Authors: Orson Scott Card
Tags: #sf, #Fiction, #General, #Horror, #Supernatural, #Witches, #Ghost, #Family, #Families, #Domestic fiction; American, #Married people, #Horror tales; American, #New York (State), #Ghost stories; American
"I didn't want you to leave me alone, Lizzy."
"Sometimes we get what we don't want."
It was hard to see, his eyes awash with tears of longing and regret. "Lizzy, I'm scared."
"Good idea."
"And it hurts. Losing you. Losing her."
"Take an aspirin," said Lizzy. She always used to say that when he complained.
"We take Tylenol now. And whatever it is. Advil."
She joined in the old game. "Excedrin. Anacin."
"Bufferin. Goodey's Headache Powders. Lizzy, don't leave me, please."
In that moment she was gone. He paid the toll and went down into the tunnel that would take him under Baltimore. Somewhere on the other side of the tunnel was the witch who had sent Madeleine to him, the witch who had led him to the treasure box, the witch who wanted to feed him to the beast.
It was just before dawn when he got onto the belt-way around Washington. With the blizzard there was so little traffic that he made better time than usual. The snow made everything feel silent, though Quentin knew that inside the car the noise was the same as always. He rounded a curve and the Mormon temple loomed, brightly lit as always, but even more dreamlike and fantastic in the falling snow. Right where the temple looked most like a Disneyland castle, someone had written in huge letters on an overpass
Surrender Dorothy!
The letters had been plastered over, but patches of lighter gray marked where they had been, which made him think of the caption and smile.
Then he thought of the Wicked Witch of the West flying over Oz to write those words in the sky and the smile faded. No flying broomsticks for these witches. But still they flew. Who knew how many witches were observing him here in this car as he drove? Hi, Rowena. Howdy, Mrs. Tyler. Showing me off to the coven? Look, here's the boy! You should have seen him bouncing around with that succubus we sent him! Married her, poor sap! Can you believe it?
What fools these mortals be.
He got off the freeway at the toll road, which had been recently plowed but no one was driving on it, not westbound anyway. He was alone in a white world. One tollbooth was manned, but he drove through one of the coindrops because he didn't even want the human interaction of paying a toll. Now that he was near home, his sleepiness was almost overpowering. He started chanting exit names. Wolf Trap Farm Park. Hunter Mill. Wiehle. Reston Parkway. He got off at the Fairfax County Parkway, threw another quarter into a coindrop, and now there was some traffic. If one lonely pickup truck spinning its wheels at an intersection counted as traffic.
He pulled the rental car into a snowfilled parking space and walked past his own car, which had snow piled up to the windows. Most of the other cars were also covered, untouched since the blizzard started. No one in their right mind would have been out driving in this. The sky brightened a little as he climbed the stairs to his condo. The sun must have risen behind the snow and clouds. He let himself into his apartment, stripped off his clothes, and fell into bed.
He woke just after noon. The phone was ringing. He answered it in his sleep.
"Wake up, Quentin!" the phone was shouting.
"What?" said Quentin. "Who is this?"
"For the ninth time, it's Wayne Read. Quentin, are you awake now? Say something coherent please. This is a test."
"Hi, Wayne."
"What did you do, drive all night through a record-setting blizzard? Have you got the brains of a roach?"
"Roaches all stayed in for the storm."
"Smart roaches. If you're not going to wake up, Quentin, don't answer the phone, let your machine take it."
"Didn't know I'd answered it. What do you want?"
"I have the name and address you wanted. They really are called Duncan but the number's not listed and they don't own the house so it wasn't easy finding them. Ray and Rowena Duncan." He gave the address. "The investigator there in DC says that it's a townhouse complex in Sterling, at Sugarland and Church. Sugarland crosses Dranesville Road at the last light before Route 7. Does all this mean anything to you?"
"Yeah."
"Have you written this down, or should I call again later?"
"I'm writing it." He fumbled for a pencil. Then he realized that if he opened his eyes, the job would be easier. "It's bright. Sun must be shining."
"Yeah, the blizzard is over for now. It's on the news. In California they love talking about eastern blizzards. It makes us all feel smart."
"Californians need that now and then," said Quentin.
"Well, you
are
one, so you'd know."
"How'd you get the address?"
"Very clever detective work indeed, Quentin. Our guy in Manhattan drove up to the rest home, walked in, and asked the superintendent for the address of the next of kin of Mrs. Anna Laurent Tyler. The superintendent—I think you know her—"
"Sally Sannazzaro."
"Thanks, I didn't want to try pronouncing it myself. She asked who wants to know. He said he was representing Quentin Fears and she said OK and gave it to him. She also gave him a message for you."
"If it's along the lines of drop dead, save it for later."
"No, it's along the lines of sorry I was such a bitch, and Mrs. Tyler says sorry too, and please come back she wants to talk to you."
"She called herself a bitch?"
"A direct quote."
"Did the words 'cast iron' come into it?"
"She didn't elaborate, but I'm sure you can pick the metal you want."
"So I guess she's not mad at me anymore."
"Quentin, I would say that was the gist of the message. But I can repeat it if you want."
Quentin didn't know why he felt so relieved, but he was almost giddy with it. "That's good. That's really good."
"Have you been drinking?"
"Driving all night. I'm still not awake."
"A word of advice. Don't go seeing these people until you
are
awake."
"Sure."
"See a movie. I recommend something light and stupid. Take your mind off your troubles. Not
The American President
, that's too stupid. Not
Sabrina
, it'll just break your heart that you're not in love. Broke mine anyway. Unless of course you
are
."
"Am what?"
"In love."
"Wayne, am I paying three hundred an hour for this?"
"Three fifty. I'm paid to give good advice.
Twelve Monkeys
will make you wonder if you're crazy, don't see that one either."
"Do you actually see all these movies?"
"I have to do something while my wife is going around to country bars, Quentin. I don't like my job well enough to work late every night. Though I'll admit that your recent activities have kept me hopping. Sort of information central here. I keep getting reports from all fifty states about how Madeleine Cryer never existed there, either."
"Sorry. You can call that part of the search off. Nobody's going to accuse me of killing her. They've got more to fear from an investigation than I do."
"Too late. I've already got all the reports and all the bills. Thanks to fax machines, every invoice is instantaneous."
"So pay 'em. You need me to send you another check?"
"No, I've still got plenty in the account. Quentin, get up, take a shower, go to a movie. Some mindless sequel.
Grumpier Old Men. Father of the Bride Two
. No, I take that back, that might depress you too."
"Good-bye, Mr. Ebert."
"Siskel. For Pete's sake, Quentin, I run every day. Good-bye."
Quentin got up, showered, armed himself with a broom, and went out to clear the snow off his car. He didn't have a shovel but the ice chipper from the rental car helped him get the deepest stuff, which had frozen. Most of the other cars in the lot had already been cleared off. A lot of spaces were empty now. People must be going back to work. Or else just getting out of the house before they went insane. Plows must have come through because the roads were drivable and traffic looked about normal.
He took the broom back up to the front door but didn't even bother unlocking it to put it inside. Nor did he go in to get the address he had written down. He wasn't ready.
Instead he took Wayne's advice, sort of. He drove to the Reston Town Center and put the car in the parking garage and walked to the theater. A big handmade sign in the window said
Yes!!!!! We are open!!!!
Quentin walked up to the box office and asked what was worth seeing and the ticket seller said, "
Twelve Monkeys
is the greatest movie ever made," so Quentin bought a ticket and went inside. It wasn't the greatest movie ever made but it was very good and every bit as disturbing as Wayne had said it would be. The message seemed to be, you can't change anything and you'll end up dead so why try? But it was certainly heroic, almost noble along the way. And everybody struggling to figure out what was real and what wasn't, Quentin absolutely knew what that was like. Also, the movie left him wondering how they decided that Bruce Willis got three naked butt shots and a fleeting moment of frontal nudity in the battle scene, while Brad Pitt only had one butt shot while he bounded around on beds in the mental hospital. Was there some hierarchy of nudity in Hollywood? The more millions you get, the more you get to moon the audience?
It was with thoughts like this that he walked through the dazzling sunlight to the Rio Grande, which was doing decent business for four-thirty in the afternoon. He sat down and looked at the menu while the couple at the next table talked about how nice it was to get out of the house, a lot better than having the police discover them later after they murdered each other, and should we get two orders of pork tamale appetizers or just split one, and where are the chips, didn't the waiter hear them when they asked for more chips? Quentin looked up at them—a red-cheeked dark-haired woman and her husband with blond thinning hair—and he said, "I'm not eating my chips, do you want them?"
They seemed horribly embarrassed at having been overheard and refused his offer with thanks and apologies. But Quentin had meant it. He had momentarily forgotten that at a restaurant everyone is supposed to pretend there's an eight-foot wall around each table. Except the waiters, of course, who are supposed to pretend that each table is the only one they're waiting on. Like living in a small town. Notice me when I want to be noticed, but why are you prying when I want to be left alone?
The waiter brought the other couple their drinks and then came to Quentin's table to get his order. As Quentin spoke to the waiter, he saw the couple raise their glasses to him in a cheerful toast. He smiled back at them. OK, so maybe sometimes the walls
did
come down.
He ate, he went home. The sun was setting. He couldn't put this off forever. He got the address and drove to the dwelling place of the witch who had chosen him to be her enchanted tool.
There should have been a flame leaping from a chimney, or the silhouettes of devils dancing on the window shades. Instead it seemed a perfectly ordinary northern Virginia townhouse, in a row of five with varied façades in a feeble attempt at individuality and charm. Much like Quentin's own. The porch light was on.
I know you're expecting me, he said silently. I know you've been watching me, you've been waiting for me to work up the courage to come here. So go ahead and open the door and end the pretense.
But the door remained closed.
He climbed the steps and rang the bell. After a reasonable wait, a man came to the door. "Yes?" he said.
"Mr. Duncan?" asked Quentin.
"Yes. Do I know you?"
"My name is Quentin Fears."
"I'm sorry, but I'm not expecting you. Should I be?"
"Are you serious?" asked Quentin. But to all appearances the man was completely oblivious as to who Quentin was and what he was there for. "Mr. Ray Duncan?"
"Yes." The man was growing a bit impatient.
"Your wife is Rowena Tyler Duncan?"
"What about her?"
"And her mother is Anna Laurent Tyler?"
"Yes." Now he looked concerned. "Has something happened to her?"
"I'd like to come in, if I might, and talk to you and your wife together."
"Who
are
you?" Ray demanded.
"I was at the rest home yesterday, talking with Sally Sannazzaro. With the airports closed I had to drive the whole way to talk to you today."
"If you have a message from Ms. Sannazzaro, why didn't she simply call?"
Quentin was through talking. Whatever game these people were playing, he was fed up with it. He stood and waited in silence.
Finally Duncan's curiosity overcame his suspicion. He opened the door wider and invited Quentin inside.
It was your ordinary overdecorated living room. Perhaps a little bit too
Architectural Digest
, but not so much as to offend the eye, as long as you stood with the fireplace at your back. Quentin took that position, but not for aesthetic reasons. It gave him a view of the front door, the passage to the kitchen and dining room, and the stairs leading up to the bedrooms.
"Have a seat, Mr.—Pierce, was it?"
"Fears, Mr. Duncan." Quentin sat in the red paisley chair, moving the white pillows from it and laying them on the floor. "Is your wife at home?"
"Fixing dinner."
Quentin thought of the breakfast he had at the Laurent house in Mixinack, and had no pity. "Please bring her out here."
"State your business, Mr. Fears."
Quentin's patience was done. "I've come here this once. I won't come again. And I won't stay another minute unless your wife faces me now."
"Faces you! Sir, you can pick yourself up and head for the door or I'll—"
A woman appeared in the passage between kitchen and dining room. "What is it, Ray?"
"Don't come out here, Ro. In fact, call the police, please. We have an intruder here who—"
But the woman ignored his instructions and came on through the dining room to the living room.
Quentin could not help but think that he had seen her before. For that matter, now that she stood beside her husband, they both looked vaguely familiar. But she especially—he
had
seen her. Spoken with her? Whatever the occasion, it wouldn't come to mind. Perhaps it was simply that she bore some resemblance to Madeleine. After all, Rowena created the succubus, it had to have some of its creator inside it.
Inside
her
. Whom was he trying to fool? He still thought of Madeleine as a woman, as his wife, despite his best efforts to expunge her from his heart.
"Rowena Tyler Duncan," said Quentin. "My name is Quentin Fears."
When she showed no reaction to his name, he went on. "I spoke with your mother last night."
Rowena's face darkened. "What do I care?" She turned to leave the room.
"And I rode back to Mixinack with Mike Bolt."
She stopped and, slowly, turned back to face him. She looked agitated. "Our old gardener."