The Cruel Twists of Love (41 page)

“
Thank you Doctor”

“
You welcome Phillip” Phil puts his hand tenderly around Helen and whispers close to her ear.

“
Is Jackson in school?” Helen giggles when Phil raises his eyebrow suggestively at her. She shakes her head

“
Teachers training day, Diane’s got him for us so we can you know if you like, she said she drop him home around five”

“
Who’s Diane? Shit Diane as in Savannah?”

“
The one and the same, Katie her daughter is Jackson’s best friend.”

“
That’s the Katie he keeps talking about? Since when have you been seeing her?” Helen laughs at his jealousy.

“
We just friends Phil, she came to the birthday party and we got talking. I just needed a friend who understands our lifestyle.”

“
Now take me home and tie me up” she whispers

“
We can’t it could harm the baby” Helen smiles shyly, she been waiting for months for this and he not getting out of this so easy.

“Phillip a little light bondage will not harm the baby as your wife will no doubt explain, but nothing around the stomach and light smacking only”

“I’m not going to risk anything that could harm the baby doctor Yamins”

          Helen bids her goodbye
s and Helen leaves Phil to talk to the doctor alone. She struggles to sit down on a chair as she waits for him. Phil laughs at Helen when he comes out and has to help her up.

“
Come on lazy, up we get”

Phil watches Helen walk in front when he books them another appointment. Helen glances at him and catches him staring and looks away shyly.

“I can’t wait to undress you Helen” he whispers in her ear.

“
But I waddle when I walk Phil it’s disgusting”

“
It is the sexiest thing I ever seen, you going to have to stay pregnant if you look this good”

“
Here I nearly forgot” Helen hands him some photographs. She watches his face as he flicks through the photographs of Jackson playing, then his shock at the ultrasound of their baby.

“
Do you know what we having?” the tears filling up in his eyes as the realisation that their child was healthy.

“I give a wild guess and say it’s a baby Phil”

“Very funny Helen, you deserve a smack for your cheek”

“
Yes please Master” Phil shakes his head.

“
That’s not what I want Helen, please never call me that again I want a wife and a lover not a slave”

“
Yes Phillip” standing on tip toes and kissing his lips.

“
You are very short without heels you know that?”

“
Well that why I wear them silly, but I’m not very steady on my feet at the moment” Helen shrugs her shoulders. Phil kneels and Helen blushes as people stop and stare at them in the crowded street, kissing her stomach tenderly.

“
That because of you, I wish I could have seen your mummy growing more beautiful with each day but your mum has made me the happiest man by gracing me with her love, I swear to you I will never hurt your mummy again” shit Helen thinks, how is she going to persuade him to spank her now?

             Helen leads him to the bedroom and Phil follows willingly.

“Helen you decorated, it now looks like a real home”

“I couldn’t stop once I started, but the midwife was a little cross with me on her home visits. With the miscarriage they were taken extra precautions, so relax the baby fine”

“
You did all the decorating?” Phil face makes Helen laugh

“I had a little help with the low bits so don’t look to close” Phil kisses her and gently unzips her dress. Helen slips her shoes off and shyly removes her dress. Phil gently removes her underwear and looks at
her naked body. Helen looks down embarrassed by her swollen form.

“Helen you look amazing” Phil tilts her head up and kisses her. Helen removes his shirt slowly. Then unzips his trousers and allows them to drop. Phil kicks his shoes off and sits on the bed to remove his trousers. Helen bends slightly over, holding onto the back of the chair.

“Phil, place your hands on me” Phil stands and strokes her behind. Helen feels his fingers tracing the faint marks still left behind on her legs then back over the curves of her buttocks.

“
So beautiful Helen, you take my breath away with me just touching you” Helen drops her head assuming the position of his ownership of her and waits…

“
The buttocks and the thighs are safe Phil if you not too rough” Phil continues to stroke then lightly slaps her thigh. Oh yes Helen thinks. He strokes her again and slaps harder.

“
That it Phil, but a little harder” Phil slaps her hard on the curve of her buttocks. Helen moans softly, more massagers before he hits again and again as she moans her need for this.

“
Count for me, five to start. What is your safe word?”

“
It’s pizza”

“
Good girl, my sweet girl that has been tainted by me”

“
No Phil I was born like this just like you, only I never realised until we met” Phil kisses her back and slaps her thigh.

“
One Phil” He holds Helen shoulders and hips and pushes inside her. Slapping her thigh as he gently moves inside her.

“
Two Phil” Helen moves slightly and shakes her head and he pulls out quickly.

“
Sorry” Helen starts to cry with the frustration.

“Helen we work something out, shh” Phil sits on the chair and moves Helen to stand over the chair. She lowers herself and Phil gently moves inside her. Helen closes her eyes, she forgotten how good he felt. Helen starts to rock back onto him and Phil pulls her hair and kisses her
, moving together as they kiss. Phil strokes her back and tilts her hips just small movements of him inside her but Helen is in heaven. Phil strokes her body from her neck down to her breasts with his finger tips. Phil starts to laugh as he pulls her close.

“
You feel so good Helen” Phil slaps her thigh as he builds her speed by gently lifting her and moaning together in harmony.

“
Three” Helen whispers. Just small slaps as she builds in her pleasure and Helen forgetting to count. But she knows he gone over five but she doesn’t tell Phil to stop, crying out as her tears fall and Helen arching her back as she feels her body contracting. Phil arm tightens around her back as Helen orgasms. She shaking as her muscles relaxes and tightens quickly, building again quickly as she feels Phil squeezing her hips as he groans, crying out Phil’s name when she feels him climaxing inside her the feeling of pride that he was hers and only hers.

“
Oh Phil, I missed you”

“
You forgot to count”

“
What you going to do to punish me?” Helen teases

“
Make love to you always Helen, did you really like me whipping you?”

“
No, sorry Phil I really don’t know, I like the slapping and the sub-spacing but the depression was really bad after”

“I hated it Helen, every mark that formed on your skin tore at my heart, what if I wasn’t there to stop you taking the tablets?
I hope you can settle for rough but not the beatings?” Phil wraps his arms around her and cries.

“Phil I love you and no matter how you make love, I will always stay happy with you” soothing him as she strokes his hair gently.

“That’s nice” he says sleepily

“
You look worn out Phil, have you been ill?”

“I’ve not been sleeping much”

“Then bed Phil” Helen grimaces as she stands

“God Helen, are you alright?”
Phil alarm has Helen in fits of laughter.

“
Just a little twinge Phil so stop fussing, he or she is just practicing” Helen holds her hand out for Phil.

“I’m a man Helen you don’t have to help me up” but he takes her hand as he stands
, stroking down her hair.

“I forgotten how your hair felt, I’m glad you never let me bully you into having it straightened”

“Or shaven Phil, I don’t think I got the right attitude to be bald” Phil pulls her hair back from her face tightly and looks at her.

“I don’t know I think you look hot as a bald slave” Helen digs him in the ribs.

“Don’t even think of it mister, how will the children react in school?”

“I heard you were working at Jackson’s school but you need to give it up when the baby’s here”

“Oh do I, and who are you to tell me what I can and can’t do?” Phil kisses her and Helen knows it to change the subject and angrily pushes him away.

“
For your information it was short term but if they do ask me if I want it permanently it will be my decision is that clear?” Phil just smiles at her.

“
What?”

“
Nothing dear but I thought you were putting me to bed?” Helen paces around the room.

“Helen come her baby” Helen looks at Phil angrily and he pulls her to the bed.

“Lie down and relax” Helen props the pillows and lies down on them

“
Higher enough for you?” he laughs

“
Sorry not been able to lie flat in weeks and Jackson gets really annoyed with me turning all night”

“
Does he now then don’t you think it’s time he got his own room?”

“
Don’t start Phil, he has nightmares when he on his own that why he sleeps with me”

“
Not starting Helen but I am trying to get you to relax, so no more talking doctor’s orders” and holding his hands up in surrender. Helen closes her eyes and concentrates on her breathing. She hears Phil opening the draws of the bedside cabinet.

“If you looking for the oil, it’s above the wardrobe in a bag, Jackson
will drink or eat anything he finds” Phil laughs.

“
Tell me about it, he found some aftershave and drank it down like it was nothing, he gave me a right scare” Helen looks at Phil sternly.

“
Relax, I am a doctor and knew what I was doing” Phil shakes his head and he reaches for the bag.

“It might have been my good fortune that I have been living somewhere else, or I think you would have killed me my now” Helen narrows her eyes in warning.

“I’m joking, I think now will you let me relax you?” Helen closes her eyes tensely.

           Helen feels the oil being rubbed into her tense body
with Phil fingers teases her knots out of her body and she relaxes to his touch.

“
Is that better?” Helen sighs

“I think so too, just relax to my touch” Helen starts to drift as his hands soothe her
. Phil lies down next to Helen’s body and Helen turns onto her side. Phil applies oil to her back and starts to rub her shoulders and down her back, it doesn’t take long before she is fast asleep.

Chapter 11

              Helen feels Phil kissing her lips gently.

“
Come on lazy our son waiting to meet his mummy” Helen opens her eyes slightly. She can see the midwife holding a blue blanket in her arms and tries to move but she feels too weak. Helen mouth is so dry and she tries to gain some moisture and tries to swallow but nothing works. Phil takes the bundle from the midwife and places it in her limp arms and helps her to hold it.

“
Your mum and dad outside with Elsie and Jackson when you up to it they can come in?” Helen tries to focus on the bundle in her arms but all she can see is the blue blanket.

“
You never do anything easy do you?” Phil pulls the blanket open so she can see her baby. Lying down next to her and cradling their new born son together.

“
Thank you Phil, look at him he so small. I love you Phil look at what you gave me” Helen starts to cry with joy and Phil laughs at her

“I think you got that the wrong way round Helen, I am the one who is suppose to thank you but you were asleep”
he teases

“I’m thirsty Phil”

“Sorry Helen nothing for a few hours yet” Phil takes a piece of ice from the jug on the side table and rubs it over her lips.

“
Better Helen?” Helen eyes start to drop.

“
We better get your family over with” Phil kisses her head and gets up taking the baby from her.

          Jackson comes running in and climbs on the bed.

“Where is my big boy? Mummy needs a hug” Helen thinks of the day he started calling her mummy, the pride she felt from one little word. Helen never asked him to call her mummy, he just decided one day to start and Helen didn’t think it mattered because she loved him as much as any mother could.