Authors: Cathy Kelly
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‘God, it’s hot!’ said Cara, as they walked in happy silence
up the hill to the villa.
A white sports car flew past them, raising dust into the
air, and the driver honked his horn at the trio. They
laughed delightedly and Rosie made faces. In bikinis and
sarongs, Rosie wearing only the briefest of denim cutoffs
over her bikini, they must have looked like typical tourists,
Evie thought, wondering where the uptight woman of five
days ago had disappeared to.
‘All we do is laugh.’ Rosie said, happily tired from the
effort.
‘Yeah,’ Cara agreed, looping one arm around her sister’s
and the other around Rosie’s. ‘Isn’t it great?’
It was, Evie thought to herself! She felt very relaxed and
confident enough to be walking up a hill in broad daylight,
wearing nothing but a white shirt knotted around her
waist and one of Olivia’s dusky pink sarongs covering her
aquamarine bikini.
Her hair was in a tousled ponytail, her feet were dusty
from the road and her make-up consisted of a smear of
pinky white lip salve to protect her from the sun. Yet she
felt positively gorgeous and if Max roared up beside her
and asked her to hop in and go anywhere, she’d go. She
wouldn’t need to fuss about her hair, her mascara or
whether she looked like a mess in a hastily tied scrap of
flowing chiffon. Was this the effect a holiday was supposed
to have? Or was this the effect Max had on her?
Evie smiled to herself as they ambled along, happy in her
dream world.
‘Evie, let’s go out to dinner tonight. You’re tired after a day at work. I want to take you somewhere romantic,’ Max smiled
at her.
How did he know, she wondered lovingly, that she was
exhausted and couldn’t cope with the idea of cooking? I le just did. That was Max. He seemed to know her every thought,
her every feeling.
Who else would run a bubble-filled bath on that evening
when she had agonising period pains? Who else would pull
her on to the couch beside him and stroke her knotted up belly, telling her he’d ordered in pizza, which he then fed to her as if she was an invalid.
Who else would whisk the dry cleaning off when he left for
work in the morning, knowing she wanted to spend her lunch
hour at her desk instead of hurtling to the cleaner’s in the
traffic? Who else would surprise her with breakfast in bed and
a perfect pink rose in a new vase on the anniversary of the day they first met?
‘I’d love to go out to dinner,’ Evie replied, hugging her
husband, wondering at her good fortune in having found this
incredible man. ‘After the day I’ve had, I didn’t think I could bear to cook anything other than beans on toast.’
Max buried his face in her hair, breathing in the scent of her
and making that little growling noise of pleasure she loved to
hear. “I know, love, and if I could cook, I would, but you know how dreadful I am in the kitchen so it’s easier to go out. Can’t have my pet slaving over a hot cooker all night. Unless you
want spaghetti again …’
It was strange, Evie thought as Cara let them in the
huge gates at Villa Lucia, her dreams were different
now: less fantasy, more real. Real but with Max in them.
Max, Max and more Max. The swarthy pirates and
Germanic princes who whisked her away to their yachts
had been replaced by a laughing face with probing,
knowing blue eyes, and a smile that could light your
heart up. All her heroes had turned into Max Stewart
and the yachts and luxury hotels had been replaced by
her cosy little home where she, Max and Rosie lived in
utter bliss. She didn’t need to dream of fairy-talc waltzes
in glamorous evening gowns when she could be dreaming
of watching TV on her old couch, snuggled up
beside Max, his arms around her.
Vida was busy unloading the dishwasher and singing Ella
Fitzgerald in a husky voice when they wandered into the
kitchen with their purchases. Rosie began pouring them all
glasses of mineral water, adding ice and lemon the way
they never bothered to at home.
‘Girls,’ Vida cried, her face suffused with love, ‘I had
totally forgotten. Evie, you’ll murder me.’
She sank on to a kitchen chair and fanned herself with a
table mat picturing a crimson-clad flamenco dancer. They
were so pretty; she’d planned to buy some before she went
home. Vida had spotted ones like them in a little shop in
the port. ‘What will I never forgive you for?’ she asked.
‘Your hen night, of course,’ Vida replied, ‘I’m so sorry
but it just slipped my mind. Tonight’s the night, girls.’ She
beamed at all three of them.
‘Yahoo, a girls’ night on the tiles!’ Rosie said joyfully.
‘Cool,’ Cara agreed. ‘I could go for that. We’ll have to
leave Max and Dad here. They can go to that Milady’s
Palace and eye up the cocktail waitresses.’
Tonight then?’ Vida continued.
‘Gosh, yes,’ Evie answered in a small voice. ‘My last
night of freedom. I think I should buy something new
for it.’
‘Shopping!’ said Rosie with glee. ‘Even better. I’ll get
dressed.’
Rifling through the rails of lavish clothes in a tiny boutique
in the port, Evie realised that she and Vida had totally
different methods of shopping. While Evie looked at the
price of everything before picking it out to admire in
greater detail, Vida scrutinised it, tried it on, saw if she
liked it or not and then glanced at the price.
Evie had already recoiled at the exorbitant cost of a
glittery little T-shirt and was now merely fingering the
clothes for something to do, on the grounds that she
wouldn’t be able to afford to buy so much as a keyring in
this particular establishment. Cara and Rosie were
mooching around the bikini shop next door. The only
people in the boutique were Evie and Vida, who had the
obvious bloom of wealth about her. The sales assistant was
hovering hopefully, having spotted a potential gold card
customer straight away.
‘Evie, just look,’ breathed Vida, extracting a coppery
cocktail dress from the rack. With a low-cut back and a
crossover front with built-in bra, it was that rare combination of daringly sex and classy all at the same time. ‘You’ve
got to try it on.’
Evie caught sight of the price tag swinging from a silken
cord and gasped.
‘Are you mad?’ she said. ‘That’s about a month’s mortgage,
Vida. I haven’t got the Sultan of Brunei’s cheque
book with me, you know.’
‘Oh, tish,’ Vida said, thrusting the dress into Evie’s
hands. ‘Try it on. I want to buy you a hen night present.
This could be it. Go on.’ She shooed Evie into the
changing room and went back to rifling through the rails.
Evie was still standing in the room staring aghast at the
beautiful copper dress When the tiny door opened and
Vida thrust another couple of hangers in. ‘Try these too.’
They were just as prohibitively expensive as the first
dress. Evie shrugged. Vida was off her rocker, for sure.
There was no way she could afford the dresses herself and
equally no way she would let anyone else buy them for
her. But she pulled off her cream canvas trousers and her
vest top anyway. It wouldn’t hurt to try them on, they
were so beautiful.
Once she’d slipped on the copper dress and saw how
beautifully it became her, she was lost. Gazing at her
transformed reflection in the mirror, Evie imagined how
Max would see her, how his eyes would widen at the sight
of her body so voluptuous outlined in the luxurious fabric,
how her breasts were enticingly exposed in the underwired
bodice. Visions of him gasping at her, holding her close,
kissing her neck and unzipping the dress filled her mind.
He couldn’t but fall in love with her in this. The desire to
possess the dress fought hard with the knowledge that she
couldn’t possibly afford it in a month of Sundays.
‘Have you got it on?’ Vida’s voice inquired.
Evie stepped out of the changing room and slowly
walked in front of her.
oh;
Vida’s intake of breath told her all she needed to know.
She did look beautiful in the dress. Max would love it.
‘That colour is stunning, I just adore it,’ Vida said, lost in
admiration. ‘Why don’t you ever wear things like that, Evie
honey? You look just great.’
‘I don’t know,’ she said dazedly, admiring herself from
different angles in a big mirror. ‘I never think of wearing
colours like this and I can’t afford clothes that cost this
much.’
‘Nonsense,’ Vida said briskly. ‘I’ll buy it. You’ve got to
have it.’
The assistant, scenting a sale, materialised beside them
with high shoes and a costume jewellery pendant that hung tantalisingly in Evie’s creamy cleavage like an arrow pointing the way for interested parties.
‘No jewellery,’ Vida said, arms folded as she eyed the
combination critically. ‘It’s better to keep it simple. Now,’
she added, ‘try the others.’
The cream linen dress, so icily chic on the hanger, looked
like an old flour sack on Evie and she didn’t even bother
stepping out of the changing room to show Vida. But the
off-the-shoulder violet knit two-piece that clung to her in
silken folds and turned her hazel eyes a hypnotic green was
stunning.
‘It’s lovely,’ she said, almost weeping at the thought of
how much she’d love to buy it. ‘But I can’t let you buy
them both, Vida, it wouldn’t be right.’
In the end, Vida insisted so much and went on and on
about how Evie was the daughter she’d never had, that she
allowed her stepmother to pay for the two outfits. Cara
and Rosie were waiting outside, eating ice creams and
watching the world go by when Vida emerged, flushed
with pleasure at having finally managed to spoil Evie. She,
on the other hand, was flushed with guilt at the thought of
how much Vida had spent.
‘My second husband,’ Vida had whispered as the assistant
reverently wrapped the copper and violet garments in
tissue paper, ‘did not turn out to be a very nice man. Not
like Max’s dear father, Carlos,’ she said sadly. ‘But Dan
Andersen was rich. Very rich,’ she emphasised. ‘It’s nice to
have a daughter to spend it on … well, a stepdaughter,’
she added quickly.
‘What did you buy?’ Rosie asked, poking around the
glossy carrier bag like a dog snuffling for food in the
grocery shopping.
‘Lovely things,’ Vida replied, tucking her arm through
Rosie’s. ‘Now what can we get for you, my girl?’
Dinner and drinks in a lively club in the port: that was
Vida’s plan for Evie’s hen night.
‘I’ve told the boys they’ll have to do without us for the
evening,’ she said, arriving in Evie’s room at half-seven that
evening to find Evie dressed in her copper dress.
‘Is Max back?’ she asked anxiously, slipping her feet into
high black sandals. She wanted to see him, tell him that
the hen night hadn’t been her idea, that she didn’t even
want to think for one moment about her wedding.
‘He got back twenty minutes ago but he and your
father have gone out on their boys’ night. Lord knows
where they’ll end up. Some bordello!’ Vida smiled
affectionately, knowing full well that her beloved and
besotted husband was as likely to end up in a bordello as
she was.
I missed him, thought Evie, deflated. She’d never had
the chance to explain and now he hadn’t even seen her in
her lovely new dress. She threw her mascara back into the
top drawer. What was the point of bothering now?
Dinner was a lively, wine-sodden affair that she’d have
loved if the circumstances were different. Cara, Rosie and
Vida were all in fantastic form, determined that Evie
should enjoy herself. Making a huge effort, she laughed at
everyone’s jokes and pretended she was having the time of
her life. Inside, her heart was breaking.
Watching the others’ faces recede in a blur around her,
she thought that this was the end of her idyll. Tonight was
the final proof that in just five weeks she was getting
married. To Simon. Dear sweet Simon who’d once felt like
the answer to all her prayers and now felt like a millstone
around her neck, dragging her down to the bottom of the
pond with him when she wanted to be swimming lazily on
the surface with Max.
She twisted the engagement ring on her hand idly. It was
looser now because she’d lost weight, despite the meals
out every evening. Her appetite was non-existent. On her
plate, some roasted peppers congealed in their spicy olive
oil dressing, barely touched. Normally, she’d have wolfed
them down. She loved roasted peppers.
Tell me about the honeymoon,’ Vida said cosily,
delighted to be so close to Evie after all this time.
She smiled bravely. The last thing she wanted to talk
about was her honeymoon, two solid weeks of being with
Max in Greece … She breathed in sharply. Max. She’d
automatically thought of him instead of Simon. Talk about