Rough Riders Bundle 1(books 1, 2, 3) (51 page)

“Ah. There’s your answer.”

Carter scowled at the phone. “Where? I missed something.”

“No. She isn’t used to making connections on any level. Show her how. Good sex is a good start. But every girl needs a little romance. Make her feel special. Do something for her no one else has. Your job as a man is to show her you appreciate her brain as well as her body.”

“I cannot believe I’m having this conversation with my mother.”

She laughed again. “You are so naïve when it comes to what I know and what I’ve done. I was young once.”

“Is this where you warn me to be careful because Macie is so young?”

“Young? At twenty-two? Please. At that age I had a two-year-old son, I was pregnant again, I had a ranch to help run and your brawling father to deal with.”

“Not the same.”

“True. But I will caution you not to confuse her age with her experience. There is a difference.”

“Thanks.”

“Anytime. Love you, darlin’ boy. If I don’t hear from you soon, I’m sending Keely to live with you for the rest of the summer, understand?”

“Now that’s just plain mean.” But he hung up with his first real smile in days.

Romance, huh? He could do romance.

*

Two hours later
the phone rang in Gemma’s kitchen.

“Hello?”

An angry voice demanded, “Why is it that I have to hear from my mother-in-law that Cash Big Crow is working for you as your ranch foreman?”

Gemma smiled. “Hey, Channing.”

“Are you sleeping with him too?”

“Yep.”

“I have half a mind to come to the Bar 9 and kick your ass.”

“Gonna have to grow a bit, Mrs. McKay.”

“I can’t believe you didn’t call me, Gem. So spill the details, woman.”

“Huh-uh. I ain’t telling you nothin’ over the phone.”

“How about just a small hint?”

“Nope.”

“You’re getting mean in your old age, Gemma.”

“Damn. I’ve missed your smart mouth. I’d take a chance on you whipping my butt if it meant you were coming for a visit.”

“Funny you should mention that.”

“Yeah? What’s up?”

“Well, we were cleaning out the big barn on Colby’s folks place last week and I saw Colby has all this bull ridin’ stuff, which he’ll never use again. Round about that time Amy Jo Foster and a couple of her young male admirers pulled up. Those boys are hardcore rodeo kids, and when they saw the mechanical bull? They immediately wanted Colby to give them bull ridin’ lessons.”

“Oh Lord. He didn’t, did he?”

“Over my dead body will that man
ever
get on another bull. Anyway, Colby has an attachment to that stuff and he won’t sell it outright, so we wondered if Cash might be interested in teaching some of these boys how to ride bulls. Since Cash is one of the few who wouldn’t feed them full of crap about how great it is chasing the rodeo dream. And he was a good rider. The bonus is they are willing to pay. Good money, I guess.”

“Really?”

“Really. There isn’t a true rodeo school around here, and I think these boys would like a taste of it before they pony up any money and head off to California or Florida or Texas for one of the real schools.”

Gemma began to pace. How could she keep Cash away from an opportunity like that? She’d been watching him with Macie and he had more patience than she’d imagined. He
would
be a great teacher.

“Gemma?”

“Yeah, sorry. So you’d want him there at the McKay place teaching these kids?”

“Hell no. I want the bull ridin’ paraphernalia as far away from Colby as I can get it. I thought maybe since you have an extra empty barn and extra corrals that we could give—
lend
—the equipment to you, and Cash could set it up there. Then we could start funneling kids his direction.”

“I can’t speak for Cash, but I’m sure he’d consider it. You want me to talk to him?”

“That’s the other thing.” Channing’s voice dropped to a whisper. “Colby doesn’t know I’m calling you. He wanted to talk to Cash about it first before we contacted you. Some stupid male pride thing. But since the Bar 9 is your ranch, I figured you should be the first to know. I didn’t want you to be caught off guard.”

“I appreciate it.”

“Plus, if you do say yes, Colby and I will personally deliver the equipment, and we’ll need a place to stay, so you will get to see me. And then we can drink whiskey into the wee hours, and you can tell me all about the hot monkey sex you’re having with that very sexy Indian man.”

Gemma laughed. “For that, I’m all in. When would you be coming by?”

“Next week at the earliest.”

“Let me know when to get the guest room ready.”

‡

“D
ad. I’m never
gonna get this.”

“Yes, you will.”

“No. I suck. See? I totally missed again.”

“It just takes practice.” He peered at the unmarked orange circle. “I think live targets would’ve been easier. I know I’m a better shot with them.”

Macie gave him a sardonic look. “Shot a lot of people, have you?”

“Just a man in Reno. Just to watch him die.”

Macie laughed. “Came by your name honestly, didn’t you?”

“Yep.” Cash grinned. He loved the sound of her laughter. “Come on. You can do this, honey-girl. Try again.” He watched as she lifted the gun. He studied her form and her stance. Her aim. She jerked her arm before she pulled the trigger and the bullet went high into the field behind the hay bale.

“See?”

“Yep. I know what you’re doin’ wrong.” He stood behind her as she flipped the safety back on and kept the gun pointed at the target. Then his arms came around her and he repositioned her slightly. “Keep your elbows loose. Like this. Straight-arming it is making you flinch at the last second, which is jerkin’ the muzzle higher, which is why you’re seeing puffs of dust behind the bale, instead of making holes in the target. Try again. Look through the sights. Keep your eye on that center dot. This time, don’t think about it, just empty the clip.”

Macie inhaled a deep breath. She flicked the safety off. Moved her finger from the barrel to the trigger and pulled in rapid succession:
pop pop pop pop pop
—followed by an empty click as the slide kicked back. Methodically she thumbed the safety, ejected the empty magazine into her palm and lowered the gun by her thigh.

Just like he’d taught her. Might’ve been silly, but Cash had a proud parent moment. He hadn’t been around to experience many of them in Macie’s life, so he swore he’d soak up even the littlest ones whenever given the chance.

She ran up to the target, whooped and turned around to beam at him. “I hit two! Dead center.”

“I see that.”

“Can we shoot some more?”

“As much as you want.”

“Cool.” Her eyes danced. “What other guns do you have hidden in your truck? Rifles? Shotguns? Bazookas?”

“Settle down, Annie Oakley.”

“But I want to shoot something besides this little plinker.”

“The Walther P22 is plenty for you to handle right now.” Cash scratched his chin. “Although, next time I might let you try the Colt revolver. It’s heavier, with a little more kick, but since you’re shooting high, you might have better luck with something that weighs more.”

Macie opened the box of bullets and started loading clips. “How do you know so much about guns?”

“Been around them all my life. Wasn’t a lot to do for fun on the rez. My
tunkasila
used to take me shooting when I was a kid.”

“What’s that word mean?”

“Grandfather.”

“You don’t speak Lakota very often.”

“Don’t remember a whole helluva lot. It’s a use it or lose it thing. I never spoke it fluently anyway, though I mostly understood what my
tunkasila
said to me. ’Course, purposely misunderstanding him or my
unci,
my grandmother, worked to my advantage on occasion too.”

“Know what sucks? I don’t know anything about your—our—family. Mom didn’t tell me stuff like that.”

“I know you don’t wanna believe it, but that’s probably a good thing you don’t know nothin’ about that side.”

“Why not?”

“It ain’t pretty and it ain’t happy.”

Slide click slide click
echoed as she slipped bullets in the steel clip. “So? I still deserve to know. And I’m gonna be a total pain in the butt until you talk to me about it.”

Cash directed his gaze away from her. “Macie, it ain’t like the Big Crow family has anything to be proud of in recent years. We’re not like some of them families, keeping with Lakota traditions. Talking ’bout our glorious past. I never much cared about my Indian heritage.”

“Why’s that?”

“There’s so much wrong I don’t even know where to start.”

“Start with your parents.”

When he hesitated, she used a sad, doe-eyed look that would net her anything she wanted. He’d’ve been putty if she’d done that as a little girl.

“Please?”

“Fine. My mom died from alcohol poisoning when I was nine. My dad ended up in the state pen long before that.”

“Then where’d you live when you were growing up?”

“With my mom’s parents until I lit out on my own.” Right after he found out about Jorgen’s pregnancy. There was a proud moment in his life, running from his responsibilities.

“What happened to your dad when he got out of jail?”

“Died in a drunk driving accident.”

Thick, uncomfortable silence weighted the air.

“So you’re like me, basically alone?”

“Basically. Why?”

“I guess I’d always heard Indians had big families. You don’t have brothers or sisters, aunts, uncles and a billion cousins?”

“I only have one brother, Levon. And he’s repeating the family history.”

“How so?”

“He’s in the pen on narcotics charges. Long story.”

The lift in her eyebrow reminded him of Gemma for some odd reason. “Have some place to be that you can’t tell me now?”

I don’t want to tell you now. Or ever.

Cash sighed. “Long story short: I felt sorry for him after his wife kicked him out, so while I was off rodeoin’, I let him live on the ranch our grandparents deeded to me. Stupid son of a bitch was making meth in the barn. So when the DEA caught him, the state of South Dakota confiscated the ranch and sold it at auction to pay legal fees, and the hazardous waste cleanup bill, and the back property taxes. Nothin’ I could do. I lost the only thing that was ever really mine.”

“I had no idea.” She studied his face. “When did that happen?”

“Four years ago.” Cash finally found the guts to look at his daughter. Comprehension dawned in her big brown eyes, before those same beautiful, wise eyes filled with tears.

Shit. He’d never dealt well with tears.

“Oh Dad. That was right around the time mom died, wasn’t it?”

He nodded.

“Why didn’t you tell me?”

“Because you had enough shit to deal with, Macie, without me adding to it. I’ve never given you anything—”

Macie threw herself at him, wrapping her arms around his neck and sobbed like her heart was breaking.

Cash held her tightly, offering her comfort she’d never sought from him. Soothing her. Holding her. His child. Feeling like a total selfish prick because on some level, he was happy,
happy
, that she’d turned to him for something.

Macie’s cries slowed to the occasional hiccupping stutter. Still she didn’t release her grip on him. He had the good sense not to let go of her either.

Finally he murmured, “Better, honey-girl?”

“No. I hate this. I’ve always hated it.”

Cash’s stomach plummeted to the toes of his cowboy boots. “Hate what? Me?”

“No, I hate that I don’t know you. Hate that it’s so goddamn awkward to get to know you. I want everything to be butterflies and rainbows in my life, just once. I want us to finally make that connection and be, I don’t know, like a real family. Instead of polite strangers.”

She started crying again and this time, he cried silently right along with her. Holding the best mistake he’d ever made.

“You probably think I’m a bawl baby, huh?” she asked after a time.

“No.”

“What then?”

“I never thought I’d be so happy to be wearing your tears on my shirt.” He squeezed her hard and kissed the top of her head. “We’re gonna make this work, Macie. We’re gonna be a family, ’cause Lord knows, we both need one.”