Saying Goodbye (33 page)

Steve caressed Mark’s hair as he fed him. “As he should be. Adam was a victim of this bullshit, and worst of all? One
man
neither Jack nor I considered. How fucked up are we?”

“Very. Adam searched for me and stayed by my side, so I am told, whilst you and Jack gallivanted off to Rome.”

“He did.” Steve picked up the second half of the toast, now that Mark was eating. “And I owe Mick and Jeff for finding you.” Steve fed Mark more toast. “How could Jack not think of Piccadilly?”

Mark shrugged. He sipped his tea as he sat up on Steve’s lap. “What happened to the horse?”

“He stood by your side.” Steve smiled. “Jeff told me he was keeping watch over you.”

“What?” Mark laughed and brightened up. “My stallion stood with me?”

“If it wasn’t for that massive beast
, our cops may not have found you. But that horse didn’t leave you.” Steve held up the slice of toast.

Mark ate another bite, thinking about it. “I do believe he deserves a carrot or two.”

Steve laughed. The sound
,
to Mark’s ears
,
was pure gold.

He looked
into
his husband’s eyes and asked, “So? We’re good?”

Steve put the toast down, cupped Mark’s jaw and said, “I love you, Mark Antonious. And I swear, from this moment forward, my cock, my ass and my soul, are yours, and yours alone.”

“Oh!” Mark wriggled on Steve’s lap. “That actually made my dick move.”

Steve grinned
sly
ly and stood, with Mark in his arms. “You’re up for modeling
…
and maybe?
”

“I’m up for you, copper.” Mark hung onto Steve’s neck.

“God! I am the luckiest fuck
er
on the planet!” Steve carried Mark to their bedroom.

“Put on your uniform?”

“You got it!”

~

After an eternally long flight,
Billy entered
the
lobby of a ritzy hotel in Rome. Security guards had been hired
by
the film’s production company
;
he was given the third degree
again
before being allowed into the lobby.

Exhausted, having been on a plane here
for
the second time in a week, Billy didn’t recall ever being this drained emotionally. Physically? Yes. But mentally? No.

He knew where Alex’s room was, so he
walked quickly through
the lobby to the elevator. It was nearly nine p.m. Rome time. When he landed at the airport, he texted A
lex he was on his way. Alex replied
he was in his room.

Billy rode up the elevator and stepped off,
walked
down the carpeted hall wheeling a small carry-on behind him. He tapped the door to Alex’s room. The moment it opened, Alex leapt on him, nearly knocking Billy backwards.

Billy stepped inside the room, with Alex firmly attached to him. He dropped the handle of the bag and embraced Alex, rocking him as Alex kissed him, moaning and whimpering.
The heavy hotel door closed by itself
behind him
.

Billy hoisted Alex higher on his hips and spotted the big bed. He made his way over to it, and with Alex, dropped down on it. They parted mouths and Alex’s
eyes and cheeks were
wet with tears. “You really came.”

“Yup. Fuck it. I’m here until you wrap. I’m a goddamn Captain, I have a load of time to burn. I am here
, where I should have been a fucking week ago
.”

Alex pushed Billy to his back and knelt over him. “Do you forgive me?”

“Me? I’m the one who got both of us started on this fucked up mess. I thought
,
after what I did with your dad, I was done. Goodbye, Alex
,
my fabulous superstar.”

“Yeah
…
I guess I had a good reason to dump you.” Alex opened Billy’s jacket and pushed it off his arms. “No gun?”

“No gun.” Billy shrugged the jacket off.
“Not here.”

“But I had revenge sex.” Alex tugged Billy’s shirt over his head,
caught
his scent of sweat from the long flight and loved it. “So, does that make us both wicked and evil?”

“I don’t know. You!” Billy tapped Alex’s nose, “were vulnerable and alone, and had no idea your father was missing or why. I blame Jack and Steve. Not you.”

“Oh?” Alex blinked, taking off his own shirt and unzipping Billy’s jeans. “So, Captain, although I was a participant, complicit in the criminal act? I am not to be blamed?”

“Don’t get any ideas.” Billy toed off his shoes as Alex drew his jeans d
own his legs, with his socks. “This complete bullshit is y
our and my one
free
pass. You got it? I swear, I am such a fucking dog for what I did.
First with Randy, whose ass I want to kick, and then…
”

Alex stripped off his clothing and sat on Billy’s hips, staring down at his nude body. “You and my dad
…
I suppose it was inevitable. I mean, he lusts after you when you’re in uniform.”

“Don’t mak
e excuses for us. We were wrong,
” Billy s
ai
d. He ran his hands up Alex’s chest to his nipples. “No
nipple
ring?”

“They made me take it out for filming. I don’t think I’ll put it back.”

Billy shrugged. “Either way. I’m good.”

“Can’t wear my wedding rings either.” Alex held up his left hand. “They make all the rules.”
Alex st
retched out on Billy, staring into
his blue eyes. “So? Who’s better in bed? Me or Dad.”

“You. No contest.”

“Huh.
Really?
Why?”

“Because you’re a tiger. He’s just a kitten.”

Alex chuckled. “That bad
,
huh?”

“He ain’t you, hot stuff.” Billy
kissed him
.

Alex spread his legs, recalling the sex with Jack and Steve. “And those two dudes together, are not you.”

“I do not want to know what they did to you.” Billy reached between them and righted their cocks
so they lay side by side
.

“Steve did nothing. Christ, talk about a weak wimp.”

“Eh!” Billy held up his finger. “Don’t wanna hear it.”

Alex kept quiet and pushed his cock
against
Billy’s. “I don’t want to cheat on you.”

“I don’t want to cheat on you either.” Billy tucked Alex’s long hair behind his ear affectionately.

“But
…
what happens if after this film, I become more involved in movies
…
like I am here. Off for weeks.”

“I’ll come.”

“But…”

Billy said louder, “
I’ll come
.”

“Wow. Captain Billy Sharpe. Love it when you’re forceful.”

“Family first. You know how many straight fuckers get away with that on the department? You
…
are my family.”

“So
…
” Alex rested his head on Billy’s chest, listening to his heart beat. “You screwed Dad
…
huh.”

Billy let out a low groan. “Will you throw that in my face every time we argue or get drunk?”

“Maybe.” Alex thought about it. “You, Steve, and Jack, are the only men on the planet who have had both of us.”

“I was hoping to be the only one.”

Alex leaned up to see Billy’s eyes
again
. “A goal?”

“Not an intentional one. But I see
the blog sites. I know how many
men and women want to be the meat in a Richfield sandwich.”

Alex smiled. “We did play spin the bottle
once
.”

“Ages ago!” Billy held Alex’s hair in both hands, keeping it back from tickling his face.

“You kissed Dad.”

“So did you!”

“Not like you guys did.
Yuck
!” Alex cringed. “I don’t want to share a man with Dad in bed. That totally skeeves me.”

“Good!” Billy shook his head.

“Too tired for making love to your baby-doll?” Alex squirmed on him.

“No. I deliberately came out here to screw you senseless.
Every fucking night.
”

“Oh?” Alex laughed. “Brought blue pills?”

“Now you’re just cruisin’ for a bruisin’,” Billy replied,
rolling them over on the bed.

“Growl!” Alex loved
it
when his man took over. “Lube is in the nightstand.”

Billy reached for it. “Need to prepare?”

“Did. Are you kidding? The minute
after you
texted me you were on your way.” Alex spread his legs wide.

Billy tossed the lubrication beside them and sat up, roughly dragging Alex’s legs to his lap.

“Oh
,
yes. A man who knows how to fuck me.” Alex jerked his own dick a few times.

Billy tugged Alex so his ass was up in the air, and Alex was leaning on his shoulders on the bed,
up-end
ed. Billy spread Alex’s ass cheeks and dove in.

Alex moaned and gripped the bedding,
g
oing into a swoon. Nothing compared to the contact with his LAPD Captain. Who was he kidding? Even two men who he had
thought
he wanted for years, paled
by
comparison.
Well! That craving has left the building
-
-
for good!

Billy
’s
rough beard growth scratched Alex’s skin, making
Alex’
s cock swell and blush. As Billy gnawed his way behind Alex’s balls, roughing him up just as Alex loved, Alex braced himself on the big bed, ready for the kind of lovemaking he craved.

~

The scent, the taste, and the wildness of Alex
felt to Billy
as if
he
had returned home
.
W
here he belonged. Alex’s snarls of passion, his eagerness to have Billy
devour him and play the bad boy
was the turn on. Mark’s submissive weakness? Now that he’d been there, and done
…
him? Wasn’t what Billy wanted.

Alex’s craving for fierce, violent sex made Billy’s blood pump like he was back on the front lines of battle.

He wet Alex’s rim with his tongue, used his thumb to begin opening him up and then grabbed the lube. Alex was already gasping for breath, pinned to the bed, practically doing a h
ea
dstand. Billy jerked him even higher, placing Alex’s calves on his shoulders. Alex went tense,
and
then Billy felt him go completely relaxed.

“Fuck me,
you
naugh
ty Captain
.”

Billy smiled as he lubricated his fingers. “Oh, I will, Richfield. Believe me.” He took one last lap along Alex’s rim, and thrust his fingers deep inside him. Alex’s body jerked and he shouted out, his legs went stiff and he gripped the bedding.

Billy chewed the inside of Alex’s thigh, watching his expression as he corkscrew
ed his fingers
inside Alex, deeper, harder.

“Ah! Yes! Fuck!” Alex thrust towards it, throwing back his head.

Billy pushed in
to his second knuckle
, seeing Alex’s ass stretch around his fingers. “Ya like that, baby?”

“Ah! Oh fuck!” Alex arched his back and his f
ingers
clenched
tightly
to the bed
.

Using his left hand, Billy forced Alex’s stiff cock towards his mouth. Because Alex was so hard, Billy was only able to mouth the tip. To get Alex’s cock deeper
into his mouth
, Billy spread Alex’s legs to nearly a split and lowered between them. Alex’s legs slid off Billy’s shoulders to the bed and Alex straddled wide.

Billy drew hard suction
,
inching
Alex’s dick into his throat, and pushed his right hand in tandem with his mouth action.

A shot of pre-cum hit Billy’s tongue and Alex’s
di
ck went rock hard. With his left hand, Billy grabbed the base of Alex’s dick and jerked it towards his mouth, making it slick with saliva and lube. Alex began whimpering and howling, elevated off the bed
,
his eyes closed, his mouth open and gasping for air.

“Ah! Ah!”

That’s my man
.

Billy got his first
blast of
a
mouthful of Alex’s spunk. He worked him harder as the climax hit Alex full force. In
side Alex’s ass, Billy felt
strong pulsating, and then another mouthful of cum
sli
d
down
his throat. He swallowed and moaned in delight.

Slowly Alex recuperated, sweat drenching him. When Billy took his hand out of Alex’s ass, and released the strong suction he was drawing on Alex’s cock, Alex sprang like a panther, toppling Billy to the bed. He sat on Billy’s cock and while Alex hopped up and down on Billy’s thick dick, he pinched Billy’s nipples in hard tweaks and lowered
his head
to get to Billy’s lips.

Billy grabbed Alex behind his head
, a fistful of hair,
with his left hand and forced Alex to his mouth. Billy hammered up
inside Alex, making Alex, and Alex’s semi-erect
cock, bounce on top of him. The rush hit Billy and he parted from their kiss for the climax. “Fuck! Fuck! Oh, yes!”

Alex ground down on Billy’s cock and closed his eyes, massaging Billy’s chest in both hands, his hair sticking to his cheek and neck from his sweat.

Billy looked at that sight
, A
lexander Richfield after his climax taking Billy’s cock balls deep. The scent of sex and their sweat was heavy in the air.

Alex raised his hips, allowing Billy’s cock to drop out of him and then he fell against Billy’s body. Perspiration sealed them together.

Billy embraced Alex and kissed his hair. “Now
that’s
fucking!”

“Oh. My. God.” Alex moaned.

“Well?” Billy asked, trying not to gloat. “You think you’re going to get sex like that from anyone else?”

“Oh
…
my
…
God…” Alex
repeated,
licking
Billy’s sweaty chest.

Billy smiled and stared at the ceiling. “No one compares with you, Alexander. No one.”