Randy and Walter: Killers (18 page)

RANDY AND WALTER: KILLERS

Chapter 12

W
hen Walter met Stan Kinnegan in first grade, the two boys had i
n
stantly become best friends. Back in those days, all the kids in the class had made fun of Walter as he wore wire
-
framed glasses and had braces. The younger the kids, the crueler they were.

Stan was the only kid in the entire first grade that didn’t make fun of Walter. Maybe it was because he was also always made fun of. Stan also had to wear glasses and he also had braces.

The two boys somewhat looked like twins when they stood t
o
gether. During recess, the pair would always go to the opposite side of the pla
y
ground and swing together on the tire swing. Between the summer of first and second grade the two had become insep
a
rable. Neither of them had any other friends, but that was fine, as all they needed was each other.

Before Walter met Stan, the only friend he’d ever had was Billy Joe Ri
p
ton. Unfortunately, Billy Joe died when he was still in kindergarten. He’d died of tick fever on a hot spring day. Walter vaguely remembered the funeral of his young friend. It wasn’t enough to keep in his memories as he was too young back then. When Walter tried to remember, he couldn’t even recall what Billy Joe looked like anymore.

All he remembered was Stan.

In third grade the two boys began to stay at each others houses. It started with Walter going over to Stan’s house to sleep over. Stan only had a mother, his father having died a few years earlier. Walter wasn’t sure how the man had died, a heart attack or som
e
thing. Stan’s mother had gone down hill ever since, not handling the loss very well.

She became an alcoholic, but when she wasn’t drinking she was still a very kind lady. She never raised her hand to Stan, nor raised her voice, unlike Walter’s parents who had been known to spank him whenever they thought he was bad.

Walter’s mother was quite fond of grabbing a switch from a tree in the yard and she would then slap the branch across his knee caps three times. He cried every time.

But despite all this, the two boys grew close, as close as any two brot
h
ers ever could.

Stan and Walter would stay up late in their bedrooms telling scary st
o
ries and frightening each other and when they got bored they would play hide and seek.

For three years this went
continued, u
ntil one sunny Saturday a
f
ternoon in May.
The two had been outside playing at the nearby park. They had been tossing a basketball to each other.

But Walter accidentally changed everything.

He had been smiling as he had reached way back, swung the ball as hard as he could, and threw it to Stan. The ball flew over Stan’s head and Stan turned to follow the ball. The ball bounced over the fence and ended up rolling into the road right outside of the main entrance to the park.

Laughing the entire time, Stan of course ran after the ball, never noti
c
ing the pickup truck barreling down the road. But Walter did and he cried out to warn his friend of the approaching vehicle, but it was too late. The driver was talking on his cell phone, playing with the buttons on the handset and he never saw the boy in the road.

The driver never hit the brakes as he plowed into Stan.

Walter was forced to watch helplessly as the truck knocked Stan off of his feet and sent him flying twenty feet into the air. Stan’s body looked like a rag doll that had suddenly been struck with a baseball bat. Stan’s back struck a tree lining the road with frighte
n
ing force and his small frame wrapped around the tree like he was hugging it, his back snapping like a dry twig. For a few seconds that seemed like years to Walter, Stan seemed to hover over the ground, as if he was attached to the tree, but then he came cras
h
ing down headfirst onto the sidewalk.

The truck slammed on its brakes immediately and the driver jumped out, his face filled with fear at what he’d done. Walter stood in shock as the driver, an older man wearing overalls and a brown trucker’s hat, ran to Stan’s side.

Walter’s parents had been outside in the front yard, and after hearing the screech of brakes, had come running. His father had taken in the crumpled, bloody form of Stan, the truck in the mi
d
dle of the road, and the blood on the front grille, and had figured out what had happened immediately.  Sirens could already be heard, someone calling 9-1-1.

Josephine ran to Stan but Walter’s dad ran to him instead.

He grabbed Walter up and dragged him back to the house, while Walter fought him, wanting to see to his friend.

His father sat Walter down on the couch and told him to stay put.

Walter had just sat in silent obedience, in shock after seeing Stan’s death.

When his father left the room, Walter snapped out of his stupor and went to the family room window to look outside.

At the far end of the street, the police had closed the road to deal with the accident.

Walter watched the cops and EMTs moving about as they struggled to help Stan, but it was no use. The child had broken his neck and back when he had first been hit and the tree had only finished the job. The boy had died on first impact.

A few days later, Stan’s mother, unable to handle the loss of her son, as she was already in a fragile state of mind after the death of her husband, killed herself by overdosing on Xanaxs and OxyC
o
tins.

The entire Kinnegan family line was now dead to soon be fo
r
gotten.

Forgotten by everyone except Walter; he would never forget them.

The truck driver wasn’t arrested nor did he get into any tro
u
ble. Stan had dashed out in front of the truck and the investigators decided there was nothing the man could have done. Of course, the police never knew about the cell phone; no one did but the driver, and he wasn’t sharing.

T
here was something else that nobody had known at the time of the accident and now no one would. Well, no one except for Wa
l
ter.

The night before Stan’s death, Walter and Stan had been u
p
stairs in Walter’s bedroom. They were telling scary stories as usual with a flashlight in-between them and the light shined upwards towards the ceiling. After the stories were done, Walter had pr
o
posed the idea of truth or dare.

They had decided to play together inside of Walter’s large walk in closet as it was nice and dark in there. It was an innocent game, just two young adolescent males curious about things.

Sitting in the darkness of the closet, Stan was up first.

“Truth,” Walter said.

“I saw my mom naked once,” Stan said.

The two boys started giggling together.

“Dare,” said Stan

Walter hesitated, unsure of whether or not to dare his friend. After a minute, he decided to give it a shot.

“I dare you to kiss me. On the lips,” Walter said.

Stan started laughing, but Walter wasn’t laughing.

“Double dare you,” Walter said.

Stan had stopped laughing and looked at Walter, giving his dare some serious thought.

“Okay,” Stan finally said.

The two leaned in together. Stan meant to just give Walter a quick peck, but Walter put his arms around Stan and gave him a real kiss. With real tongue. Just like the couples he’d seen on TV.

Stan pushed Walter away with a disgusted look and left the closet wit
h
out saying a word, slamming the door behind him. Walter was left sitting in the dark…alone.

Later that night, Walter begged Stan to forgive him. He told his friend it was just a game and that he had meant nothing by it.

At first Stan wouldn’t listen but eventually Stan did forgive him.

So when Walter had watched his friend being hit by the truck he knew, when he learned that Stan was dead, he knew. He knew that it
had
meant something.

And he knew that perhaps if given more time, they could have been more than just friends.

But Walter blamed himself.

He knew that if Stan hadn’t forgiven him then he would still be alive right now. He felt as if his best friend’s death was all his fault; and perhaps it was.

His love for his friend would never go away and neither would that kiss. It had been his first kiss. He couldn’t imagine another kiss ever being better than that one inside his closet.

If his father found out about this he knew he would be called a faggot. That was the term he heard his father use a lot to describe some men who seemed to be like Walter.

The car stopped and Walter snapped back into his own time. He looked around to see they were home.

Well, not exactly home.

They had moved away after Stan’s funeral. Walter’s father had felt it was the best thing for Walter. He may have been right but Walter felt completely out of place in this new town. Though he hadn’t had a lot of friends, at least the area was familiar. Now he didn’t even have that.

Th
e
small suburban town was called Burman. There were no parks in the town and only four little buildings that made up
Main Street
; plus a few rural homes and a church that looked like a castle. The few families living in town had no other young boys for Walter to play with, so he stayed alone.

Their house was only a few blocks from the church. Walter would sometimes walk over to the church and play in the back of the massive structure. Mostly though, he stayed in his bedroom lying on his bed reading books or watching television. After eleven years of living in a suburb along with playgrounds and other children his age, it felt odd to be in such a lonely place, even though he had always felt alone.

He went to school in the next town, called Birmington. He found Birmington to be just as lonely and boring. The only park where he might want to play in was located at the school he went to.

Of course there were more than just the students of the school that went to the park. Many families, as well as his own, enjoyed the tranquil setting with trees, grass and a small pond, really no bigger than a swimming pool.

Their new home was fashioned out of brick and stucco, with an
a
m
biguous
black roof and four windows to a side. The yard was nice and large which was unfortunate for Walter, because he was the one who had to mow the grass and clean the yard.

It was a one-story home with two bedrooms and each bedroom had its own personal bathroom. The living room was small and comprised of one couch, a recliner, and a small entertainment center with a twenty inch TV. Your basic living room. A kitchen and dining room were off the living room, and it looked as if the kitchen had come right out of the pages of a home and garden magazine.

The dining room was decorated relatively simple with only a round wooden table in the middle and a wine rack against the east wall. Out the back door was a small cement patio with a gas grill and wooden picnic table.

Walter’s bedroom was the smallest in the house. It was only big enough to fit his bed, a desk with his computer he never used, and a twelve inch TV he watched now and then if he got bored with reading.

All his books were stacked neatly on shelves and piled under his bed. Every afternoon he would go through his books, looking for something new to read. Although he’d read all of his books already more than once, he still wanted to re-read many of them again.

He enjoyed doing this as he knew what was going to happen and was never disappointed.

It was Saturday so he didn’t have to go to school till Monday. He was glad for this as the kids in Birmington were just as cruel if not crueler than the kids he’d left behind in Burman. He kept to himself mostly but that didn’t really help. It just made the other kids even meaner. They hounded him constantly and Walter found himself annoyed and alone. But Sunday was soon over and Mo
n
day morning was here.

Monday morning was rushed as usual and this time Walter was being rushed out of the house by his father. His father was driving him to school, which was at least an hour away if not farther. His father was the manager of Burmans local grocery store and his mother was a dentist’s assistant and she worked at the office located right next to the grocery store.

She had already left and his dad was aggravated by Walter’s slow pr
o
gression. Walter hurried outside with his packed lunch and backpack in his hand and got into the passenger seat of the car.

His father slid in beside him, behind the wheel, and started the car.

“Next time I say be up and ready at a certain time, then you damn well better be up and ready at that time! You got me?” his dad yelled as he drove towards the school.