Just Breathe Again (21 page)

  “Kane, please take me.”

  Jeannie was starved for him. She wanted him more than she had wanted anything in a long time. She was so turned on, the room spun from his touch. Both his hands roamed across her causing goosebumps to form on her skin. As her body shook under his touch, she realized what was about to happen. She was about to fuck another man and at that moment being with him felt right. He continued to kiss her as his tongue licked her lips and he bit her bottom lip. His fingers found her sex, and he slid one of them deep inside. Jeannie pulled him to the bed, and he climbed on top of her.

  She started to take off his pants and she was so nervous she couldn’t get them unbuttoned.

  “Rip them if you have to,” he groaned in her ear, kissing and blowing his hot breath around it.

  Jeannie was shocked at how toned and muscular he looked. Kane even had a washboard stomach, and was more than Jeannie imagined he would be.

  “My god, how I’ve wanted you,” he said. He kissed her neck and buried his head in between her breasts, lifting them up and squeezing them. He spent time giving her breasts much attention. Each one he took his time with and adored.

  “I can’t get enough of you or this body.” His mouth moved across her breasts and down over her stomach licking and tasting as much of her as he could. Panic and guilt almost took over. She almost stopped, and she told herself no. It was too right to stop.

  “Kane, please.” Jeannie begged.

  Kane first wanted to tease her more and didn’t want the foreplay to end. He knew once he was inside her luscious cunt he would come in a second. He wanted her to come again before he did. Taking his fingers he traced around her clit.    

   He kissed her again and worked his way down to her thighs touching the wetness he longed for and had to taste before he fucked her. Kane looked down with her legs spread apart and seeing the slickness of her made his mouth water. He let his tongue lick her clit, and she gasped digging her hands into his shoulders. He buried his face in her sex and Jeannie tried to push him away. No one had done that to her other than Vince. Kane grabbed her hips to hold her still.

     “You don’t have to do that, Kane.” Jeannie moaned as she tried to bring his head up from between her legs.

  He looked up at her with a boyish grin. His eyes devoured her.

  “This is all I’ve wanted to do since the day we met. Don’t stop me. You taste amazing.” Jeannie trembled as lust thundered through her.

 Kane’s tongue teased her as he traced her perfect pussy. He moaned as he started again to lick and kiss her. He let his tongue lightly trace her clit and Jeannie relaxed and gave in to his greedy, hungry mouth. Jeannie couldn’t hold her orgasm in anymore and she came as it tore through her. Her body unleashed an orgasm setting every nerve on end. Her muscles tightened and the moans told him what he did to her was so right.

  “You taste so good. I’m ready to be inside you.”

  He kissed his way back up her body, sweaty and hot. Jeannie reached for his hard cock.

  She wanted him, and couldn’t get enough. She remembered how to touch a man in the right spots, and she knew it was working by the way he became wet himself from her light feathery touches.

  “Kane,” Jeannie moaned as his mouth found her breasts again and his hands caressed her wetness.

  “I want to do it slow. I don’t know if I can hold back.” He granted her wish and pushed inside her slowly. Another orgasm built up in her as she wrapped her legs around Kane and let him dive into her. She cried out again as he filled her with his cock. He looked into her eyes as he pushed in and out with a perfect slow rhythm. His hands were fisting her hair as he pushed deeper and deeper. The facial expressions were different as his jaw clenched and his breathing became harsher. Jeannie’s hands roamed across his back and over the swell of his perfect ass.

  “Fuck me hard, Kane. Don’t hold back. Come inside me,” she demanded.

   This time the orgasm was stronger and Kane was right there in a union of moans and sighs. His hot semen filled her as he pumped into her. Being with him was like she was home again when they looked into each other eyes. His eyes still filled with hunger for her as he kissed her again.

  Neither of them wanted the lovemaking to be over so soon, they lay together in each other’s embrace longing for another chance to explore. It went by too quickly for Jeannie and she was eager to start again. Amazingly she had no guilty feelings.

  “What have you done to me?” Kane asked, as he stroked her hair. Jeannie was snuggled against his chest staring in his eyes.

  “What have you done to me, Mr. Spinelli? I didn’t think this would ever happen to me again, at least not for a long time.” She wrapped her bare leg around him and he ran his hand up the back of her leg until he reached her curvy ass.

  “Never say never. This time last year, I couldn’t even think of being with another woman. I did date an occasional one that some of the guys would hook me up with. I’ve had a couple of one night stands here and there. I didn’t think there would ever be another woman ever again, until you walked up my porch. I knew then my promise to myself was a lie.” 

  “You didn’t know then. It didn’t even cross my mind when we met.”

  “Thanks for the ego boost.” 

  “That’s not it. There had been no one other man than Vince. I thought I wouldn’t allow myself to enjoy another man.”

  “Vince was the only man you have been with? I find it hard to believe.”

  “I held my Catholic beliefs quite seriously back then. Vince and I had a very healthy sex life.” 

  Kane’s hands ran up and down her ass as they talked. It was wonderful to be so intimate with a man and feel special again. It had been a long time since Jeannie had felt like a desirable woman. For the past few years she was nothing more than a widow, a mom, and a caretaker to a dying daughter. She forgot about the woman still inside with needs and wants.

  They were so warm and tired, but they didn’t want to go to sleep. They didn’t want the night to end. After she lay next to him, exploring his body with her hands and mouth, Jeannie wanted to feel his cock again. Something had awakened in her and she was not Jeannie anymore. She hadn’t let herself be so free.

  “I want you again,” she moaned as she sat on top of him. He reached up and touched her breasts and he came to life once more. He touched them and he kissed her lips and neck and his tongue once again danced over her bare breasts as he sucked on each nipple. They were hard and pink and he loved how they reacted to his touch. Putting his hands on her ass, Kane squeezed her ass as she rocked back and forth with his body.

   “You feel so good, Kane. It feels so damn good,” she signed, as the wave took over her body again and again. She couldn’t stop herself and she didn’t want to. She closed her eyes and let him take her to another place. It was a wonderful place and she hadn’t imagined anything feeling that good.

  After the second round they talked until the sun came up the next morning. They finally fell asleep in each other’s arms and slept till noon. 

 Feeling restless, Jeannie snuck out of the bed as she watched Kane sleeping on his side. She had not let another man touch her other than Vince. She didn’t stop it. Was it wrong? Was Vince looking down on her pissed that she gave herself to another man? She had to call Marsha.

  “You, bitch,” Jeannie said as soon as Marsha answered the phone.

  “How was it?” she asked, ignoring what she called her.

 “How was what?” smiled Jeannie still feeling playful.

  “The hot sex I arranged for you, I want details please. You know I’m with something that runs on a battery.” 

  “I’m not giving you details,” she whispered.

  “Then you did boink him! Is he huge? Was he wonderful?”

  “You are a real piece of work by the way, leaving me and setting this up. How did you know I was ready for this?”

  “Come on, I know you like the back of my hand. You and I are like twin sisters. You are ready, baby. You were ready the other night when you were crying. He’s good for you. Carmen stopped over and we had coffee.”

 “Oh wow, how nice. What did you tell her? I’m sleeping with her dad over milk and cookies?”

  “No, I didn’t say that. She’s happy you two are together and she helped me arrange the whole thing.” 

  “Please don’t report back to her what went on here or I will choke you when I get back.”

 “I don’t even know what happened last night. I’m still waiting to hear. You better spill the goods when you get back. Where is he, naked hanging from the ceiling waiting for you to get back to him? Tell me yes, even if he isn’t.” 

    “He’s in my bed keeping it warm until I get back, then we will have sweating, hot sex till we can’t move. Isn’t that what you want to hear?”

  “Does he have a great bod? I looked him over pretty good one night and I noticed that he does.”

  “You are a real skank, Marsha. And yes, he does have a great body. I have explored every inch of him. My thighs are still sore from him,” Jeannie laughed.

   “That’s my girl. Get back in there and take pictures. Take a picture of his weenie for me with your phone and send it to me,” she could barely keep from going into hysterics.

  “Okay, that wouldn’t be too creepy. Listen, what I did last night, I feel really guilty almost like I cheated on Vince.”

  “Of course you would. Only my Jeannie. Vince is giving you a high five. You should feel nothing but utter satisfaction. Stop this and don’t ruin it. I’m not intervening again, it’s too exhausting. Enjoy this man and his body or someone else will. Sitting at home being a spinster isn’t going to bring Vince back. Am I right?”

  “Yes, I guess you are. I just.”

“No, no more I just this or I just that. Knock it off now. I’ll see you tomorrow.”

  “I fly back in tonight. How’s my son by the way?”

  “He’s wonderful, going to school. John is not so wonderful, and we have agreed on a separation for a while. Now, I don’t want any sad shit. We’ll see what happens afterward. Get your ass back in the bed and make me proud. We can talk tomorrow. Love you.”

  They finished the call and Jeannie jumped in the hot shower. The water relaxed her body aching from the night of passion. As she let the steam and soap take her away, she closed her eyes and thought about the night. The thoughts of what Kane did to her set her throbbing again and wanting him more. She was finally alive, content, and euphoric. Rushing, she finished her shower and climbed back into to bed with him.

   As he slept, Jeannie took her time and explored Kane with her mouth and eyes. She gave him a massage, as he lay on his stomach still half asleep. She loved how his ass looked, and she couldn’t help but bite it as she worked her hands over his back. He flinched.

  “I couldn’t help myself. I had to bite it. Your ass looks so damn hot.”

  “I never thought of my ass as, hot. This is a first.” Rolling over he took Jeannie in his arms. 

   “You are so beautiful,” she whispered, as she stared into his sapphire eyes. His lips swollen and wet and made her want him even more. His hair was a mess hanging in his eyes as she brushed it away.

      “I can’t believe I’m finally with you,” he said. 

  “I’m so glad you are,” Jeannie whispered. All her inhibitions were gone and the thought of making love to him was all she had on her mind.

  “You’ve unraveled me, Jeannie Franklin.” His voice was raspy, hoarse, and incredibly sexy. 

  “I feel complete, so complete right now.” Jeannie eyes searched his face and a small sigh escaped her.

  Without saying a word, Jeannie made her way down Kane’s body. She gently took the head of his half erect cock into her mouth. His masculine, musky scent made her hungry to taste him. She looked up at him and he smiled down at her, not saying a word.

  She flicked her tongue across his shaft and Jeannie felt him shiver underneath her. The clear liquid she longed to taste, trickled out of the top of his cock. That made her hungrier as she took all of him into her mouth sucking as she worked her way up and down.

  Kane’s hands fisted in her hair. His moans told her to keep doing what she was doing. As he grew thicker Jeannie kept sucking. Her fingers touched his balls that were stretched tight. Light feathery touches around his perfectly shaped, balls had him pushing his hips up.

  “God, Jeannie, I’m going to come,” he groaned. His hands pulled her hair and she became hotter. She loved knowing he was turned on. Jeannie looked up and Kane’s head was thrown back and buried in the pillow. His eyes were closed and he was moaning. It wasn’t but another suck later that he came, filling her mouth with him. His cock throbbed as Jeannie kept sucking and swallowing. His body shook and he moaned her name over and over as he kept coming. When he was done she fell back exhausted and thrilled she still had it.

  That evening when they boarded the plane to go back home, Jeannie was hit again with guilt at the wonderful time she had with Kane. There was not so much guilt over Vince because she worked through that after talking to Marsha. Jeannie felt guilt in wanting her daughter to fall in love but couldn’t experience it, she wanted her daughter to go to New York City, but the trip wouldn’t happen. She wanted to tell her daughter she met someone, but she couldn’t.

Chapter 21

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ichael was happy to see her when she got home and they spent the evening together doing whatever he wanted. Of course, spending time together involved video games and eating junk food. Jeannie ate her weight in potato chips and gummy worms, learned to play Mortal Kombat like a pro, and had a wonderful time with her son. She took the next day to spend with Marsha talking about what happened and then went back to work Tuesday with a new attitude and a smile on her face she couldn’t get rid of.