Diary of a Wanted Woman (18 page)

He came back to me, with lips hungry for mine. I never said the man didn’t know how to make me feel good. I just knew that I would do nothing but cause him pain.

His lips left mine and began to trail down my body. His hands followed that path and threatened to make me come just from anticipation. His hands were warm and soft.

He stopped his exploration at my navel for a minute dipping his tongue inside before traveling further downward.

He finally reached my pussy which was already wet and ready for him.
I should stop him
I thought. I didn’t stop him. I just let myself for the moment pretend that we could be together and that I could be the woman he needed.

The fantasy was increased the moment his tongue touched my clit. He knew just what I liked and did not stray from it. I had to give it to him. David was all about my pleasure and did whatever he could to please me.

He was tender with my body and took his time bringing me close to my orgasm. His hands caressed my body the whole time.

Suddenly all the sensations came together and my orgasm engulfed my mind and my body and I just knew my moans could be heard from his neighbors three blocks away.

Before my orgasm could subside, he was inside of me gently thrusting as he buried his face into my neck. His moans and heavy breathing were in my ear. He sat up placing his lips on mine. He kissed me like this would be the last time. I returned the kiss with the same passion.

Then he came whispering his love for me in the process. When he was done, he collapsed and rolled over onto his back staring at the ceiling.

I didn’t move either. I wanted to savor this for a little while longer.

We laid that way for a few minutes begging our minds and bodies to come back to reality. He rolled over eventually and began to caress my body with his fingers.

“Can you seriously walk away from this? What we have is magical. It’s damn near perfect.”

I could tell that reality had not hit him yet. We could not be together. I could not make this work. In essence I had to choose Keith over David. I would only hurt David. Deep down though, I didn’t want to make a choice.

“David I want this to work. I wish I could love you the way you need me to but I can’t. I have to walk away.”

“Hannah we’ve known each other for so long. You know me and I know you. We are so good together. Most women would kill to have a good man.”

I knew he was a good man and I knew he was amazing in bed.
 
I never worried about him hurting me. I knew David would be faithful and loyal to the woman he loved. The last thing he needed was a woman that could not do the same for him.

“David, you are a great man. That is why I am walking away. You deserve a great woman. I’m not that.”

He stopped touching me.

“Hannah, I don’t know why you can’t see what I see.”

“David,” I said rolling onto my side to face him. “A relationship between us will never work.”

He sat up from the bed. I knew he was angry. He started to walk toward his bathroom. He turned around and faced me.

“I can’t believe you are doing this. I just hope one day you will see what we have here and I hope it’s soon because I am not going to wait around.”

He said slamming the door shut.

He’s angry now, I thought.

At least Keith was true to his word. He told me he would give me an open relationship and he was intent on proving to me that he was willing to have as many partners as I wanted.

He assumed there were no limits to my sexual obsession. At some point in your life you just have to draw a line and say “This is it. I cannot go any farther.”

Everyone’s line in the sand is different.

I had a line.

I had a line that I would never cross.
 
That was until I met Keith. Every encounter with him has me erasing my line and drawing a new one.

I think that gets him off. His mission in life is to see how far I will let him go. He vows to try any and everything to push me farther and farther past my starting point.

No matter what he has done, to his surprise and mine, he has not been able to find my end point.

I have lost all limits.

That is exciting for him. It gives him the freedom to let his infinite imagination come up with all kinds of wild ideas.

It’s no problem with me. It seems like I’m game for anything…

Work had really slowed down today and I was ready for 5pm to arrive so that I could get out of here. I guess it was a good thing that no one was having problems today and all of my projects were either on schedule or early.

Yet idle hands always find trouble and I was itching to do something bad today. I stared at my silent phone happy that no one needed me but oh so bored.

I was sitting at my desk swirling around in my chair when my phone finally rang. It was Keith telling me that I needed to come over now.

“Keith, I will be there when I get off.”

He didn’t take no for an answer.

“Get your ass over here!”

He hung up and I knew that wasn’t a good thing. I was asking for a punishment. Actually I was. I needed something that would take my mind off things.

 
I put my phone down and began to pack up my things for the day. Just as I was grabbing my purse ready to leave, Stacey walked in my office.

“Who was that on the phone?”

She had been watching me close lately for some reason. It was starting to irritate me. I don’t like being asked too many questions.

“Stacey, it was no one,” I said sliding my phone into my pocket and sitting some folders in a drawer closing it.

“Geez, what’s with you?”

I walked around the desk toward the door.

“Nothing,” I said walking past her and out the door.

“You’re leaving early?”

I looked at my watch. It was 4 pm.

“Yep, I’ll just come in early tomorrow.”

She squinted at me. I ignored her and walked down the hall past the receptionist desk and out the door to the parking lot.

I arrived at Keith’s house an hour later. Traffic was terrible and I knew he wouldn’t like the fact that it took me so long to get there. He takes this dominant- submissive relationship very seriously. I was always punished whenever I disobeyed.

That didn’t bother me however. I liked the punishments. It was something that was embedded in my DNA that made me want to please him and to be punished. I purposely disobeyed him sometimes just so he would get rough with me.

I was let into the house by his housekeeper that informed me Keith was upstairs in his bedroom. I made my way upstairs and slowly opened the door. When I entered I was stunned at what I saw.

There was a dark-skinned black woman sprawled across the bed with her face buried in Keith’s crotch. She was clad in only her bra and panties and he was squeezing her ample ass as she serviced him.

The scene bothered me. I felt jealous. Who was this woman?

I could feel myself getting upset.

“Excuse me,” I interrupted leaning against the door frame with one hand on my hip.

He looked up at me and smiled. The young woman finally pried her lips from his dick and looked at me wiping saliva from her mouth.

Keith climbed out of the bed and made his way over to me.

“Get the fuck over here and join the party.”

I shook my head.

“It doesn’t look like you need me.”

He looked at me no longer with a smile. I could tell I just made him angry.

He was coming for me.

“Did you just tell me no?”

I didn’t get a chance to reply. He grabbed me quickly and with all his might, he shoved me against the wall and wrapped his fingers around my throat. His body was pressed hard against mine and he bent down so that his face was only inches away from mine.

“You’re late and have a fucking attitude with me? Did you forget who the fuck I am? You have the nerve to tell me no?”

He squeezed tighter cutting off my air supply.

“Are you crazy?
 
I thought we went over this. You do know that I will fucking hurt you if you ever tell me no, right?”

I tried to nod my head but he was squeezing my neck so tight I could not move. He lowered his voice and continued his lecture to me calmly.

“You know I don’t like it when you tell me no right?” He said kissing me on the forehead.

“It makes me a little crazy. You know that right?”

Suddenly he loosened his grip and let me go. He smiled and leaned down placing his lips on mine. It was sexy and terrifying at the same time.

He looked at me and smiled again.

“If you would stop bitching you would see that she’s not just for me.”

He stepped away from me and walked over to the bed. He grabbed a handful of the girl’s hair and jerked her head back.

“Hannah, this is Jasmine.”

He gave her a look and she stood walking over to me. I got a better look at her as she approached me.

She was taller than I was with dark chocolate skin. She had large kissable lips and a massive ass.

“Go on ladies. Introduce yourselves properly.”

I looked at her and hesitated. Keith sensed something was wrong.

“Hannah baby, have you ever been with another woman?”

I shook my head.

This was a new experience for me. I had been curious at one point in my life. I never took it upon myself to actually sleep with another woman. Standing there watching her approach me gave me butterflies in my stomach.

Yet I knew that if Keith wanted it to happen, it was going to happen.

I was still leaning against the wall when she approached placing her body against mine. She looked at me and smiled before she placed her lips on mine and we kissed.

I felt her tongue reach out and touch my lips. I parted them and let her in tasting her. She tasted like Keith and strawberries.

As we kissed, Keith was sitting on the bed cheering us on.

“Oh yeah, that’s it. Tongue her down. Put your hand on her breasts.”

Her fingers grazed my breasts and my nipples began to stand at attention.

I in turn let my hands roam her body and settle on her hot ass. She pulled back suddenly grabbing my hand and leading me over to the bed where Keith was waiting.

She got on her knees and began to service him. I just stood there and watched. I didn’t understand why I was so angry. I didn’t like this girl on Keith. I felt a sudden kid like instinctual emotion.

He was mine.

He noticed I wasn’t moving.

“Does this bother you baby? Does it bother you to watch her suck my dick?”

I nodded.

He pushed her off him and motioned for me to come to him.

“Come over here baby. You know this dick is yours.”

I slowly bent down to the ground until my knees hit the hardwood floor. Jasmine sat back and pointed Keith’s dick in my direction.

I leaned over and let my lips surround his shaft filling my mouth. While I sucked him off, Jasmine gently rolled his balls around in her mouth.

He had a hand on each of our heads while we serviced him. It seemed like we were both down there for hours taking turns sucking his dick and tasting his balls.

Suddenly he ordered us both on the bed. I was still wearing my clothes so he instructed Jasmine to undress me. She took off all my clothes kissing me in places as she exposed my skin. When she was done she removed her bra and panties and tossed them on the floor.

“What do you want us to do now?” she asked Keith.

I knew at that moment that I may not be the only slave that Keith had. She seemed to have been playing this game for a while. I wondered was she going to be a part of the fun now.

He stood and looked us both up and down.

“First, I want you both on the bed on all fours and asses in the air.”

We both climbed on the bed and got on all fours.

“Poke that ass up higher Hannah!”

I laid my face flat on the bed and pushed my ass higher in the air.

I heard the air whooshing as his paddle swung through the air and landed on Jasmine’s ass. She shrieked and dropped her face down like I had done.

He hit her again and she cried out.

“Stop it!” she screamed.

He laughed and swatted her again on her ass. I turned my face in order to see what she was going through. I guess I was wrong. She may just have been a quick study, but she had to be new to this.

“You see Hannah. That’s why I had to let this one go. I don’t like them weak. I like a challenge.”

He eventually took his attention from her and began to swat me furiously. He knew I could take it so he had no more mercy on me. I flinched with the first few blows but then I took it like a pro.

Jasmine was staring at me in horror. I could tell she could not understand how I let him do this to me. I guess she didn’t enjoy it as much as I did.

Eventually he tired himself out and dropped the paddle to the ground.

“Now I want Hannah to lie on the bed with her legs spread and I want to see Jasmine’s face buried between them,” he said plopping down in a chair in the corner.

We didn’t question him. We were just happy the paddling was over. I fell onto my back and spread my legs. She got between them and parted my lips. I moaned when her tongue made entry and quickly flicked across my clit.

She then took her tongue and licked me in one long swoop from my wet hole all the way up to my clit. It shook me to my core. She clearly had eaten pussy before and was well versed in all the techniques.

Keith laughed at my reaction.

“Your fucking face is priceless, Hannah.”

He said coming over to squeeze and lick my breasts.

“She’s good isn’t she?”

I could not answer. My focus was on the pleasure she was giving me. Not to be left out, Keith climbed onto the bed and propped her ass into the air. He bent down and began to eat her pussy.

She moaned with her mouth still on me while he ate her out. Then he rose and shoved his hard dick into her. She moaned again. She never let up eating me though. She continued to eat me while she was being fucked hard.

I loved every minute of it. I came spilling into her mouth and onto the bed. While I was still riding my orgasmic wave she came hard on his dick. She turned instantly and began to lick her juices off him.

He climbed off the bed and walked over to his infamous trunk. It was always full of his goodies and weapons of punishment. We both sat there watching him. He stood and set a weird looking item on the dresser and looked at us.

“You don’t have to wait for me,” he said laughing.

“I want to see some more pussy eating.”

He instructed us to get in the sixty-nine position. I was on the bottom and she plopped her pussy down on my face.

This was the first time pussy was ever this close to my mouth. I hesitated.