The Cruel Twists of Love (34 page)

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Oh bless him Phil, he the spitting image of you”

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Was I that bad?”

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Worse dear, looks like this one been fed”

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Nanny Elsie wants a hug” and prising Jackson from Helen arms when he protests.

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You don’t mind him calling me nanny?”

“Elsie, you my mother in my heart so I wouldn’t dream of you being called anything else
it taken Helen in my life to thank my lucky stars that you were there for me in the good and bad, thank you” Phil kisses Elsie cheek

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Pish pash you silly cow you have me in tears”

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Can you keep him tonight? I don’t think he cares who looks after him”

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Sure, take all the time you need. Have you phoned your parents?” Helen shakes her head.

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They didn’t know I was pregnant so I don’t need to tell them”

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Don’t be silly child, we all knew that why you got married, phone them” Helen starts shaking with the strength of holding onto her tears.

“I leave you be, come on Jacky boy I got cats you can chase
it will be the only exercise they had in years it do them good”

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Cats bite”

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Yes they do if you hurt them but we not going to do that are we”

“I like pulling tails, they make funny noises”

“But that when they bite, and you don’t like that? Have you heard a cat purr their thanks? That a nice sound I will teach you how to do that like I did with Phillip” Phil puts his arm around Helen and she watches the pair talking when they go into Elsie house. Phil lifts Helen into his arms and carries her into the house.

“
Put me down Phil, please” Phil ignores her protests and he carries her upstairs

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Phone your parents when I put something on our bed”

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Can I go and see them tomorrow? I haven’t told them about Jackson yet and I think it would be kinder to tell them face to face that they got a five year old grandson”

“I take the day off and take you”

“Thanks Phil, we need to go shopping we got nothing here for Jackson” Phil places some towels onto the bed and Helen finds the catalogue

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We were only suppose to meet him, what about school?”

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Shush Helen, I sort it all out” lifting Helen onto the bed and pulling down her briefs

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Knees up Helen” Helen looks away from Phil face she can’t deal with his pain yet. Phil parts her legs and forces his fingers into her and pressing hard inside when he examines her.

“
You dilated Helen sorry it’s nearly over” Helen agony is trapped inside her. She wants to scream but she can’t find her voice. Helen scrams at her arms and she tries to force something out.

“Helen, don’t I can help you and I need the release
too”

“
Please Phil it hurts” she pleads with him.

“I know baby, you need to feel pain and I need to give it, put your underwear on and come into the kitchen” Phil walks to the large wardrobe and stands on the chair by it and retrieves a black sports
bag from the top.

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You don’t have too Helen, but when I start I’m not going to stop until I’m done, no matter how much you beg me to I love you Helen and the choice is yours but I will beat you bad if you accept” Phil strokes Helen cheek tenderly

“I will not mark you seriously or put you in any danger, you know that don’t you?”

“Yes Phil. I think I need to feel pain, it’s trapped and I feel I can’t breathe”

“
Think about it Helen, I’m not going to be able to control myself when I start. I will wait downstairs if you don’t come down I will go out until I can control my feelings. I will give you half an hour to decide” Helen watches Phil leave.

         Helen struggles to take deep breathes
but her chest hurts with the pain. If she could scream her pain out it might ease. That what Phil’s offering her she thinks, but will it be too much pain. No nothing can be as bad as the pain in her chest. She unsteadily gets of the bed and opens her bedside draw for a fresh pair of briefs. Opening her toiletries bag and pulling out sanitary pads she puts two in her briefs and she goes into the bathroom to freshen up and removes her dress. She showers the blood off her lower body and slips into her briefs.

         Helen takes a deep breath and steps into the kitchen. Phil has the black mask over his eyes and Helen recognises the other Phil glowering at her.

“
It’s not too late Helen but kneel if you want me to go on” Helen kneels before him.

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First rule never do this if you angry or upset so I am out of control here Helen please ask me to stop”

“I need to Phil”

“Then you must remember you wanted this not me” Phil ties Helen hair back.

“
Whips can snag on the hair Helen”

“
You are going to whip me?”

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Yes, very bad Helen until you bleed, do you want me to stop?”

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No” Helen looks up at Phil in defiance

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Don’t make me do this Helen, please”

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I am begging you Phil. Please stop my pain inside” Helen tears fall silently.

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It only going to be a small release Helen, you still will have to deal with the pain sooner or later you know that?”

“I know but I need you with me and you get your release from someone else if I don’t”

“No Helen, I’m yours for better or worse remember. No one else can help me with this pain only you” Phil kneels down with Helen and wraps his arms around her.

“
Don’t make me Helen, please” Phil whispers

“
Please Phil, when you slapped me before I felt free for the first time in my life. I know this is going to be worse but I need this from you”

“
Alright Helen, if you really want this. I will walk back out and you will kneel here waiting for me” Phil kisses the top of Helen head tenderly

“I will be different with you the moment I walk back in then I will use you and start beating you hard anyway I want. I love you Helen remember that please” and kissing Helen gently on the lips before leaving her alone. Helen kneels and bows her head and waits for Phil to come back.

             Helen been kneeling for ages and rubs her sore legs. He is not going to do this she thinks. Ashamed at herself for forcing him into something he didn’t want to do and she goes to stand but Helen hears the front door close and kneels back down. She can’t believe he been out, maybe to calm himself down so he be in control she thinks. She listens for his footsteps but it gone quiet. She hangs her head and closes her eyes trying to listen for him coming near. Helen can hear heels on the wooden floor outside the kitchen and growing louder with the approach. He wouldn’t bring her here she thinks horrified by women’s heels clipping onto the wooden floor. The door opens and footsteps coming closer Helen lifts her head to see who came in with Phil

“Head down you bitch” Helen can’t help but look at the woman in her kitchen. She dressed head to toe in black leathers and a body Helen would kill for. She has her dark hair tied back in a tight ponytail

“I think your master needs to be the one who punished no basic training?”

“
She is not my slave Mistress Savannah”

“I think you need to explain yourself, I only take clients that been trained
but I can give you a number to phone for training?”

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We had a miscarriage today and Helen needs some release to help her cope. I always go too far with my slaves you know that but Helen my wife so I need a professional to help me stop”

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Have she had any training?”

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None that why I need you here”

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Leave me with her” Helen watches Phil leave her with Savannah

“I know your husband from the club, he never had any control when he beat his slaves so he done the right thing in calling me but I need to know you are consenting to this?”

“I need to scream”

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You already are inside but you want it out?”

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Yes”

“I’m just here to keep you safe, I will not intervene with punishment unless I think your life in danger, there are no safe words and no breaks unless deemed by your Master is that clear?”

“Yes”

“
Yes what?” she sneers and she stands on Helen fingers 

“
Yes Mistress”

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You must remember your place this is going to be difficult for you without any training but if you do what you are told the punishments will be minor”

“I want the pain”

“You just think you do, but believe me you don’t. But your husband will give it to you because he likes it too much” Helen hears her walking to the kitchen door.

“
Your slave is ready for training” Helen keeps her head down and she hears Phil behind her. Helen can make out Savannah sitting down on a barstool in front of her.

“
Can I smoke?”

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Help yourself to anything you want Mistress”

“
You very kind, I could do with a glass of wine” Phil kicks Helen hard in her stomach

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You heard your mistress” Helen holds her stomach and she goes to stand

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Fucking crawl you bitch” Helen crawls to the fridge and reaching for the bottle of white wine

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Did your Mistress ask for white, you stupid fucking whore?” Phil sneers and stamping on Helen back and he pushes her down onto the floor.

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White fine, have her crawl to me with the bottle in her mouth”

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You fucking heard your Mistress, crawl you bitch” Helen holds the bottle in her teeth and she crawls towards Savannah. The weight of the bottle is heavy and Helen struggles to keep hold of it in her teeth. Helen looks up at Savannah as she kneels before her.

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Were you told to look at me?” Helen looks down quickly

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That better you may stand to pour the wine” Helen stands and selects a wine glass and pours Savannah a glass of wine. Savannah takes a sip of wine and twists Helen nipples hard with her fingers. Helen struggles from her grip but Phil grabs hold of Helen hair and makes her stand still. Savannah takes something from Phil and she attaches a clip to Helen nipple, Helen screams out from the pain pulsing in her right nipple.

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Hand” Savannah commands Helen, Helen offers her left hand

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You stupid bitch that the wrong hand” Phil bites her hard on her tormented breast, Helen bites her lips to stop herself from screaming and she offers her other hand. Savannah places a cuff over Helen wrist and wraps a thin rope through the cuff. Attaching the rope to the clip on Helen breast and she tightens the rope, pulling Helen hand and making Helen cry out from the pain in her nipple. Phil sucks Helen throbbing nipple and attaches the other one to another clamp and tying her other wrist to the nipple in the same way. Phil lifts Helen up onto the movable workbench. Wrapping rope from the rack above and ties Helen’s legs and pulls the rope so it lifts her legs, higher he pulls Helen up until her buttocks lift off the table. Checking the rope is tight and fastening it to the rack. Phil lifts his weight on the rope and checking the strength of Helen’s binds. Phil lifts the break of the worktable and pushes it to the wall and Helen falls off screaming from the pain of the sudden burden of her weight on her legs. He removes his trousers and pants when he kneels down before her.

“
Open your fucking mouth” Helen hesitates and Phil bites her clitoris hard through her briefs and Helen convulses from the pain

“I will not ask you again. Or do you want me to make you cum like that?”
Helen opens her mouth quickly. He could never make her cum like that she thinks horrified by the pain still shooting though her body. Phil holds Helen nose and forces himself into her mouth. Helen heart is racing and she can’t breathe when he pushes deeper into her mouth, franticly moving her head when she tries to breathe.

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Hold me in your mouth” Helen eye’s start to rise into her lids from the lack of oxygen

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And release Phil” Helen was so thankful for Savannah presence when Phil slips out of her mouth and Helen gasps for breath. Helen tries to take the pressure of her legs and she pushes her hands on the floor and the pain shoots through her breasts and increasing from any movement of her hands. Phil presses his hand around Helen throat and he enters her mouth again, squeezing his hand tight and he stops her breathing again. Helen gags from the deepness of him in her mouth but he just pushes deeper in when she struggles. She feels the sick rising when he slips in and out rapidly pulling completely out and allowing her to breath before pushing back into her again and holding her mouth and forcing her to swallow his semen when he ejaculates in her mouth.