Rockstar's Angel (4 page)

Tanya

Fucking Leo's well and truly put a downer on today for me! I'm supposed to be happy, watching my best friend with goo-goo eyes.  Hoping that I'll be the next one to get married, but no. I'm constantly on edge and in a mood, because there's not a minute that goes by that I can't feel that bloody mans eyes on me! The idiot has spent all day watching me, trying to talk to me or hounding my friends! I've got a horrible feeling that he won't give up until I sit down and listen, but I really don't want to. I don't want to hear what he's got to say for himself.

Maybe he would have got the message I wasn't interested if I hadn't kissed him during the dance. That was my mistake, a huge one! I allowed myself to give in to what my body wanted for just one song. I shouldn't have let myself give in for even a second. I should have fought my body’s desires, because now he'll know he still affects me. I've no control over my body when it comes to Leo. I've probably made his game to bed me even more exciting, now that he knows what he does to me. I can't let him hold me like that again, whenever I allow those big arms to surround me I'm at my weakest. No woman can blame me for that! You'd have to be a mad woman not to get lost in yourself when those tattooed muscles are around you. Just thinking about his arms gives me flashbacks. Delicious memories of me pinned down on the bed by those arms, being held against a wall, having him hold me against him and making me fall apart. His arms are bigger than they were four years ago, he's added more tattoos. He's a lot sexier now, and a huge danger to me.

I shake my head out of my day dream. Stupid memories have me craving only Leo, but I will not go there. Instead, I spot a very good looking man over by the bar. Maybe I can turn this wedding reception around after all.

***

I wake the next morning, unfortunately without the man from last night. Instead I'm sharing my bed with Maisy, who takes up a lot room even though she's tiny. I reach for my phone, and see its 11:00 in the morning. I sit straight up, grimacing. I wait for my head to stop spinning, then shake Maisy awake."Maisy, get up!" I stumble out of bed, wearing just my underwear, and quickly pull out my skinny jeans and a tight top from the wardrobe. Maisy groans, and rolls over. "Maisy, get up now! It's 11:00!"

That wakes her up. She quickly sits, holding her head pretty much the same way I did. After looking at the clock and
realizing that I'm right about the time she jumps out of bed, opening up her overnight bag that’s by my dresser.

When we're both dressed and ready I call for a cab to take us to Kendal's. Both of us are still too hungover to drive. Kendal and Jax are leaving for their honeymoon later so we're all going over to say goodbye to them. The taxi pulls up at the front gates at the same time as a black car. To my horror Leo gets out and opens my door. Fuck, he looks good in his gray baggy sport trousers and black tight t-shirt. Those bulging, muscled arms of his on show as he reaches in and grabs my hand to help me out. I'm in too much of a shocked daze to fight him. He says something to someone over my shoulder, but I don't hear what. I turn to see who he was speaking to and see Max pay our taxi fare before walking with Maisy towards the car they just arrived in. A pair of strong hands grips either side of my face, turning me to face Leo again. He's frowning at me; I probably look like a mental patient. "Tan? You OK?"

"What are you doing here?"

He quirks his pierced eyebrow at me. "Same reason as you."

Right. Stupid me! Of course, get it together damn it! Leo grabs my hand, leading me over to the car. It's not a car, it's a limo! Apparently Leo can't just do normal. I tear my hand out of his, just as he's about to help me into the door. "What are you doing?"

"Helping you into the car."

"I don't need your help."

He crosses his arms, my eyes nearly bugging out wide from the way his muscles ripple with the movement. "Really? Because you looked a little weird for a minute there Tan. I was just helping you out."

So he noticed my little freak out, but I'm not about to admit it was because of him. "I'm just hung over and tired. I had a busy night actually."

I poke my hip out and cross my arms; trying to look casual. I'm hoping that he can’t tell that I'm lying. It won't hurt to make him think I was with someone last night. Leo frowns, taking a step forward. "You didn't leave with anyone last night, you went home with Maisy."

I notice Maisy's laughter has stopped. Great, her and Max are eavesdropping. The girl acts as though she doesn't like drama, but she sure does seem to like to get all up in my shit. I take a step away from Leo's intense gaze, coming to a stop when my back smacks into the limo. Oh shit, I don't want to be trapped by Leo, I can't. I take a deep breath, calming myself. "You don't know who I met once I left."

I see his jaw tense, maybe I shouldn't tease him, but why should he be bothered? All I ever was to him was a great fuck. Why should he care if I sleep with other men? "Did you?"

I avoid his glare. "It's not your business." I go to move to the side of him, but he slams his hand down on the car, stopping me from walking past. Oh shit. I turn around, but he has me trapped against the limo with his arms.

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

I can't be trapped by him, in his sexy arms! It might seem silly, but his arms really do affect me like that. I can't look up at him, if I do I'll be a goner. His beautiful blue eyes affect me just as much as his muscled arms. That's the mistake I made last night.

"Don't fuck about Tan, tell me. Did you leave with someone last night?" I don't answer him. I know I can end this right now by telling him no, but I can't do that. That would mean I've lost, and I’m not prepared to do that. Leo presses his body against mine and I tense, his body feels so good, hard and warm. His body is so perfect, I can't have him pressing it against me, I'm already responding to him. He leans down, speaking directly into my ear; it sends shivers all over my body. "Did you fuck someone last night? Tell me now, because I need to fucking know."

"No you don't."

"Yes I do. I need to know if someone's tried to take what's not theirs. You're mine, angel."

I gasp, shoving at his chest. He doesn't move at all. "You're a fucking jerk, Leo!" I duck under his arms fast enough that he can’t stop me. I point my finger in his smug, beautiful face. "I am not yours; you lost that right four years ago."

Leo frowns and tries to reach out to me. "Angel-"

I move away so he can't touch me. "No! Don't call me that! You can't call me that anymore!"

"Tan?"  Maisy steps from the car, Max behind her. She stands beside me, tugging on my hand, pulling me towards the limo. Our taxi's gone so I guess I'll have to get in. I look behind me, glaring at Leo. "I am not yours."

Leo looks like he's about to say something, but spots the glare Max shoots at him. Leo slams his mouth shut, following us inside the limo. The drive up to the house is silent and tense. When the driver pulls up at the front door, I jump out. I cannot believe how arrogant Leo was just now! I am not his, my body sure wants to be, but I will not surrender. I am no longer Leo's angel, and I can sleep with whoever I want.

Kendal

As soon as I wake up, the morning after my wonderful wedding, I run into the bathroom. Morning sickness is the worst! I hardly had any with Finley, but this time around I have it all day some days. It's a pain and can sometimes ruin my plans for the day when it's at its worst. It really can be that bad! We haven't had the first scan yet, that's booked for the day after we get back from our honeymoon. Jax hasn't told me where we're going because he wants it to be an extra surprise, amongst the many he's already given me. I do feel bad that he'd wanted to go away for two weeks, but I made him agree to one. I don't think I could be away from Finley for that long. Even a week is going to be hard. However, I'm sure Jax will distract me. We could have taken Finley with us, but we need some time alone. Since Jax has become part of mine and Finley's lives, it's always the three of us now. Not that I don't love it, but it will be nice to have Jax all to myself for a week. Especially as we have another child arriving soon. Once I explained to Jax why I couldn't go for two weeks,, he smiled and understood.

Walking out of the bathroom, I'm not feeling like the sexiest newlywed. Between a good and thorough seeing to from my new husband and morning sickness, I decide to get back into bed. When I step out of the bathroom door, I freeze on the spot. Jax is standing by the foot of the bed, gloriously naked. My eyes take in his beautiful face and delicious body. I drink in every tattoo and muscle, not forgetting the deep V that I love so much. It's pointing to his cock, which at this moment is standing to attention. I bite my lip, staring at him some more. Jax holds his arms out by his sides, innocently shrugging his shoulders. "This wasn't part of my plan, but I can't help it when you look at me like that."

I laugh, taking a couple of steps closer to him. "What was your plan?"

Jax hurriedly closes the distance between us. Wrapping one arm securely around me, his other arm reaches behind me and tangles in my hair. He lifts my face to make me look at him. I see his grey eyes search my face, before he attacks my mouth. I melt from the heat of it, relaxing against him. I love kissing Jax. I could do this all day.

When he releases my mouth, he glides his thumb over my bottom lip. I know it's swollen from kissing. He leans in close, I think he's going to kiss me again but he bites my bottom lip instead. He answers my long forgotten question in a low, husky tone. "I'll tell you after."

He quickly picks me up. I wrap my legs around him, he's supporting my weight, his hands conveniently on my bare backside. He gently lays me down on the bed, and I giggle as he lavishes my body with sweet kisses. Not too sweet but as sweet as my Jax can be, he growls, nips and tells me exactly what he wants to do to me, making me squirm around under him. He settles himself between my spread thighs, glaring down at my glistening pussy with hunger. I wriggle with impatience. Jax lands a kiss just above my pubic bone, licking his way up to my belly button. "Don't worry baby, I'm gonna take good care of you." He dives right in, making me scream as he feasts on me like a starved man. I'm so glad that I agreed to let Finley stay at my parents last night!

Once I have orgasmed, very loudly, he wipes my juices from his mouth, and slides himself home. I gasp at the feeling of being stretched. God, he feels amazing. I love having Jax inside me, I feel so full and satisfied. Jax stills, looking down at me. "Are you OK?"

I breathe out a long sigh. Not this again. "I'm fine Jax."

"The baby is OK?"

"Yes, we're both fine. Now please, Jax! Fuck me!"

He moves a little, causing me to moan. "If you're sure?"

Since I told him I'm pregnant, he's treated me like I'm made of glass. I don't want soft and gentle, I want hard and rough. "Yes! Fuck me right now!"

After I'm well and truly satisfied, we lay side by side on the bed. We're both on our sides, facing each other. Jax is stroking my hair. "I love you, baby."

I kiss him on the nose. "Love you too."

"You made me the happiest man yesterday. I never thought I'd be here."

"I'm happy you are, and you make me the proudest woman."

He gently rolls me so I'm lying on my back, and softly begins to stroke my stomach. Surprisingly, it's already rounded a little. "I can't wait."

Jax is staring down at my stomach. "Me either! Are you ready for all the stinky nappies?"

I laugh, but Jax is deadly serious. "I'm more than ready Kendal. I wasn't with you for Fin, but I'm going to be here for every step this time. You three are my world, I'll do anything for you."

After he plants a kiss on my belly, I grab his face so he looks at me. "I'm so sorry, Jax."

"No. No apologies. You've given me everything I wanted, and more. No more saying sorry, yeah?"

I nod my head, losing myself in his kiss. I will never truly forgive myself for what I kept from Jax. Hopefully having this baby will make me feel a little better. Before we take the kiss to the next level, Jax breaks us apart. "Come on, we better get ready before the gang comes around."

I grab a quick shower, when I emerge from the steamy bathroom I see Jax dressed and waiting for me beside the foot of the bed. "Now, ready for my plan? I thought I'd put my clothes on this time so you don't seduce me."

I laugh, he holds his hand out to me and I take it. He pulls me towards the bed where I see his master plan and I laugh harder. On the bed is a white t-shirt with the words Mrs. Parker in pink glittery letters. Jax holds it up, turning it around so I can see the back. I throw my head back as more laughter escapes me, on the back, in the same pink glittery wording as the front, is Property Of A Rock Star. It's a good thing I know his sense of humor, it keeps me from kicking his ass. I love it, so I grab him and kiss him.  "I love it, Jax."

"Of course you do. I knew you would, so I've done it to all your clothes."

My smile falls, he can't be serious? Jax bursts out laughing. Bastard.