Through Lies and Heartache (8 page)

I almost choke when it finally sinks
in, I’m staring at Gracie. Holy shit that black dress hugs her
curves nicely. As she turns to head into the kitchen I see she now
has hot pink streaks in her hair all I can do is stair. I have no
clue where this side of Gracie came from. It all clicks when I see
her walk up to Aurora with a smirk on her face and fire in her
eyes.

Taking a deep breath and closing my
eyes slowly letting out a breath as I count to ten. When I open
them I watch at Gracie takes a shot, I know I’ve had too much to
drink when I follow it as I was watch it flows down her throat and
my eyes slip down to her chest and I watch as she takes a deep
breath. Swallowing hard I head back down the stairs to the kitchen,
when I walk up I see its Beni pouring her shots when he sees me
walk up he adds one for me I take the shot and throw it back,
without even looking at Gracie setting the shot glass down he adds
more Tequila, as I grab it I look over at her trying to suppress
the desire that is flowing throw my veins.

There is no way I can ever have her the
way I want, her dad would skin me alive. Raising my glass to her
and throw it back hoping the cool fluids will help cool the burn
that’s flowing through my body. I set the glass down for Beni to
fill again as Gracie does the same we both throw them back, this is
not helping. Kissing her on the cheek “I’ll be back gotta go check
on some things.” Turing before she can even answer walking through
the house making sure everything is fine. I’m about to head outside
to the pool when I feel a hand on my arm taking a slow breath and
turning to see who it is. I’m more than a little
shocked.

“
What the hell do you want
Jessica?”

“
Come on Ryan, you know I
want to spend a little time with you.”

“
Jess give up, it’s never
going to happen.” Clenching my teeth as I turn to walk
away.

“
What is it about that whore
you won’t give up, what does she have that I don’t?”

“
Well that’s just it, she’s
NOT a WHORE.” I’m about to lay into her when she starts to
laugh.

“
Oh Ryan, don’t you see
you’re the only one who’s not getting in her pants. Haven’t you
seen the hot little looks between her and your buddy that’s pouring
the liquor down her throat, knowing that if he pours just enough
he’ll get lucky.”

Someone lets out a laugh, so loud it’s
almost a cackle taking a deep breath so that I don’t try and kill
whoever it is laughing, I have to remember not to smack this bitch.
When I finally turn to look whose laughing I can’t help releasing
all if the tension in my body at the sight of Gracie standing there
with her hands on her jutted out hip. Damn she looks
hot.

Chapter Fifteen

Gracie

A
fter Ryan left I needed
more liquor
for this so Rori matched me shot for shot, six shots maybe I’m not
sure. When all the sudden I see her go stiff, turning to see what
has her so upset when I catch sight of Jess with her hands on Ryan,
turning to walk, ok mostly stumble over behind Ryan so I can listen
to what she has to say. I smirk at her calling me a whore I can’t
help it, I know she’s been dying to do this sense we talked in the
bathroom.

I just stand here and listen to her
spout off about Beni wanting in my pants I can’t help but let out a
laugh. When Ryan turns and sees it’s me laughing at her I notice
the tension releases in one breath almost like he can breathe
again.

“
Oh yes, Beni and I are
gonna get it on all night long.” Watching Ryan I see his body tense
up.

“
I always knew you were a
whore.”

“
Oh yes Jess, I’ve slept
with half the boys at our school. They all know just how I like
it.”

The look she gives me makes this so
much fun. She looks like she is about to explode.

Turning to look over at
Beni,

“
Hey Beni how was it for
you? Me it was hot and I can’t wait to get you back to bed.” Oh the
poor guy looks like a he can’t breathe. Looking at Ryan out of the
corner of my eye, he looks like he’s about to explode jaw clenched,
hands fisted at his side the vein in his temple bulging. I let out
a giggle.

“
Oh please I’m nothing like
you Jess. I don’t spread my legs of every guy out there. Shit I
don’t spread them at all. I know you want Ryan. But Jess telling
him I’m a whore isn’t going to get you into his bed. I’ve already
told you this. Now Jessica what else did I tell you?”

“
Please Gracie, like you
have anything on me. What could you do to me?”

“
Oh Jessica, do you think no
one saw you when you let Scott bang you on the wall outside of the
gym, or when you let Tucker screw you under the bleachers, oh how
about the day you went into the boys locker room to play with Lane.
The look on your face says you were sure no one knew about those.
Well sweetheart, I know about many, many more. Now please, do tell
what information you have that I don’t know. Oh that’s right you
don’t. So if you would like me to stop just say the words otherwise
please stop trying to convince people I’m the whore. If you want to
call someone a whore you should be looking in the damn
mirror.”

I feel an arm on my shoulders I don’t
have to look to know its Ryan then I hear him chuckle,

“
Hey Beni, I need a shot.” I
say as I turn and walk away from them and head straight to Beni,
throwing it back and shoot him a small smile. “Sorry Beni, I didn’t
mean to throw you under the bus like that, but you’re the only one
I know that wouldn’t have just said yes to have said you screwed
me.” I say just before throwing back yet another shot.

“
Um no, no thanks. Not that
you’re not hot but I like my face and body intact.” He pours me
another shot when someone takes it before I can get to it. When I
look to see who it was I see Ryan throwing it back. “Of course you
can have my shot Ryan. Please go right ahead.”

“
Like you need
anymore.”

“
Rori lets go dance.” I tell
her grabbing her hand and pulling her away from the shit I stirred
up.

Ryan

“
Beni Please tell me you
never slept with her.” I growl at him.

“
Ryan you should know me
better ten that, I like being in one piece.”

I can’t help but let out a chuckle.
“Yeah your right. I do know you better but how many other guys…” I
can’t even finish that sentence because I don’t even want to know
because I think I would kill someone if I knew they touched
her.

“
Ryan please tell you don’t
think that. Even I know she doesn’t sleep around. I don’t even
think she’s ever…” Shooting him a look that I keep hoping will make
him burst into flames.

Taking a few more shots. Turning to
look at Gracie and watch her dance with Rori. Looking around I see
every guy in the living room watching them dance, looking back at
Gracie lost in her movements. When I feel Beni nudge me handing me
a beer and a shot, I chuckle while taking both. When I look back at
Gracie she has some douchebag wrapped around her I take another
shot and storm over to her.

When he looks up and sees the look on
my face letting go and backs off, she doesn’t even notice that
makes me feel a little better, reaching for her. I look over at
Rori who has a smile that stretches from ear to ear. I let a little
laugh out and turn Gracie as I pull her into my arms making us
chest to chest she doesn’t even look up she just snuggles into my
arms, wrapping hers around my waist I feel her let out a deep sigh
and relax into my arms she starts to sag little making me hold her
tighter. When she looks up at me, she looks like she’s about to
pass out, chuckling at the dopy smile she has.

I lift her into my arms and carry her
up the stairs and to my room. Setting her on her feet so that I can
grab my keys and unlock my door. She giggles the whole way to my
bed when she sits down she seems to sober up a little almost sad
like. “What Ryan, think you’re going to get lucky with a whore? Is
that why you brought me up to your room?” Grabbing a shirt and
shorts for her I walk over handing them to her I tell her
“Farfalla, I have known you my whole life and I know you’re not a
whore. Here go change.” She looks sad as she gets up and heads to
the bathroom. Shaking my head I sit down on my bead and put my head
in my hands.

Hearing the shower start and I tug my
hair just a little harder at the thought of the water cascading
down her naked body. Shit! I get up and move to my dresser and grab
some shorts throw them on and walk over to my dresser trying to
distract myself from what I know is in there. When I’ve done
everything I can I lay down on my bed throw my arm over my eyes. I
must have fallen asleep I jerk up when I hear something, getting up
I notice the shower is still running, knocking on the door
“Gracie?” No answer so I try the door when it swings open I slowly
walk in “Gracie?” I ask again with no answer, I walk towards the
shower and find Gracie sitting on the floor with her knees to her
chest and her chin resting on her knees when she looks up at me she
giggles “I don’t have a towel.”

Shaking my head I reach into the
cabinet next to the shower and pull one out holding it up for her
turning my head so that I don’t ogle her body. Wrapping her up I
head back to my room and pull the door closed behind me. Laying
back in bed arm on my eyes. A few minutes later I hear her open the
door, I peak at her. When I see the sight of her in my shirt, I
squeeze my eyes closed and pray for strength. “Come to bed Gracie
it’s late.” She slowly walks over pulls back the blanket and climbs
into my bed. I get up and go to the bathroom brush my teeth and
head back to bed climbing under the covers. Trying to keep my
distance, I just lay on my back close to the edge. When I feel the
bed move and Gracie slide closer to me lining our bodies up and
wrapping her arm around me but nothing more. Slowly letting out a
breath I slowly fall asleep.

Chapter
Sixteen

Gracie

I
wake up I’m on
my back, as I lift my
head I find Ryan pressed into me. Turning to look around the room
it starts to spin so I lay it back down. Closing my eyes allowing
myself to feel the alcohol still running through my system. Makes
me wonder if I’m dreaming the feeling of him pressed so close to
me. Usually I’m the one wrapped around him. I wrap my arms around
him which causes him to pull me tighter, pressing his entire body
into mine allowing me to feel how hard he is.

I can’t help but press into the bulge
that is pressing into my thigh shifting in hopes to have it right
at my burning center, maybe get some relief for the fire that’s
been ignited in my body. Shifting again I feel his lips on my neck
turning my head to give him better access he kisses up my jaw,
keeping my eyes closed for fear this is just a dream and if I open
them it all goes away.

Turning my head back to him our lips
meet soft at first, I try to move my leg, he shifts on top of me
aligning our bodies while deepening our kiss. Pushing my core into
his hardness. I can’t help the moan that leaves my throat, tugging
at his cloths he pulls back far enough for me to pull his shirt
off, doing the same to me and within seconds our lips are back
together. The next thing I know he pulls away. Sitting up he hooks
his fingers into my panties, looking into my eyes I nod my head
I’ve wanted this for as long as I can remember.

With my approval he slowly pulls them
down my body throwing them to the floor. Lifting my leg and slowly
kissing his way back up, stopping just before he hits my core. I
lift my hips and letting out a whimper “Please,” I feel him grip my
butt tighter and pulling me to his mouth. I can’t hold back the cry
that I choke on. Grabbing his hair holding on for dear life. It
doesn’t take long for me to fall apart, tugging harder trying to
pull him up my body. He finally relents and kisses his way up my
body, I wrap my arms around him sliding them down his back under
his shorts pushing them down as I squeeze his ass, pulling my legs
up to pull his shorts down the rest of the way with my feet. I
groan when the heat of his erection meets my core, lifting my hips
trying to get him to enter me. Looking into my eyes for assurance I
nod and plead with my eyes and when he hesitates I all but beg
him,

“
Please don’t stop. I want
this. I want you.”

“
Gracie I want this too, but
I need you to be sure.”

“
I am Ryan. Please don’t
stop now.”

With a nod he slowly, so very slowly he
enters me, stopping once he feels a little resistance. I hold him
tighter so that he doesn’t pull away.

“
Gracie this is going to
hurt bit only for a minute.” Then he gives one hard push taking
away my virginity. With a sigh I just hold him close. I don’t want
him to pull away

“
Gracie I need to move, I
may die if I don’t.”

With that he’s moving nice and slow,
while kissing my neck making his way to my lips. Before I know it I
feel like I’m going to explode, “Ry, what… what is that?” I feel
like there was a fire lit in my stomach and is spreading like a
wild fire throughout my whole body