Hard to Love (14 page)

“How to…please you…”

I
lightly grasped her chin with my fingertips and lifted her face so I could
me
e
t her eyes.
“How to make me come?”

“Y-yes,” she whimpered.

She leaned forward and planted a sweet kiss on my mouth and my dick leapt to life in my jeans. She wanted to understand how to please a man, but her sexy innocence guaranteed she wasn’t going to have to try too hard. I needed to get myself in check before I hauled off her panties and showed her exactly
what to do
.

Chapter
12

Alexa

Cade
lifted me onto his lap, arrang
ing
me so I was straddling him, my dress
hitch
ed
up around my
legs
. He trailed his fingertips
along
my exposed thigh, tracing a lazy pattern. “You sure you want this?” he whispered.

My heart was pounding so hard I thought it was about to burst through my ribcage. I could feel his erection pressing into the apex
of
my thighs. I did want this, didn’t I?
Wasn’t
this why I was here
?
God, I was confused.

“You hesitated
,
”
he breathed against my neck before pulling back to meet my eyes.
 

“I know.”

He
straightened my dress around me, ensuring I was still covered.
“Listen, we don’t have to do anything you’re
not
comfortable with.
” He
continued to
tease me
,
tracing a finger f
a
rther up my thigh, inching deliciously closer to the edge of my panties.

I whimpered
.

“
I want you.
You have no idea how
fucking bad
ly.
B
ut you’ll set the pace, okay?”

I nodded. “Okay.” I instantly felt better, reli
e
ved and sure of what I wanted and didn’t want. “No sex…but can we
do
some
um, other stuff?”

He chuckled, a deep throaty laugh rumbling through his chest. “Anything you want, baby.”

Crap. I probably sounded so awkward. I didn’t know
the right way to approach this.
But luckily, Cade took the lead and didn’t make me vocalize what I wanted.

His mouth captured mine in a deep kiss, and my tongue was soon following his lead, caressing and
tangling
with his.

I tried not to compare Cade’s every
movement to those of his video, but it was difficult.
The images replayed in my head, but so far, this moment was uniquely ours.
His fingers skittered along my calves and up over my knees, spreading them apart just slightly so he could
press
even closer to me.

“What about Lily?” I asked between kisses.

“She’s asleep.”

“What if she wakes
up?
”

“We’ll hear her.” He continued kissing me.

I supposed he was right. We’d hear her walker moving across the wood floor.

He unbuttoned my dress slowly, taking his time to kiss and nip
at
my lips, neck and collarbone with each button he successfully freed.
By the time he was lifting the dress over my head, I raised my arms dutifully,
allowing him to pull it off
. I thrust my ample chest out for his inspection.

His eyes flooded with desire
as he looked me over
. “Goddamn, cupcake.”
I looked down at my white bra, wishing I’d listened to
MacKenzie’s
advice about buying new lingerie, but Cade didn’t seem the least be hampered by my white cotton bra and panties. I was glad I’d taken her advice and shaved today.

Cade’s
thumbs grazed across my nipples.
I let out a throaty groan.
He continued his torturous strokes along my breasts, his fingers dipping into the cleavage and
sliding
across
the
hardened tips. I wondered if he was going to remove my bra, or if maybe he was waiting for me to do that. 

“You said you wanted to know how to please me?” He tilted my chin up to meet his eyes. “Consider this lesson number one.
Don’t be afraid
to ask for what you want. Hearing you say it is a major turn on
.”

I sucked in a breath and held it. No way
I’d
be good at dirty talk.
It’d be like asking me to speak a different language.
I couldn’t even vocalize
what I wanted
in plain English.

His hands dropped from my chin and gripped both breasts,
roughly
palming them.
“I’ve been dreaming about your tits for weeks now. Seeing them bouncing above me as you rode my cock.”

I let out a moan at his words, a flood of heat dampening my sex.

Cade smirked as if in victory.
“You try.”

My nerves were back as I tried to think. I squirmed in his lap and
felt the firm ridge pressing against me. B
efore I even realized it, I was blurting
out
, “I love the feel of your hard dick.”
God I sounded stupid.
But Cade’s head dropped back against the sofa and he closed his eyes, as if savoring my words.
I instantly
felt
proud.

He guided me to his mouth by the back of my neck, threading his fingers in my hair. “You want to play with it?”

I nodded, unable to form words.

He smiled against my
lips
. “Good
girl
.
But
not yet
.
F
irst I
need
to
make
you come.”

Need
?
To make me come?
Oh…

He reached around for the back
clasp
of my bra and release
d it with a single flick
,
then
eased the straps down my shoulders and discarded it on the floor
beside us
.

His mouth joined his hands in the loving caresses, licking and suckling my hardened peaks. I grabbed his hair and thrust my chest
toward
his eager mouth, wanting more.
“Oh God that feels good,” I moaned.

Before I
had
time to examine what was happening, he flipped me over so that I was
lying
on my back on the couch and he was
kneeling on the floor beside me pulling my panties down my legs.

“I want to hear you screaming my name…” he whispered against my inner thigh.

That was so not happening. I was hyper aware of not wanting to wake up Lily.
Geez.
At least one of us was thinking clearly.

He dipped his fingers between my thighs, lightly running his fingertips up the length of my folds. “You’re soaking wet, baby.” His voice was rough, barely in control.

I bit my lip and opened my thighs wider, allowing him to explore
, long past feeling self-conscious
.

He eased one long finger inside me, and slid it in and out with gentle pressure. “Do you like that
,
cupcake?” He laid a gentle kiss just below my navel.

I whimpered in response.

His eyes stayed locked on mine and he added a second finger. “So tight, so beautiful,” he murmured.

“
More,
please,” I plead
ed
.

He groaned and pumped his fingers harder, driving into me until I was panting and writhing under his talented hand. Then he eased himself down, sweeping his tongue over my sex
and my world shattered
. The wet heat from his mouth exploded around me, the sensation causing my hips to buck off the couch.
“Cade!” I gasped.
Crap
.
So much for not screaming.
I didn’t care.
I lifted my hips to meet his mouth and rode out
the pulsin
g wave
as an intense orgasm erupted through my core.
I opened my eyes and found Cade’s
eyes still
locked on m
e
.

“You’re beautiful,
” he whispered.

I swallowed and lifted myself up into a sitting position
, suddenly feeling insecure about my nakedness
.
Cade was still fully dressed.

His hand on my arm stopped me. “Where do you think you’re going?”

I looked down at his crotch and was alarmed to see the large
bulge
clamoring
to
be released
.
I licked my dry lips. “Can I just have my panties?”

H
is lips curved in the tiniest of smiles
, but
he
lifted them gingerly from the floor.
“If it’ll make you more comfortable.
But your top stays off.” He read the back of the underpants.
“Sunday, huh?”

I snatched them from his grasp and slipped them up my trembling legs. “Are you going to show me…what to
do
…
?
” I looked down at his groin.

He chuckled and sat down next to me on the couch, lacing his fingers behind his head. “Knock yourself out, sweetheart.”

I unbuckl
ed
his belt with fumbling fingers then released the button and zipper. A smile pulled at my mouth at the small victory and Cade leaned forward to kiss me. 

He lifted his hips as I tugged down his jeans and boxers. His thick
,
rigid cock sprang free to greet me and I sucked in a
deep
breath. “You’re still shaved,” I murmured.
I wondered if he was going to be starring in another video any time soon. The thought both excited and bothered me. 

A smile crossed his lips
. “Tell me something…
you watched my video, right
?”

I looked down.

“Answer me.” He tilted my jaw up
, running his fingers along the length of my throat
.

I nodded.

“How many times?”
His voice was low and rough.

I shrugged. Even if I could have found my voice, I didn’t know the answer to that question. It was too many to count.

“Did you touch yourself?”

I nodded
again
.

“Fuck
,
that’s hot.” His
rough voice sent
a
flood of moisture
to my panties.
“Show me,” he commanded.

Summoning
my courage, I
slipped off my panties and
brought my hand down betwe
en my legs,
gripping his thigh with my other
hand
since
I
was still
balanced
on my
knees.
Cade kept his eyes locked on mine before slowly lowering them to where my hand was rubbing gentle circles over my clitoris.
He sucked in a breath and held it.

“Damn baby, that’s about the prettiest thing I’ve ever seen.”

I smiled
crookedly
up at him and dropped my hand,
suddenly
feeling unsure. Some things
were
just meant to be done in private. “It feels better when you do it,” I admitted.

He leaned forward and kissed me, easing his hand in between my legs.
“Yeah?”
His middle finger slid easily inside me.

“Yeah…” I groaned
at the sudden fullness
.

He
flicked
his finger along
my
inner
wall and I almost crumbled to the floor. I gripped his legs to remain upright. “My fingers are longer,” he whispered. “I can reach your G-spot.” He nipped my lips in a quick kiss, massaging the spot again and again.
My nails dug into his legs.
“Just wait until I’m inside you,” he whispered.