Personal Possessions (36 page)

I listened as she walked
into the bathroom and started the shower. I opened my eyes and
welcomed another day I was given to spend with Elle. I walked naked
into the bathroom and noticed Elle had her eyes closed with shampoo
all in her hair, brushing her teeth and singing some
song.

She was a great
multi-tasker.

Slowly, I opened the glass
door that led into the shower and stepped in front of her with my
back against the glass. I just stared at the sight before me. Elle
looked beautiful…no worries, carefree…

That brought the list of
what I wanted for her back to my mind. I saw her throw her
toothbrush over the top of the shower door as she went to put her
head back and rinse her hair.

“
Nice shot!”

Elle screamed and jumped.
I laughed.

“Goddammit, you scared the
shit outta me”

I didn’t respond, I just
leaned in and kissed her…she tasted so fucking sweet.

“
Mmmmm, you taste like
peppermint”

“Well duh….”

“I had to repay you for
the wonderful morning kiss you gave me just a minute
ago.”

“You shit, you were
awake?”

“You were having a moment,
I wasn’t going to spoil it.”

She made me laugh so much.
I missed laughing. Elle stared at me for a moment with pursed lips.
I wasn’t sure if she was going to laugh or gripe me out. I just
stared back.

“Here wash my back while I
finish washing my hair, we’re gonna be late.”

We both finished in the
shower and I wrapped up in a towel, as I carried my clothes back
into my room. I quickly put my suit on and headed out to make some
coffee. As I went to make a cup my phone rang. I dug in my pocket,
pulling it out and looked at the caller ID…it was Kip.

“Hey…what’s up?” was my
morning greeting to him.

“Saw your boy driving by
the Nolan’s house last night?”

I froze a bit. I wasn’t
sure if I wanted to even think that Bear would hurt Curt and
Lilly…but seeing how he’d hurt his wife, it really wouldn’t have
surprised me.

“Everything ok?” I
said.

“Ok as good can
be”

I take it that meant
everything was fine. Sometimes Kip’s sayings made me wonder if this
was a “figure out the riddle so we can move on” kinda
thing.

“
So where do we go from
here?”

I was trying to keep my
composure. I could hear Elle’s heels on the floor coming into the
kitchen. I had to watch my words carefully right now. When she
walked in, I had my back to her and she stood behind me. I needed
to feel her around me. I needed to know that she was safe. Kip was
saying something in my ear, I wasn’t really paying attention at the
moment. I backed up until I felt her hands come up to my back. I
laid the phone against my shoulder and reached behind me, grabbing
her arms and pulling them to the front of me.

“…
Well, I think I am going
to watch your buddy today and I’ll go and see an ole detective
buddy of mine tomorrow, bring him in on what’s going
on.”

“That sounds good…what do
you need from me?”

“Nothin right now, but
I’ll be gettin’ back with ya.”

“
I’m still up to date on
that other client…correct?”

Just then, I undid my
pants and urged Elle’s hands deep down inside them. I felt her hand
grasp around me as I began moving her hand up and down my shaft. I
closed my eyes and concentrated on getting Kip off the fucking
phone. I knew that Elle’s kids were safe, Rachel was safe and most
importantly, Elle was safe…here with me.

“You know it…safe as a
baby sucklin’ his mama’s titty!”

Kip announced.

“Where do you come up with
this shit?”

I asked, as I continued
moving Elle’s hand up and down.

I heard Kip laugh that
raspy smoke filled laugh as I pictured him blowing the smoke out
his window as he drove.

“I’ll keep you informed,
McHale.”

I couldn’t get off quick
enough. It was almost becoming a personal challenge; how long I
could stay calm and on the phone while being jacked off by the
woman of my dreams. I knew that I was not about to find
out.

“Talk to you
later…bye.”

I threw the phone on the
counter and turned around. Elle was insatiable, she jumped on me as
though I was liquid to her thirst. She jumped up, wrapping her legs
around me as we fought for control over the kiss. I would allow her
to win, just this once…there were bigger and wetter things that
needed my attention. I walked us into the living room quickly. I
wanted to take her out here…in the open and enjoy the light from
the morning’s sunrise against her while I made love to her looking
out over the city. I set her down in front of the couch and began
to undo what was left of the buttons on my shirt as I
spoke.

“Pull your pants down,
babe and lean over the couch…I wanna take you from
behind.”

Elle jumped back and
pursed her lips. I could tell she was slipping into defensive
mode.

“
No, I’m not a dog, so
you’re not going to fuck me like one.”

I was completely blown
away by that statement. She was becoming armored for a war against
her ally. She had no reason to even think that was an issue with
me.

“
Baby, I wasn’t even
thinking that, why would you even say that?”

Immediately, Elle began
searching for her clothes, slipping back into her pants she started
to walk away. I was caught dumbfounded…all I could do was throw my
hands out and stand in a “what the fuck” stance.

As she was putting her
clothes back on, she just spurts out as though it’s no big
deal.

“
Bear says the only way he
can fuck me is from behind so he don’t have to look at my ugly
fucking face.”

I’d heard enough of that
son of a bitch this morning. Every time I turned around that fuck
stick was messing with the people I loved most in my life and I was
through with it. I picked up a vase and threw it against the wall.
A bit childish…I know but goddammit, I was not Bear and how dare
she think that I would do anything he did, I was insulted that she
would even bring that up at a time like this. I was just trying to
make love to my woman, not discuss that piece of trash.

I walked up to Elle,
“Don’t you ever compare me to that fucking piece of shit! I would
never think that of you. I have never treated you that way and
don’t you ever think that it would start now!”

I had to get out of this
room. I felt as though the walls were closing in on me. I was burnt
the fuck out on hearing about Willie Jackson and yet, now I was
being compared to him…I needed to clear my head.

I buttoned up my pants and
started to walk away, when I felt Elle come up from behind
me.

“
Honey, I’m so sorry. I
didn’t mean it to come out that way. I would never compare you to
him. I just don’t like being turned backwards. I feel
self-conscious. I would be thinking if you felt that way too. You
are nothing like him, please…I’m so sorry.”

Elle came around to the
front of me, I was breaking through with her. She got up on her tip
toes and began pulling me down as she was kissing me…all over my
face. She was desperate to receive my forgiveness. I didn’t want
her begging from my mercy…I wanted her begging for my
cock.

“
Please, I need to show
you I’m sorry.”

I’d heard enough. Elle
laid a kiss against my lips and I seize it desperately. Our tongues
slide together taking in each other, Elle grabs the back of my head
pulling me in closer. Suddenly, she falls to her knees in front of
me.

“Please TJ…I’m begging
you.”

Elle pulls my pants apart
uncontrollably. She is frantic to get to what’s inside. I can’t see
her pleading with me like this another minute.

“
Trevor….”

I don’t allow her to say
another word. Quickly, I snatch her up, raising her up in front of
me so that we are eye to eye.

“Tell me what you want,
baby.”

Elle didn’t
hesitate.

“I want you,
TJ.”

I rewarded her with my
taste one more time. She moaned in my mouth as I took it deep down
into my soul…the soul that she had healed. I pushed her up against
the wall so now she had nowhere to run …she was completely mine. I
moved my hips up against her so that she could feel how hard I was.
She wasn’t getting it right away…if she wanted my cock, she was
going to have to earn it.

“You are no longer
his!”

I heard Elle grab the
breath that she just let out as I rubbed back and forth against
her.

“
I never was his,
Trevor.”

Very good answer…she never
gave her heart to him. How could she…I held it this whole time. I
closed my eyes at the confession that just made contact with my
ears. As I had her up against the wall, my hand ran down, undoing
her pants and pushing them down her legs. I set her down for a
moment so that she could kick them off.

It was taking everything
in me not to fuck the thought of Bear Jackson right out of her, I
wanted to be buried within her, balls deep. I was so fucking hot at
that very moment, I thought my dick would explode.

I positioned myself at the
entrance of her pussy and slowly pushed into her. The last thing I
wanted to do was scare the shit outta her by losing my mind and
fucking her senseless. I took deep breaths to calm myself. She was
so wet, I laid my forehead against her and enjoyed the feeling of
her wet, soft pussy wrapped around me.

“You are mine
now.”

I stipulated as I drove up
into her again. She didn’t reply right away but her mouth was open
as though she wanted to say something, instead she closed her eyes.
This was so not the time to be someplace else, she was going to
stay right fuckin’ here…with me.

“
Open your fucking
eyes!”

I commanded. I didn’t mean
to yell but I was holding on by a thread. I wanted her to forget
all about Bear Jackson as I fucked her and I knew that was not even
possible. At this point I realize she had never responded to my
demand.

I began to speed up and
thrusting deeper into her. I whispered the demand again in her
ear.

“
I’ve always been yours,
Trevor.”

I take a relaxing breath.
Her acknowledgment echoed within my mind.

“I’ve always been yours,
Trevor.”

“I’ve always been yours,
Trevor.”

She’s always been mine.
That night outside her dad’s house when I looked at her and begged
her not to do this, she didn’t want to do it. She still felt
something for me…she still loved me. I needed to hear it come from
her mouth. She could imply the shit outta the three words, but I
was not big on implications…I wanted the fuckin’ words.

I pulled almost all the
way out of her, which seemed to piss her off. Her eyes came up to
meet mine when I looked into hers and demanded softly.

“
Say the words,
Elleny.”

Not happy with my request,
which including no movement on my part, Elle started to
become…irate.

“
Goddammit Trevor, I’m
fucking begging you… don’t stop now. I’m not glass baby,
please…”

I looked down at her again
without saying a word…I was not about to repeat myself. Elle was
about ready to either punch me or scream.

“What the fuck do you want
to hear…tell me… I’ll say it.”

I stood still and didn’t
say a word. Slowly, Elle began to move up and down using the wall
to bring herself back up quickly. She laid her head back and I
could feel her tense around my cock; she was going to
come.

“
Fuck you! You don’t get
to come! You say the words and I make you to come! It belongs to
me, you hear me, Elleny?” I demanded. Her orgasms belonged to me…I
was the one who gave them to her.

I could see when she
realized what I wanted her to say…it was as if a light bulb went
off over her head. Elle’s face turned pink and then a beautiful
shade of red. She was livid.

“
Get off of me” Elle
whispered as she began to push me back to set her feet
down.

“
No, say the
words.”

I was still inside of her
but I wasn’t moving, which again, pissed her off. I wondered how
she liked what it felt like to have blue balls. I pulled away from
the wall, I knew what she was going to try…she thought she was
going to attempt what I just warned her not to do. Elle began going
up and down on top of my shaft, but she couldn’t build up the
resistance like she had up against the wall.

“Tell me the words, baby
and I will get you off.”

Elle didn’t answer me, she
just kept attempting to move up and down. I thought I would add my
own attempt at teasing, see how she liked it. I pulled her shirt
down and removed her breast and began to suck on the
hard peak, she was trying as hard as she could
not to show that she was enjoying the torment, but I could see
it.