Authors: Justine Elvira
Tags: #Literature & Fiction, #Genre Fiction, #Coming of Age, #Romance, #Contemporary, #New Adult & College
But my heart? My
heart needed to know that if I did this with him, it wouldn’t be just another
fuck for him. I couldn’t be just another girl he hooks up with. I had to know
if he meant what he said on the beach earlier. My heart wouldn’t be able to
take it otherwise.
I moved across the
wooden floors and sat next to Sebastian on his bed. We turned to face
each other, neither of us speaking for a while.
I was nervous. My
palms started to sweat; I could feel my body temperature starting to rise. My
heart started beating faster and I knew in a few seconds I might loose the
ability to speak normally, so I took the plunge.
“What you said to
me on the beach, I need to know if you meant it,” I spat out rather quickly. I
didn’t want to chicken out.
He looked at me
thoughtfully and reached his hand out to gently caress my cheek. “About wanting
to be with you? Of course I meant it, I have never meant anything more in my
life. I have never wanted anyone more in my life.”
His fingers
continued to caress my cheek and I melted into his hand. Being with him like
this, it felt so right. I suddenly didn’t need any more confirmation from him.
I was done questioning the decision I was making. This felt too good and I
haven’t had anything to look forward to in a long time. I wasn’t going to mess
this up.
I leaned in
towards Sebastian and brushed my lips against his. It took him no time to
respond. He kissed me back urgently. His soft lips were applying just the right
amount of pressure to mine.
I opened my mouth
for him and our tongues met and tasted each other. Every kiss with him somehow
got better.
He had both hands
on each side of my face while we devoured each other. My hands went to the hem
of his shirt and I started to raise his polo up.
Our lips separated
from each other briefly as I pulled his polo over his head. We
reconnected and I could feel heat spreading thought my body.
He wrapped his
arms tightly around my waste and his lips moved from my mouth and over to my
jaw. He started trailing kissed down my neck, then my collarbone, and then my
chest.
My head fell back
and I gasped as he started to suck on the top of my chest. His mouth felt
incredible to me. His hands lowered to the hem of my tank and he lifted
it up and over my head.
His mouth made
contact with my breasts again as his hands reached around me to unclasp my bra.
He unclasped my bra and quickly pulled it off me.
He slowly laid me
down on the bed and his left hand moved down my body. He firmly traced his hand
over my collarbone, across my breasts, down my stomach and to the top of my
shorts while his mouth sucked on one of my breasts. His tongue came out to
flick my nipple and then he bit down gently. I felt a jolt straight to my clit.
He had me so wound up.
My hands were in
his hair, then they moved down his back. I could feel all of his muscles flex
and I was imagining what they would feel like when he was thrusting inside me.
His hand moved
from the top of my shorts and started to unbutton them. Instead of removing
them, he slid his hand down into my shorts, under my panties, until he made
direct contact with the folds of my pussy.
I CAN’T BELIEVE I
JUST CALLED IT THAT!
He brought out this
side of me.
His fingers
separated me as his thumb started to rub my clit. I moaned deeply and my hands
moved to grab his ass.
His mouth was
still working my breasts and I could feel the start of my orgasm coming on.
“Sebastian…
Please,” I moaned out to him. My hands moving up to grasp the side of his face.
He looked up at me
with hooded eyes as his hand continued to rub circles on my clit. “What Honey…
what do you need?”
He looked
incredibly sexy right now… raw.
“Make love to me.”
I moaned as the build up continued from the perfect amount of pressure his
thumb placed on me. “I need it now, Sebastian, fuck me now.”
He growled and his
lips went back to my chest as he spoke between opened mouth kisses, “We’ll get
their Honey. Let me make you come first. Let me make you feel good.” His
mouthed continued making love to my breasts as his thumb picked up pace.
The build up was
getting stronger and I could feel my orgasm on the horizon. My breath got
heavier, my eyes shut, and my fingers left his body to grip the sheets under
me. I could feel it coming.
Sebastian then
dove his middle and index finger inside of me. It was all I needed to push over
the edge. I screamed out as I came on his fingers violently. My body trembled
as his hand's movement over my pussy slowed. His mouth continued to kiss my
body.
His lips moved
from my breasts as he slowly placed kisses down my stomach. When he reached the
top of my shorts, he moved his hands to grip the waste of my shorts, and with
one tug he completely removed my shorts and panties from my body. I was
completely exposed to him.
His hands gripped
each of my ankles and slowly moved up my legs, spreading me opened for him as
his body moved up with him. His hands reached my inner thighs and pushed me
open completely. He lowered his mouth to me. He licked and sucked my folds; his
tongue traced over my clit and then went lower and plunged into my core,
tasting the evidence of my orgasm.
Once he cleaned me
completely with his tongue, he moved up my body until we were eye level with
one another. He lowered his mouth to mine in a hungry kiss. I gave as well as I
got. I was high on the most intense orgasm of my life. I didn’t want this
feeling to end.
His mouthed moved
over to my ear and he whispered, “Perfect, you’re perfect.”
My heart melted inside.
He was wrong. He
was perfection. I was so damn lucky.
Sebastian lifted
himself from my body and moved off the bed. He was standing in front of
me with a look of lust across his face. I was just about to ask him what was
wrong when he started to unfasten his shorts.
Oh no. He wasn’t
going to take this opportunity away from me.
I crawled across
the bed naked and placed my hands on top of his.
“Let me,” I
whispered as I moved his hands away from his shorts. My hands moved to his
zipper and slowly zipped it down. I tugged and removed his shorts, then his
boxer briefs, while the entire time staring directly into his eyes.
He had no idea how
sexy he was to me.
My eyes moved from
his and I took in his body for the first time. When my eyes landed on his cock
I gasped. It was huge. I was slightly intimidated and wondered how the hell he
could think that this wouldn’t hurt.
I’ll admit, I
wasn’t an expert on the standard size of a penis but I knew enough to know that
he was larger than your average male.
My hands moved up
and down his chest, taking in and feeling his beautiful body. I moved one of my
hands slowly to his cock and brushed it against his length. He made a sound
from the back of his throat but made no movement. It was like he knew I needed
this, knew I needed to take it all in.
My hand moved
against his cock again but this time it stayed there. I moved my hand around
his thick erection and slowly started pumping up and down. I was starting to
get turned on again as Sebastian started to grind his hips into my hand.
It was hot.
A few more seconds
went by and then Sebastian moved my hands from his erection and gently pushed
me down on the bed. I lay there looking up at him as he crawled over my body
and placed his hips between my legs.
His lips were
moving against my neck again as his hips were grinding against my pussy. His
erection was sliding between my fold and I was moaning uncontrollably. It felt
so good.
I could feel my
wetness against his cock. With every thrust the tip of him made contact with my
core. His mouth moved from my neck and he looked into my eyes before speaking.
“I need you so fucking bad right now Mia. I’ve wanted you since the first
moment I saw you, I’ve dreamed about this for weeks.”
He lowered his
mouth to mine and kissed me passionately before speaking again. His breathing
came out heavy and uneven, “As much as I need to be inside you, and I really
fucking need to be inside you, I will wait if you need me to.”
His lips brushed
against my jaw as he slid his erection along my folds again.
“Oh… Fuck,” I
yelled out. I needed him to take me now or I might explode. “Sebastian…” I
panted, “ I’m sure. Take me now, fuck me now, you need to make love to me….
Right. Now.”
That was all the
reassurance he needed because the next thing I felt was Sebastian thrusting
inside of me, hard and fast. Once he was inside me he stopped to make sure I
was okay.
I may not be a
virgin, but seven years is a long time. I was in a little pain once he entered
and I wanted to tell him to stop. I wanted to yell that I was right and he was
wrong. Sex was painful. But I didn’t. I knew I had to give Sebastian a chance
because if I didn’t, I could lose him.
I’m so glad I let
him continue.
He started to
slowly thrust inside me again and my pain quickly turned into pleasure.
Sebastian lifted my legs over his hips as he thrust inside me. He was hitting
me from a completely different angle.
Every thrust felt
incredible. He bent down to kiss my mouth as he continued to thrust inside me.
I was so turned on at this point. His hands were all over my body; my hands
were all over his. It was messy, it was uncoordinated, and it was amazing.
I could feel the
build up of another orgasm but this one felt different. I couldn’t explain it
but it felt like if I let this one take hold of me, it would rip me apart.
The build up grew
faster and faster. I could feel myself coming apart. I was so close and I could
feel Sebastian inside of me getting impossibly harder.
I was about to
fall apart.
Sebastian must
have sensed this because he held me tight as he started thrusting harder inside
me. His huge cock was stretching me completely and I had never felt this
complete.
My body went over
the edge as I screamed, “Sebastian!”
I came so
intensely that my body felt like rubber and I was pretty sure I wouldn’t be
able to move tomorrow. Sebastian gently moaned my name a few thrusts later and
came inside me. I grasped him tighter with my legs, wanting to grab a hold of
every ounce of his pleasure.
After our
breathing slowed down he kissed my mouth slowly, deeply, as if to thank me. He
rolled us over with his cock still inside me. Sebastian was on his back and I
was laid across his stomach, my head was nestled in the crook of his arm.
Bliss. This was
Bliss.
I felt whole, like
his body was missing from mine this entire time. He was the missing piece, the
reason I never felt complete… and he was slowly putting me back together.
I drifted off to
sleep with these thoughts playing in my mind.
*****
I felt a warm
sensation spread throughout my body. A sweet tingling that was familiar from
the night before. I was slowly awakening from my sleep as I felt hot, wet
kisses caress my body. A heavy weight was pressing over me and I could feel
something thrusting inside my pussy.
My eyes opened
slightly to see Sebastian leaving opened mouth kisses all over my torso. His
hips were grinding against mine and I felt the urge to meet him thrust for
thrust.
This was a great
way to be woken up.
“Hey Honey,” he
whispered huskily to me when he noticed I was up. “I hope you don’t mind but I
woke up, still inside you, and I had to fuck you. Damn, you just feel so
incredible baby.”
I loved when he
spoke to me like this. His little terms of endearment towards me mixed with his
unfiltered speech turned me on so much. He wanted me and when he wanted
something he wasn’t afraid to show it.
“You feel
incredible too,” I moaned as he thrust his cock inside me again.
“You want more
baby,” he said and then pulled his cock out of me.
My body was
instantly feeling the loss of him. It felt unnatural for him not to be inside
of me.
“Turn over on your
stomach,” He demanded. “Then get on your knees with your hands in front of you
on the bed.”
I instantly
followed his instruction. His commands made me even wetter and I loved this
side of him.
As I was on my
hands and knees, Sebastian came up behind me and placed his hands on my ass.
His hands slowly caressed each cheek making my body over heat more with desire.
His hands then
slowly caressed up my back, to my neck, and then back down again until each of
his hands were on my hips.
I could feel his
erection pressed against my ass, sliding between my cheeks. He then made a
sight movement so that his cock was now sliding between the fold of my pussy as
he thrust his hips over and over again.
“Your so wet for
me. God, that is such a turn on Mia. You have no idea how horny you make
me. If I could fuck you all day, every day, I would.”
He then moved his
erection to my core and thrust inside me from behind. He hit me so deep this
way that I wasn’t sure I could take anymore. I felt completely filled.
His rhythm inside
me was hard and fast. His right hand moved around me to massage my clit as his
left hand grasped my hip to steady me.
I was so turned on
that it only took a few seconds for me to be on the brink of orgasm. Each time
he thrust inside me, my back arched and my body trembled.
“Sebastian, I
can’t hold off. You’re too good… I’m… I’m… I’m going to…” My body started to
shiver as I tried to hold off as long as possible.
“Its okay, let go
for me baby,” he demanded and I instantly exploded on his cock.