Rocking Esme (The Rocking Series Book 1) (15 page)

Chapter 32

Esmeralda

It was Thursday night and it was really slow. I had already wiped down the bar several times, collected all the empty glasses and re-filled the fridges. I was running out of jobs to do to make my shift go faster. I looked up when the door opened and was glad to see Marcy and Danni walk in.

“Hey, girls, what brings you here on a school night?” I asked them.

“We thought we would come catch up with you and by the looks of it, you needed us… I don’t think I’ve ever seen it this quiet before.” Marcy said as she and Danni sat on the stools at the bar, so we could talk easily.

“Thank God you’re here… At least our sales will go up now.” I winked at her and giggled.

“Uh, how rude! I’m not even drinking tonight, I’m driving.” She told me.

“Oh, ok. What you having then?”

“Just coke, please.” Marcy answered.

“White wine, please.” Danni asked.

“Coming up, so what’s new?”

“Well… Danni was just saying how she was thinking of asking Will out.”

I spun around and looked at them both with my mouth hanging open; “Really? What has Kate said about that?”

Danni shrugged her shoulders and said, “I haven’t told her, I haven’t made my mind up if I’m gonna do it yet.”

“Wow, I’m shocked. Weren’t you seeing, what’s his face?”

“Mark.” Marcy added in.

“Thanks. Yeah, Mark.”

“I was, but he was just so boring. I think dating a rocker would be cool… Well, isn’t it?” she asked, looking at me and Marcy.

“It’s just like dating any guy, apart from the fact that they sing, record music, go on tour and have girls screaming after them… So, yeah it’s kinda cool.” Marcy said.

“How’s it going with Jackson?” Danni asked me as I passed a glass of wine to her.

“It’s good, great even… The date he set up for us on Saturday was so lovely, I can really talk to him as well, you know? I told him about my parents and he was really sweet.”

“You done the deed yet?” Marcy asked.

“Have you?” I asked her back.

She looked down and didn’t say anything, she just took a big gulp of her drink.

“Rick said they are playing at The Dome again?” Marcy said, changing the subject. It was very unusual for her not to talk about her sex life, I was going to have to find out what was going on.

“Yeah, Jax said about that, are you and Kate going to come?” I asked Danni. “Jax said he could get you backstage passes too.”

“Really? I’m up for it, I’m sure Kate will be too.”

“Great, it will be so much fun.” Marcy squealed sounding excited.

“Thank God, my shift is nearly over.” I said, looking at my watch. “What a drag it’s been tonight, so glad you girls came in.”

Jackson

I walked into The Archer to surprise Esme with a takeaway as her shift would be finishing soon. I saw Marcy and Danni sat at the bar and I hoped that Esme hadn’t already made plans for the evening. I looked around for her and what I saw was a nice sight, she was collecting glasses and she was bent over a table wiping it down. I walked up to her and whispered in her ear from behind; “Now that’s a lovely sight to see when I walk in to surprise you.”

She spun around and said; “What are you doing here? I’m nearly finished.”

I held up the bag of food that I’d got from her favourite chinese takeaway and said, “I got us takeaway - I hope you don’t already have plans?”

“Well, I was going to see if the sexy lead singer from Flix wanted to come round, but I can call him later.” She winked at me. I laughed at her and gave her a quick kiss and walked over to where Danni and Marcy were sat.

“Hi, girls.”

“Hey, Jax, what are you doing here?” Marcy asked.

“Came to surprise Es with chinese.” I said again, holding up the bag.

“Ahhh, how sweet.” They both said together.

I chuckled to myself as Esme came around the bar, putting her coat on.

“You ready, babe?” I asked, not wanting to drag her away from the girls, but desperately wanting to get her alone as I hadn’t seen her for a few days.

“Yeah, did you drive?” She asked me. I shook my head. “Ideal, you can drive my car then.” I took her keys from her, she then turned towards Marcy and Danni and gave them both a hug and promised to meet up with them soon.

Jackson

Things were going well with Esme, the more time I spent with her the more time I wanted to spend with her, and when we weren’t together she was all I could think about. I was still getting messages and phone calls from Cindy and she was still showing up to the shows at The Archer. She was always dancing and leaving with different men. Frank and Will had kept to their word and had nothing to do with her.

I had taken up residence on Rick’s sofa as his sister, Saskia, was still in town. He said when she left, I could rent the spare room from him. We were still doing our gigs at The Archer, but we had put our newest album on the back burner for now because we were so busy getting bookings for gigs.

“Hey, Saskia. You coming to the show tonight?” I asked her as I was getting ready to leave the flat for our gig.

“Yeah, gotta get me some pussy.” She smiled and winked at me.

“As long as you keep your hands off my girl.” I laughed.

“Yeah, she is pretty hot…”

I playfully threw a cushion at her as I headed out the door.

***

It was a great night, I’d even managed to get Esme to come out from behind that bar and dance with me.

“Hey, pretty girl...” I said as I approached the bar, I leant over and kissed her.

“Jack and Coke?” She asked smiling.

“Just water, please, busy night? Fancy another dance?” I asked.

“Sorry, Dean has gone home ill, so got lots to do, another time?” She asked.

“Of course, I will hold you to that. I’m gonna head home. Will text you later.”
She waved at me and got on with her work.

I looked around for Rick and couldn’t find him anywhere so I assumed that he must have gone home. I thought Saskia must have scored as I saw her dancing with a blonde chick earlier, and I was pretty sure they left together. I hoped I wouldn’t have to listen to that all night.

I walked out of the bar and jumped into a taxi, gave him the address and headed back to Rick’s. When I got outside, the lights were on so I knew someone must have been home. I walked up the stairs to the flat, opened the front door, walked into the living room and heard moaning and gasping. I was right; Saskia had brought the girl from the bar home and they were going at it on the sofa – my bed, where I was meant to be sleeping. I felt a bit wrong standing there watching while Saskia was on top of this girl, all I could see was a long tanned leg draped over the back of the sofa, while Saskia was in-between her legs. I really had nowhere to go, so I just cleared my throat and heard Saskia yelp.

“Oh, shit. Sorry dude. Didn’t think you would be back yet, we kind of got carried away.” Saskia said blushing while she grabbed her clothes to cover herself up. The other girl grabbed a blanket and tried to cover herself, as she did that she looked at me and all I heard was;

“Jax?”

“Cindy?”There was a long pause and silence.

“You two know each other?” Saskia asked

“Yeah, that’s my ex-girlfriend!” I said.
Saskia's head whipped round to look at Cindy.

“What?” She asked.
Cindy sat there, let the blanket fall and shrugged her shoulders, she then proceeded to get up, walk towards me, butt naked, leant up to my ear and said ;“You want to join us?”

“What?” Me and Saskia shouted at the same time.
I turned around and walked back out of the door.

I was walking down the road, not really sure where I was going, just thinking about how she wanted me to take her back, how she said she loved me, then I find her with a woman, what the fuck! Then she tried to get me to go with both of them, much to Saskia's annoyance. Good riddance, I thought, I didn’t need her in my life. There was only one girl I wanted in my life. Not a liar and a cheater.

I had been walking for some time when I realised where I was. I looked up and noticed that I had walked to Esme’s place. It looked all dark and then I remembered she was working late. I wasn’t sure what time she finished. I turned around to walk away as her car pulled up.

Esmeralda

I pulled up to my place and Jax was stood outside my door, I couldn’t hide the biggest smile that had spread across my face, though I wondered what he was doing there.

“Hey, you ok?” I asked.

He nodded and smiled back at me, oh, how I love that smile. I had butterflies in my stomach and had to concentrate just to get my legs to work.
I walked up to him, and before I knew it, he pulled me close and kissed me. It felt so right and I found myself stepping closer to him, standing up on my tip toes and dropping my bag to the floor so I could wrap my arms around his neck.
He groaned and that spurred me on more, I put my fingers into his hair and pulled him closer. We broke apart, which felt like ages later, both panting, staring into each other’s eyes.

I cleared my throat and said; “You want to come in?”

He nodded and stood back while I tried to find my door keys, and I could feel his eyes burning through me. I opened the door and led him inside. He sat himself down on the sofa, and I took my coat off and put my bag away.
“Do you want a drink?” I asked him, he shook his head, held out a hand for me to come over to him.

“I hope you don’t me just turning up like this?” He asked.

“Not at all.” I was suddenly feeling shy again, and looked down to my hands that I was twisting together nervously. He put his finger under my chin and pulled my face up to meet his. Then he began to kiss me slowly. I gasped at how it was making me feel and I could feel the smile on his face as his tongue slipped inside my mouth.
I was so turned on, Jax had this power over me, he only needed to kiss me and I turned to jelly. He pulled away from me, stood up and got me to my feet then led me to my bedroom.
He reached his hand up to me, ran it through my hair, held my face and tilted it slightly as his lips drew closer to mine. I closed my eyes and felt a light brush of his lips on mine, I whimpered slightly and he must have taken that as a green light, as the next thing I knew he was kissing me passionately. I felt his tongue brush against my bottom lip, so I opened my mouth and his tongue was instantly tangling with mine.

“I want you.” He said next, in a low sultry voice that made my knees go weak.
I was screaming in my head, full of nerves and excitement, and I just nodded.
He smiled that panty dropping smile at me, pulled me closer to him and then started edging us toward the bed. Once I felt the bed hit the back of my knees, I trembled and looked down at the floor.
I felt his finger under my chin again and tilt my head up to look at him.

“What’s wrong?” He asked in a caring tone.

I gulped, blushed red and said “I’ve not... I’ve never.... I’m...”

“You’re a virgin?” He asked.
I nodded.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” He asked.
I nodded again, and thought to myself; ‘Come on, get with it, you’re nineteen years old and you really like him, yeah it may be a little soon but this was Jax and he would never hurt me.’

“I’ll be gentle, I promise.” He said as he lifted my work t-shirt over my head, he started to unzip my jeans and push them down my legs. I sat on the bed so he could slip my shoes off and pull my jeans all the way off. Then I was just sat there in my bra and panties. He pulled his t-shirt over his head and I gasped at how perfect he looked. I ran my hands over his chest and stomach and then I must have got a boost of confidence as I grabbed the button on his jeans and slowly opened them. He pulled them off, along with his socks and to my surprise, he wasn’t wearing any underwear. I gasped and swallowed hard. He reached for me and pulled me in to kiss him, it felt so right, I felt it everywhere as his tongue caressed mine.

“Lie back.” He whispered.
I shuffled backwards on the bed and he hovered over me, he reached behind me and unclasped my bra. I gasped when the cold air hit my nipples and they instantly went hard. He grabbed the side of my panties and started to pull them down, we were both fully naked. He pushed my knees up and ran his nose up the inside of my thigh, I quivered as I knew what was coming next.

“Oh.” Came out of my mouth as I felt his tongue on my clit, it was a strange sensation, but it made me more sensitive and I could feel it everywhere.
I could feel a build-up that I knew was the start of my orgasm.

“Come for me, babe.” He demanded of me. With that command, I came apart at the seams and exploded. I was surprised that happened. I felt him move up me and a pressure of him at my entrance; I automatically tensed up.

“Just relax, babe.” He told me.
He kissed me again and I felt him move into me, he felt big.
I moaned and winced in pain as he slowly stretched me.

“Oh, babe, you feel so good, so tight. Am I hurting you?” He asked, looking down at me.
I shook my head, whilst trying to hold back the tears. I didn’t want him to think he was hurting me.

“This is gonna be the worst bit, while I break through your virginity.” He told me.
I nodded and tried to relax.

“Aahhh!” I cried, I felt Jax freeze and not move.

“Sorry, babe, you ok? Shall I pull out?” He asked.

I just shook my head and said; “Don’t move, not yet.” I felt a tear escape and run down my face, he reached over and wiped it away.

“Babe, I need to move or pull out.” He told me.

“Ok, you can move.” I replied, the pain had subsided, so I was ready.
He looked me in the eye and watched me carefully, he was checking to see if I was in pain.

“How does that feel?” He asked.

“Better, good.” I told him as I started to move with him. It did feel good, I could feel the familiar build up again, oh, I so wanted to come again.

“I’m going to come!” Jax shouted as he ran his thumb over my clit, so we could climax together.

“Yes, yes. Me too. More, more.”

He rubbed my clit harder and I shattered beneath him, as he came too. He collapsed on top of me staying inside of me. I felt full, stretched and completely happy.