Legally Bound 4: Allegations of Love (2 page)

She reached for his member, guiding him toward her entrance, but Jasper pulled back shaking his head. “Do you have condoms,” he asked through a strained and gravelly voice.

“I am clean. I am also on birth control,” Olivia laughed, but her smile fell when she saw the look in his eyes.

She could tell this was a deal breaker for him. It wasn’t until then that she understood the sadness she saw in him every day. Jasper was in love with someone else. It was there in his eyes and this one request meant something to him.

Olivia nodded her head in understanding. Reaching for the bedside table, she retrieved a few condoms from the drawer before bringing one to her lips. Leaning forward, she rolled the condom onto his length and then began to guide him toward her once again.

She was already soaked from masturbating and allowing him to suck on her breasts. Sucking his fat cock had turned her on as well. Her back arched as Jasper slid in nice and slow. He was stretching her to capacity just as she thought he would.

They both groaned out loud. Olivia knew she took excellent care of her body and Jasper was sliding into tight, experienced pussy. She cupped his face and kissed him as he moved slowly inside her. When she pulled away, she could see the tight control he held on his face, once again impressing her.

“Don’t be shy, Lover. Take me,” she whispered in her smoky voice.

Jasper shocked her again by tossing her legs over his shoulders before he started to piston into her. Olivia’s head fell back. She knew she was right about him. He was a natural. He would be unbelievably amazing once she trained him.

His long, heavy cock dragged its way through her drenched folds taking her to places she hadn’t had a lover take her in so long. Her fingernails dug into his back and she started to call out his name on a prayer.

“Oh God, Jasper,” She cried out. “Yes, yes.”

He was tearing her pussy up in the best way imaginable. This was so much better than the fantasy she had of him. His young body stretched over hers pinned her deliciously to the mattress, making her feel all woman in his arms. Olivia screamed out as her orgasm hit. Jasper just grunted his way through her tight walls clinching him.

Olivia opened her mouth in a silent O. She hadn’t expected this. She thought that she would let him get his first nut out of the way and then she would teach him how to really play. Jasper grabbed the back of the headboard, pounding into her in earnest. Olivia rode out her second orgasm and just as she was about to resurface Jasper bent his head capturing her left breast in his mouth.

Olivia matched his thrusts and started to squeeze her walls around him.
Enough of this,
she thought as she shook off her shock. She was not going to let this young boy fuck her silly without returning the favor.

Jasper growled loudly as he emptied himself into the condom. Olivia read his face right away. Regret quickly crossed his features as he pulled out and flopped on his back. The look stung more than she would like to admit. She had no idea why Jasper affected her this way.

He was just a kid that made her laugh more than she had in years and who she happened to be very attracted to. Olivia had married the Baron during a time in her life when she was young and rash. He made her promises that he knew she couldn’t refuse. Now her life was empty, except for the moments she and Jasper had stolen.

~B
~

Looking at the picture of Marie, Jasper didn’t want to share what had placed the smile on his face with Olivia. She had been true to her word. After that first night, he had avoided her when he could. He had felt like he betrayed his love for Marie.

Eventually, Olivia had persuaded him that they could enjoy each other and it would mean nothing, but giving each other the release they needed. Soon Jasper started to crave the power that Olivia offered him. Especially when he found out that Marie was dating someone in college.

Jasper shrugged his shoulders, marking his page and closing the magazine, he placed it on the table. They were in his apartment. His Uncle had changed his assignment after a year and a half with Olivia. She had not been pleased, but Jasper needed the training his Uncles would give him to return to Nate’s side.

“When is your flight,” Jasper asked instead of answering the question.

He turned in her arms and wrapped his around her waist. He saw Olivia as a good friend. Even when he did not express to her what was going on with him, she helped him work through his growing rage and frustration.

The thought of Marie in another man’s arms drove him pure mad. He had gone to visit Marie and Rita a few times in the past, but he stopped once it got back to him that she was in a relationship. It was too much for him to bare. He couldn’t give her what she needed, but he thought she understood. He thought she would come to him before making such a change in their relationship.

“You know you don’t lie to me well,” Olivia said with that beautiful smile of hers. “Don’t change the subject.”

Three years had done nothing to age her. If nothing else, she had grown more beautiful. Jasper just knew he didn’t love her, although at times he suspected that her feelings for him ran deeper than she would admit. They had broken things off a few times just to find their way back into their place of comfort, each other’s arms.

“There is nothing to lie about,” Jasper said a little more harshly than he meant to. He sighed and shook his head. “I was thinking of a friend.”

“Ah,” Olivia’s smile wobbled a little. “You were thinking of
her
. I should have known. My flight leaves in two hours. I was coming to say goodbye.”

Jasper tilted his head to the side at her tone. “You sound as if this is more than goodbye for now,” he said cautiously.

It was Olivia’s turn to sigh. “What are we doing Jasper? I am thirty-five and you are twenty-four. I still want a family. You are in love with another woman,” Olivia shook her head willing her emotions not to show.

“I am in love with a woman I no longer know, a woman who is in a relationship with someone else. I will always love her, but I am not the same and I am sure she is not who I remember as well,” Jasper said in frustration.

He enjoyed what he and Olivia had. He could not find a woman to satisfy the dark side he had grown to crave, not that he hadn’t tried. Once he found out about the douchebag Marie was dating he had searched for someone to fill the void in his heart. Olivia had come the closest to doing just that. No, it wasn’t love, but it was what he needed to keep the rage at bay.

Olivia narrowed her eyes at him. She knew what he meant. It pained her every time he had that distant look in his eyes. Dominance was something he now craved and needed. Especially once this young girl broke his heart, but she could not help feeling like she had changed him.

Olivia believed she had stunted him from finding a real relationship. It had been selfish of her, she knew it then and she knew it now. She had done something far worse than the young woman he loved so dearly. Her betrayal was far more severe because she could never undo taking him to the dark places she had shown him.

“What if she could understand who you have become? What if she turns out to be the perfect pet for you? She would always be a step ahead of me,” Olivia said with trembling lips.

“I don’t see that happening,” Jasper snorted. “She is so innocent. I could never know if she could handle this and I would never drag her into something like this. Not knowing that I could lose her completely.”

“You would know. I have taught you well. It would only take a few words and you would be able to read it her eyes,” Olivia gave a small smile. “I think it is best I move on. Our damage has been done. I can’t hurt you anymore, but I am afraid I can still be burned beyond repair.”

Jasper furrowed his brows. “You have never hurt me,” he said in confusion.

“The fact that you say that only deepens the wound. You were so innocent when we met. I should have just remained the friend you needed,” Olivia replied sadly. She moved to kiss him on the cheek. “Thank you, Jasper. You have done more than I could have asked for. I hope someday I can return the favor.”

Jasper stood stunned for a moment. When it sunk in that Olivia too was abandoning him, his veins grew hot with anger. Without a word, he stormed from the room. He needed to get some air.

Olivia stood staring at the magazine on his desk. She chewed on her lip for several moments before once again making a decision that would change both of their lives. This one, she felt she owed to both of their broken hearts.

Present Day New Jersey
…..

“You will call your little boyfriend and have him and his new slut, wire me fifty million dollars,” Christian growls into Olivia’s face.

“Is that all you want,” Olivia scoffs. “I’ll wire you the money right now. I don’t understand why you are doing this. We have been over for years now.”

“You wouldn’t understand you filthy slut. Don’t worry, you will be wiring the same amount, but your lover will pay the price as well. I want his entire family and that slut to know what he has done, what he is into,” he spits.

“Is this because of your pride? Because you found out, I was sleeping with him. I tried to tell you then that it meant nothing. It was no different than the way we met,” Olivia tried as she looked into the barrel of his gun praying she would make it through this.

She would not let Christian bring harm to Jasper or the young girl Jasper was so in love with. She should have followed her gut when she first became involved with him. She should have turned him away when he came to seek her out. This man had been a sadist from the beginning. He had tried to hide it, but there was something in his eyes. When he pursued her for a real relationship she had been vulnerable and latched onto him in hopes, he would distract her heart from falling for the man she couldn’t have.

Now she regretted the day she clicked onto his profile. Coming across him on such an upscale training site had given her comfort back then. They were supposed to screen everyone on their list. She had no idea how this psycho made it onto the site.

Right now her main priority was to keep Jasper safe. She worked through her thoughts of what to do as Christian stood seething before her holding his gun and her phone. He wanted her to call Jasper now. She couldn’t do it, not without knowing she could warn him.

“That’s bullshit and we both know it. I saw the way you looked at him. I still see the longing in your eyes, even when he doesn’t want you. Stop stalling! I told you, I already have the videos on their way to all the right people. Either you call him now or this is going to blow up in your faces in a bigger way,
Baroness
,” he snarls the title with such disdain, bitterness, and loathing.

It was clear to Olivia that Christian had not uncovered everything there is to know about Jasper. She hadn’t introduced him to Jasper as her bodyguard. Olivia was still a little miffed and mystified on how he found out about the young man’s affections for the pretty grey-eyed brunette Jasper loved so deeply.

However, this lack of knowledge would work in her favor. She could see in his eyes that if she didn’t make this call, reputations would be the last thing she would have to think about. She slumps her shoulders knowing that right now she just really needs some help.

Chapter 1

You have met most of my family and our extended family the Mairetties. I’m the quiet cousin that most wonder, but don’t have a clue about. I love my family and I respect what we do, but there is someone I love so much I would walk away from it all to have.

Without question I have loved the same girl since I was a little squirt, trying to be like my big cousin and his friends. She knows we belong together. Yet she has been running from what we both know we want for the last year and a half.

I take most the blame. I messed things up big time. Or at least, I thought I did. The funny thing is, you never know what is going on in the background of your life that is affecting the things right in front of you.

I sure will learn the hard way that everything is not as cut and dry as you think they are. I mean I thought I knew this in my line of work, but I guess sometimes a lesson has to drive itself close to home.

So I’ll say this to you. You can’t judge my past without having all the facts. What you may be pissed at me about may not have even happened the way you think it has. That means you need some solid facts.

Let me start with this. I am Jasper Kyros Briggs. I am head over heels in love with Marie Antonella Mairettie. She is it! No one else holds my heart like she does. No one ever will. I play the shadows because that is what I was trained to do, but for once I will reveal it all because the life I want depends on it. From out of the background, darkness, and silence, you will definitely meet, understand, and know me, Jas.

Chapter 2

Two weeks and two days earlier…

“Pamela,” Earl calls out and Pam stops in the hallway. She was going to search for Marie so she could take the girls home. She was still worried that Nate would return home before she and the girls left. She wanted to follow the plan. If Nate caught her here now, she didn’t know what she would do.

“Yes,” Pam turns and gives Earl the best smile she could manage. She was still taking back by the love those men shared with her this afternoon. Hearing about Nate’s mother’s request had touched her heart.

“I wanted to know if you would allow me to accompany you home. I have something I would like to ask for your assistance with,” Earl says with his bright smile.

The genes in the Briggs family are strong and these are some good looking men. Earl like his brother does not look his age at all and is still very fit. Pam had once thought the two were twins, but Nate had told her that his father and uncle were only nine months apart. Thomas being the oldest, Earl had come nine months later, being born prematurely.

Earl watches Pam closely with his hazel green eyes, waiting for her response. Pam shrugs her shoulders deciding she just wanted to collect the girls and leave as soon as she could. “Sure, but how will you get home,” Pam finally replies.

“I will make due. Let’s get those angels of yours into the car,” Earl says with a warm smile.

They find Marie in the garden with the girls. Pam could see the fondness in which Earl speaks to Marie, like a loving father. Pam also notices the moment Jasper arrives and the way Marie tries to act as if he isn’t there. Pam laughs to herself. These two are a trip.

Once Pam and Earl secure the twins in her car, they take off in silence. Pam retreats into her thoughts about the man she misses so much. She is in thought about the diaries he had sent her when Earl interrupts her thoughts.

“I am sure you are wondering why I asked to tag along with you,” Earl starts.

“Um, I guess,” Pam shrugs.

“It seems you and Nate will have things ironed out soon, which leaves my son and Marie. I am sure you noticed him hovering in the background,” Earl chuckles.

“I did,” Pam laughs.

“What they don’t know is that I know why they are circling each other. You will learn nothing happens in this family without my brother and I knowing,” Earl says pointedly as he looks at Pam.

Pam looks away from the road quickly, then back, laughing at her man’s uncle. “
Okay
,” Pam chuckles.

“Problem is they are both hiding a dirty little secret. I think it is time they were forced to tell each other the truth,” Earl says giving himself a nod as his smile stretches across his face.

“O…kay, so where do I come in,” Pam lifts a brow peeking at Earl again.

“I want to ask you for a favor. Marie is angry with us all for keeping Rita’s true assignment a secret from her. She will know we are up to something if this plan comes from one of us,” Earl chuckles.

Pam shrugs. “I know what being stubborn can do to love. I have watched it in my sister’s life, Rita’s, and now mine. I will do what I can as long as she isn’t too pissed at me after.”

“She will never know,” Earl says winking at her when she turns to look at him.