
the weight of the world was off those narrow shoulders,
Max realised. How he wanted to take away all her
worries and make her look like this all the time: happy,
carefree and able to enjoy life. He felt there were so
many things he didn’t know about Evie, things nobody
knew. She was too proud.
Max could tell that she’d suffered in her life, that she
still hid the scars of past sadnesses under that usually
uptight facade. If only he could let her see that he loved
her so she would let him past the facade, they could be so
blissfully happy together. If only. Yet she was like a deep
lake, full of uncharted depths she’d never revealed to
anyone, and if he dived in the wrong place at the wrong
time, she might never forgive him. Evie would have to
reveal her secrets when she wanted to and not before.
‘You aren’t listening to a word I’m saying,’ she teased,
swatting him lightly. ‘It’s like having a conversation with
Rosie when she’s glued to Friends.’
‘Excuse me, missus, I always listen to you, except when
you’re muttering on about how the other women in the
place looked gorgeous and you haven’t a thing to wear.’
‘Pig!’ squealed Evie, slapping him this time. ‘Did I say
that?’ she asked with a grimace.
Max let go of her hand and wrapped his arm comfortably
around her shoulders before replying. ‘Yes, and I don’t
know why. You’re fifty times more beautiful than any one