Authors: Cathy Kelly
on gold-edged china platters she’d never seen before. Evie
hadn’t known he could make stuff like that. He must
have had help.
When she’d brought her luggage upstairs, she’d been
surprised to find a small blue and white china vase of
winter flowering jasmine on the bedside locker in the twin
room she was sharing with Rosie.
How sweet, she thought fondly, smelling the delicate
sprigs. Her father had never been much of a man for
flowers. He never painted floral still lifes in his watercolour class: he preferred rugged landscapes. Still, it was a lovely,
welcoming gesture. At that moment she heard the sound
of dogs barking, the slam of the back door and Rosie’s
voice raised in greeting. Dad!
She hurried downstairs, taking two steps at a time.
‘Dad, I was so worried about you,’ she said happily, but
the words died on her lips as she rushed into the kitchen to
find he wasn’t alone.
Rosie was crouched on the floor rubbing Jessie, an
ecstatic black spaniel, while Gooch, a golden retriever, was slurping water from his bowl, slobbering all over the stone flags and showering great lumps of white fur into the air as
his feathery tail knocked against the table. Her father was
taking off his dark green Wellingtons. And a strange woman
was filling the kettle at the sink, behaving as if she was
totally at home.
Evie stared at the stranger in surprise. Sophisticated
and elegant even in a heavy Aran sweater and dark
trousers wet from the knees down, she was tall with sleek
honey-gold hair tied back in a knot. Evie reckoned the
woman was in her late-fifties although there were
remarkably few lines around the clear grey eyes that
stared out from a fine-boned face dusted with the merest
hint of a tan.
As she stared at the woman, Evie had the strangest
feeling that she too was being appraised, as if the grey eyes
were sizing her up. She immediately felt podgy in her
jeans: jeans she’d worn because they’d been washed so
often they were incredibly comfortable, but which did
nothing for her short legs and pear shape.
‘Evie! Welcome. Sorry we weren’t here to meet you but
I had to take the dogs out for a walk or they’d have gone
mad.’
Her father grabbed her in a bear hug and the two dogs
started barking madly again, jumping up and down and
generally making an incredible noise. Evie was about to
yell at them to stop when the woman spoke quietly.
‘Gooch, Jessie, sit!’ she said in a crisp, clear voice. An American voice.
Instantly, the two dogs, who’d never obeyed a command
from anyone but Evie’s father in their entire lives, stopped
barking and sat, both gazing up with such adoration at the
woman that Evie gasped aloud.
Rosie laughed delightedly. ‘How did you get them to do
that?’ she asked, rubbing Gooch’s velvety ears.
Andrew Fraser smiled fondly at the woman, one arm still
around Evie.
‘Vida has them eating out of her hand,’ he said proudly.
‘They walk beside her without their leads and come when
she calls them.’
Vida! Who the bloody hell was Vida? Evie wanted to
know. As if answering her question, Andrew reached out
and took the woman’s hand, clasping it tightly.
‘Evie and Rosie, I want you to meet Vida Andersen, a
very, very special friend of mine.’ His eyes twinkled as he
looked at Vida. Not a ‘special friend’ sort of look, Evie
thought suddenly, eyes narrowing. More of a ‘lover’ look.
And that, she realised with shocking clarity, was exactly
what Vida was.
‘Evie, Rosie, I’m delighted to meet you,’ she said, in a low cultured voice. ‘I’ve wanted to meet you both for so long.’
She moved forward and kissed Evie on one cheek,
leaving a subtle trail of expensive perfume in her wake,
Then she did the same with Rosie, who was gazing with
admiration at Vida, taking in the long sweeping lashes, the
subtle make-up and the strand of gleaming pearls barely
visible under the sweater.
‘I’d hoped to be more presentable when I finally met
you both,’ she laughed, gesturing at the Aran sweater she
wore with such panache. ‘This old thing of Andrew’s isn’t
the sort of thing one wants to wear to meet future …’ she
hesitated briefly, ‘. . friends.’
She was even wearing Dad’s jumper, Evie realised with
outrage. I bought that for him. In the sales one January. Ten
percent off, it was.
‘We’re delighted to meet you, aren’t we, Mum?’ said
Rosie, appearing beside Evie and giving her mother a surreptitious prod in the ribs.
‘Yes,’ she said automatically, switching into her gracious
mode. ‘Will you have a cup of tea?’ She busied herself
looking for the tea pot, which had always been kept beside
the tea caddy but which had now mysteriously been
moved. Are you staying in the village for a few days or
have you just moved in?’
Evie turned around from the worktop in time to see her
father and Vida exchange glances.
‘I’ve lived here for nearly a year,’ Vida said in that low
voice of hers to which Evie had taken an instant dislike.
‘In one of the cottages beside the mill,’ added Andrew,
handing the tea caddy to Vida.
‘It’s a bit rundown but I love it,’ she said. ‘I’ve been
having a house renovated here and it’ll be ready to move
into within a few months.’
She produced the tea pot and quickly made tea with the
ease of one who’d performed the same task in the same
kitchen many times before. Evie stood to one side with a
strained smile on her face and petted Jessie as she watched
them move around each other as if they were used to
spending time together.
Evie felt like an interloper. The other three, Rosie, her
father and Vida, were all relaxed in each other’s company.
Rosie would fit in anywhere. She had that knack of
appearing totally at home, no matter where she was, while
Evie had never had the gift and now felt as if she stood out
like a sore thumb.
‘Where’s your new house?’ she asked brightly.
Her father and Vida exchanged another meaningful
glance.
‘On Bracken Road. The Grange at the crossroads.’
‘Oh.’ Evie knew the house, a large old manor not unlike
Olivia’s parents’ house. ‘It’s very big for one person,’ she
said absently. ‘Do you have family living with you? Your
husband?’
As soon as she said it, Evie realised how bitchy it
sounded. Have you got a husband or are you looking for one?
Is that why you’re dangling around my father? She hadn’t
meant it to sound like that.
If Vida thought the question was barbed, she seemed
unconcerned. She poured tea into the china mugs Andrew
had laid on the pine kitchen table.
‘No, my last husband is dead. He died a long time ago, in
America.’
Again, there was a pregnant pause.
‘Let’s take the tea into the sitting room,’ said Andrew
briskly.
There they sat around the fire Rosie had managed to
light and talked about the drive from Dublin, the weather
and what time the guests were coming for the drinks party.
“I said half-six for seven, which leaves us an hour to get
ready,’ Andrew said, with a quick glance at his watch.
‘Early drinks parties are better because then everyone
doesn’t sit around until the wee small hours getting
sozzled’
‘Which would be a huge waste of time,’ Vida said to
him, a warm smile lighting up her face.
She was beautiful, Evie realised with a pang, feeling like
a giant blimp in a room full of sleek specimens. She must
have been absolutely stunning when she was younger
because she was pretty stunning now.
‘We met at a cocktail party,’ Vida said in a confiding
voice.
Rosie grinned. “I didn’t know you were into cocktail
parties, Grandpops?’
Her grandfather grinned back. ‘I wasn’t, until I met this
lady. She’s teaching me lots of new things.’ They both laughed.
‘Not only about cocktails,’ murmured Vida, in a voice
she hadn’t planned on anyone else hearing, but which
Evie, who could hear a whispered comment across four
desks in Wentworth Alarms, heard only too clearly.
She couldn’t cope with this bizarre conversation any
longer. Nobody was telling her anything and she just had to
know.
‘So, you two are going out?’ she asked bluntly.
The beatific look on her father’s face told her everything.
‘More
than going out, darling Evie,’ he said slowly,
dragging his eyes away from Vida. ‘I know I should have
told you some of this earlier, but it all happened so suddenly and I wanted to tell you in person: Vida and I are getting married. I wanted to tell the three of you together,
you, Rosie and Cara, but since you’ve asked …’
Evie stared at him, feeling as if the bottom had fallen
out of her world. Married. He was getting married again?
She thought of the photographs on the card table, the
faded one of her parents in their wedding clothes, her
mother in an oyster satin dress with a bright stain of red
lipstick on her mouth. Her wonderful dead mother, whom
she’d never stopped missing; the person Dad had mourned
for so long. Didn’t that mean anything to him at all? How
could he even look at another woman, especially one like
Vida, with her calculating gaze and silky voice?
‘Married?’ said Evie blankly.
‘Aren’t you happy?’ said her father in a pleading tone.
‘Happy?’ said Evie, parrot-like. ‘It’s such a shock. You
should have told me.’ She stared at him, so many things
left unsaid. Like: ‘How could you do this to me?’
“I know.’ Her father gave her his mischievous grin, the
one he usually used when she was tidying the overflowing
magazine rack and found newspapers dating from six
months ago wedged in behind his bedraggled crossword
book.
She could barely look at him, she felt so betrayed, so left
out. ‘Why couldn’t you have told me before, Dad?’ she
asked hoarsely, feeling a well of emotion bubble up inside
her. ‘Why?’
Andrew Fraser rubbed his eyes wearily and leaned back
in his chair. He seemed to be about to say something but
didn’t. Evie looked up from where she was savagely
scratching at a piece of loose skin on her thumb so that it
was almost ripped off. She stared at him gravely, waiting
for him to speak. He wasn’t going to. That bloody woman
had brainwashed him.
She got up abruptly- ‘I’d better change my clothes. The
guests will be coming soon.’ Without saying anything else,
she went upstairs.
Evie sat on the bed in a daze. Her all-purpose black
velvet dress was hanging in the wardrobe for its second
trip out in as many days and she’d even brought her
cordless hot hairbrush in case she felt inclined to recreate
the loose curls she’d had done in the hairdresser’s. But
Evie didn’t feel like getting ready for the drinks party.
She didn’t feel like doing anything. She was stunned,
shocked. Her father was getting married: actually getting
married. After twenty years of mourning her beloved
mother, he was going to let another woman into their
home, into his bed, and Evie didn’t think she could cope
with it.
Especially not that woman. Who did she think she was making
herself at home in Evie’s mother’s kitchen and in
Evie’s mother’s bed.
‘You nearly ready, Mum?’ Rosie stuck her head round
the door.
‘Er … yes,’ she stuttered. Mechanically, she unbuttoned
her white blouse and pulled off her comfy jeans. She took
tights from her drawer, and a black bra to go with the
dress, and got dressed. Picking up her sponge bag, she
headed for the bathroom. Every visible surface needed a
good scrub, she noticed as she shut the door. Her father
had never been good at washing away the mildew you got
in the old house. And dear Vida obviously wasn’t much
good at getting those perfect nails dirty, she thought
bitchily.
She flipped over her father’s old shaving mirror and
stared at a face so like her mother’s. They both had the
same wide open gaze, the same rounded cheeks with
dimples, the same warm hazel eyes and upturned noses.
That woman was nothing like her mother. She was thin
where Evie’s mother had been softly rounded; Vida
Andersen was all cool self-sufficiency where Alice Fraser
had been warm and welcoming.
Evie sat on the side of the bath miserably, then stiffened
as she heard two sets of footsteps pounding up the narrow
stairs.
The door to her father’s room shut loudly and she could
hear Vida’s voice through the thin walls.
‘You should have told her before this, Andrew. It’s not
fair to give the poor thing such a shock. If she’d known
about me, she could have become acclimatised to the idea,
not found it such a surprise.’
Evie couldn’t hear what her father replied. Used to the
walls in the house, he knew that everything you said in
the front bedroom could be easily overheard from the